Chesapeake Blue
Page 35
"No. It's nothing, really. Just habitual family insanity."
"I'm good at that." He tipped her head back with his fingers. "An expert on family insanity."
"Not this kind." She eased back. "My parents are getting divorced."
"Oh baby." He touched her cheek. "I'm sorry."
"No, no, no." To his bafflement, she laughed and pressed the heels of her hands to her temples. "You don't get it. They whack the D word around like a Ping-Pong ball. Every couple of years I get the call. 'Dru, I have difficult news.' Or 'Dru, I'm not sure how to tell you.' Once, when I was sixteen, they actually separated for nearly two months. Being careful to time it during my summer break so my mother could flee to Europe with me for a week, then my father could drag me off with him to Bar Harbor to sail."
"Sounds more like you've been the Ping-Pong ball."
"Yes, it does. They wear me out, which is why I ran away before… before I started to despise them. And still, I wish to God they'd just go through with it. That sounds cold and selfish and horrible."
"No, it doesn't. Not when you've got tears in your eyes."
"They love me too much," she said quietly. "Or not enough. I've never been able to figure it out. I don't suppose they have either. I can't be with them, standing in as their crutch or their referee the rest of my life."
"Have you told them?"
"Tried. They don't hear." She rubbed her arms as if smoothing ruffled feathers. "And I have absolutely no business dumping my mess in your lap."
"Why not? We're practically going steady." She let out a half laugh. "You're awfully good at that."
"I'm good at so many things. Which one is this?"
"At listening, for one." She leaned forward, kissed his cheek. "I've never been particularly good at asking anyone to listen. I don't seem to have to with you. And for two"—she kissed his other cheek—"you're good at making me laugh, even when I'm annoyed."
"I'll listen some more—and make you laugh—if you kiss me again. And aim for here this time," he added, tapping a finger to his lips.
"Thanks, but that's about it. Let's put it away. There's nothing I can do about them." She eased away from him. "I assume you want me on the blanket."
"Why don't we toss this for today and go for a sail? It always clears my head."
"No, you're already set up, and it'll take my mind off things.
But thanks, really, Seth."
Satisfied that the sadness on her face had lifted, he nodded. "Okay. If you decide you want to stop after all, just say so. First, lose the shoes."
She stepped out of the canvas slides. "A barefoot picnic."
"There you go. Lie down on the blanket."
She'd assumed she'd be sitting on it, skirts spread as she read the book. But she stepped onto the blanket. "Face up or down?"
"On your back. Scoot down a little more," he suggested as he walked around her. "Let's have the right arm over your head. Bend your elbow, relax the hand."
"I feel silly. I didn't feel silly in the studio."
"Don't think about it. Bring your left knee up." She did, and when the skirt came with it, smoothed it back down over her legs.
"Oh, come on." He knelt down and had her eyes going to slits when he pulled up the hem of the skirt so it exposed her left leg to mid-thigh.
"Aren't you supposed to say something about how you're not hitting on me, but that this is all for the sake of art?"
"It is for the sake of art." The back of his fingers skimmed her thigh as he fussed with the lie of the material. "But I'm hitting on you, too." He slid the strap of her top off her shoulder, studied the result, nodded.
"Relax. Start with your toes." He rubbed a hand over her bare foot. "And work your way up." Watching her, he ran his hand up her calf, over her knee. "Turn your head toward me." She did, and glanced over the paint supplies he'd set up by his easel. "Aren't those watercolors? I thought you said you wanted oil."
"This one's for watercolors. I've got something else in mind for oils."
"So you keep saying. Just how many times do you think you can persuade me to do this?"
"As many as it takes. You're having a quiet afternoon by the water," he told her as he began sketching lightly on the paper. "A little sleepy from wine and reading."
"Am I alone?"
"For the moment. You're just daydreaming now. Go wherever you want."
"If it were warmer, I'd slide into the river."
"It's as warm as you want it to be. Close your eyes, Dru. Dream a little." She did as he asked. The music, soft, romantic, was a caress on the air.
"What do you think of when you paint?" she asked him.
"Think?" At the question his mind went completely blank. "I don't know. Ah… shape, I guess. Light, shadow. Jeez. Mood. I don't have an answer."
"You just answered the question I didn't ask. It's instinct. Your talent is instinctive. It has to be, really, as you were so clever at drawing so young."
"What did you want to do when you were a kid?" Her body was a long, slim flow to him. Shape.
"Lots of things. A ballerina, a movie star, an explorer. A missionary."
"Wow, a missionary. Really?" The sun slid through the leaves and lay softly on her skin. Light and shadow.
"It was a brief ambition, but a profound one. What I didn't think I'd be was a businesswoman. Surprise."
"But you like it."
"I love it. I love being able to take what I once assumed was a personal passion and a small talent for flowers and do something with it." Her mind began to drift, like the river that flowed beside her. "I've never been able to talk to anyone the way I seem to be able to talk to you."
"No kidding?" She looked like a faerie queen—the exotic shape of her eyes, the sexy pixie cap of dark hair. The utter female confidence of the pose. A faerie queen drowsing alone in her private glade. Mood.
"Why do you think that is?" he wondered.
"I'm good at that." He tipped her head back with his fingers. "An expert on family insanity."
"Not this kind." She eased back. "My parents are getting divorced."
"Oh baby." He touched her cheek. "I'm sorry."
"No, no, no." To his bafflement, she laughed and pressed the heels of her hands to her temples. "You don't get it. They whack the D word around like a Ping-Pong ball. Every couple of years I get the call. 'Dru, I have difficult news.' Or 'Dru, I'm not sure how to tell you.' Once, when I was sixteen, they actually separated for nearly two months. Being careful to time it during my summer break so my mother could flee to Europe with me for a week, then my father could drag me off with him to Bar Harbor to sail."
"Sounds more like you've been the Ping-Pong ball."
"Yes, it does. They wear me out, which is why I ran away before… before I started to despise them. And still, I wish to God they'd just go through with it. That sounds cold and selfish and horrible."
"No, it doesn't. Not when you've got tears in your eyes."
"They love me too much," she said quietly. "Or not enough. I've never been able to figure it out. I don't suppose they have either. I can't be with them, standing in as their crutch or their referee the rest of my life."
"Have you told them?"
"Tried. They don't hear." She rubbed her arms as if smoothing ruffled feathers. "And I have absolutely no business dumping my mess in your lap."
"Why not? We're practically going steady." She let out a half laugh. "You're awfully good at that."
"I'm good at so many things. Which one is this?"
"At listening, for one." She leaned forward, kissed his cheek. "I've never been particularly good at asking anyone to listen. I don't seem to have to with you. And for two"—she kissed his other cheek—"you're good at making me laugh, even when I'm annoyed."
"I'll listen some more—and make you laugh—if you kiss me again. And aim for here this time," he added, tapping a finger to his lips.
"Thanks, but that's about it. Let's put it away. There's nothing I can do about them." She eased away from him. "I assume you want me on the blanket."
"Why don't we toss this for today and go for a sail? It always clears my head."
"No, you're already set up, and it'll take my mind off things.
But thanks, really, Seth."
Satisfied that the sadness on her face had lifted, he nodded. "Okay. If you decide you want to stop after all, just say so. First, lose the shoes."
She stepped out of the canvas slides. "A barefoot picnic."
"There you go. Lie down on the blanket."
She'd assumed she'd be sitting on it, skirts spread as she read the book. But she stepped onto the blanket. "Face up or down?"
"On your back. Scoot down a little more," he suggested as he walked around her. "Let's have the right arm over your head. Bend your elbow, relax the hand."
"I feel silly. I didn't feel silly in the studio."
"Don't think about it. Bring your left knee up." She did, and when the skirt came with it, smoothed it back down over her legs.
"Oh, come on." He knelt down and had her eyes going to slits when he pulled up the hem of the skirt so it exposed her left leg to mid-thigh.
"Aren't you supposed to say something about how you're not hitting on me, but that this is all for the sake of art?"
"It is for the sake of art." The back of his fingers skimmed her thigh as he fussed with the lie of the material. "But I'm hitting on you, too." He slid the strap of her top off her shoulder, studied the result, nodded.
"Relax. Start with your toes." He rubbed a hand over her bare foot. "And work your way up." Watching her, he ran his hand up her calf, over her knee. "Turn your head toward me." She did, and glanced over the paint supplies he'd set up by his easel. "Aren't those watercolors? I thought you said you wanted oil."
"This one's for watercolors. I've got something else in mind for oils."
"So you keep saying. Just how many times do you think you can persuade me to do this?"
"As many as it takes. You're having a quiet afternoon by the water," he told her as he began sketching lightly on the paper. "A little sleepy from wine and reading."
"Am I alone?"
"For the moment. You're just daydreaming now. Go wherever you want."
"If it were warmer, I'd slide into the river."
"It's as warm as you want it to be. Close your eyes, Dru. Dream a little." She did as he asked. The music, soft, romantic, was a caress on the air.
"What do you think of when you paint?" she asked him.
"Think?" At the question his mind went completely blank. "I don't know. Ah… shape, I guess. Light, shadow. Jeez. Mood. I don't have an answer."
"You just answered the question I didn't ask. It's instinct. Your talent is instinctive. It has to be, really, as you were so clever at drawing so young."
"What did you want to do when you were a kid?" Her body was a long, slim flow to him. Shape.
"Lots of things. A ballerina, a movie star, an explorer. A missionary."
"Wow, a missionary. Really?" The sun slid through the leaves and lay softly on her skin. Light and shadow.
"It was a brief ambition, but a profound one. What I didn't think I'd be was a businesswoman. Surprise."
"But you like it."
"I love it. I love being able to take what I once assumed was a personal passion and a small talent for flowers and do something with it." Her mind began to drift, like the river that flowed beside her. "I've never been able to talk to anyone the way I seem to be able to talk to you."
"No kidding?" She looked like a faerie queen—the exotic shape of her eyes, the sexy pixie cap of dark hair. The utter female confidence of the pose. A faerie queen drowsing alone in her private glade. Mood.
"Why do you think that is?" he wondered.
