A Hidden Fire
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Tears began to pour down her face as she thought about the frightening new world she had been pulled into. She sniffed, biting back sobs, while the women silently colored and cut her hair. For the first time since she had arrived, Beatrice felt broken.
Eventually, the ever-present echo of the waves lulled her to sleep. When she woke, her hair felt soft and shiny at the tips, and the moon shone on a passive sea.
Unfortunately, she also had an unwelcome blond visitor.
He smirked. “You look lovely. That color suits you much better than the black.”
She stared out at the ocean. “Why do you care if I’m ugly? I’m your prisoner here.”
“I prefer to think of you as my guest.”
“You can think that all you want, blondie, but I’m still your prisoner.”
“‘Blondie?’” he laughed. “I so enjoy you, Beatrice. Our chats are always amusing. But why are you so hostile, my dear? Did you not want your hair done? Would you rather walk around looking unattractive?”
She refused to look at him, staring as the glowing reflection of the silver moon was broken by the waves that rippled beneath her.
“I was supposed to start grad school in September,” she murmured. “I was going to be a librarian.”
She heard him snort. “Why?”
She shrugged and wiped at the silent tears that slipped down her cheeks. “I liked it. I love books and helping people. It wasn’t a big dream, but it was mine.”
“That’s your problem. Small dreams. Didn’t anyone ever tell you to dream big? I figured that one out myself. I have dreams, too. But they’re not small in the least. They’re positively…world changing.” She finally looked at him. He was looking at the water with a cold light sparking in his eyes. “And they will happen once I have your father back.”
She found it difficult to gather any real anger toward him anymore; she had been exhausted by horror. “Maybe I would have gotten married. Gotten a cat. Maybe I would have written a book someday.”
“Or you could have been hit by a bus on the way home from work. Humans are very fragile.”
Beatrice didn’t feel like there was any use fighting. No one was coming for her. If it wasn’t for the faint hope her father might have some way of getting her out, she would have taken her chances climbing down the cliffs to be bashed on the rocks. In the end, she knew the chances of either of them escaping from Lorenzo were small; in all likelihood, she would remain under his thumb. Possibly for eternity.
“I heard a rumor that Giovanni was in Rome,” Lorenzo said suddenly. “Talking with all his little allies.” A demented giggle left Lorenzo’s throat, and she tried to smother the faint hope that fluttered in her chest. “Do you think he’ll try to come save you, Beatrice? Do you think he could? Do you even want him to anymore?”
Yes. Even if Giovanni only came for the books Lorenzo had stolen from him, maybe she could persuade him to take her, too. Surely not all of his humanity was a sham. Surely Caspar wouldn’t—
“He tries to make himself so disgustingly good,” Lorenzo mused. “So few people know the real vampire.”
“Oh really?”
“Did he ever tell you why he made me? So unlike him to make a child. I’m his only son, you know. He doesn’t care to ‘form attachments.’ That’s what he told me when he sent me away,” Lorenzo said. Though he tried to sound nonchalant, she still detected the faint edge of bitterness in his voice.
“Really?” Beatrice was having a hard time feeling sympathy for the bloodthirsty immortal next to her. “Poor you.”
“Aren’t you curious why?” he said with a glint in his eye.
“Not really.”
“That’s okay, I’ll tell you anyway.”
“Knock yourself out,” she said, closing her eyes and trying to get lost in the sound of the surf.
“It was payment of a sort. Payment for killing someone.”
“Yeah, right.”
He grinned. “He comes across as so noble, doesn’t he?”
Beatrice sat in silence, the rhythmic sounds of the waves enveloping her.
“But our Giovanni isn’t nearly as virtuous as he’d like everyone to think. He wasn’t always a mild-mannered book dealer. He’s really quite vicious. And self-centered. Did he tell you he used to be a mercenary?”
She snorted in disbelief as Lorenzo continued. “Yes, he made a lot of money doing that. He was one of the best in the world. He killed many humans.”
“Right.”
“Ask him yourself, the next time you see him.”
She finally sneered. “Because that’s so likely, isn’t it?”
He grinned, pleased to have finally sparked a reaction in her.
“We’ll just have to see, won’t we?”
She sank back in her chair, determined not to react to him again. He left shortly afterward, his interest in her dying along with her temper. He seemed disappointed by her defeated demeanor, but Beatrice had lost the will to spar with him.
The next day, she didn’t leave her room.
She didn’t leave it the day after or the day after that. And as the days stretched into weeks, she slowly shrank further and further into her protective shell.
Eventually, the ever-present echo of the waves lulled her to sleep. When she woke, her hair felt soft and shiny at the tips, and the moon shone on a passive sea.
Unfortunately, she also had an unwelcome blond visitor.
He smirked. “You look lovely. That color suits you much better than the black.”
She stared out at the ocean. “Why do you care if I’m ugly? I’m your prisoner here.”
“I prefer to think of you as my guest.”
“You can think that all you want, blondie, but I’m still your prisoner.”
“‘Blondie?’” he laughed. “I so enjoy you, Beatrice. Our chats are always amusing. But why are you so hostile, my dear? Did you not want your hair done? Would you rather walk around looking unattractive?”
She refused to look at him, staring as the glowing reflection of the silver moon was broken by the waves that rippled beneath her.
“I was supposed to start grad school in September,” she murmured. “I was going to be a librarian.”
She heard him snort. “Why?”
She shrugged and wiped at the silent tears that slipped down her cheeks. “I liked it. I love books and helping people. It wasn’t a big dream, but it was mine.”
“That’s your problem. Small dreams. Didn’t anyone ever tell you to dream big? I figured that one out myself. I have dreams, too. But they’re not small in the least. They’re positively…world changing.” She finally looked at him. He was looking at the water with a cold light sparking in his eyes. “And they will happen once I have your father back.”
She found it difficult to gather any real anger toward him anymore; she had been exhausted by horror. “Maybe I would have gotten married. Gotten a cat. Maybe I would have written a book someday.”
“Or you could have been hit by a bus on the way home from work. Humans are very fragile.”
Beatrice didn’t feel like there was any use fighting. No one was coming for her. If it wasn’t for the faint hope her father might have some way of getting her out, she would have taken her chances climbing down the cliffs to be bashed on the rocks. In the end, she knew the chances of either of them escaping from Lorenzo were small; in all likelihood, she would remain under his thumb. Possibly for eternity.
“I heard a rumor that Giovanni was in Rome,” Lorenzo said suddenly. “Talking with all his little allies.” A demented giggle left Lorenzo’s throat, and she tried to smother the faint hope that fluttered in her chest. “Do you think he’ll try to come save you, Beatrice? Do you think he could? Do you even want him to anymore?”
Yes. Even if Giovanni only came for the books Lorenzo had stolen from him, maybe she could persuade him to take her, too. Surely not all of his humanity was a sham. Surely Caspar wouldn’t—
“He tries to make himself so disgustingly good,” Lorenzo mused. “So few people know the real vampire.”
“Oh really?”
“Did he ever tell you why he made me? So unlike him to make a child. I’m his only son, you know. He doesn’t care to ‘form attachments.’ That’s what he told me when he sent me away,” Lorenzo said. Though he tried to sound nonchalant, she still detected the faint edge of bitterness in his voice.
“Really?” Beatrice was having a hard time feeling sympathy for the bloodthirsty immortal next to her. “Poor you.”
“Aren’t you curious why?” he said with a glint in his eye.
“Not really.”
“That’s okay, I’ll tell you anyway.”
“Knock yourself out,” she said, closing her eyes and trying to get lost in the sound of the surf.
“It was payment of a sort. Payment for killing someone.”
“Yeah, right.”
He grinned. “He comes across as so noble, doesn’t he?”
Beatrice sat in silence, the rhythmic sounds of the waves enveloping her.
“But our Giovanni isn’t nearly as virtuous as he’d like everyone to think. He wasn’t always a mild-mannered book dealer. He’s really quite vicious. And self-centered. Did he tell you he used to be a mercenary?”
She snorted in disbelief as Lorenzo continued. “Yes, he made a lot of money doing that. He was one of the best in the world. He killed many humans.”
“Right.”
“Ask him yourself, the next time you see him.”
She finally sneered. “Because that’s so likely, isn’t it?”
He grinned, pleased to have finally sparked a reaction in her.
“We’ll just have to see, won’t we?”
She sank back in her chair, determined not to react to him again. He left shortly afterward, his interest in her dying along with her temper. He seemed disappointed by her defeated demeanor, but Beatrice had lost the will to spar with him.
The next day, she didn’t leave her room.
She didn’t leave it the day after or the day after that. And as the days stretched into weeks, she slowly shrank further and further into her protective shell.
