Chasing Dreams
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“So you didn’t stay away from me to hurt me?” Tessa continued to look down at the ground, and it broke his heart to know how much he’d hurt her.
Marcus was the only reason he had stayed away, even though Cooper had tried to convince himself that she deserved better than him. He still felt she did, but… Well, even if Tessa said otherwise, Cooper was selfish and he didn’t want to give her up.
“I hated that I couldn’t tell you, but Tessa, I had to protect you. I didn’t want to stay away, but until I was sure I could get Marcus under control, I wasn’t willing to risk you.” Cooper kept his eyes on her as he paused.
The sad truth filled his chest as he watched the most amazing woman he’d ever had the pleasure of meeting. She was so strong, so resilient, and so deserving of every happiness in the world. “I still think you deserve better than me.”
When a genuine smile formed on Tessa’s mouth, Cooper’s insides churned. He still hadn’t learned to be patient, so waiting for her to say something was killing him.
“I don’t want better,” she said, and he caught the humor in her tone.
Moving in closer, pushing his body between her thighs, Cooper cupped her face and locked his gaze with hers. “That’s good because from here on out, you’re stuck with me, Tessa.”
“I think that might just be a punishment I can handle,” she whispered back as Cooper leaned forward.
He didn’t care how she looked at it, as long as he had Tessa, he intended to spend the rest of his days doing his damnedest to make her happy.
“I love you, Tessa.”
“I love you too, cowboy.”
Chapter Thirty Five
“Don’t you think we should probably get out of the house at some point today?” Tessa asked Cooper the following afternoon when they were still cuddled together in her bed. Cooper’s sexy growl sounded from behind her and she smiled. Ever since they’d said the “L” word to one another the day before, Tessa had been as high as a kite, better than any drug in the world. And the hours they spent making love the night before, proving just how deep their feelings were for one another, had left her even more invigorated, despite the lack of sleep.
Because of all of the hoopla that was going on with the press, she and Cooper had gone to work at The Rusty Nail on Saturday night. Although they had expected the worst, the night hadn’t been as bad as she had expected. Luckily, Dalton had come in to yank everyone’s attention right off of them and over to him. The man was good at that.
Well, him and David, Cooper’s father. To her surprise David and Becca showed up at the bar and when all was said and done, the reporters had been settled somewhat.
Tessa wasn’t sure the press would ever get tired of following Cooper around, but then again, why would they? She knew just how amazing he was, so it only made sense that everyone else knew it too. That didn’t mean she wasn’t happy when she and Cooper were able to sneak into her house and lock the rest of the world outside for a few hours.
But now those hours were up, and she really needed to get out of bed. Just when she was going to roll over so she could get the day started, Cooper pinned her back beneath him, a huge smile on his face as he loomed over her.
“Where do you think you’re going?” he asked.
“Hmmm, I was thinking breakfast might be in order.”
“Breakfast?” Cooper asked as he glanced over at the alarm clock on her bedside table. “It’s a bit late for that, don’t you think?”
Tessa tilted her head to read the numbers on the clock. Ok, so he was probably right. Three o’clock in the afternoon meant breakfast was more like supper.
“I need a shower,” she teased as she pretended to try and push him off of her. She knew as well as he did that if he wasn’t willing to move, he wasn’t going anywhere.
“Is that an invite?”
The devilish gleam in Cooper’s eyes said he was ready for another round, but the aches in her body said she needed just a little time to recuperate. “Sorry, cowboy, you wore me out last night.”
“Darlin’, that was nothin’ compared to what I plan to do to you later.”
“Later?” she asked, groaning as though the thought was distressing. In fact, Tessa looked forward to later. As long as she could lay next to Cooper every night for the rest of her life, she was more than willing to endure whatever he could dish out.
“Yes, later. Like tonight.”
“To–” Before she could get the question out, Cooper’s finger was pressed against her lips, effectively shutting her up.
“Tonight. Tomorrow night. The night after that…” Cooper leaned in, replacing his finger with his lips as he pressed a sweet, gentle kiss to her mouth.
“Hmmm, I like the sound of that,” she whispered.
“In fact, I intend to wear you out for the rest of our natural lives.”
Tessa’s body stilled, the urge to panic rose in her chest, but before she could say or do anything, Cooper grinned down at her.
“You’re learnin’.” Cooper laughed, kissing her again.
“Learnin’ what?” she asked, confused.
“Not to freak out on me.”
Oh, she wasn’t so sure about that. Keeping herself closed off to everyone was a conditioned response, one that would take time to get past. Granted, when it came to Cooper, her heart had been freed from the chains she’d had it locked in for all these years, but that didn’t mean her first instinct wouldn’t be to hide within herself.
Cooper’s eyes darkened, his brow furrowed as he studied her for a minute. When she thought he would push her to talk, he surprised the hell out of her by rolling off of her and climbing out of bed.
“Where’re you going?” she asked, suddenly nervous that she’d upset him.
“Shower. Isn’t that what you said?”
Tessa watched as he padded across her bedroom and then out into the hall. She heard the sound of the shower come on and she sighed.
What the hell just happened?
Knowing that talking to the ceiling wasn’t going to get her any answers, Tessa forced herself out of bed. Grabbing Cooper’s t-shirt, she pulled it on over her head and then made a beeline for the kitchen. While he was in the shower, at least she could make coffee.
Marcus was the only reason he had stayed away, even though Cooper had tried to convince himself that she deserved better than him. He still felt she did, but… Well, even if Tessa said otherwise, Cooper was selfish and he didn’t want to give her up.
“I hated that I couldn’t tell you, but Tessa, I had to protect you. I didn’t want to stay away, but until I was sure I could get Marcus under control, I wasn’t willing to risk you.” Cooper kept his eyes on her as he paused.
The sad truth filled his chest as he watched the most amazing woman he’d ever had the pleasure of meeting. She was so strong, so resilient, and so deserving of every happiness in the world. “I still think you deserve better than me.”
When a genuine smile formed on Tessa’s mouth, Cooper’s insides churned. He still hadn’t learned to be patient, so waiting for her to say something was killing him.
“I don’t want better,” she said, and he caught the humor in her tone.
Moving in closer, pushing his body between her thighs, Cooper cupped her face and locked his gaze with hers. “That’s good because from here on out, you’re stuck with me, Tessa.”
“I think that might just be a punishment I can handle,” she whispered back as Cooper leaned forward.
He didn’t care how she looked at it, as long as he had Tessa, he intended to spend the rest of his days doing his damnedest to make her happy.
“I love you, Tessa.”
“I love you too, cowboy.”
Chapter Thirty Five
“Don’t you think we should probably get out of the house at some point today?” Tessa asked Cooper the following afternoon when they were still cuddled together in her bed. Cooper’s sexy growl sounded from behind her and she smiled. Ever since they’d said the “L” word to one another the day before, Tessa had been as high as a kite, better than any drug in the world. And the hours they spent making love the night before, proving just how deep their feelings were for one another, had left her even more invigorated, despite the lack of sleep.
Because of all of the hoopla that was going on with the press, she and Cooper had gone to work at The Rusty Nail on Saturday night. Although they had expected the worst, the night hadn’t been as bad as she had expected. Luckily, Dalton had come in to yank everyone’s attention right off of them and over to him. The man was good at that.
Well, him and David, Cooper’s father. To her surprise David and Becca showed up at the bar and when all was said and done, the reporters had been settled somewhat.
Tessa wasn’t sure the press would ever get tired of following Cooper around, but then again, why would they? She knew just how amazing he was, so it only made sense that everyone else knew it too. That didn’t mean she wasn’t happy when she and Cooper were able to sneak into her house and lock the rest of the world outside for a few hours.
But now those hours were up, and she really needed to get out of bed. Just when she was going to roll over so she could get the day started, Cooper pinned her back beneath him, a huge smile on his face as he loomed over her.
“Where do you think you’re going?” he asked.
“Hmmm, I was thinking breakfast might be in order.”
“Breakfast?” Cooper asked as he glanced over at the alarm clock on her bedside table. “It’s a bit late for that, don’t you think?”
Tessa tilted her head to read the numbers on the clock. Ok, so he was probably right. Three o’clock in the afternoon meant breakfast was more like supper.
“I need a shower,” she teased as she pretended to try and push him off of her. She knew as well as he did that if he wasn’t willing to move, he wasn’t going anywhere.
“Is that an invite?”
The devilish gleam in Cooper’s eyes said he was ready for another round, but the aches in her body said she needed just a little time to recuperate. “Sorry, cowboy, you wore me out last night.”
“Darlin’, that was nothin’ compared to what I plan to do to you later.”
“Later?” she asked, groaning as though the thought was distressing. In fact, Tessa looked forward to later. As long as she could lay next to Cooper every night for the rest of her life, she was more than willing to endure whatever he could dish out.
“Yes, later. Like tonight.”
“To–” Before she could get the question out, Cooper’s finger was pressed against her lips, effectively shutting her up.
“Tonight. Tomorrow night. The night after that…” Cooper leaned in, replacing his finger with his lips as he pressed a sweet, gentle kiss to her mouth.
“Hmmm, I like the sound of that,” she whispered.
“In fact, I intend to wear you out for the rest of our natural lives.”
Tessa’s body stilled, the urge to panic rose in her chest, but before she could say or do anything, Cooper grinned down at her.
“You’re learnin’.” Cooper laughed, kissing her again.
“Learnin’ what?” she asked, confused.
“Not to freak out on me.”
Oh, she wasn’t so sure about that. Keeping herself closed off to everyone was a conditioned response, one that would take time to get past. Granted, when it came to Cooper, her heart had been freed from the chains she’d had it locked in for all these years, but that didn’t mean her first instinct wouldn’t be to hide within herself.
Cooper’s eyes darkened, his brow furrowed as he studied her for a minute. When she thought he would push her to talk, he surprised the hell out of her by rolling off of her and climbing out of bed.
“Where’re you going?” she asked, suddenly nervous that she’d upset him.
“Shower. Isn’t that what you said?”
Tessa watched as he padded across her bedroom and then out into the hall. She heard the sound of the shower come on and she sighed.
What the hell just happened?
Knowing that talking to the ceiling wasn’t going to get her any answers, Tessa forced herself out of bed. Grabbing Cooper’s t-shirt, she pulled it on over her head and then made a beeline for the kitchen. While he was in the shower, at least she could make coffee.
