Charmed
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"My God." Boone stopped struggling. His body was too numb. "What is she doing? How?"
"She needs quiet," Sebastian muttered. Stepping back from Boone, he took Morgana's hand. There was nothing they could do but wait.
The injuries inside were severe. Sweat began to bloom on Ana's skin as she examined, absorbed, mended. She was chanting as she worked, knowing she needed to deepen the trance to save the child, and herself.
Oh, but the pain! It ripped through her like fire, making her shudder. Her breath hitched as she fought the need to pull back. Blindly she clutched a hand over the zircon Jessie still wore and placed the other over the child's quiet heart.
When she threw her head back, her eyes were the color of storm clouds, and as blank as glass.
The light was bright, blindingly bright. She could barely see the child up ahead. She called, shouted, wanting to hurry, knowing that one misstep now would end it for both of them. She stared into the light and felt Jessie slipping further away. "This gift is mine to use or scorn." Both pain and power shimmered in her voice. "This choice was mine from the day I was born. What harms the child bring into me. As I will, so mote it be."
She cried out then, from the tearing price to be paid for cheating death. She felt her own life ebb, teetering, teetering toward the searing light as Jessie's heart began to beat tremulously under her hand.
She fought back, for both of them, calling on every ounce of her strength, every vestige of her power.
Boone saw his daughter stir, watched her lashes flutter as Ana swayed back.
"Jess—Jessie?" He leaped forward to scoop her into his arms. "Baby, are you all right?"
"Daddy?" Her blank, unfocused eyes began to clear. "Did I fall down?"
"Yeah." Weak with relief and gratitude, he buried his face against her throat and rocked her. "Yeah."
"Don't cry, Daddy." She patted his back. "I'm okay."
"Let's see." He took a shaky breath before he ran his hands over her. There was no blood, he discovered. No blood, no bruise, not even the smallest scratch. He held her close again, staring at Ana as Sebastian helped her to her feet. "Do you hurt anywhere, Jessie?"
"Uh-uh." She yawned and nestled her head on his shoulder. "I was going to Mommy. She looked so pretty in all the light. But she looked sad, like she was going to cry, when she saw me coming. Then Ana was there, and she took my hand. Mommy looked happy when she waved goodbye to us. I'm sleepy, Daddy." His own heart was throbbing in his throat, thickening his voice. "Okay, baby."
"Why don't you let me take her up?" When Boone hesitated, Nash lowered his voice. "She's fine. Ana's not." He took the already dozing child. "Don't let common sense get in the way, pal," he added as he took Jessie inside.
"I want to know what happened here." Afraid he'd babble, Boone forced himself to speak slowly. "I want to know exactly what happened."
"All right." Ana glanced around at her family. "If you'd leave us alone for just a minute, I'd like to…" She trailed off as the world went gray. Swearing, Boone caught her as she fell, then hoisted her into his arms.
"What the hell is going on?" he demanded. "What did she do to Jessie?" He looked down, alarmed by the translucent pallor of Ana's cheeks. "What did she do to herself?"
"She saved your daughter's life," Sebastian said. "And risked her own."
"Be quiet, Sebastian," Morgana murmured. "He's been through enough."
"He?"
"Yes." She laid a restraining hand on her cousin's arm. "Boone, Ana needs rest, a great deal of rest and quiet. If you'd prefer, you can bring her home. One of us will stay and take care of her."
"She'll stay here." He turned and carried her inside.
She was drifting in and out, in and out of worlds without color. There was no pain now, no feeling at all. She was as insubstantial as a mist. Once or twice she heard Sebastian or Morgana slip inside her deeply sleeping mind to offer reassurance. Others joined them, her parents, her aunts and uncles, and more.
After a long, long journey, she felt herself coming back. Tints and hues seeped back into the colorless world. Sensations began to prickle along her skin. She sighed once—it was the first sound she had made in more than twenty-four hours—then opened her eyes.
Boone watched her come back. He rose automatically from the chair to bring her the medication Morgana had left with him.
"Here." He supported her, holding the cup to her lips. "You're supposed to drink this."
She obeyed, recognizing the scent and the taste. "Jessie?"
"She's fine. Nash and Morgana picked her up this afternoon. She's staying with them tonight."
With a nod, she drank again. "How long have I been asleep?"
"Asleep?" He gave a half laugh at her prosaic term for the comalike state she'd been in. "You've been out for twenty-six hours." He glanced at his watch. "And thirty minutes."
The longest journey she'd ever taken, Ana realized. "I need to call my family and tell them I'm well."
"I'll do it. Are you hungry?"
"No." She tried not to be hurt by his polite, distant tone of voice. "This is all I need for now."
"Then I'll be back in a minute."
When he left her alone, she covered her face with her hands. Her own fault, she berated herself. She hadn't prepared him, had dragged her feet, and fate had taken a hand. On a tired sigh, she got out of bed and began to dress.
"What the hell are you doing?" Boone demanded when he walked in again. "You're supposed to rest."
"I've rested enough." Ana stared down at her hands as she meticulously buttoned her blouse. "And I'd just as soon be on my feet when we talk about this."
His nerves jittered, but he only nodded. "Have it your way."
"Can we go outside? I could use some air."
"Fine." He took her arm and led her downstairs and out on the deck. Once she was seated, he took out a cigarette, struck a match. He'd hardly closed his eyes since he'd carried Ana upstairs, and he'd been subsisting on tobacco and coffee. "If you're feeling up to it, I'd appreciate an explanation."
"She needs quiet," Sebastian muttered. Stepping back from Boone, he took Morgana's hand. There was nothing they could do but wait.
The injuries inside were severe. Sweat began to bloom on Ana's skin as she examined, absorbed, mended. She was chanting as she worked, knowing she needed to deepen the trance to save the child, and herself.
Oh, but the pain! It ripped through her like fire, making her shudder. Her breath hitched as she fought the need to pull back. Blindly she clutched a hand over the zircon Jessie still wore and placed the other over the child's quiet heart.
When she threw her head back, her eyes were the color of storm clouds, and as blank as glass.
The light was bright, blindingly bright. She could barely see the child up ahead. She called, shouted, wanting to hurry, knowing that one misstep now would end it for both of them. She stared into the light and felt Jessie slipping further away. "This gift is mine to use or scorn." Both pain and power shimmered in her voice. "This choice was mine from the day I was born. What harms the child bring into me. As I will, so mote it be."
She cried out then, from the tearing price to be paid for cheating death. She felt her own life ebb, teetering, teetering toward the searing light as Jessie's heart began to beat tremulously under her hand.
She fought back, for both of them, calling on every ounce of her strength, every vestige of her power.
Boone saw his daughter stir, watched her lashes flutter as Ana swayed back.
"Jess—Jessie?" He leaped forward to scoop her into his arms. "Baby, are you all right?"
"Daddy?" Her blank, unfocused eyes began to clear. "Did I fall down?"
"Yeah." Weak with relief and gratitude, he buried his face against her throat and rocked her. "Yeah."
"Don't cry, Daddy." She patted his back. "I'm okay."
"Let's see." He took a shaky breath before he ran his hands over her. There was no blood, he discovered. No blood, no bruise, not even the smallest scratch. He held her close again, staring at Ana as Sebastian helped her to her feet. "Do you hurt anywhere, Jessie?"
"Uh-uh." She yawned and nestled her head on his shoulder. "I was going to Mommy. She looked so pretty in all the light. But she looked sad, like she was going to cry, when she saw me coming. Then Ana was there, and she took my hand. Mommy looked happy when she waved goodbye to us. I'm sleepy, Daddy." His own heart was throbbing in his throat, thickening his voice. "Okay, baby."
"Why don't you let me take her up?" When Boone hesitated, Nash lowered his voice. "She's fine. Ana's not." He took the already dozing child. "Don't let common sense get in the way, pal," he added as he took Jessie inside.
"I want to know what happened here." Afraid he'd babble, Boone forced himself to speak slowly. "I want to know exactly what happened."
"All right." Ana glanced around at her family. "If you'd leave us alone for just a minute, I'd like to…" She trailed off as the world went gray. Swearing, Boone caught her as she fell, then hoisted her into his arms.
"What the hell is going on?" he demanded. "What did she do to Jessie?" He looked down, alarmed by the translucent pallor of Ana's cheeks. "What did she do to herself?"
"She saved your daughter's life," Sebastian said. "And risked her own."
"Be quiet, Sebastian," Morgana murmured. "He's been through enough."
"He?"
"Yes." She laid a restraining hand on her cousin's arm. "Boone, Ana needs rest, a great deal of rest and quiet. If you'd prefer, you can bring her home. One of us will stay and take care of her."
"She'll stay here." He turned and carried her inside.
She was drifting in and out, in and out of worlds without color. There was no pain now, no feeling at all. She was as insubstantial as a mist. Once or twice she heard Sebastian or Morgana slip inside her deeply sleeping mind to offer reassurance. Others joined them, her parents, her aunts and uncles, and more.
After a long, long journey, she felt herself coming back. Tints and hues seeped back into the colorless world. Sensations began to prickle along her skin. She sighed once—it was the first sound she had made in more than twenty-four hours—then opened her eyes.
Boone watched her come back. He rose automatically from the chair to bring her the medication Morgana had left with him.
"Here." He supported her, holding the cup to her lips. "You're supposed to drink this."
She obeyed, recognizing the scent and the taste. "Jessie?"
"She's fine. Nash and Morgana picked her up this afternoon. She's staying with them tonight."
With a nod, she drank again. "How long have I been asleep?"
"Asleep?" He gave a half laugh at her prosaic term for the comalike state she'd been in. "You've been out for twenty-six hours." He glanced at his watch. "And thirty minutes."
The longest journey she'd ever taken, Ana realized. "I need to call my family and tell them I'm well."
"I'll do it. Are you hungry?"
"No." She tried not to be hurt by his polite, distant tone of voice. "This is all I need for now."
"Then I'll be back in a minute."
When he left her alone, she covered her face with her hands. Her own fault, she berated herself. She hadn't prepared him, had dragged her feet, and fate had taken a hand. On a tired sigh, she got out of bed and began to dress.
"What the hell are you doing?" Boone demanded when he walked in again. "You're supposed to rest."
"I've rested enough." Ana stared down at her hands as she meticulously buttoned her blouse. "And I'd just as soon be on my feet when we talk about this."
His nerves jittered, but he only nodded. "Have it your way."
"Can we go outside? I could use some air."
"Fine." He took her arm and led her downstairs and out on the deck. Once she was seated, he took out a cigarette, struck a match. He'd hardly closed his eyes since he'd carried Ana upstairs, and he'd been subsisting on tobacco and coffee. "If you're feeling up to it, I'd appreciate an explanation."
