Bloodfever
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He broke me, Barrons. My voice shook.
Anyone worth knowing breaks once. Once. No shame, no foul, if you survive it. You did.
Did you break once? Who, what could have broken Jericho Barrons?
He stared at me through the dimly lit cavern. The torchlight flickered across his dark face, hollowing out his cheeks, making flame-filled coals of his eyes. Yes, he said finally.
Later I would ask how, who. Now all I wanted to know was Did you kill the bastard?
I wasnt sure that twist of his mouth was a smile, but I didnt know what else to call it. With my bare hands. After I killed his wife. He waved his hand at the door of the cell. You lead, Ms. Lane. Ive got your back.
I was Ms. Lane again. Apparently I was only Mac when gravely injured or dying. Wed talk about that later, too.
Hes mine, Barrons. Dont interfere.
Unless you cant handle him.
Ill handle him, I vowed.
The cave system was vast. I wondered how Barrons had ever found me. Carrying torches wed lifted from the wall, we ascended and descended through tunnels and caverns without apparent rhyme or reason. Id seen pictures of the tourist parts of the Burren. They were nothing like these parts. We were much deeper beneath the ground and way off the beaten path, in the unexplored parts of the labyrinthine cave system. I imagined that if any foolhardy potholers ever found their way here, Malluc simply removed the problem by eating them.
I never would have found my way out.
Although I was barefoot, either the rocks werent cutting my feet, or they were healing as quickly as they were being damaged. Under normal circumstances I found both darkness and confined spaces highly disturbing, but the Unseelie Id eaten had done something to me. I felt no fear. It was exhilarating. My senses were extraordinary. I could see in the dim, flickering torchlight as well as daylight. I could hear creatures burrowing in the earth. I smelled more scents than I could identify.
Malluc had moved in. Hed brought many of the Victorian furnishings Id seen at his house into the caves. In a chamber hed converted into a sumptuous Goth boudoir, I found my brush on a table, near a bed covered by a stained satin spread. Next to the brush was a black candle, a few of my hairs, and three small vials.
Barrons opened a vial, sniffed. He was spying on you, projecting himself. Did you ever feel you were being watched?
I told him about the specter. I shoved the brush in my back pocket. I hated touching what hed touched but I was leaving no part of me here, beneath the earth, in his hellish domain.
And you never told me this? he exploded. How many times did you see it?
I threw a flashlight through it. I thought it wasnt real.
How can I keep youalive if you dont tell me everything? he snapped.
How can you expect me to tell you everything when you never tell me anything? I dont know the first thing about you!
Im the one that keeps saving your life. Doesnt that tell you something?
Yes, but why? Because you need me. Because you want to use me.
For what other reason would you have me save you? Because I like you? Better to be useful than liked. Like is an emotion. Emotionshe raised a hand, made a fist, clenched it tightlyare like holding water. You open your hand, theres nothing there. Better to be a weapon than a woman.
Right now I was both. And I wanted Malluc. You can chew my petunia later. Ive got an earful for you, too.
We found the spear in a velvet-lined box, near his laptop. I wondered how a laptop could possibly be working down here, until I realized all the lights on it were that strange blue-black shade of cold light the amulet had given off. Malluc was powering it with black magic.
Wait. Barrons punched in a few commands, brought up the screen. A page of text was visible for a split second before icy sparks erupted from the computer and it went dead.
Did you catch any of that?
He had multiple bidders on the spear. I saw two of the names. He glanced at his watch again. Get the spear and lets move.
I reached for the spear, nestled in velvet, and was just about to remove it from the box when I drew up short, struck by a sudden terrible thought.
I snapped the lid shut. When I picked up the box and tucked it beneath my arm, Barrons gave me a strange look. I shrugged and we moved on.
We left the boudoir, and entered another cavern, crammed with books and boxes and jars with contents that defied description. From the look of things, Malluc had been dabbling in black magic since long before hed met the Lord Master. There were boyhood treasures scattered among the vampires collection of potions, powders, and brews. I could almost see the young British child, invisible in the shadow of his prominent, powerful father, hating it. Rebelling. Becoming fascinated with the Goth world, so different from his. Studying black magic. Planning his parents murder at twenty-four. Malluc had been a monster long before hed rechristened himself.
The storage cavern opened into a long, wide tunnel lit by torches. There was a steel door in the wall. It was locked. Neither Barrons nor I could kick it in. He placed both palms against it. After a long moment, he said, Ah, and muttered a swift string of unintelligible words. The door swung open, revealing a long, narrow cave that looked to be a quarter of a mile long. It contained cell after cell of Unseelie. Here was Mallucs personal larder. I wondered how hed trapped them all.
Anyone worth knowing breaks once. Once. No shame, no foul, if you survive it. You did.
Did you break once? Who, what could have broken Jericho Barrons?
He stared at me through the dimly lit cavern. The torchlight flickered across his dark face, hollowing out his cheeks, making flame-filled coals of his eyes. Yes, he said finally.
Later I would ask how, who. Now all I wanted to know was Did you kill the bastard?
I wasnt sure that twist of his mouth was a smile, but I didnt know what else to call it. With my bare hands. After I killed his wife. He waved his hand at the door of the cell. You lead, Ms. Lane. Ive got your back.
I was Ms. Lane again. Apparently I was only Mac when gravely injured or dying. Wed talk about that later, too.
Hes mine, Barrons. Dont interfere.
Unless you cant handle him.
Ill handle him, I vowed.
The cave system was vast. I wondered how Barrons had ever found me. Carrying torches wed lifted from the wall, we ascended and descended through tunnels and caverns without apparent rhyme or reason. Id seen pictures of the tourist parts of the Burren. They were nothing like these parts. We were much deeper beneath the ground and way off the beaten path, in the unexplored parts of the labyrinthine cave system. I imagined that if any foolhardy potholers ever found their way here, Malluc simply removed the problem by eating them.
I never would have found my way out.
Although I was barefoot, either the rocks werent cutting my feet, or they were healing as quickly as they were being damaged. Under normal circumstances I found both darkness and confined spaces highly disturbing, but the Unseelie Id eaten had done something to me. I felt no fear. It was exhilarating. My senses were extraordinary. I could see in the dim, flickering torchlight as well as daylight. I could hear creatures burrowing in the earth. I smelled more scents than I could identify.
Malluc had moved in. Hed brought many of the Victorian furnishings Id seen at his house into the caves. In a chamber hed converted into a sumptuous Goth boudoir, I found my brush on a table, near a bed covered by a stained satin spread. Next to the brush was a black candle, a few of my hairs, and three small vials.
Barrons opened a vial, sniffed. He was spying on you, projecting himself. Did you ever feel you were being watched?
I told him about the specter. I shoved the brush in my back pocket. I hated touching what hed touched but I was leaving no part of me here, beneath the earth, in his hellish domain.
And you never told me this? he exploded. How many times did you see it?
I threw a flashlight through it. I thought it wasnt real.
How can I keep youalive if you dont tell me everything? he snapped.
How can you expect me to tell you everything when you never tell me anything? I dont know the first thing about you!
Im the one that keeps saving your life. Doesnt that tell you something?
Yes, but why? Because you need me. Because you want to use me.
For what other reason would you have me save you? Because I like you? Better to be useful than liked. Like is an emotion. Emotionshe raised a hand, made a fist, clenched it tightlyare like holding water. You open your hand, theres nothing there. Better to be a weapon than a woman.
Right now I was both. And I wanted Malluc. You can chew my petunia later. Ive got an earful for you, too.
We found the spear in a velvet-lined box, near his laptop. I wondered how a laptop could possibly be working down here, until I realized all the lights on it were that strange blue-black shade of cold light the amulet had given off. Malluc was powering it with black magic.
Wait. Barrons punched in a few commands, brought up the screen. A page of text was visible for a split second before icy sparks erupted from the computer and it went dead.
Did you catch any of that?
He had multiple bidders on the spear. I saw two of the names. He glanced at his watch again. Get the spear and lets move.
I reached for the spear, nestled in velvet, and was just about to remove it from the box when I drew up short, struck by a sudden terrible thought.
I snapped the lid shut. When I picked up the box and tucked it beneath my arm, Barrons gave me a strange look. I shrugged and we moved on.
We left the boudoir, and entered another cavern, crammed with books and boxes and jars with contents that defied description. From the look of things, Malluc had been dabbling in black magic since long before hed met the Lord Master. There were boyhood treasures scattered among the vampires collection of potions, powders, and brews. I could almost see the young British child, invisible in the shadow of his prominent, powerful father, hating it. Rebelling. Becoming fascinated with the Goth world, so different from his. Studying black magic. Planning his parents murder at twenty-four. Malluc had been a monster long before hed rechristened himself.
The storage cavern opened into a long, wide tunnel lit by torches. There was a steel door in the wall. It was locked. Neither Barrons nor I could kick it in. He placed both palms against it. After a long moment, he said, Ah, and muttered a swift string of unintelligible words. The door swung open, revealing a long, narrow cave that looked to be a quarter of a mile long. It contained cell after cell of Unseelie. Here was Mallucs personal larder. I wondered how hed trapped them all.
