Chasing Fire
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“What do you take me for?”
“Then we run because Matt’s not our only problem.”
She started to agree, then stiffened. “Wait. Do you hear that?”
“You’re the one with ears like a... Yeah. Now I do.”
“He’s coming. That way,” she added, pointing. “It sounds like he’s crying.”
“I feel real bad for him. Best shot’s south, I think.”
“If we can reach the black. But if we can, so can he.”
“I sure as hell hope so. That’s where we’ll take him down. Run now; talk later.”
“Don’t hold up for me,” she began.
“Oh, bullshit.” He grabbed her hand, yanked her into a run.
She bore down. She’d be damned if he held back because she couldn’t keep pace. It didn’t matter if her lungs burned, if her legs ached, if the sweat ran into her eyes like acid.
She ran through a world gone mad with violence, stunning in its kaleidoscope lights of red and orange and molten blue. She flung herself through fetid smoke, leaping or dodging burning branches, hurdling burning spots that snapped over the ground like bear traps.
If they could get into the black, they’d fight. They’d find a way.
She risked a glance at Gull. Sweat poured down his soot-smeared face. Somewhere along the run he’d lost his helmet, and his hair was gray with ash.
But his eyes, she thought as she pushed, pushed, pushed herself on. Clear, focused, determined. Eyes that didn’t lie, she thought. Eyes she could trust.
Did trust.
They’d make it.
Something exploded behind them.
Breath snagging, she looked back to see an orange column of smoke climb toward the sky. Even as she watched, it brightened.
“Gull.”
He only nodded. He’d seen it as well.
No time to talk, to plan, even to think. The ground shook; the wind whipped. With its roaring breath, the fire blew brands, coals, burning pinecones that burst like grenades.
Blue-orange flames clawed up on their left, hissing like snakes. A snag burst in its coils, showered them with embers. The smoke thickened like cotton with the firefly swirl of sparks flooding through it.
A fountain of yellow flame spewed up in front of them, forcing them to angle away from the ferocious heat. Gull grunted when a burning branch hit his back, but didn’t break stride as they flung themselves up an incline.
Rocks avalanched under their boots, and still the hellhound fire pursued. Came the roar, that long, throaty war cry, as the blowup thundered toward them.
A fire devil swirled out of the smoke to dance.
Nowhere to run.
“Shake and bake.” Gull yanked the bandanna around Rowan’s throat over her mouth, did the same with his own.
It screamed, Rowan thought as she tore the protective case off her fire shelter, shook it out. Or Matt screamed, but a madman with a gun had become the least of their problems.
She stepped on the bottom corners of the foil, grabbed the tops to stretch it over her back. Mirroring her moves, Gull sent her a last look and shot her a grin that seared straight into her heart.
“See you later,” he said.
“See you later.”
They flopped forward, cocooned.
Working quickly, Rowan dug a hole for her face, down to the cooler air. Eyes shut, she took short, shallow breaths into the bandanna. Even one breath of the super-heated gases that blew outside her shelter would scorch her lungs, poison her.
The fire hit, a freight train of sound, a tidal wave of heat. Wind tore at the shelter, tried to lift and launch it like a sail. Sparks shimmered around her, but she kept her eyes closed.
And saw her father, frying fish over a campfire, the flames dancing in his eyes as he laughed with her. Saw herself spreading her arms under his on her first tandem jump. Saw him open his as she ran to him after he’d come back from a fire.
Saw him, his face lit now by an inner flame as he told her about Ella.
See you later, she thought as the impossible heat built.
She saw Gull, cocky grin and swagger, pouring a helmet of water over her head. Saw him tip back a beer, cool as you please, then fight off a pack of bullies as ferocious as a fire devil.
Felt him yank her into his arms. Turn to her in the dark. Fight with her in the light. Run with her. Run to her.
He’d come through fire for her.
The fear speared into her belly. She’d been afraid before, but she realized most of it was because she damn well wasn’t ready to die. Now she feared for him.
So close, she thought while the fire screamed, crashed, burst. And yet completely separate. Nothing to do for each other now but wait. Wait.
See you later.
She held on. Thought of Yangtree, of Jim. Of Matt.
Cards—God, Cards. Had Matt killed him, too?
She wanted to see him again, see all of them again. She wanted to tell her father she loved him, just one more time. To tell Ella she was glad her father had found someone to make him happy.
She wanted to joke with Trigger, rag on Cards, sit in the kitchen with Marg. To be with all of them, her family.
But more, she realized, even more, she wanted to look into Gull’s eyes again, and watch that grin flash over his face.
She wanted to tell him... everything.
Why the hell hadn’t she? Why had she been so stubborn or stupid or—face it—afraid?
If he didn’t make it through this so she could, she’d kick his ass.
Dizzy, she realized, sick. Too much heat. Can’t pass out. Won’t pass out. As she regulated her breathing again, she realized something else.
Quiet.
She heard the fire, but the distant snarl and song. The ground held steady under her body, and the jet-plane thunder had passed.
She was alive. Still alive.
She reached out, laid a hand on her shelter. Still hot to the touch, she thought. But she could wait. She could be patient.
And if she lived, he’d damn well better live, too.
“Rowan.”
Tears smarted her already stinging eyes at his voice, rough and ragged. “Still here.”
“How’s it going there?”
“Five-by-five. You?”
“The same. It’s cooling down a little.”
“Don’t get out yet, rook.”
“I know the drill. I’m calling base. Anything you want me to pass on?”
“Have L.B. tell my dad I’m A-OK. I don’t know about Cards. There was blood. They need to look for him. And for Matt.”
“Then we run because Matt’s not our only problem.”
She started to agree, then stiffened. “Wait. Do you hear that?”
“You’re the one with ears like a... Yeah. Now I do.”
“He’s coming. That way,” she added, pointing. “It sounds like he’s crying.”
“I feel real bad for him. Best shot’s south, I think.”
“If we can reach the black. But if we can, so can he.”
“I sure as hell hope so. That’s where we’ll take him down. Run now; talk later.”
“Don’t hold up for me,” she began.
“Oh, bullshit.” He grabbed her hand, yanked her into a run.
She bore down. She’d be damned if he held back because she couldn’t keep pace. It didn’t matter if her lungs burned, if her legs ached, if the sweat ran into her eyes like acid.
She ran through a world gone mad with violence, stunning in its kaleidoscope lights of red and orange and molten blue. She flung herself through fetid smoke, leaping or dodging burning branches, hurdling burning spots that snapped over the ground like bear traps.
If they could get into the black, they’d fight. They’d find a way.
She risked a glance at Gull. Sweat poured down his soot-smeared face. Somewhere along the run he’d lost his helmet, and his hair was gray with ash.
But his eyes, she thought as she pushed, pushed, pushed herself on. Clear, focused, determined. Eyes that didn’t lie, she thought. Eyes she could trust.
Did trust.
They’d make it.
Something exploded behind them.
Breath snagging, she looked back to see an orange column of smoke climb toward the sky. Even as she watched, it brightened.
“Gull.”
He only nodded. He’d seen it as well.
No time to talk, to plan, even to think. The ground shook; the wind whipped. With its roaring breath, the fire blew brands, coals, burning pinecones that burst like grenades.
Blue-orange flames clawed up on their left, hissing like snakes. A snag burst in its coils, showered them with embers. The smoke thickened like cotton with the firefly swirl of sparks flooding through it.
A fountain of yellow flame spewed up in front of them, forcing them to angle away from the ferocious heat. Gull grunted when a burning branch hit his back, but didn’t break stride as they flung themselves up an incline.
Rocks avalanched under their boots, and still the hellhound fire pursued. Came the roar, that long, throaty war cry, as the blowup thundered toward them.
A fire devil swirled out of the smoke to dance.
Nowhere to run.
“Shake and bake.” Gull yanked the bandanna around Rowan’s throat over her mouth, did the same with his own.
It screamed, Rowan thought as she tore the protective case off her fire shelter, shook it out. Or Matt screamed, but a madman with a gun had become the least of their problems.
She stepped on the bottom corners of the foil, grabbed the tops to stretch it over her back. Mirroring her moves, Gull sent her a last look and shot her a grin that seared straight into her heart.
“See you later,” he said.
“See you later.”
They flopped forward, cocooned.
Working quickly, Rowan dug a hole for her face, down to the cooler air. Eyes shut, she took short, shallow breaths into the bandanna. Even one breath of the super-heated gases that blew outside her shelter would scorch her lungs, poison her.
The fire hit, a freight train of sound, a tidal wave of heat. Wind tore at the shelter, tried to lift and launch it like a sail. Sparks shimmered around her, but she kept her eyes closed.
And saw her father, frying fish over a campfire, the flames dancing in his eyes as he laughed with her. Saw herself spreading her arms under his on her first tandem jump. Saw him open his as she ran to him after he’d come back from a fire.
Saw him, his face lit now by an inner flame as he told her about Ella.
See you later, she thought as the impossible heat built.
She saw Gull, cocky grin and swagger, pouring a helmet of water over her head. Saw him tip back a beer, cool as you please, then fight off a pack of bullies as ferocious as a fire devil.
Felt him yank her into his arms. Turn to her in the dark. Fight with her in the light. Run with her. Run to her.
He’d come through fire for her.
The fear speared into her belly. She’d been afraid before, but she realized most of it was because she damn well wasn’t ready to die. Now she feared for him.
So close, she thought while the fire screamed, crashed, burst. And yet completely separate. Nothing to do for each other now but wait. Wait.
See you later.
She held on. Thought of Yangtree, of Jim. Of Matt.
Cards—God, Cards. Had Matt killed him, too?
She wanted to see him again, see all of them again. She wanted to tell her father she loved him, just one more time. To tell Ella she was glad her father had found someone to make him happy.
She wanted to joke with Trigger, rag on Cards, sit in the kitchen with Marg. To be with all of them, her family.
But more, she realized, even more, she wanted to look into Gull’s eyes again, and watch that grin flash over his face.
She wanted to tell him... everything.
Why the hell hadn’t she? Why had she been so stubborn or stupid or—face it—afraid?
If he didn’t make it through this so she could, she’d kick his ass.
Dizzy, she realized, sick. Too much heat. Can’t pass out. Won’t pass out. As she regulated her breathing again, she realized something else.
Quiet.
She heard the fire, but the distant snarl and song. The ground held steady under her body, and the jet-plane thunder had passed.
She was alive. Still alive.
She reached out, laid a hand on her shelter. Still hot to the touch, she thought. But she could wait. She could be patient.
And if she lived, he’d damn well better live, too.
“Rowan.”
Tears smarted her already stinging eyes at his voice, rough and ragged. “Still here.”
“How’s it going there?”
“Five-by-five. You?”
“The same. It’s cooling down a little.”
“Don’t get out yet, rook.”
“I know the drill. I’m calling base. Anything you want me to pass on?”
“Have L.B. tell my dad I’m A-OK. I don’t know about Cards. There was blood. They need to look for him. And for Matt.”
