Breathe
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I waited.
Still nothing.
“Chace?”
“I’m here.”
“You were quiet,” I told him something he knew.
“You sound half asleep.”
“I’m not,” I kind of lied.
“Maybe not, honey, but you sound it.”
“Oh.”
“I’ll let you go after you tell me if you took care of our kid.”
“All good,” I said softly. “Bottle of ibuprofen, kid’s multi-vitamins and some Neosporin. The other stuff I told you I’d do yesterday. Some more food to keep him stocked up. Another note telling him how to use the ointment and to get a wash if he can.”
“You don’t need me to pop ‘round the store to pick anything up?”
“No, honey.”
“All right, baby. Now go back to sleep.”
“Chace?”
“Yeah?”
“In the note, I told him a little bit about you. Just who you are, that you’re cool, he has nothing to worry about and you’re helping me look out for him. Was that okay?”
“Yeah, Faye. That’s fine. Go back to sleep.”
I didn’t want to go back to sleep. I wanted to talk to him until the earth started revolving around the moon.
I didn’t tell him that.
I said, “’Kay.”
“See you later, honey.”
“Later, Chace.”
He disconnected.
I beeped off my phone.
I didn’t think I could get back to sleep.
But I did.
* * * * *
Eight thirty-two that same morning
My eyes on the return bin, Chace’s coffee on my dash, mine in my hand, my car parked on the street, I waited for the boy and Chace.
I’d texted him to say coffee was my treat. He’d texted back to give me his order and tell me he’d pay me back when he got to my Cherokee. I texted him back and asked him if he knew what “my treat” meant. He texted me back with, Baby, I’ll give you money when I get to your SUV.
These were simple words on a phone display but I still could read the tone.
My text back was, Oh, all right.
I expected that would be the end but I got a one word reply.
Cute.
God, Chace Keaton was fraking awesome.
My cell rang. I pulled it out of my purse and saw the display said, “Chace Calling”.
I felt a little thrill shiver over my skin and took the call.
“Hey.”
“Hey honey. Bad news. Got a callout. I can’t do the stakeout with you today.”
That was a huge fraking bummer.
“Okay,” I replied.
“I’ll be at your place tonight, seven thirty.”
“Does seven thirty mean our reservation is at eight?”
“Eight fifteen, in case we hit traffic or weather.”
“Will this mean you’ll turn into a pumpkin on the way back, considering we’ll probably get home past your bedtime?”
Silence then, “Now she gives me smartass and it’s still f**kin’ cute.”
I smiled.
The boy showed.
“Oh my God!” I exclaimed on a muted cry. “He’s back.”
“How’s he look?”
I studied him as he made his careful way to the return bin. “He’s wearing my coat, new jeans. The hat. He really should wear the gloves and scarf I bought him. It’s cold. I’ll put that in my next note.” Then, quietly, “Lip still bad.”
“He uses the Neosporin, it’ll help.”
“Yeah.”
I listened to Chace sigh as I watched the boy make it to the bags.
“He get ‘em?” Chace asked.
“He’s going for them now.”
“Good,” he muttered then, “Gonna let you go. See you tonight.”
“Tonight, Chace.”
“Later, honey.”
He disconnected.
I watched the boy walk away with the bags.
I gave it time, secured Chace’s coffee (latte, triple shot) and then drove into the lot.
I took Chace’s coffee with me into the library and I drank it after mine. This meant I was wired all morning.
Or it could be my date with Chace that night that made me wired.
It didn’t matter.
It felt like I was dancing on air.
* * * * *
Seven thirty that evening
“Frak, frak, frickity frak, frak, frak,” I muttered, looking at myself in the full length mirror on the inside of my wardrobe door.
This wasn’t me.
It was hot.
But it wasn’t me.
I was wearing a sweater dress the color of a green olive, a color that Lexie told me would work for me in a big way with my coloring and she was not wrong.
The dress was awesome. Formfitting (very), it went down to just above the knee, had a deep, wide vee in the front that exposed the skin of my chest and collarbone but only a hint of cle**age. The sleeves were tight all the way down and went past my wrists. And there was some vertical detailing in the knit that was sensational. It made me look taller at the same time accentuated my curves. There was more of it around the waistline so it gave even more of a sense of an hourglass figure than I already had and one could say my figure was extremely hourglass.
In a moment of idiocy, I’d looked up straight hair hairstyles on the internet to get ideas. When I got home, I did a bit of fluffing, spraying, tousling and teasing, the last just at the top back, and swept just the hair at the top of my forehead back about an inch, securing it with bobby pins painted dark brown. But the fullness and teasing at the back gave it a sex kitten vibe that even I had to admit looked really good.
I’d added more makeup than I usually used, deepening it a bit, some green around my eyes but not going overboard because I never felt comfortable with a lot of makeup caked on. But with the hair and dress, the effect was astonishing.
I had on silver hoop earrings that were long and an intricate five tier silver necklace that was a mixture of green, brown, purple and dark blue beads, small silver balls with some short silver spikes.
It all wasn’t me .Yet it was, just not in the me sense of me but in the Me! sense of me.
It was the boots that did it. Dark brown, patent leather with a pointed toe, four inch, spiked heel and a super thin strap around the ankle with a tiny buckle at the side that made my ankle look delicate and gave a classy, stylish rock ‘n’ roll look to the boots.
They weren’t hot. They were smokin’ hot.
The whole getup made me look sexy.
It made me feel sexy.
I liked it a whole lot while at the same time it freaked me out a whole lot more.
Still nothing.
“Chace?”
“I’m here.”
“You were quiet,” I told him something he knew.
“You sound half asleep.”
“I’m not,” I kind of lied.
“Maybe not, honey, but you sound it.”
“Oh.”
“I’ll let you go after you tell me if you took care of our kid.”
“All good,” I said softly. “Bottle of ibuprofen, kid’s multi-vitamins and some Neosporin. The other stuff I told you I’d do yesterday. Some more food to keep him stocked up. Another note telling him how to use the ointment and to get a wash if he can.”
“You don’t need me to pop ‘round the store to pick anything up?”
“No, honey.”
“All right, baby. Now go back to sleep.”
“Chace?”
“Yeah?”
“In the note, I told him a little bit about you. Just who you are, that you’re cool, he has nothing to worry about and you’re helping me look out for him. Was that okay?”
“Yeah, Faye. That’s fine. Go back to sleep.”
I didn’t want to go back to sleep. I wanted to talk to him until the earth started revolving around the moon.
I didn’t tell him that.
I said, “’Kay.”
“See you later, honey.”
“Later, Chace.”
He disconnected.
I beeped off my phone.
I didn’t think I could get back to sleep.
But I did.
* * * * *
Eight thirty-two that same morning
My eyes on the return bin, Chace’s coffee on my dash, mine in my hand, my car parked on the street, I waited for the boy and Chace.
I’d texted him to say coffee was my treat. He’d texted back to give me his order and tell me he’d pay me back when he got to my Cherokee. I texted him back and asked him if he knew what “my treat” meant. He texted me back with, Baby, I’ll give you money when I get to your SUV.
These were simple words on a phone display but I still could read the tone.
My text back was, Oh, all right.
I expected that would be the end but I got a one word reply.
Cute.
God, Chace Keaton was fraking awesome.
My cell rang. I pulled it out of my purse and saw the display said, “Chace Calling”.
I felt a little thrill shiver over my skin and took the call.
“Hey.”
“Hey honey. Bad news. Got a callout. I can’t do the stakeout with you today.”
That was a huge fraking bummer.
“Okay,” I replied.
“I’ll be at your place tonight, seven thirty.”
“Does seven thirty mean our reservation is at eight?”
“Eight fifteen, in case we hit traffic or weather.”
“Will this mean you’ll turn into a pumpkin on the way back, considering we’ll probably get home past your bedtime?”
Silence then, “Now she gives me smartass and it’s still f**kin’ cute.”
I smiled.
The boy showed.
“Oh my God!” I exclaimed on a muted cry. “He’s back.”
“How’s he look?”
I studied him as he made his careful way to the return bin. “He’s wearing my coat, new jeans. The hat. He really should wear the gloves and scarf I bought him. It’s cold. I’ll put that in my next note.” Then, quietly, “Lip still bad.”
“He uses the Neosporin, it’ll help.”
“Yeah.”
I listened to Chace sigh as I watched the boy make it to the bags.
“He get ‘em?” Chace asked.
“He’s going for them now.”
“Good,” he muttered then, “Gonna let you go. See you tonight.”
“Tonight, Chace.”
“Later, honey.”
He disconnected.
I watched the boy walk away with the bags.
I gave it time, secured Chace’s coffee (latte, triple shot) and then drove into the lot.
I took Chace’s coffee with me into the library and I drank it after mine. This meant I was wired all morning.
Or it could be my date with Chace that night that made me wired.
It didn’t matter.
It felt like I was dancing on air.
* * * * *
Seven thirty that evening
“Frak, frak, frickity frak, frak, frak,” I muttered, looking at myself in the full length mirror on the inside of my wardrobe door.
This wasn’t me.
It was hot.
But it wasn’t me.
I was wearing a sweater dress the color of a green olive, a color that Lexie told me would work for me in a big way with my coloring and she was not wrong.
The dress was awesome. Formfitting (very), it went down to just above the knee, had a deep, wide vee in the front that exposed the skin of my chest and collarbone but only a hint of cle**age. The sleeves were tight all the way down and went past my wrists. And there was some vertical detailing in the knit that was sensational. It made me look taller at the same time accentuated my curves. There was more of it around the waistline so it gave even more of a sense of an hourglass figure than I already had and one could say my figure was extremely hourglass.
In a moment of idiocy, I’d looked up straight hair hairstyles on the internet to get ideas. When I got home, I did a bit of fluffing, spraying, tousling and teasing, the last just at the top back, and swept just the hair at the top of my forehead back about an inch, securing it with bobby pins painted dark brown. But the fullness and teasing at the back gave it a sex kitten vibe that even I had to admit looked really good.
I’d added more makeup than I usually used, deepening it a bit, some green around my eyes but not going overboard because I never felt comfortable with a lot of makeup caked on. But with the hair and dress, the effect was astonishing.
I had on silver hoop earrings that were long and an intricate five tier silver necklace that was a mixture of green, brown, purple and dark blue beads, small silver balls with some short silver spikes.
It all wasn’t me .Yet it was, just not in the me sense of me but in the Me! sense of me.
It was the boots that did it. Dark brown, patent leather with a pointed toe, four inch, spiked heel and a super thin strap around the ankle with a tiny buckle at the side that made my ankle look delicate and gave a classy, stylish rock ‘n’ roll look to the boots.
They weren’t hot. They were smokin’ hot.
The whole getup made me look sexy.
It made me feel sexy.
I liked it a whole lot while at the same time it freaked me out a whole lot more.
