All the Pretty Lies
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“No, he’s not. And you’d better thank your lucky stars, too.”
“And why is that?” I ask boldly.
“He’d ground your ass for a year if he saw you drinking.”
“Well, that would be a little difficult since I’m twenty-one. I’m not doing anything wrong.”
“The hell you’re not!”
“The hell I am!” I counter, equally emphatic.
“That’s not the point and you know it.”
“Then what is the point?” I snap, getting madder by the second.
“The point is that—”
I cut him off. “There is no point, Steven. I’m not living like this anymore. I’m my own person. I make my own decisions and no one is responsible for me but me. Now back off! I came here in hopes you’d be understanding and that maybe, just maybe, y’all would stop treating me like a child. Clearly I was wrong.”
I start to stalk off, but Steven grabs me by the arm and turns me back around to face him. “Just where do you think you’re going?”
“Home,” I say, trying to jerk my arm free, but unable to break his firm grip.
“Like this? Behind the wheel? I think not.” He starts to walk off, pushing me through the crowd in front of him.
“Let go of me!” I struggle against his hold, but it’s useless. He’s just too strong.
“No. You’re coming with me. Right. Now.”
“Steven—”
“I suggest you take your hands off her. Right. Now,” a familiar voice says from behind us. My stomach does a happy little flip and I look back to see Hemi standing a few feet away, his arms crossed over his chest and a scowl marring his gorgeous face.
“Stay out of this, asshole,” Steven replies, undaunted.
“I won’t ask you again,” Hemi says.
Steven stops dead in his tracks. He’s already mad, and he’s the brother with the worst temper. As he turns, his fingers bite into my arm.
“Shit, Steven! That hurts,” I say.
“How about this?” my brother begins, his voice calm but hard. “How about you take your nose out of my business before I feel like I need to do it for you?”
Hemi takes a step toward Steven, obviously unconcerned. “Do what you have to, man. I’m not going anywhere until you take your hands off her.”
“You really don’t want to do this,” Steven warns.
“Oh, I think I do,” Hemi says, a smile playing at the corners of his mouth.
Oh shit! Where’s Sig when I need him?
I step in front of Steven, facing him. “Steven, I’m fine. I’m not driving. Just go back to what you were doing. Don’t start trouble.”
Cops don’t start trouble in cop bars. Other people start trouble in cop bars. And that’s the story every cop in the place will stick to. It’s just the way it is. If Hemi gets in the middle of this, there’s only one way it will end. With Hemi in the back of a squad car.
Steven doesn’t even look at me when I speak to him. He’s focused on Hemi and Hemi alone. Purposely, like he’s making a statement, Steven puts his hands on my shoulders and moves me behind him.
“You can consider this your one free pass. You won’t get another one.” As if to punctuate his control, Steven grabs my arm again and propels me in front of him.
I hear Hemi say the words, “Man, I asked you nicely…” and then all hell breaks loose.
I feel Steven’s fingers disappear and I turn. I see him pivot on his heel and swing his fist right at Hemi’s face. My breath catches in my lungs. Steven is a big guy, and he’s trained to take down criminals. Just the thought of what his fist could do to Hemi’s wonderful bone structure…
My thoughts are curtailed when Hemi easily ducks Steven’s fist. He does it with light grace and comes up smiling.
“That’s a little more like it, big man. What else you got?”
Ohmigod, he’s taunting my brother!
Holy shit, this won’t end well.
Steven brings up his fist and catches Hemi in the stomach. Hemi steps slightly to the side, the blow glancing off for the most part. He uses the momentum of Steven’s punch to roll out beside him and push Steven into the crowd.
Steven goes stumbling for a few feet before he stops himself and turns on a dime. I see hell on his face when he starts back toward Hemi. That’s when the true nature of the situation really sets in.
I’m drinking. For the first time. In a bar. With my brothers. And a fight breaks out. Over me.
This will forever be my first impression upon them as an adult.
Impulsively, I yell at the top of my lungs as I step in front of Hemi. “Stop!”
I’m not sure if it’s my presence between them or my voice that does the trick, but something brings Steven up short. And before he can continue on his warpath, I hurry to continue.
“Steven, before you can take all your ridiculous anger out on a perfect stranger, know this. I’m turning around right now and I’m going home. Sig is driving me. You were way out of line and you can expect this same kind of shit every night for the rest of our lives if you don’t stop treating me like a child. If that’s how you want to play it, fine by me. But I will do what I want to do, whether you approve or not.”
After I finish ranting at him, I turn to face Hemi, ignoring the fact that my heart skips a beat when our eyes meet. “And you, this is none of your business. You don’t have time for a girl like me, remember?” Hemi raises one dark brow. Other than that, he doesn’t move a muscle. Doesn’t say a word. Just watches me. “I appreciate the gesture of you trying to protect me, but I don’t need protecting. Even from my as**ole of a brother.”
His eyebrows draw together in a frown. “This is your brother?”
I glance at Steven over my shoulder. “Yes. Unfortunately.”
When I turn back to Hemi, his brow is even more deeply furrowed.
“Now, I hope you two have the good sense to drop this rather than go act like jackasses out in the parking lot. I’m leaving.”
With that, with my head held high and my spine ram-rod straight, I do my best to walk away without stumbling. And, as far as I can tell, I do a pretty damn good job.
CHAPTER EIGHT - Hemi
Holy shit! He’s her brother? I can’t decide if this is the best turn of events—an unexpected gift to a man trying desperately to do the right thing—or if it’s the absolute worst—life handing me the very means by which I could destroy myself. Either way, it’s a game changer.
I have a difficult decision to make. Do I let her in? Do I do the unthinkable and let this girl into the shitstorm that is my life? Or do I let opportunity pass me by? Either way, I’m a thoughtless as**ole and it all boils down to one question: Who can I live with hurting more? My family? Or an innocent girl?
CHAPTER NINE - Sloane
I hear the doorbell ring, but I ignore it. It’s probably a salesman. Someone stole the NO SOLICITATION sign from the front of the neighborhood about a year ago. Not that it worked. Solicitors kept coming anyway. Every couple of months, someone would buy another sign and stake it in the grass near the entrance to our subdivision. And every couple of days after that, someone would come by and steal it. Neither the signs nor the stealing of the signs interrupted the flow of solicitors. I just wonder if one of them makes signs. That would be pretty brilliant.
The bell rings again and I roll over to look at the clock. Twenty minutes before ten.
My head throbs like my heart has migrated from my chest cavity and taken up residence between my temples. I moan into the quiet, glad that all the men in my house are either at work or are at the gym on their way to work. The last thing I need on top of my raging hangover is a bunch of arrogant I-told-you-sos and smug looks.
I hear the annoying ding dong sound for the third time. Gritting my teeth, I throw back the covers and stomp down the stairs to the front door. I yank it open, ready to unleash unholy hell on some poor unsuspecting vacuum cleaner salesman, but I’m brought up short when I see Hemi standing on the stoop. He looks like a breath of fresh air in his low-slung jeans with a hole in one knee, his black The Ink Stain t-shirt with the fabulous art on the front, and his aviator sunglasses, shielding his eyes from the harsh light.
I squint as I look up at him, the sun driving a thousand tiny needles straight through my eyeballs and into the center of my brain.
“What are you doing here?”
I see his lips curve into a wry smile and, when he lifts his hand, I notice for the first time what he’s carrying—a cup of coffee.
I reach out and take it in both of my hands, holding the steaming brew to my lips and taking a careful sip. Even the smell makes me feel a little better. Like there’s life inside the cup.
“Come on in,” I say absently as I turn and walk away from the door.
It isn’t until I’m seated on the couch in the living room with my legs curled beneath me that I realize what I must look like—plaid pink shorts, tiny pink t-shirt that says KISS ME on the front, hair in a ponytail, last night’s makeup undoubtedly smeared all over my face.
I close my eyes against the mental image and take another sip of coffee. After a full minute or two, when there’s nothing but silence in the room, I crack my lids and look around for Hemi. He’s sitting on the edge of an armchair with his elbows on his knees, watching me.
“Good?”
I nod and take another sip. “How’d you know?”
“I’ve had a hangover or two.”
“This is my first.”
“Mmm, I’m getting to see all kinds of firsts for you. Lucky me.”
A coil of warmth lazily unwinds in the pit of my stomach. It seems that he’s hinting at other firsts, dark, taboo firsts. His expression gives away nothing and his eyes are hidden by his glasses. I don’t need to see them to know that they’re on me, though. I can feel them. Like a touch. Like a warm finger against my lips. Nervously, I wet them with the tip of my tongue. I’m not purposely trying to taunt him, but I don’t think that matters. I see the muscle in his jaw bunch as he grits his teeth. And I hear a hissing sound as he sucks in a breath past them.
I revel in the tension strung between us like a taut wire. I want to enjoy it, prolong it, not push him away like he tried to push me away.
“And lasts,” I say with a casual laugh, referring to my venture into alcohol consumption.
“Maybe. Some things you try will be much more…addictive than drinking, though.”
My pulse flutters. “And what might those be?”
“I’ll let you tell me.”
The coffee feels tepid compared to the heat that’s coursing through me. This subtle, intimate way he has of speaking to me is doing horrible things to my nerve. And delicious things to the rest of me. But should it? This is the guy that asked me to leave…
“What are you doing here? Did you come all the way out here to bring me coffee?”
I live about thirty minutes outside Atlanta.
With my father and brothers.
Still.
But once I graduate, and start making some money, I’m outta here.
“I’m here to take you for your first lesson.”
“My first lesson?”
“Yes, lesson. Didn’t you say you wanted to learn all about the art of tattooing?”
“Umm, yeah, but didn’t you say you didn’t teach others?”
“I did. But with you having so many firsts to share with me, I felt the need to keep up.”
“And what makes you think I’ll be sharing any more firsts with you?”
Hemi smiles broadly and my insides burst into flame. “Trust me. You’ll be sharing many more firsts with me.”
It doesn’t occur to me to argue his point. Mainly because I don’t want to. I can think of nothing I’d like better than to share all of my firsts with Hemi. I can think of no more fascinating person with whom to spread my wings. I won’t deny that I’m pleased. Very pleased. But I don’t have to admit it either.
“Is that so?” I’m purposely nonchalant, even though I feel anything but nonchalant.
“That’s so.”
He’s still smiling. And it’s still doing wicked things to my guts.
“And just what does my first lesson entail?”
“You. Me. And the Beach.”
“The beach?”
“Yes, the beach. So hurry up and drink your coffee then go squeeze that tasty ass of yours into a bikini so we can hit the road. We’ve got a long drive ahead.”
All I hear is tasty ass and long drive. I get to spend the day with Hemi. And he thinks I have a tasty ass.
Best. Hangover. Ever.
CHAPTER TEN - Hemi
What the hell was I thinking?
I decided to take Sloane up on her offer because the opportunity was too good to pass up. I mean, this might be the “in” that I need. I just need to be careful. I can’t afford to let her distract me too much. A little is okay. Everyone needs a little entertainment. And exploring a virtually untouched body like hers would definitely be entertaining. But it also might be too distracting.
I think the thought of denying myself is getting to me. I’m used to taking what I want. I’ve always been that kind of man. There have never really been consequences for a guy like me. Until recently. But while that man might have been buried for a while now, he isn’t dead. And I have a feeling that he might raise his head long enough to take advantage of this situation, no matter how stupid that would be.
Some part of me wonders if Sloane—and the temptation to taste her— has more to do with my decision than pragmatism does. It makes sense, but does it make enough sense?
“And why is that?” I ask boldly.
“He’d ground your ass for a year if he saw you drinking.”
“Well, that would be a little difficult since I’m twenty-one. I’m not doing anything wrong.”
“The hell you’re not!”
“The hell I am!” I counter, equally emphatic.
“That’s not the point and you know it.”
“Then what is the point?” I snap, getting madder by the second.
“The point is that—”
I cut him off. “There is no point, Steven. I’m not living like this anymore. I’m my own person. I make my own decisions and no one is responsible for me but me. Now back off! I came here in hopes you’d be understanding and that maybe, just maybe, y’all would stop treating me like a child. Clearly I was wrong.”
I start to stalk off, but Steven grabs me by the arm and turns me back around to face him. “Just where do you think you’re going?”
“Home,” I say, trying to jerk my arm free, but unable to break his firm grip.
“Like this? Behind the wheel? I think not.” He starts to walk off, pushing me through the crowd in front of him.
“Let go of me!” I struggle against his hold, but it’s useless. He’s just too strong.
“No. You’re coming with me. Right. Now.”
“Steven—”
“I suggest you take your hands off her. Right. Now,” a familiar voice says from behind us. My stomach does a happy little flip and I look back to see Hemi standing a few feet away, his arms crossed over his chest and a scowl marring his gorgeous face.
“Stay out of this, asshole,” Steven replies, undaunted.
“I won’t ask you again,” Hemi says.
Steven stops dead in his tracks. He’s already mad, and he’s the brother with the worst temper. As he turns, his fingers bite into my arm.
“Shit, Steven! That hurts,” I say.
“How about this?” my brother begins, his voice calm but hard. “How about you take your nose out of my business before I feel like I need to do it for you?”
Hemi takes a step toward Steven, obviously unconcerned. “Do what you have to, man. I’m not going anywhere until you take your hands off her.”
“You really don’t want to do this,” Steven warns.
“Oh, I think I do,” Hemi says, a smile playing at the corners of his mouth.
Oh shit! Where’s Sig when I need him?
I step in front of Steven, facing him. “Steven, I’m fine. I’m not driving. Just go back to what you were doing. Don’t start trouble.”
Cops don’t start trouble in cop bars. Other people start trouble in cop bars. And that’s the story every cop in the place will stick to. It’s just the way it is. If Hemi gets in the middle of this, there’s only one way it will end. With Hemi in the back of a squad car.
Steven doesn’t even look at me when I speak to him. He’s focused on Hemi and Hemi alone. Purposely, like he’s making a statement, Steven puts his hands on my shoulders and moves me behind him.
“You can consider this your one free pass. You won’t get another one.” As if to punctuate his control, Steven grabs my arm again and propels me in front of him.
I hear Hemi say the words, “Man, I asked you nicely…” and then all hell breaks loose.
I feel Steven’s fingers disappear and I turn. I see him pivot on his heel and swing his fist right at Hemi’s face. My breath catches in my lungs. Steven is a big guy, and he’s trained to take down criminals. Just the thought of what his fist could do to Hemi’s wonderful bone structure…
My thoughts are curtailed when Hemi easily ducks Steven’s fist. He does it with light grace and comes up smiling.
“That’s a little more like it, big man. What else you got?”
Ohmigod, he’s taunting my brother!
Holy shit, this won’t end well.
Steven brings up his fist and catches Hemi in the stomach. Hemi steps slightly to the side, the blow glancing off for the most part. He uses the momentum of Steven’s punch to roll out beside him and push Steven into the crowd.
Steven goes stumbling for a few feet before he stops himself and turns on a dime. I see hell on his face when he starts back toward Hemi. That’s when the true nature of the situation really sets in.
I’m drinking. For the first time. In a bar. With my brothers. And a fight breaks out. Over me.
This will forever be my first impression upon them as an adult.
Impulsively, I yell at the top of my lungs as I step in front of Hemi. “Stop!”
I’m not sure if it’s my presence between them or my voice that does the trick, but something brings Steven up short. And before he can continue on his warpath, I hurry to continue.
“Steven, before you can take all your ridiculous anger out on a perfect stranger, know this. I’m turning around right now and I’m going home. Sig is driving me. You were way out of line and you can expect this same kind of shit every night for the rest of our lives if you don’t stop treating me like a child. If that’s how you want to play it, fine by me. But I will do what I want to do, whether you approve or not.”
After I finish ranting at him, I turn to face Hemi, ignoring the fact that my heart skips a beat when our eyes meet. “And you, this is none of your business. You don’t have time for a girl like me, remember?” Hemi raises one dark brow. Other than that, he doesn’t move a muscle. Doesn’t say a word. Just watches me. “I appreciate the gesture of you trying to protect me, but I don’t need protecting. Even from my as**ole of a brother.”
His eyebrows draw together in a frown. “This is your brother?”
I glance at Steven over my shoulder. “Yes. Unfortunately.”
When I turn back to Hemi, his brow is even more deeply furrowed.
“Now, I hope you two have the good sense to drop this rather than go act like jackasses out in the parking lot. I’m leaving.”
With that, with my head held high and my spine ram-rod straight, I do my best to walk away without stumbling. And, as far as I can tell, I do a pretty damn good job.
CHAPTER EIGHT - Hemi
Holy shit! He’s her brother? I can’t decide if this is the best turn of events—an unexpected gift to a man trying desperately to do the right thing—or if it’s the absolute worst—life handing me the very means by which I could destroy myself. Either way, it’s a game changer.
I have a difficult decision to make. Do I let her in? Do I do the unthinkable and let this girl into the shitstorm that is my life? Or do I let opportunity pass me by? Either way, I’m a thoughtless as**ole and it all boils down to one question: Who can I live with hurting more? My family? Or an innocent girl?
CHAPTER NINE - Sloane
I hear the doorbell ring, but I ignore it. It’s probably a salesman. Someone stole the NO SOLICITATION sign from the front of the neighborhood about a year ago. Not that it worked. Solicitors kept coming anyway. Every couple of months, someone would buy another sign and stake it in the grass near the entrance to our subdivision. And every couple of days after that, someone would come by and steal it. Neither the signs nor the stealing of the signs interrupted the flow of solicitors. I just wonder if one of them makes signs. That would be pretty brilliant.
The bell rings again and I roll over to look at the clock. Twenty minutes before ten.
My head throbs like my heart has migrated from my chest cavity and taken up residence between my temples. I moan into the quiet, glad that all the men in my house are either at work or are at the gym on their way to work. The last thing I need on top of my raging hangover is a bunch of arrogant I-told-you-sos and smug looks.
I hear the annoying ding dong sound for the third time. Gritting my teeth, I throw back the covers and stomp down the stairs to the front door. I yank it open, ready to unleash unholy hell on some poor unsuspecting vacuum cleaner salesman, but I’m brought up short when I see Hemi standing on the stoop. He looks like a breath of fresh air in his low-slung jeans with a hole in one knee, his black The Ink Stain t-shirt with the fabulous art on the front, and his aviator sunglasses, shielding his eyes from the harsh light.
I squint as I look up at him, the sun driving a thousand tiny needles straight through my eyeballs and into the center of my brain.
“What are you doing here?”
I see his lips curve into a wry smile and, when he lifts his hand, I notice for the first time what he’s carrying—a cup of coffee.
I reach out and take it in both of my hands, holding the steaming brew to my lips and taking a careful sip. Even the smell makes me feel a little better. Like there’s life inside the cup.
“Come on in,” I say absently as I turn and walk away from the door.
It isn’t until I’m seated on the couch in the living room with my legs curled beneath me that I realize what I must look like—plaid pink shorts, tiny pink t-shirt that says KISS ME on the front, hair in a ponytail, last night’s makeup undoubtedly smeared all over my face.
I close my eyes against the mental image and take another sip of coffee. After a full minute or two, when there’s nothing but silence in the room, I crack my lids and look around for Hemi. He’s sitting on the edge of an armchair with his elbows on his knees, watching me.
“Good?”
I nod and take another sip. “How’d you know?”
“I’ve had a hangover or two.”
“This is my first.”
“Mmm, I’m getting to see all kinds of firsts for you. Lucky me.”
A coil of warmth lazily unwinds in the pit of my stomach. It seems that he’s hinting at other firsts, dark, taboo firsts. His expression gives away nothing and his eyes are hidden by his glasses. I don’t need to see them to know that they’re on me, though. I can feel them. Like a touch. Like a warm finger against my lips. Nervously, I wet them with the tip of my tongue. I’m not purposely trying to taunt him, but I don’t think that matters. I see the muscle in his jaw bunch as he grits his teeth. And I hear a hissing sound as he sucks in a breath past them.
I revel in the tension strung between us like a taut wire. I want to enjoy it, prolong it, not push him away like he tried to push me away.
“And lasts,” I say with a casual laugh, referring to my venture into alcohol consumption.
“Maybe. Some things you try will be much more…addictive than drinking, though.”
My pulse flutters. “And what might those be?”
“I’ll let you tell me.”
The coffee feels tepid compared to the heat that’s coursing through me. This subtle, intimate way he has of speaking to me is doing horrible things to my nerve. And delicious things to the rest of me. But should it? This is the guy that asked me to leave…
“What are you doing here? Did you come all the way out here to bring me coffee?”
I live about thirty minutes outside Atlanta.
With my father and brothers.
Still.
But once I graduate, and start making some money, I’m outta here.
“I’m here to take you for your first lesson.”
“My first lesson?”
“Yes, lesson. Didn’t you say you wanted to learn all about the art of tattooing?”
“Umm, yeah, but didn’t you say you didn’t teach others?”
“I did. But with you having so many firsts to share with me, I felt the need to keep up.”
“And what makes you think I’ll be sharing any more firsts with you?”
Hemi smiles broadly and my insides burst into flame. “Trust me. You’ll be sharing many more firsts with me.”
It doesn’t occur to me to argue his point. Mainly because I don’t want to. I can think of nothing I’d like better than to share all of my firsts with Hemi. I can think of no more fascinating person with whom to spread my wings. I won’t deny that I’m pleased. Very pleased. But I don’t have to admit it either.
“Is that so?” I’m purposely nonchalant, even though I feel anything but nonchalant.
“That’s so.”
He’s still smiling. And it’s still doing wicked things to my guts.
“And just what does my first lesson entail?”
“You. Me. And the Beach.”
“The beach?”
“Yes, the beach. So hurry up and drink your coffee then go squeeze that tasty ass of yours into a bikini so we can hit the road. We’ve got a long drive ahead.”
All I hear is tasty ass and long drive. I get to spend the day with Hemi. And he thinks I have a tasty ass.
Best. Hangover. Ever.
CHAPTER TEN - Hemi
What the hell was I thinking?
I decided to take Sloane up on her offer because the opportunity was too good to pass up. I mean, this might be the “in” that I need. I just need to be careful. I can’t afford to let her distract me too much. A little is okay. Everyone needs a little entertainment. And exploring a virtually untouched body like hers would definitely be entertaining. But it also might be too distracting.
I think the thought of denying myself is getting to me. I’m used to taking what I want. I’ve always been that kind of man. There have never really been consequences for a guy like me. Until recently. But while that man might have been buried for a while now, he isn’t dead. And I have a feeling that he might raise his head long enough to take advantage of this situation, no matter how stupid that would be.
Some part of me wonders if Sloane—and the temptation to taste her— has more to do with my decision than pragmatism does. It makes sense, but does it make enough sense?
