Broken Dove
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“Tomorrow, we’re away to Bellebryn.”
“Tomorrow…Bellebryn…” She shook her head sharply then asked, “What do you mean we?”
“We means you and me.”
Her entire frame visibly locked tight.
“But I can’t… you can’t…” She threw out her hands. “We don’t even like each other.”
“I don’t know you enough not to like you, Ilsa,” he pointed out.
“Well, you weren’t fired up to get to know me,” she returned, the fire back in her eyes. “And the way you communicated that, I’m not your biggest fan.”
He fought his lips twitching, failed in that endeavor and her eyes narrowed on his mouth.
He felt her eyes there and he felt them elsewhere as well.
Bloody hell.
Bellebryn with Ilsa was not a good plan.
But to save her the heartache of meeting Christophe and Élan, it was his only one.
However, she would make the choice.
“You have two choices, my dove,” he shared. “Karsvall with the children or Bellebryn with me.” He began to move to the door. “You have until the morning to make the choice. I’m here at sunrise. I either take you back to my home or I take you with me.” He stopped with his hand on the doorknob, his eyes on her. “I’ll come prepared either way.”
“I…you…we can’t…that’s…” she spluttered.
“Until the morning,” he said as his farewell, opened the door, moved through it and closed it behind him.
He expected her to follow him, calling his name and pleading or spitting fire.
If he was honest, he wasn’t expecting it. He was hoping for either one, he didn’t care which. Though he was leaning toward spitting fire.
She didn’t do either.
He fought back the disappointment he knew it was unhealthy to feel, grabbed his cloak from the hook by the door and lifted his chin to Henri, the innkeeper. When Henri gave him a wave, Apollo moved out into the cold and buckled on his cloak as he headed to the stables where he’d put Torment to keep him out of the chill.
He led Torment out, mounted him and clicked his tongue against his teeth, leaning forward, digging in his heels, and Torment shot through the snow.
He rode home knowing he should be thinking about a variety of things, making plans, prioritizing conversations.
But he didn’t ride home thinking about any of that.
He did it wondering what her answer on the morrow would be.
* * * * *
As Apollo rode toward his stables, he saw Achilles strolling out of them.
He reined in Torment close to his cousin and swung off, leading the horse to his brethren.
Achilles looked beyond him, then back at Apollo.
“Maddie is not with you,” he noted and Apollo felt his mouth tighten at the familiar name they called Ilsa.
He forced it to relax in order to say, “Indeed. She’s to stay at The Swan this eve. Dispatch fresh guards to relieve the ones at the inn.”
Achilles nodded but watched him closely, his cousin’s eyes, Apollo knew, not missing anything.
“This is a change in plans,” he remarked.
“As has been everything when it comes to Ilsa of the other world since her arrival,” Apollo returned and lifted a brow. “Four months, Achilles?”
His cousin’s lips twitched.
Apollo found nothing amusing. “You know the dangers that lurk and thus the haste that should have been made.”
“She’s difficult to deny,” Achilles replied.
Apollo was already concerned about that. The steadfast Achilles falling to her charms made him more so.
“I’m sensing this,” Apollo told him and then shared, “Derrik and I had words.”
“I was afraid of that,” Achilles murmured.
Yes. Achilles didn’t miss much.
“He will not be in her company for some time,” Apollo stated.
Again, Achilles watched him closely, but he said nothing, only nodded.
“As you noted, plans have changed,” Apollo told him. “She has some concerns about being around Christophe and Élan. I’ve given her the choice to come with me to Bellebryn tomorrow or come here.”
He ignored Achilles’ look of surprise and carried on.
“She has until sunrise to make her decision. When I leave, if I don’t return, you’ll know she chose to come with me. You’re to stay here, as is Derrik. Dispatch Remi, Laures, Hans and Draven to follow us to Bellebryn. I’ll act as her guard on the journey. They’ll look after her in Bellebryn.”
“Four months ago,” Achilles started carefully, “you did not seem keen to spend time with her, cousin.”
“She and I have had a discussion that has changed my mind.”
Achilles blew out a breath and Apollo knew what that meant.
“It’s not that way,” he assured him.
“It wasn’t that way for Derrik either, in the beginning. And you should know it wasn’t that way for Laures or Remi as well. For Derrik, it took about a week. Remi and Laures fell not long after. And I have suspicions about Hans and Gaston.”
It was worse than he thought but not worse than he could imagine. Not after spending time with her, in the beginning and at the inn.
Still, he whispered an irritated, “Bloody hell.”
“The good news is, they’ll be an excellent guard. They’d lay down their lives for her,” Achilles offered.
“They lust after my wife,” Apollo bit out and watched Achilles tilt his head to the side.
“Is she?” he asked quietly.
And the second time that day, Apollo found his mouth speaking for him before his mind engaged.
“She will be.”
Achilles blinked and asked, “What?”
Warming to this thought, he explained, “The story being shared as people will see Ilsa and wonder is that she is a distant cousin of my Ilsa’s, widowed, and her parents have recently been lost. She’s come to Lunwyn for my protection. And it’s custom, is it not, for a widowed man to take to wife a widowed woman who is in the family, however removed, in order to provide her succor and protection?”
“By the gods, cousin,” Achilles whispered. “It is, but it will be lost on no soul for miles around and throughout the Houses that Maddie is the image of your departed wife.”
“A happenstance that will likely not be questioned considering I did not hide my feelings for my wife or the ones I held after she was lost. Therefore, it would not be a leap that I would be drawn to one who looks just like her.”
“Tomorrow…Bellebryn…” She shook her head sharply then asked, “What do you mean we?”
“We means you and me.”
Her entire frame visibly locked tight.
“But I can’t… you can’t…” She threw out her hands. “We don’t even like each other.”
“I don’t know you enough not to like you, Ilsa,” he pointed out.
“Well, you weren’t fired up to get to know me,” she returned, the fire back in her eyes. “And the way you communicated that, I’m not your biggest fan.”
He fought his lips twitching, failed in that endeavor and her eyes narrowed on his mouth.
He felt her eyes there and he felt them elsewhere as well.
Bloody hell.
Bellebryn with Ilsa was not a good plan.
But to save her the heartache of meeting Christophe and Élan, it was his only one.
However, she would make the choice.
“You have two choices, my dove,” he shared. “Karsvall with the children or Bellebryn with me.” He began to move to the door. “You have until the morning to make the choice. I’m here at sunrise. I either take you back to my home or I take you with me.” He stopped with his hand on the doorknob, his eyes on her. “I’ll come prepared either way.”
“I…you…we can’t…that’s…” she spluttered.
“Until the morning,” he said as his farewell, opened the door, moved through it and closed it behind him.
He expected her to follow him, calling his name and pleading or spitting fire.
If he was honest, he wasn’t expecting it. He was hoping for either one, he didn’t care which. Though he was leaning toward spitting fire.
She didn’t do either.
He fought back the disappointment he knew it was unhealthy to feel, grabbed his cloak from the hook by the door and lifted his chin to Henri, the innkeeper. When Henri gave him a wave, Apollo moved out into the cold and buckled on his cloak as he headed to the stables where he’d put Torment to keep him out of the chill.
He led Torment out, mounted him and clicked his tongue against his teeth, leaning forward, digging in his heels, and Torment shot through the snow.
He rode home knowing he should be thinking about a variety of things, making plans, prioritizing conversations.
But he didn’t ride home thinking about any of that.
He did it wondering what her answer on the morrow would be.
* * * * *
As Apollo rode toward his stables, he saw Achilles strolling out of them.
He reined in Torment close to his cousin and swung off, leading the horse to his brethren.
Achilles looked beyond him, then back at Apollo.
“Maddie is not with you,” he noted and Apollo felt his mouth tighten at the familiar name they called Ilsa.
He forced it to relax in order to say, “Indeed. She’s to stay at The Swan this eve. Dispatch fresh guards to relieve the ones at the inn.”
Achilles nodded but watched him closely, his cousin’s eyes, Apollo knew, not missing anything.
“This is a change in plans,” he remarked.
“As has been everything when it comes to Ilsa of the other world since her arrival,” Apollo returned and lifted a brow. “Four months, Achilles?”
His cousin’s lips twitched.
Apollo found nothing amusing. “You know the dangers that lurk and thus the haste that should have been made.”
“She’s difficult to deny,” Achilles replied.
Apollo was already concerned about that. The steadfast Achilles falling to her charms made him more so.
“I’m sensing this,” Apollo told him and then shared, “Derrik and I had words.”
“I was afraid of that,” Achilles murmured.
Yes. Achilles didn’t miss much.
“He will not be in her company for some time,” Apollo stated.
Again, Achilles watched him closely, but he said nothing, only nodded.
“As you noted, plans have changed,” Apollo told him. “She has some concerns about being around Christophe and Élan. I’ve given her the choice to come with me to Bellebryn tomorrow or come here.”
He ignored Achilles’ look of surprise and carried on.
“She has until sunrise to make her decision. When I leave, if I don’t return, you’ll know she chose to come with me. You’re to stay here, as is Derrik. Dispatch Remi, Laures, Hans and Draven to follow us to Bellebryn. I’ll act as her guard on the journey. They’ll look after her in Bellebryn.”
“Four months ago,” Achilles started carefully, “you did not seem keen to spend time with her, cousin.”
“She and I have had a discussion that has changed my mind.”
Achilles blew out a breath and Apollo knew what that meant.
“It’s not that way,” he assured him.
“It wasn’t that way for Derrik either, in the beginning. And you should know it wasn’t that way for Laures or Remi as well. For Derrik, it took about a week. Remi and Laures fell not long after. And I have suspicions about Hans and Gaston.”
It was worse than he thought but not worse than he could imagine. Not after spending time with her, in the beginning and at the inn.
Still, he whispered an irritated, “Bloody hell.”
“The good news is, they’ll be an excellent guard. They’d lay down their lives for her,” Achilles offered.
“They lust after my wife,” Apollo bit out and watched Achilles tilt his head to the side.
“Is she?” he asked quietly.
And the second time that day, Apollo found his mouth speaking for him before his mind engaged.
“She will be.”
Achilles blinked and asked, “What?”
Warming to this thought, he explained, “The story being shared as people will see Ilsa and wonder is that she is a distant cousin of my Ilsa’s, widowed, and her parents have recently been lost. She’s come to Lunwyn for my protection. And it’s custom, is it not, for a widowed man to take to wife a widowed woman who is in the family, however removed, in order to provide her succor and protection?”
“By the gods, cousin,” Achilles whispered. “It is, but it will be lost on no soul for miles around and throughout the Houses that Maddie is the image of your departed wife.”
“A happenstance that will likely not be questioned considering I did not hide my feelings for my wife or the ones I held after she was lost. Therefore, it would not be a leap that I would be drawn to one who looks just like her.”
