Beautiful Chaos
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I heard the punch bowl shatter on the floor, but I couldn’t see it through the crowd of cheerleaders pulling each other’s hair and basketball players tackling each other. Even Mrs. Snow was screaming at the college scouts, giving them enough pieces of her mind to keep them from ever crossing the county line again.
Lena’s eyes went dark. “I can feel it—a Furor!” She grabbed Liv and me, pulling us toward the gate, but it was too late.
I knew as soon as it hit, because Liv turned and slapped Lena across the face as hard as she could.
“Have you lost your mind?” Lena held her cheek, which was already turning an angry shade of red.
Liv pointed at her, the heavy black selenometer turning on her wrist. “That is for all the whining, Princess.”
“What?” Lena’s hair started to curl, her green and gold eyes narrowing.
Liv went on. “Poor, beautiful me. My gorgeous boyfriend is so in love with me, but my heart is broken because—hey—that’s how beautiful emo girls like me are supposed to act.”
“Shut up!” Lena looked like she was about to punch Liv in the face. I heard thunder rumble in the sky.
“Instead of being happy that a great guy loves me, I’m going to slap on some more black nail polish and run off with some other gorgeous guy.”
“That’s not what happened!” Lena swung at Liv, but I caught her arm. Rain started to fall.
Liv kept talking. “And—wait for it—I’m the most powerful Caster in the universe. In case the rest of you lowly Mortals didn’t already feel like total crap.”
“Are you crazy?” Lena screamed at her, but it was hard to hear over all the chaos. “My uncle died. I thought I was going Dark.”
“Do you know what it feels like to hang out with a guy when you have feelings for him? Help him look for his girlfriend who doesn’t want to be found? Watch him break his own heart, and yours, over some stupid Caster girl who doesn’t give a rat’s ass about him?”
Lightning ripped across the sky, the rain pelting us like hailstones. Lena lunged for Liv. I moved in front of Lena, holding her back.
“Liv. That’s enough. You’re wrong.” I had no idea what Liv was doing, but I wanted her to shut up.
“Feelings for him? At least you finally admit it!” Lena was screaming.
“I don’t admit anything except that you’re a bloody little bitch who thinks the world orbits around your pretty little curls.”
That was it. Lena wrenched her arms free and slammed her hands into Liv’s shoulders. Liv fell backward, hitting the ground hard. Lena wasn’t going to let her have the last word. Or the last hit.
“Okay, little Miss I’m-Not-Here-to-Steal-Your-Boyfriend.” Lena imitated Liv’s voice. “Really, we’re just friends, even though I’m smarter and blonder than the rest of you combined. And did I mention my cute little British accent?”
Liv kicked mud at her, but Lena moved out of the way just in time. Lena didn’t stop there. “And if that’s not enough, let me martyr myself, so you can spend the rest of your life feeling guilty. Or maybe I can spend all my time with your uncle, so he can think of me as the daughter he never had. Oh, wait—he already has one of those! But who cares. Because if Lena has it, I’m going to try to take it!”
Liv scrambled to her feet and tried to slip past me. I held on to her. “Stop it! You’re acting like idiots. It’s a Cast! You don’t even realize who you should be mad at!”
“And you do?” Lena screamed, trying to reach around me to grab Liv’s hair.
“Of course I do. But the only person I’m angry at isn’t here.” I bent down and picked up Ridley’s scorpion belt from the muddy grass. I handed it to Lena. “It’s Ridley. And she’s gone. So I have no one to yell at.”
I heard the Beater’s engine gunning. I pointed out the gate, and we watched the Beater peel away from the curb. “Actually, I think there’s someone even angrier at her than I am. And it looks like he’s taking off to find her.”
“You really think this is some kind of Cast?” Lena looked at Liv.
“No. I think we always fight like stray dogs in the street when we try to socialize at parties.” Liv rolled her eyes.
“See? There you go, having to be the smart one all the time.” Lena tried to pull free, but I clamped down harder on both of their arms.
“It’s a Furor, you moron,” Liv snapped.
“I’m a moron? I said Furor before this whole thing started.”
I pushed them both through the gate in front of me. “You’re both acting like morons. And now we’re gonna get in the car and go up to Ravenwood. And if you two can’t say something nice to each other, don’t say anything.”
But I didn’t have to worry, because if there was one thing I had figured out about girls, it was that pretty soon they would give up trashing each other. They’d be too busy trashing me.
“That’s because he’s afraid to make a decision,” Liv said.
“No, it’s because he doesn’t want to upset anyone,” Lena snapped.
“How would you know? He never says what he’s thinking.”
“That’s not it. He never thinks about what he’s saying,” Lena fired back.
“Enough!” I pulled through the crooked iron gates of Ravenwood, furious at both of them. Furious at Ridley. Furious at how the year was turning out. Furor, that was the right name for it, whatever this was. I hated feeling this way, and I hated it even more because I knew the feelings were real, even if it took a spell to bring them out into the open.
Lena’s eyes went dark. “I can feel it—a Furor!” She grabbed Liv and me, pulling us toward the gate, but it was too late.
I knew as soon as it hit, because Liv turned and slapped Lena across the face as hard as she could.
“Have you lost your mind?” Lena held her cheek, which was already turning an angry shade of red.
Liv pointed at her, the heavy black selenometer turning on her wrist. “That is for all the whining, Princess.”
“What?” Lena’s hair started to curl, her green and gold eyes narrowing.
Liv went on. “Poor, beautiful me. My gorgeous boyfriend is so in love with me, but my heart is broken because—hey—that’s how beautiful emo girls like me are supposed to act.”
“Shut up!” Lena looked like she was about to punch Liv in the face. I heard thunder rumble in the sky.
“Instead of being happy that a great guy loves me, I’m going to slap on some more black nail polish and run off with some other gorgeous guy.”
“That’s not what happened!” Lena swung at Liv, but I caught her arm. Rain started to fall.
Liv kept talking. “And—wait for it—I’m the most powerful Caster in the universe. In case the rest of you lowly Mortals didn’t already feel like total crap.”
“Are you crazy?” Lena screamed at her, but it was hard to hear over all the chaos. “My uncle died. I thought I was going Dark.”
“Do you know what it feels like to hang out with a guy when you have feelings for him? Help him look for his girlfriend who doesn’t want to be found? Watch him break his own heart, and yours, over some stupid Caster girl who doesn’t give a rat’s ass about him?”
Lightning ripped across the sky, the rain pelting us like hailstones. Lena lunged for Liv. I moved in front of Lena, holding her back.
“Liv. That’s enough. You’re wrong.” I had no idea what Liv was doing, but I wanted her to shut up.
“Feelings for him? At least you finally admit it!” Lena was screaming.
“I don’t admit anything except that you’re a bloody little bitch who thinks the world orbits around your pretty little curls.”
That was it. Lena wrenched her arms free and slammed her hands into Liv’s shoulders. Liv fell backward, hitting the ground hard. Lena wasn’t going to let her have the last word. Or the last hit.
“Okay, little Miss I’m-Not-Here-to-Steal-Your-Boyfriend.” Lena imitated Liv’s voice. “Really, we’re just friends, even though I’m smarter and blonder than the rest of you combined. And did I mention my cute little British accent?”
Liv kicked mud at her, but Lena moved out of the way just in time. Lena didn’t stop there. “And if that’s not enough, let me martyr myself, so you can spend the rest of your life feeling guilty. Or maybe I can spend all my time with your uncle, so he can think of me as the daughter he never had. Oh, wait—he already has one of those! But who cares. Because if Lena has it, I’m going to try to take it!”
Liv scrambled to her feet and tried to slip past me. I held on to her. “Stop it! You’re acting like idiots. It’s a Cast! You don’t even realize who you should be mad at!”
“And you do?” Lena screamed, trying to reach around me to grab Liv’s hair.
“Of course I do. But the only person I’m angry at isn’t here.” I bent down and picked up Ridley’s scorpion belt from the muddy grass. I handed it to Lena. “It’s Ridley. And she’s gone. So I have no one to yell at.”
I heard the Beater’s engine gunning. I pointed out the gate, and we watched the Beater peel away from the curb. “Actually, I think there’s someone even angrier at her than I am. And it looks like he’s taking off to find her.”
“You really think this is some kind of Cast?” Lena looked at Liv.
“No. I think we always fight like stray dogs in the street when we try to socialize at parties.” Liv rolled her eyes.
“See? There you go, having to be the smart one all the time.” Lena tried to pull free, but I clamped down harder on both of their arms.
“It’s a Furor, you moron,” Liv snapped.
“I’m a moron? I said Furor before this whole thing started.”
I pushed them both through the gate in front of me. “You’re both acting like morons. And now we’re gonna get in the car and go up to Ravenwood. And if you two can’t say something nice to each other, don’t say anything.”
But I didn’t have to worry, because if there was one thing I had figured out about girls, it was that pretty soon they would give up trashing each other. They’d be too busy trashing me.
“That’s because he’s afraid to make a decision,” Liv said.
“No, it’s because he doesn’t want to upset anyone,” Lena snapped.
“How would you know? He never says what he’s thinking.”
“That’s not it. He never thinks about what he’s saying,” Lena fired back.
“Enough!” I pulled through the crooked iron gates of Ravenwood, furious at both of them. Furious at Ridley. Furious at how the year was turning out. Furor, that was the right name for it, whatever this was. I hated feeling this way, and I hated it even more because I knew the feelings were real, even if it took a spell to bring them out into the open.
