At Peace
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“Lindy won’t give him my messages,” Kenzie said to Colt.
“I’ll let Cal know his secretary is fallin’ down on the job.”
Joe had a secretary?
Joe stayed in hotels with valet parking and had a secretary?
“Now unless you have some business with Violet, might be a good idea you move along,” Colt ordered but did it in a way that sounded like a suggestion except it was a suggestion you couldn’t exactly deny. Kenzie denied it. “It’s important I speak to him.”
Colt stared at her for several long seconds like he didn’t know what to make of her but what he was coming up with wasn’t much. Then he reached into his back jeans pocket, pulled out his phone, flipped it open and hit some buttons.
Then he put it to his ear, his eyes on the deck while it rang then he said, “Yeah, Cal, Colt. Everything’s cool except Kenzie Elise is standing on Vi’s deck. She wants to talk to you.” A second passed and then Colt grinned at the deck and said, “Yeah, I’ll put her on,” then he offered Kenzie his phone.
Kenzie didn’t look at either of us before she took the phone and put it to her ear.
“You let her call you Joe?” she snapped into it without saying hello which, personally, I thought was a mistake.
I watched as she paused, listened, her face grew even paler than her normal pale (there it was, proof her snapping at Joe was a mistake) then it twisted before she said, “I have another situation and only you can help me out,” again she paused then, “I don’t want him, I want you.”
I thought this also was a mistake. Joe didn’t like it much that Kenzie thought she could get what she wanted when she wanted it.
I watched as she was silent for another moment then she said, “No,” another pause then a hissed, “I can’t believe you won’t help me!” Yet another pause while her eyes came to me and she snapped, “I don’t think so!” She listened for about two seconds then she took the phone from her ear, jerked it toward me and bit out, “He wants to talk to you.”
I took Colt’s phone, glancing at her then at Colt then I put it to my ear and announced, “She called me fat.”
“Buddy –”
“I have my own stalker, Joe. I don’t want to have to deal with yours.”
He burst out laughing and I didn’t think anything was funny.
“I have your movie star stalker standin’ on my deck, calling me fat and she’s callin’ my house and hangin’ up. This is not funny.”
Joe’s laughter vanished, he was silent then he said in a soft but scary voice, “What?”
“Your movie star stalker is the one doing the hang ups.”
There was no silence before Joe demanded, “Put Colt on the phone.”
“What?”
“Give the f**kin’ phone to Colt,” he clipped.
I decided to give the phone to Colt seeing as Joe sounded pretty freaking pissed so I sure didn’t want to talk to him anymore.
Colt put it to his ear and said, “Yeah?” then he listened for awhile and said, “Gotcha. Later.” He flipped his phone shut, shoved it in his jeans and looked at Kenzie. “Cal says you aren’t off Vi’s property in five minutes, he calls some guy named Marco. He says you’d know what that means.”
I looked at Kenzie and I could tell straight off she knew what that meant. Her face had bleached completely of color, her eyes had gone wide, her lips had parted and she looked scared.
Then quickly she flicked her cigarette butt in my yard, snatched up her purse and stomped to the stairs.
“Ms. Elise,” Colt called and she turned, foot on the step, hand on the rail and looked at him. “Do I have your assurance that you won’t be callin’ Vi anymore and there won’t be any more visits?”
“Yeah, whatever,” she mumbled and kept going.
“Ms. Elise,” Colt called again, turning fully toward her and Kenzie, now standing in my grass, stopped and looked up at him. “Not whatever. No more calls, no more visits. Yeah?”
“Yeah, right. Fine,” she said and looked at me. “Fine, tell him I won’t bother him anymore or you. Okay?”
When it appeared she actually wanted an answer from me, I said, “Okay.”
“Just make sure he doesn’t call Marco,” she said to me, this seemed important to her so I nodded.
She started away but turned back and looked at me and when she did, she’d changed. Everything about her changed. She didn’t look scared anymore, she looked lost and afraid, a different kind of afraid, a worse kind.
“He made me feel safe,” she said quietly, I blinked at her honest, open admission and she kept talking. “I don’t feel safe very much, ever, really. Cal made me feel safe.”
When she seemed again to be waiting for an answer, I answered, “He has that way about him.”
“He belonged to me, I’d always feel safe.”
At that moment, I realized I knew exactly what she meant.
I walked to the railing, looked down at her and said, “I’m not sure Joe’s the kind of guy who could belong to anyone, Kenzie.”
She stared at me a second and the way she did it I actually felt sorry for her.
“You call him Joe, he belongs to you,” she whispered and before I could say anything or have a reaction to her words other than that feeling of being punched in the stomach, she turned and gracefully ran on the toes of her fancy, shiny, platform pumps across my lawn and around the house.
I watched the space where she used to be for a few seconds before I felt Colt’s arm come around my shoulders and I turned my head to look up at him.
“That was kinda sad,” I told him.
He looked to the side of the house then down at me. “Woman who has everything but really has nothin’.”
I sighed then I nodded. Colt dropped his arm, jogged down the steps and walked out into my yard to pick up the cigarette butt.
He looked at me. “Shame this mars your yard, babe. You do good flowers.”
I smiled at him. “Thanks.”
“I’ll toss this out,” he said, lifting the butt. “You good now?”
“I’m good, Colt, thanks for comin’ over.”
“Anytime, Vi,” he said and turned to leave. “Later.”
“Bye, Colt, tell Feb I said hi and tickle Jack for me.”
“Will do,” he called as he turned the corner of the house.
I stared after him for awhile too. Then I went into the house and all the kids watched me walk to the kitchen.
“I’ll let Cal know his secretary is fallin’ down on the job.”
Joe had a secretary?
Joe stayed in hotels with valet parking and had a secretary?
“Now unless you have some business with Violet, might be a good idea you move along,” Colt ordered but did it in a way that sounded like a suggestion except it was a suggestion you couldn’t exactly deny. Kenzie denied it. “It’s important I speak to him.”
Colt stared at her for several long seconds like he didn’t know what to make of her but what he was coming up with wasn’t much. Then he reached into his back jeans pocket, pulled out his phone, flipped it open and hit some buttons.
Then he put it to his ear, his eyes on the deck while it rang then he said, “Yeah, Cal, Colt. Everything’s cool except Kenzie Elise is standing on Vi’s deck. She wants to talk to you.” A second passed and then Colt grinned at the deck and said, “Yeah, I’ll put her on,” then he offered Kenzie his phone.
Kenzie didn’t look at either of us before she took the phone and put it to her ear.
“You let her call you Joe?” she snapped into it without saying hello which, personally, I thought was a mistake.
I watched as she paused, listened, her face grew even paler than her normal pale (there it was, proof her snapping at Joe was a mistake) then it twisted before she said, “I have another situation and only you can help me out,” again she paused then, “I don’t want him, I want you.”
I thought this also was a mistake. Joe didn’t like it much that Kenzie thought she could get what she wanted when she wanted it.
I watched as she was silent for another moment then she said, “No,” another pause then a hissed, “I can’t believe you won’t help me!” Yet another pause while her eyes came to me and she snapped, “I don’t think so!” She listened for about two seconds then she took the phone from her ear, jerked it toward me and bit out, “He wants to talk to you.”
I took Colt’s phone, glancing at her then at Colt then I put it to my ear and announced, “She called me fat.”
“Buddy –”
“I have my own stalker, Joe. I don’t want to have to deal with yours.”
He burst out laughing and I didn’t think anything was funny.
“I have your movie star stalker standin’ on my deck, calling me fat and she’s callin’ my house and hangin’ up. This is not funny.”
Joe’s laughter vanished, he was silent then he said in a soft but scary voice, “What?”
“Your movie star stalker is the one doing the hang ups.”
There was no silence before Joe demanded, “Put Colt on the phone.”
“What?”
“Give the f**kin’ phone to Colt,” he clipped.
I decided to give the phone to Colt seeing as Joe sounded pretty freaking pissed so I sure didn’t want to talk to him anymore.
Colt put it to his ear and said, “Yeah?” then he listened for awhile and said, “Gotcha. Later.” He flipped his phone shut, shoved it in his jeans and looked at Kenzie. “Cal says you aren’t off Vi’s property in five minutes, he calls some guy named Marco. He says you’d know what that means.”
I looked at Kenzie and I could tell straight off she knew what that meant. Her face had bleached completely of color, her eyes had gone wide, her lips had parted and she looked scared.
Then quickly she flicked her cigarette butt in my yard, snatched up her purse and stomped to the stairs.
“Ms. Elise,” Colt called and she turned, foot on the step, hand on the rail and looked at him. “Do I have your assurance that you won’t be callin’ Vi anymore and there won’t be any more visits?”
“Yeah, whatever,” she mumbled and kept going.
“Ms. Elise,” Colt called again, turning fully toward her and Kenzie, now standing in my grass, stopped and looked up at him. “Not whatever. No more calls, no more visits. Yeah?”
“Yeah, right. Fine,” she said and looked at me. “Fine, tell him I won’t bother him anymore or you. Okay?”
When it appeared she actually wanted an answer from me, I said, “Okay.”
“Just make sure he doesn’t call Marco,” she said to me, this seemed important to her so I nodded.
She started away but turned back and looked at me and when she did, she’d changed. Everything about her changed. She didn’t look scared anymore, she looked lost and afraid, a different kind of afraid, a worse kind.
“He made me feel safe,” she said quietly, I blinked at her honest, open admission and she kept talking. “I don’t feel safe very much, ever, really. Cal made me feel safe.”
When she seemed again to be waiting for an answer, I answered, “He has that way about him.”
“He belonged to me, I’d always feel safe.”
At that moment, I realized I knew exactly what she meant.
I walked to the railing, looked down at her and said, “I’m not sure Joe’s the kind of guy who could belong to anyone, Kenzie.”
She stared at me a second and the way she did it I actually felt sorry for her.
“You call him Joe, he belongs to you,” she whispered and before I could say anything or have a reaction to her words other than that feeling of being punched in the stomach, she turned and gracefully ran on the toes of her fancy, shiny, platform pumps across my lawn and around the house.
I watched the space where she used to be for a few seconds before I felt Colt’s arm come around my shoulders and I turned my head to look up at him.
“That was kinda sad,” I told him.
He looked to the side of the house then down at me. “Woman who has everything but really has nothin’.”
I sighed then I nodded. Colt dropped his arm, jogged down the steps and walked out into my yard to pick up the cigarette butt.
He looked at me. “Shame this mars your yard, babe. You do good flowers.”
I smiled at him. “Thanks.”
“I’ll toss this out,” he said, lifting the butt. “You good now?”
“I’m good, Colt, thanks for comin’ over.”
“Anytime, Vi,” he said and turned to leave. “Later.”
“Bye, Colt, tell Feb I said hi and tickle Jack for me.”
“Will do,” he called as he turned the corner of the house.
I stared after him for awhile too. Then I went into the house and all the kids watched me walk to the kitchen.