A Court of Wings and Ruin
Page 34
He reached for my arm, gently examining the angry welt where my skin had been torn by an arrow. Darkness rumbled in the corner of the room. “Cassian let me into his mind just now—to show me what happened on the ice.” He stroked a thumb over the hurt, the touch featherlight. “Eris was always a male of limited days. Now Lucien might find himself closer to inheriting his father’s throne than he ever expected to be.”
My spine locked. “Eris is precisely as horrible as you painted him to be.”
Rhys’s thumb glided over my forearm again, leaving gooseflesh in its wake. A promise—not of the retribution he was contemplating, but of what awaited us in this room. The bed a few feet away. Until he murmured, “You declared yourself High Lady.”
“Was I not supposed to?”
He released my arm to brush his knuckles across my cheek. “I’ve wanted to roar it from the rooftops of Velaris from the moment the priestess anointed you. How typical of you to upend my grand plans.”
A smile tugged on my lips. “It happened less than an hour ago. I’m sure you could go crow from the chimney right now and everyone would give you credit for breaking the news.”
His fingers threaded through my hair, tilting my face up. That wicked smile grew, and my toes curled in their boots. “There’s my darling Feyre.”
His head dipped, his gaze fixated on my mouth, hunger lighting those violet eyes—
“Where are my sisters?” The thought clanged through me, jarring as a pealing bell.
Rhys paused, hand slipping from my hair as his smile faded. “At the House of Wind.” He straightened, swallowing—as if it somehow checked him. “I can—take you to them.” Every word seemed to be an effort.
But he would, I realized. He’d shove down his need for me and take me to them, if that was what I wanted. My choice. It had always been my choice with him.
I shook my head. I wouldn’t see them—not yet. Not until I was steady enough to face them. “They’re well, though?”
His hesitation told me enough. “They’re safe.”
Not really an answer, but I wasn’t going to fool myself into thinking my sisters would be thriving. I leaned my brow against his chest. “Cassian and Azriel are healed,” I murmured against his jacket, breathing in the scent of him over and over as a tremor shuddered through me. “You told me that—and yet I didn’t … it didn’t sink in. Until now.”
Rhys ran a hand down my back, the other sliding to grip my hip. “Azriel healed within a few days. Cassian’s wings … it was complex. But he’s been training every day to regain his strength. The healer had to rebuild most of his wings—but he’ll be fine.”
I swallowed down the tightness in my throat and wrapped my arms around his waist, pressing my face wholly against his chest. His hand tightened on my hip in answer, the other resting at my nape, holding me to him as I breathed, “Mor said you were far away—that was why you weren’t there.”
“I’m sorry I wasn’t.”
“No,” I said, lifting my head to scan his eyes, the guilt dampening them. “I didn’t mean it like that. I just …” I savored the feel of him beneath my palms. “Where were you?”
Rhys stilled, and I braced myself as he said casually, “I couldn’t very well let you do all the work to undermine our enemies, could I?”
I didn’t smile. “Where. Were. You.”
“With Az only recently back on his feet, I took it upon myself to do some of his work.”
I clenched my jaw. “Such as?”
He leaned down, nuzzling my throat. “Don’t you want to comfort your mate, who has missed you terribly these weeks?”
I planted a hand on his face and pushed him back, scowling. “I want my mate to tell me where the hell he was. Then he can get his comfort.”
Rhys nipped at my fingers, teeth snapping playfully. “Cruel, beautiful female.”
I watched him beneath lowered brows.
Rhys rolled his eyes, sighing. “I was on the continent. At the human queens’ palace.”
I choked. “You were where?”
“Technically, I was flying above it, but—”
“You went alone?”
He gaped at me. “Despite what our mistakes in Hybern might have suggested, I am capable of—”
“You went to the human world, to our enemies’ compound, alone?”
“I’d rather it be me than any of the others.”
That had been his problem from the start. Always him, always sacrificing—
“Why,” I demanded. “Why risk it? Is something happening?”
Rhys peered toward the window, as if he could see all the way to the mortal lands. His mouth tightened. “It’s the quiet on their side of the sea that bothers me. No whisper of armies gathered, no other human allies summoned. Since Hybern, we’ve heard nothing. So I thought to see for myself why that is.” He flicked my nose, tugging me closer again. “I’d just neared the edge of their territory when I felt the bond awaken again. I knew the others were closer, so I sent them.”
“You don’t need to explain.”
Rhys rested his chin atop my head. “I wanted to be there—to get you. Find you. Bring you home.”
“You do certainly enjoy a dramatic entrance.”
He chuckled, his breath warming my hair as I listened to the sound rumble through his body.
Of course he would have been working against Hybern while I was away. Had I expected them all to be sitting on their asses for over a month? And Rhys, constantly plotting, always a step ahead … He would have used this time to his advantage. I debated asking about it, but right now, breathing him in, feeling his warmth … Let it wait.
Rhys pressed a kiss to my hair. “You’re home.”
A shuddering, small sound came out of me as I nodded, squeezing him tighter. Home. Not just Velaris, but wherever he was, our family was.
Ebony claws stroked along the barrier in my mind—in affection and request.
I lowered my shields for him, just as his own dropped. His mind curled around mine, as surely as his body now held me.
“I missed you every moment,” Rhys said, leaning down to kiss the corner of my mouth. “Your smile.” His lips grazed over the shell of my ear and my back arched slightly. “Your laugh.” He pressed a kiss to my neck, right beneath my ear, and I tilted my head to give him access, biting down the urge to beg him to take more, to take faster as he murmured, “Your scent.”
My spine locked. “Eris is precisely as horrible as you painted him to be.”
Rhys’s thumb glided over my forearm again, leaving gooseflesh in its wake. A promise—not of the retribution he was contemplating, but of what awaited us in this room. The bed a few feet away. Until he murmured, “You declared yourself High Lady.”
“Was I not supposed to?”
He released my arm to brush his knuckles across my cheek. “I’ve wanted to roar it from the rooftops of Velaris from the moment the priestess anointed you. How typical of you to upend my grand plans.”
A smile tugged on my lips. “It happened less than an hour ago. I’m sure you could go crow from the chimney right now and everyone would give you credit for breaking the news.”
His fingers threaded through my hair, tilting my face up. That wicked smile grew, and my toes curled in their boots. “There’s my darling Feyre.”
His head dipped, his gaze fixated on my mouth, hunger lighting those violet eyes—
“Where are my sisters?” The thought clanged through me, jarring as a pealing bell.
Rhys paused, hand slipping from my hair as his smile faded. “At the House of Wind.” He straightened, swallowing—as if it somehow checked him. “I can—take you to them.” Every word seemed to be an effort.
But he would, I realized. He’d shove down his need for me and take me to them, if that was what I wanted. My choice. It had always been my choice with him.
I shook my head. I wouldn’t see them—not yet. Not until I was steady enough to face them. “They’re well, though?”
His hesitation told me enough. “They’re safe.”
Not really an answer, but I wasn’t going to fool myself into thinking my sisters would be thriving. I leaned my brow against his chest. “Cassian and Azriel are healed,” I murmured against his jacket, breathing in the scent of him over and over as a tremor shuddered through me. “You told me that—and yet I didn’t … it didn’t sink in. Until now.”
Rhys ran a hand down my back, the other sliding to grip my hip. “Azriel healed within a few days. Cassian’s wings … it was complex. But he’s been training every day to regain his strength. The healer had to rebuild most of his wings—but he’ll be fine.”
I swallowed down the tightness in my throat and wrapped my arms around his waist, pressing my face wholly against his chest. His hand tightened on my hip in answer, the other resting at my nape, holding me to him as I breathed, “Mor said you were far away—that was why you weren’t there.”
“I’m sorry I wasn’t.”
“No,” I said, lifting my head to scan his eyes, the guilt dampening them. “I didn’t mean it like that. I just …” I savored the feel of him beneath my palms. “Where were you?”
Rhys stilled, and I braced myself as he said casually, “I couldn’t very well let you do all the work to undermine our enemies, could I?”
I didn’t smile. “Where. Were. You.”
“With Az only recently back on his feet, I took it upon myself to do some of his work.”
I clenched my jaw. “Such as?”
He leaned down, nuzzling my throat. “Don’t you want to comfort your mate, who has missed you terribly these weeks?”
I planted a hand on his face and pushed him back, scowling. “I want my mate to tell me where the hell he was. Then he can get his comfort.”
Rhys nipped at my fingers, teeth snapping playfully. “Cruel, beautiful female.”
I watched him beneath lowered brows.
Rhys rolled his eyes, sighing. “I was on the continent. At the human queens’ palace.”
I choked. “You were where?”
“Technically, I was flying above it, but—”
“You went alone?”
He gaped at me. “Despite what our mistakes in Hybern might have suggested, I am capable of—”
“You went to the human world, to our enemies’ compound, alone?”
“I’d rather it be me than any of the others.”
That had been his problem from the start. Always him, always sacrificing—
“Why,” I demanded. “Why risk it? Is something happening?”
Rhys peered toward the window, as if he could see all the way to the mortal lands. His mouth tightened. “It’s the quiet on their side of the sea that bothers me. No whisper of armies gathered, no other human allies summoned. Since Hybern, we’ve heard nothing. So I thought to see for myself why that is.” He flicked my nose, tugging me closer again. “I’d just neared the edge of their territory when I felt the bond awaken again. I knew the others were closer, so I sent them.”
“You don’t need to explain.”
Rhys rested his chin atop my head. “I wanted to be there—to get you. Find you. Bring you home.”
“You do certainly enjoy a dramatic entrance.”
He chuckled, his breath warming my hair as I listened to the sound rumble through his body.
Of course he would have been working against Hybern while I was away. Had I expected them all to be sitting on their asses for over a month? And Rhys, constantly plotting, always a step ahead … He would have used this time to his advantage. I debated asking about it, but right now, breathing him in, feeling his warmth … Let it wait.
Rhys pressed a kiss to my hair. “You’re home.”
A shuddering, small sound came out of me as I nodded, squeezing him tighter. Home. Not just Velaris, but wherever he was, our family was.
Ebony claws stroked along the barrier in my mind—in affection and request.
I lowered my shields for him, just as his own dropped. His mind curled around mine, as surely as his body now held me.
“I missed you every moment,” Rhys said, leaning down to kiss the corner of my mouth. “Your smile.” His lips grazed over the shell of my ear and my back arched slightly. “Your laugh.” He pressed a kiss to my neck, right beneath my ear, and I tilted my head to give him access, biting down the urge to beg him to take more, to take faster as he murmured, “Your scent.”
