Drawn Together
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“Okay then. She’s okay then? I could tell how tense she was, though she was pretty good at dinner. I guess I just misjudged her, thinking she was sort of bitchy. But she protected Daisy and I owe her. You love her too, so I can admit I was wrong.”
“Oh, she can be bitchy. But people take one look and make up their minds. She’s a lot more than you see at first glance. She had a hard time, but she’s resilient. I’m ass over teakettle with that prickly woman.” He shrugged. He usually shared most everything with his brother, but he knew how difficult it had been for her to trust him and he didn’t ever want her to regret it.
“I get it. If you need to talk about it more, you know I won’t tell tales out of school.”
“Appreciate that.”
“Do you want me to do a background check on her? I mean, you’re getting serious about this woman and you don’t know much about her. It might be better to be safe than sorry. You’ve got a trust fund and a big bank account. Attractive to some women. We know she hasn’t been very constant in the past.”
Of course it was then that Erin Brown came at them from the left. She must have been walking around the porch. Her eyes were on fire and he flinched at the rage in them.
She pushed him away from the steps and Levi hurried to catch up.
“I can’t believe you!” She kept her voice down but the rage radiated off her in waves.
Jonah put his hands up. “I was going to say no.”
“You are the first person she’s let into her life this way other than me and Brody. She’s not some whore you f**k and throw away because you’re worried she’s going to steal from you. She never, ever took money from me, and I can guarantee I’ve got more than you. You ass**le.”
He took her hands. “Erin, I don’t think that about her. I swear to you. I love Raven. She’s independent and strong and the last thing I’d believe about her is that she was using me.”
Levi put himself in the line of fire. “Christ, it was all me. I’m so sorry, Erin. I didn’t mean it as an insult. I want to protect my brother. But it was my suggestion, not his. I’m protective of him and my family.”
Erin rounded on Levi and Jonah felt sorry for him. “Protective? You mean how she was of your family last night? You think I haven’t heard how your sister-in-law acted? How your mother acted? You think you’re so much better than her? She’s not constant? Fuck you. She’s in there helping my little boy change into his Halloween costume. One she made for him. He wanted to be the Doctor from Doctor Who. But the one with the scarf, Tom what’s-his-name. She knows his name and he does too because she watches the show with him. No matter where she’s been or what she’s doing she will always be back here for his birthday. Don’t you f**king talk to me about constant. That woman is my best friend and no one is more constant than she is.”
Levi lost the tension in his spine and he shook his head. “I’m sorry. I was wrong. But it’s me, not Jonah. Don’t hang him with something I did. He had nothing to do with it.”
“Erin?” Raven called out from the back porch and Erin tossed such a look of malice over her shoulder that Levi flinched.
“On my way.” She turned and walked away without another word.
“Holy shit. Do you think she’s going to tell Raven? Oh my god, I’m so sorry, Jonah. Jesus. I would never want to hurt her. I swear to you. After Charlotte . . . I’m sorry.”
Jonah felt sick, but he understood where Levi was coming from and he also knew his brother got how wrong he’d been.
“All I can do is hope she won’t say anything. If for no other reason than to spare Raven’s feelings.
“Everything okay?” Raven asked Erin when she came back from the yard.
“Yes. Fine. What’s up?” Erin’s smile was brittle at the edges.
“I’ve known you an assload of years, Erin. What’s wrong?”
Erin sighed. “Nothing. I was just thinking about stupid stuff that got me wound up. I’m fine.”
Raven looked her over carefully but let it go. “If you say so. I’m looking for the hat. Have you seen it?”
“Oh crap. I left it in the car. I’ll be right back.” She raced out the front and Raven went back to the room where the littlest ones were getting ready.
“Your momma is going to get the hat and then you’re ready to rock.”
Alexander did a little fist pump.
Martine was dressed as a pirate ballerina. She’d wanted both so Elise had just gone with it. She wore an eye patch and a tutu and it worked.
Ben’s brother Cope and his wife Ella’s daughter Maddie was a princess, complete with one of those pointed hats with the tulle on it. As Cope treated his daughter like the sun rose and set with her, it fit. Ella, who’d always been sort of sweet and shy, had come out of her shell as a mother. Raven had watched confidence take hold as she poured her love and attention into the job. It was a good thing to see.
Poppy was a ladybug. She had a headband with little antennae and a red and black bodysuit.
Rennie had two friends along; one of them, Nina, was Arvin and Maggie’s daughter. Both parents worked at the shop with Raven and Brody.
The girls had said they were too old to dress up, but since they were there and all, they’d do it for the little kids. Raven had kept a straight face and nodded, thanking them for being so cool about it.
Miles, of course, was sixteen and totally not interested in anything but his band.
“Oh, she can be bitchy. But people take one look and make up their minds. She’s a lot more than you see at first glance. She had a hard time, but she’s resilient. I’m ass over teakettle with that prickly woman.” He shrugged. He usually shared most everything with his brother, but he knew how difficult it had been for her to trust him and he didn’t ever want her to regret it.
“I get it. If you need to talk about it more, you know I won’t tell tales out of school.”
“Appreciate that.”
“Do you want me to do a background check on her? I mean, you’re getting serious about this woman and you don’t know much about her. It might be better to be safe than sorry. You’ve got a trust fund and a big bank account. Attractive to some women. We know she hasn’t been very constant in the past.”
Of course it was then that Erin Brown came at them from the left. She must have been walking around the porch. Her eyes were on fire and he flinched at the rage in them.
She pushed him away from the steps and Levi hurried to catch up.
“I can’t believe you!” She kept her voice down but the rage radiated off her in waves.
Jonah put his hands up. “I was going to say no.”
“You are the first person she’s let into her life this way other than me and Brody. She’s not some whore you f**k and throw away because you’re worried she’s going to steal from you. She never, ever took money from me, and I can guarantee I’ve got more than you. You ass**le.”
He took her hands. “Erin, I don’t think that about her. I swear to you. I love Raven. She’s independent and strong and the last thing I’d believe about her is that she was using me.”
Levi put himself in the line of fire. “Christ, it was all me. I’m so sorry, Erin. I didn’t mean it as an insult. I want to protect my brother. But it was my suggestion, not his. I’m protective of him and my family.”
Erin rounded on Levi and Jonah felt sorry for him. “Protective? You mean how she was of your family last night? You think I haven’t heard how your sister-in-law acted? How your mother acted? You think you’re so much better than her? She’s not constant? Fuck you. She’s in there helping my little boy change into his Halloween costume. One she made for him. He wanted to be the Doctor from Doctor Who. But the one with the scarf, Tom what’s-his-name. She knows his name and he does too because she watches the show with him. No matter where she’s been or what she’s doing she will always be back here for his birthday. Don’t you f**king talk to me about constant. That woman is my best friend and no one is more constant than she is.”
Levi lost the tension in his spine and he shook his head. “I’m sorry. I was wrong. But it’s me, not Jonah. Don’t hang him with something I did. He had nothing to do with it.”
“Erin?” Raven called out from the back porch and Erin tossed such a look of malice over her shoulder that Levi flinched.
“On my way.” She turned and walked away without another word.
“Holy shit. Do you think she’s going to tell Raven? Oh my god, I’m so sorry, Jonah. Jesus. I would never want to hurt her. I swear to you. After Charlotte . . . I’m sorry.”
Jonah felt sick, but he understood where Levi was coming from and he also knew his brother got how wrong he’d been.
“All I can do is hope she won’t say anything. If for no other reason than to spare Raven’s feelings.
“Everything okay?” Raven asked Erin when she came back from the yard.
“Yes. Fine. What’s up?” Erin’s smile was brittle at the edges.
“I’ve known you an assload of years, Erin. What’s wrong?”
Erin sighed. “Nothing. I was just thinking about stupid stuff that got me wound up. I’m fine.”
Raven looked her over carefully but let it go. “If you say so. I’m looking for the hat. Have you seen it?”
“Oh crap. I left it in the car. I’ll be right back.” She raced out the front and Raven went back to the room where the littlest ones were getting ready.
“Your momma is going to get the hat and then you’re ready to rock.”
Alexander did a little fist pump.
Martine was dressed as a pirate ballerina. She’d wanted both so Elise had just gone with it. She wore an eye patch and a tutu and it worked.
Ben’s brother Cope and his wife Ella’s daughter Maddie was a princess, complete with one of those pointed hats with the tulle on it. As Cope treated his daughter like the sun rose and set with her, it fit. Ella, who’d always been sort of sweet and shy, had come out of her shell as a mother. Raven had watched confidence take hold as she poured her love and attention into the job. It was a good thing to see.
Poppy was a ladybug. She had a headband with little antennae and a red and black bodysuit.
Rennie had two friends along; one of them, Nina, was Arvin and Maggie’s daughter. Both parents worked at the shop with Raven and Brody.
The girls had said they were too old to dress up, but since they were there and all, they’d do it for the little kids. Raven had kept a straight face and nodded, thanking them for being so cool about it.
Miles, of course, was sixteen and totally not interested in anything but his band.
