At Peace
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“Sorry, Cal,” Chip muttered.
“Nothin’ to be sorry for,” Joe replied and since his arms had loosened, I pulled a bit away and looked up at him to see he was looking at Susie.
“Later, Vi,” Chip called.
“Bye Chip,” I said and Chip and Josie moved away.
“You done or is Vi gonna have to put up with your shit every time she sees you?” Joe asked and I looked to see he was speaking to Susie.
“You gonna threaten me like you did Tina?” Susie sneered and I stared again since I couldn’t believe after that scene that she still had a sneer left in her.
“Nope, just not gonna pull her off you next time,” Joe replied.
“Whatever,” Susie muttered and started to turn away.
“Why?” Joe asked and Susie stopped.
“What?” she asked back.
“Why are you such a f**kin’ bitch? Honest to God, I don’t get it. You have everything and you always had.”
Susie’s face twisted briefly, a flash of pain then gone.
Then she snapped, “Not everything, Cal. Didn’t have a Mom.”
I almost felt sorry for her before Cal replied, “No excuse, woman, I didn’t either.”
They locked eyes and I was acutely aware that I was enduring their staring contest while standing in the wind and rain with a possible tornado approaching.
“Joe,” I whispered and Joe’s arms tensed around me.
“Learn from today, Susie,” Joe advised.
She rolled her eyes, flicked out a hand and repeated, “Whatever.”
“She won’t learn from today,” Joe muttered, let me go, took my hand and turned us toward the Mustang.
I noticed Vinnie and Gary’s cars were gone. We’d had to take three to fit everyone in what with Dad coming along, we were one over. This turned into a good thing as they had plenty of room to get everyone in and they’d all disappeared.
Joe moved me to the passenger side, bleeping the locks as he went.
He had the door open and I was about to fold in when we heard Susie call.
“Cal!”
We both looked at her.
“Don’t piss me off, Susie,” Joe warned.
She pulled her wet hair from her face and held it at the back of her head. Her eyes moved to me then back to Joe.
“I can make a man happy,” she announced.
“Seriously?” I whispered, my body getting tense and Joe put pressure on my back to push me in the car.
“I don’t mean you!” she shouted and her head jerked to the side and back to the front swiftly, reflexively, making her look like she’d suffered an invisible blow and something about that made me get even tenser but not with anger, with surprising compassion.
She was struggling with something and whatever it was, it was big.
“Why can’t I –” she started but Joe interrupted her.
“Jesus Christ, it’s rainin’, Susie. What the f**k?” Joe asked.
“Joe, listen to her,” I whispered urgently, my eyes glued to Susie.
But at Joe’s impatience she’d lost it. Her face closed down and she turned away.
“Forget it,” she shouted over the wind. Lifting a hand and dropping it in a weirdly defeated way, she jogged away, her ruined-sandaled feet making splashes in the puddles as she ran until she was under the awning that came out over most of the sidewalk in front of the strip mall and then she kept running until I lost sight of her because Joe pressed me into the car.
He slammed the door behind me, jogged around the hood as I wiped wet off my face ineffectually since my hands were just as wet and he folded in beside me.
“We’re goin’ to Florida, buddy, first f**kin’ chance we get,” Joe declared the minute he slammed his door. He hadn’t even put the key in the ignition and we were both dripping rainwater into the seats and carpet.
“Joe –”
He turned to me and cut me off. “Fair warnin’, there’s nothin’ there. Just the house and the beach, a coupla houses either side. Nothin’ to do but fish, cook, sleep, eat, f**k and read.”
“Can the girls come?” I asked and watched his face darken to a scowl.
“You ask shit like that again, I’ll turn you over my knee.”
I felt my stomach flutter. He’d turned me over his knee the night before, part of him being creative, and I’d liked it.
I smiled, leaned into him and whispered, “Joe, not sure that’s a deterrent.”
His eyes dropped to my mouth and he didn’t answer though his lips twitched.
“Still think the day couldn’t go any better?” I asked and his eyes came back to mine.
“Your mother-in-law make good sangria?” he asked back.
“The best,” I whispered.
“Then let’s get the f**k home,” he growled.
I laughed so hard, I had to close my eyes.
This meant I missed the first part of Joe coming in to kiss me.
But I didn’t miss the rest.
* * * * *
“Therefore,” I finished as the girls sat at their stools in front of me, “getting physical is never the way to go.”
I was giving them the hardest lecture in a parent’s arsenal. The lecture where you try to teach them not to do something you yourself had done.
These lectures, by the way, never worked.
Kate and Keira’s eyes went over my shoulder. Then they both fought smiles.
I was standing at the kitchen counter in front of them and I turned around to see Joe behind me, his h*ps leaned against the back counter, his arms crossed on his chest, his feet crossed at the ankles, his head bent and he was looking at his boots.
“Joe?” I called, his head came up and I saw he was biting his lip and he was doing this in a clear effort not to laugh. “Joe!” I snapped.
It was relatively late. We’d come home, changed clothes, dried off and I’d done needed repair work on my hair and makeup. We’d had sangria. We’d had steaks Joe braved the storm to cook on the grill and loaded baked potatoes. And we’d had chocolate cream pie (Joe had two slices, partly because he was being nice, mostly because it was the bomb).
The tornado warning turned to a tornado watch and then the storm became rain.
Everyone was gone. All of them, even Dad, were staying at the hotel by the highway overnight and were coming over for pancakes tomorrow morning. Everyone had avoided discussion of me jumping a blonde woman on the sidewalk for no apparent reason for all they knew. Everyone that was except Uncle Vinnie who every once in awhile when he looked at me would snicker and twice he out-and-out laughed.
“Nothin’ to be sorry for,” Joe replied and since his arms had loosened, I pulled a bit away and looked up at him to see he was looking at Susie.
“Later, Vi,” Chip called.
“Bye Chip,” I said and Chip and Josie moved away.
“You done or is Vi gonna have to put up with your shit every time she sees you?” Joe asked and I looked to see he was speaking to Susie.
“You gonna threaten me like you did Tina?” Susie sneered and I stared again since I couldn’t believe after that scene that she still had a sneer left in her.
“Nope, just not gonna pull her off you next time,” Joe replied.
“Whatever,” Susie muttered and started to turn away.
“Why?” Joe asked and Susie stopped.
“What?” she asked back.
“Why are you such a f**kin’ bitch? Honest to God, I don’t get it. You have everything and you always had.”
Susie’s face twisted briefly, a flash of pain then gone.
Then she snapped, “Not everything, Cal. Didn’t have a Mom.”
I almost felt sorry for her before Cal replied, “No excuse, woman, I didn’t either.”
They locked eyes and I was acutely aware that I was enduring their staring contest while standing in the wind and rain with a possible tornado approaching.
“Joe,” I whispered and Joe’s arms tensed around me.
“Learn from today, Susie,” Joe advised.
She rolled her eyes, flicked out a hand and repeated, “Whatever.”
“She won’t learn from today,” Joe muttered, let me go, took my hand and turned us toward the Mustang.
I noticed Vinnie and Gary’s cars were gone. We’d had to take three to fit everyone in what with Dad coming along, we were one over. This turned into a good thing as they had plenty of room to get everyone in and they’d all disappeared.
Joe moved me to the passenger side, bleeping the locks as he went.
He had the door open and I was about to fold in when we heard Susie call.
“Cal!”
We both looked at her.
“Don’t piss me off, Susie,” Joe warned.
She pulled her wet hair from her face and held it at the back of her head. Her eyes moved to me then back to Joe.
“I can make a man happy,” she announced.
“Seriously?” I whispered, my body getting tense and Joe put pressure on my back to push me in the car.
“I don’t mean you!” she shouted and her head jerked to the side and back to the front swiftly, reflexively, making her look like she’d suffered an invisible blow and something about that made me get even tenser but not with anger, with surprising compassion.
She was struggling with something and whatever it was, it was big.
“Why can’t I –” she started but Joe interrupted her.
“Jesus Christ, it’s rainin’, Susie. What the f**k?” Joe asked.
“Joe, listen to her,” I whispered urgently, my eyes glued to Susie.
But at Joe’s impatience she’d lost it. Her face closed down and she turned away.
“Forget it,” she shouted over the wind. Lifting a hand and dropping it in a weirdly defeated way, she jogged away, her ruined-sandaled feet making splashes in the puddles as she ran until she was under the awning that came out over most of the sidewalk in front of the strip mall and then she kept running until I lost sight of her because Joe pressed me into the car.
He slammed the door behind me, jogged around the hood as I wiped wet off my face ineffectually since my hands were just as wet and he folded in beside me.
“We’re goin’ to Florida, buddy, first f**kin’ chance we get,” Joe declared the minute he slammed his door. He hadn’t even put the key in the ignition and we were both dripping rainwater into the seats and carpet.
“Joe –”
He turned to me and cut me off. “Fair warnin’, there’s nothin’ there. Just the house and the beach, a coupla houses either side. Nothin’ to do but fish, cook, sleep, eat, f**k and read.”
“Can the girls come?” I asked and watched his face darken to a scowl.
“You ask shit like that again, I’ll turn you over my knee.”
I felt my stomach flutter. He’d turned me over his knee the night before, part of him being creative, and I’d liked it.
I smiled, leaned into him and whispered, “Joe, not sure that’s a deterrent.”
His eyes dropped to my mouth and he didn’t answer though his lips twitched.
“Still think the day couldn’t go any better?” I asked and his eyes came back to mine.
“Your mother-in-law make good sangria?” he asked back.
“The best,” I whispered.
“Then let’s get the f**k home,” he growled.
I laughed so hard, I had to close my eyes.
This meant I missed the first part of Joe coming in to kiss me.
But I didn’t miss the rest.
* * * * *
“Therefore,” I finished as the girls sat at their stools in front of me, “getting physical is never the way to go.”
I was giving them the hardest lecture in a parent’s arsenal. The lecture where you try to teach them not to do something you yourself had done.
These lectures, by the way, never worked.
Kate and Keira’s eyes went over my shoulder. Then they both fought smiles.
I was standing at the kitchen counter in front of them and I turned around to see Joe behind me, his h*ps leaned against the back counter, his arms crossed on his chest, his feet crossed at the ankles, his head bent and he was looking at his boots.
“Joe?” I called, his head came up and I saw he was biting his lip and he was doing this in a clear effort not to laugh. “Joe!” I snapped.
It was relatively late. We’d come home, changed clothes, dried off and I’d done needed repair work on my hair and makeup. We’d had sangria. We’d had steaks Joe braved the storm to cook on the grill and loaded baked potatoes. And we’d had chocolate cream pie (Joe had two slices, partly because he was being nice, mostly because it was the bomb).
The tornado warning turned to a tornado watch and then the storm became rain.
Everyone was gone. All of them, even Dad, were staying at the hotel by the highway overnight and were coming over for pancakes tomorrow morning. Everyone had avoided discussion of me jumping a blonde woman on the sidewalk for no apparent reason for all they knew. Everyone that was except Uncle Vinnie who every once in awhile when he looked at me would snicker and twice he out-and-out laughed.
