Ever Fire
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“Wow, it’s glamour without glamour! That’s amazing Jade. You always did have the most powerful gift of the magical arts. I never thought I’d see you as a full-fledged Witch.” She grinned, tossing the empty cup into the sink. “Now, since I feel quite alright again, where do you want to start?” She felt giddy, almost in a drunken state. “What was in that stuff? It’s good!”
Jade rolled her eyes. Shade pressed her lips tight to avoid doing the same. Only Soap let out a stifled chuckle but stopped and cleared his throat to shield it when Shade elbowed his ribs.
“I learned to make it as an apprentice to Gilarel. She was a gifted teacher of the magical arts, and a powerful Witch. She taught me well. And I paid attention.” Jade tilted her head at her sister and motioned her to sit in one of the empty chairs at the table. “Why did you come here Vange?” Jade asked. “I’m not powerless against a memory charm like I once was, so you can forget reinstating it. Why risk yourself to come here? You can’t have Shade, if that’s what it is. She is under my protection. You and I both know I can still match you. Even out of practice, I can still outwit you.” She waited, watching the blood drain from Vange’s face as the memories washed over both of them.
“I didn’t come here to fight sister. I wanted to warn you. My legions are at war right now with Prince Lotinar’s armies. If they break through, they will come here and take Shade. With or without me. Corb is in command right now. He is ruthless, and his heart is as black as pitch. He does not hesitate, and will not be swayed against killing or taking her back to Aveta. He is truly the Ice King.” She sucked in a breath and turned to Shade, eyeing the ampoule of Santiran Water around her neck.
“Aveta wants that Water Magic Shade. She wants you to wield it for her in her favor. She will stop at nothing to win this war. Even break the wards between our worlds. No human will be safe, no place will be hidden. I’ve come to warn you, that’s all.” Vange turned her attention back to her sister. “You may think I’ve forgotten the past, but I live with it every day, and keep it deep inside where not even Aveta can see. I don’t want you or any of my kin harmed.” She rubbed her eyes. Her once strong and confident mask melted away as her fatigue stood out. Dark circles stood out starkly under her slightly reddened eyes.
“We are safe here. Even from her. I will make necessary arrangements to stay here for long periods of time. Promise me this though. You will steer them away as best you can, without notice. Then I shall believe everything you say.” Jade’s face was stone cold and hard. Shade was impressed with her mother’s calmness. This new ‘mom’ was a fierce warrior, something the memory charm had hid well.
“I promise I will,” Vange answered. “I cannot hold them back forever. You do understand that right? Corb will notice my diversion eventually. I’m afraid you might have to leave and go into hiding anyways. I’m sorry about this. I should have never let it get this far. The Unseelie Queen has grown far too strong, that even I cannot overtake her now. I never meant it to get so bad.” Glistening tears welled up in her eyes, but they reluctantly did not spill down her cheeks.
Shade watched the emotion play across her aunt’s face. She wondered suddenly why Vange had joined Aveta’s ranks. She knew about Vange’s past with Jack, and the reasoning behind breaking such a happy union baffled her. Plus if Vange was half human too, why didn’t Aveta use her to wield the Santiran Water Magic?
“Vange?” Shade asked quietly.
The raven-haired Faery faced Shade, straightening a bit as she pulled her hard exterior around herself once more. “Yes, Shade?”
“Why did you join Aveta? Why did you leave Jack to go work for her? And you are a halfling too, why can’t you work the Water Magic for your Queen instead of me? I don’t get it.” Shade leaned forward, drilling her gaze into her aunt’s hardened face.
“Because I have hidden my human side for very specific reasons, namely all of you for one. And Jack? What do you mean, left Jack? How do you know about that…” Vange’s stutter gave away her surprise as she backed into her chair, wincing at the mention of her former love’s name.
“You know, Jack. He said you were engaged, and that you up and suddenly left one day to join Aveta’s army. Why would you do that? Why leave your true love?” Shade gulped, hoping she hadn’t gotten on Vange’s dark side.
Vange stared back at her horrified. Her lips contorted in a scowl. Realizing her slip, she let her face slide back into a blank canvas, but she could not hide the seething rage behind her dark eyes.
“I don’t think it is any of your business. I work for Aveta, and that is all.” She snapped at Shade as she stood up. Turning towards Jade, Vange calmed her voice but remained intensely serious. “Jade, I’ll be leaving you now. If I do not return soon, Corb will become suspicious.” She nodded her farewell and turned abruptly, leaving the room out the front door, and out of the dome.
Reaching the other side of the barrier, she collapsed down to her knees as the force of her powers returning to her took her breath away. Gasping, she turned back to the house, seeing her sister watching her from afar. Vange took in slow deep breaths as she regained her composure, returning the gaze before swiftly running away into the blackened forest of the night.
Chapter Twenty-one
SHADE WOKE AT first light. The events of the night rushed through her cloudy mind as she stretched and rubbed her face. She felt sedated, wanting to roll back into the warm, soft blankets of her bed. She sighed, feeling the anxiety of everything relentlessly tugging at her thoughts. She swung her legs over the edge of the bed and her feet tapped the cool wooden floors. The morning chill sent a shudder through her as she rubbed her arms. It was starting to get colder much faster than it usually did. Shade groaned. She hated winter more than anything. The warmer climate of summer suited her well. She wouldn’t mind the blazing heat all year long if it were up to her.
Standing, she shuffled to the bathroom next to her room in the hall, throwing some clothes into her arms on the way. After an exhilarating hot shower, she felt more awake and focused. Ready to face any problems. Exiting the bathroom, she stared down the hall towards the room where Soap was staying for now. It was Dylan’s old room, but it was their only guest room. A sting of pain seared into her chest as the thought of him tore into her. She wanted to see his gleaming grey eyes and run her fingers through his soft, thick, black, hair. She wondered where he was and what he was doing. The weeks had turned into months. Each day never getting any easier being away from him.
She sighed as she pulled her wet locks back into a pony-tale. At that moment, Soap came out of his room. His hair was ruffled just a bit, but he was still handsome as ever. Shade envied the Faery’s ability to look gorgeous, even at five-thirty in the morning.
“Hey beautiful, sleep well?” He scratched his head and ran his hands through his hair. He wore it loose while he slept, and she liked how it framed his shoulders in a satiny spill. His green eyes stared back at her, filled with adoration and love. She smiled back at him, feeling her face burn with his eyes dancing along her face.
“Yep, but I couldn’t sleep anymore. There’s just too much on my mind. Did you? Sleep good, I mean?” She cleared her throat, diverting her eyes down to the mirror on the far wall.
“Ya pretty good. You sure you’re okay?” He reached out and brushed the back of his hand down her cheek, sending a shudder through her.
“Yes, I’m fine, just not liking the cold mornings.” She rubbed her arms, shaking his disarming touch away. She liked it well enough, but it took over her concentration to the point of distraction.
Soap took it for a shiver and embraced her, letting the radiating luxury of heat fill her in the cold hallway. She almost pulled away, but let his arms melt into her a she enjoyed the warmth that pushed the cold away. Shade sighed. She felt content to be hugged tightly. Closing her eyes, she pressed her cheek against his chest, feeling the calm thump of his heart under his shirt. She felt him kiss her forehead gently as she inhaled his woodsy-pine scent. She wondered if all the Fey smelled faintly of a forest full of pine and honeysuckle plants. Dylan had the same scent with a slight smoky tinge to it. She sighed, letting Soap squeeze her one more time before pulling back out of his warm embrace. He reluctantly loosened his grip and smiled at her. Grinning back, she felt a rush of scarlet rush to her face. His gleaming eyes made her swoon every time. She shook off the giddiness and turned towards the other end of the hall, towards the living room.
She could feel Soap, his eyes on her as she left and heard his soft steps pad off towards the bathroom. Once in the living room, after plopping herself down on the couch, she finally caught her breath. Her heart was racing and her mind was euphoric from Soap’s hug. There was surely something about him that she couldn’t pinpoint that made her swoon. He either radiated some type of love magic, or she was just more attracted to him since he had been around more. She didn’t know, and still wasn’t sure what to think of it.
“Coffee?” Jade stood at the doorway to the kitchen observing her daughter with beady dark eyes. She examined Shade’s pink cheeks as a slight grin played on the edges of her lips. Shade rolled her eyes disapprovingly at her mother and then she nodded at her question. Jade set a cup of steamy coffee on the coffee table, and then sat in the lazy boy next to the couch. She sipped her own cup, slowly blowing the heat of the drink away.
“Having a good morning?” Jade inquired. Shade frowned and busied herself by sipping the hot beverage. She muttered an ‘uh-huh’ back to her mother. She hated being spotted looking all giddy from Soap’s effects on her, let alone telling her mother anything about her dating life.
“I know I can trust you with a boy in the house, but I remind you that I will not tolerate any funny business here. You know better than that already, and I expect nothing to change around here. All the rules are to be followed as usual.” Jade said softly. She kept her voice down even though she could hear the shower on as Soap bumped around the bathroom. Shade sighed while nodding in agreement, but feeling even more embarrassed from the mother-daughter talk than anything else.
The coffee warmed her insides almost as much as Soap’s embrace, but left her feeling less euphoric. She finished her cup and tossed it into the sink while looking out the kitchen window. Shade spotted Benton in the back yard chatting with Anna. Anna was enthralled with his new abilities, and was watching him light candles that she had lined up on the picnic table that they used for afternoon lunches in the summer and spring.
Shade scowled, wondering if it was their mother who told Benton he could show off his magic to their siblings. James was watching too, but sat hypnotized on the bench as the candles flickered on and off with every wave of Benton’s hand. They giggled and laughed, enjoying his little tricks in the cool morning. Shade didn’t think it was a good idea. Anna and James were young and very impressionable. Well, maybe James more than Anna. Anna was almost sixteen. James was just six.
Shade looked away, rummaging through the cupboards for breakfast. She grabbed some cereal and milk from the fridge. As she ate, she wondered what her mother had in mind for them to do since the war was definitely going to come their way. She knew that they would be making a trip to gather supplies like water, food, batteries, and other stuff. Faery War Survival 101 was now in session.
Yay, thought Shade, hope we live through this one.
Soap waltzed in just then and plopped down in front of her. A big toothy smile met her eyes. She laughed, finding it funny that he could always find a way to make her smile.
“What’s up?” Shade said, stuffing another spoonful of cereal into her mouth. She watched his face turn serious, concern bubbling beneath the emerald sea of his eyes. She stopped chewing. A slight panic welled up in her as she continued to stare at him. “Soap? What’s wrong?”
“Do you think Evangeline really cares what happens to you, or us for that matter? I don’t trust her. She gave me a real bad feeling last night. Didn’t you feel it Shade?” He shook his head as he took a deep breath. “I don’t know. I think that she might set a trap for you Shade. You must be very vigilant from now on. She could strike in any way possible.” His hands slid across the table to envelope hers. Her cereal lay mushy in her long forgotten bowl. She stared down at their hands and thought about his words.
“Yeah. I don’t think I can trust her just yet,” Shade said. “She seemed genuine enough, but who knows. I just want my family safe. Whatever her agenda may be, I want to be ready.” Rinsing her bowl in the sink, she leaned on the counter and watched Soap as he poured himself a cup of coffee.
“When we go to the store today, I think it’s a good idea for you to stay here. I can go with Jade to get the supplies.” His eyes avoided her as he fetched the milk and sugar to stir into his drink.
“What? But I’m supposed to go with her today. Who decided this?”
“I did.” Jade walked in and stood before her. Her face serious but her eyes betraying her exhaustion. “I agree with Soap, you need to stay here where it is safe. We’ll get everything. You can watch your brothers and sister while we’re gone.”
“But..,” Shade stammered.
“No buts. I mean it Shade. You stay put.” Jade nodded towards Soap, who chugged down the last of his coffee and followed her out of the kitchen. He glanced back, winking at Shade before disappearing around the corner.
Shade’s fury filled her inside as she bit her lip. Darn! This is so unfair! She stomped her foot but sighed, realizing how futile it all was. She knew they were right; she just couldn’t stand being cooped up in the house anymore. Not after running around in Faerie and trekking across its vast lands. Staying indoors seemed to make her more restless than ever before. She headed out the back door to see what Benton was teaching her siblings. She might as well make sure he wasn’t corrupting the younger ones.
Jade rolled her eyes. Shade pressed her lips tight to avoid doing the same. Only Soap let out a stifled chuckle but stopped and cleared his throat to shield it when Shade elbowed his ribs.
“I learned to make it as an apprentice to Gilarel. She was a gifted teacher of the magical arts, and a powerful Witch. She taught me well. And I paid attention.” Jade tilted her head at her sister and motioned her to sit in one of the empty chairs at the table. “Why did you come here Vange?” Jade asked. “I’m not powerless against a memory charm like I once was, so you can forget reinstating it. Why risk yourself to come here? You can’t have Shade, if that’s what it is. She is under my protection. You and I both know I can still match you. Even out of practice, I can still outwit you.” She waited, watching the blood drain from Vange’s face as the memories washed over both of them.
“I didn’t come here to fight sister. I wanted to warn you. My legions are at war right now with Prince Lotinar’s armies. If they break through, they will come here and take Shade. With or without me. Corb is in command right now. He is ruthless, and his heart is as black as pitch. He does not hesitate, and will not be swayed against killing or taking her back to Aveta. He is truly the Ice King.” She sucked in a breath and turned to Shade, eyeing the ampoule of Santiran Water around her neck.
“Aveta wants that Water Magic Shade. She wants you to wield it for her in her favor. She will stop at nothing to win this war. Even break the wards between our worlds. No human will be safe, no place will be hidden. I’ve come to warn you, that’s all.” Vange turned her attention back to her sister. “You may think I’ve forgotten the past, but I live with it every day, and keep it deep inside where not even Aveta can see. I don’t want you or any of my kin harmed.” She rubbed her eyes. Her once strong and confident mask melted away as her fatigue stood out. Dark circles stood out starkly under her slightly reddened eyes.
“We are safe here. Even from her. I will make necessary arrangements to stay here for long periods of time. Promise me this though. You will steer them away as best you can, without notice. Then I shall believe everything you say.” Jade’s face was stone cold and hard. Shade was impressed with her mother’s calmness. This new ‘mom’ was a fierce warrior, something the memory charm had hid well.
“I promise I will,” Vange answered. “I cannot hold them back forever. You do understand that right? Corb will notice my diversion eventually. I’m afraid you might have to leave and go into hiding anyways. I’m sorry about this. I should have never let it get this far. The Unseelie Queen has grown far too strong, that even I cannot overtake her now. I never meant it to get so bad.” Glistening tears welled up in her eyes, but they reluctantly did not spill down her cheeks.
Shade watched the emotion play across her aunt’s face. She wondered suddenly why Vange had joined Aveta’s ranks. She knew about Vange’s past with Jack, and the reasoning behind breaking such a happy union baffled her. Plus if Vange was half human too, why didn’t Aveta use her to wield the Santiran Water Magic?
“Vange?” Shade asked quietly.
The raven-haired Faery faced Shade, straightening a bit as she pulled her hard exterior around herself once more. “Yes, Shade?”
“Why did you join Aveta? Why did you leave Jack to go work for her? And you are a halfling too, why can’t you work the Water Magic for your Queen instead of me? I don’t get it.” Shade leaned forward, drilling her gaze into her aunt’s hardened face.
“Because I have hidden my human side for very specific reasons, namely all of you for one. And Jack? What do you mean, left Jack? How do you know about that…” Vange’s stutter gave away her surprise as she backed into her chair, wincing at the mention of her former love’s name.
“You know, Jack. He said you were engaged, and that you up and suddenly left one day to join Aveta’s army. Why would you do that? Why leave your true love?” Shade gulped, hoping she hadn’t gotten on Vange’s dark side.
Vange stared back at her horrified. Her lips contorted in a scowl. Realizing her slip, she let her face slide back into a blank canvas, but she could not hide the seething rage behind her dark eyes.
“I don’t think it is any of your business. I work for Aveta, and that is all.” She snapped at Shade as she stood up. Turning towards Jade, Vange calmed her voice but remained intensely serious. “Jade, I’ll be leaving you now. If I do not return soon, Corb will become suspicious.” She nodded her farewell and turned abruptly, leaving the room out the front door, and out of the dome.
Reaching the other side of the barrier, she collapsed down to her knees as the force of her powers returning to her took her breath away. Gasping, she turned back to the house, seeing her sister watching her from afar. Vange took in slow deep breaths as she regained her composure, returning the gaze before swiftly running away into the blackened forest of the night.
Chapter Twenty-one
SHADE WOKE AT first light. The events of the night rushed through her cloudy mind as she stretched and rubbed her face. She felt sedated, wanting to roll back into the warm, soft blankets of her bed. She sighed, feeling the anxiety of everything relentlessly tugging at her thoughts. She swung her legs over the edge of the bed and her feet tapped the cool wooden floors. The morning chill sent a shudder through her as she rubbed her arms. It was starting to get colder much faster than it usually did. Shade groaned. She hated winter more than anything. The warmer climate of summer suited her well. She wouldn’t mind the blazing heat all year long if it were up to her.
Standing, she shuffled to the bathroom next to her room in the hall, throwing some clothes into her arms on the way. After an exhilarating hot shower, she felt more awake and focused. Ready to face any problems. Exiting the bathroom, she stared down the hall towards the room where Soap was staying for now. It was Dylan’s old room, but it was their only guest room. A sting of pain seared into her chest as the thought of him tore into her. She wanted to see his gleaming grey eyes and run her fingers through his soft, thick, black, hair. She wondered where he was and what he was doing. The weeks had turned into months. Each day never getting any easier being away from him.
She sighed as she pulled her wet locks back into a pony-tale. At that moment, Soap came out of his room. His hair was ruffled just a bit, but he was still handsome as ever. Shade envied the Faery’s ability to look gorgeous, even at five-thirty in the morning.
“Hey beautiful, sleep well?” He scratched his head and ran his hands through his hair. He wore it loose while he slept, and she liked how it framed his shoulders in a satiny spill. His green eyes stared back at her, filled with adoration and love. She smiled back at him, feeling her face burn with his eyes dancing along her face.
“Yep, but I couldn’t sleep anymore. There’s just too much on my mind. Did you? Sleep good, I mean?” She cleared her throat, diverting her eyes down to the mirror on the far wall.
“Ya pretty good. You sure you’re okay?” He reached out and brushed the back of his hand down her cheek, sending a shudder through her.
“Yes, I’m fine, just not liking the cold mornings.” She rubbed her arms, shaking his disarming touch away. She liked it well enough, but it took over her concentration to the point of distraction.
Soap took it for a shiver and embraced her, letting the radiating luxury of heat fill her in the cold hallway. She almost pulled away, but let his arms melt into her a she enjoyed the warmth that pushed the cold away. Shade sighed. She felt content to be hugged tightly. Closing her eyes, she pressed her cheek against his chest, feeling the calm thump of his heart under his shirt. She felt him kiss her forehead gently as she inhaled his woodsy-pine scent. She wondered if all the Fey smelled faintly of a forest full of pine and honeysuckle plants. Dylan had the same scent with a slight smoky tinge to it. She sighed, letting Soap squeeze her one more time before pulling back out of his warm embrace. He reluctantly loosened his grip and smiled at her. Grinning back, she felt a rush of scarlet rush to her face. His gleaming eyes made her swoon every time. She shook off the giddiness and turned towards the other end of the hall, towards the living room.
She could feel Soap, his eyes on her as she left and heard his soft steps pad off towards the bathroom. Once in the living room, after plopping herself down on the couch, she finally caught her breath. Her heart was racing and her mind was euphoric from Soap’s hug. There was surely something about him that she couldn’t pinpoint that made her swoon. He either radiated some type of love magic, or she was just more attracted to him since he had been around more. She didn’t know, and still wasn’t sure what to think of it.
“Coffee?” Jade stood at the doorway to the kitchen observing her daughter with beady dark eyes. She examined Shade’s pink cheeks as a slight grin played on the edges of her lips. Shade rolled her eyes disapprovingly at her mother and then she nodded at her question. Jade set a cup of steamy coffee on the coffee table, and then sat in the lazy boy next to the couch. She sipped her own cup, slowly blowing the heat of the drink away.
“Having a good morning?” Jade inquired. Shade frowned and busied herself by sipping the hot beverage. She muttered an ‘uh-huh’ back to her mother. She hated being spotted looking all giddy from Soap’s effects on her, let alone telling her mother anything about her dating life.
“I know I can trust you with a boy in the house, but I remind you that I will not tolerate any funny business here. You know better than that already, and I expect nothing to change around here. All the rules are to be followed as usual.” Jade said softly. She kept her voice down even though she could hear the shower on as Soap bumped around the bathroom. Shade sighed while nodding in agreement, but feeling even more embarrassed from the mother-daughter talk than anything else.
The coffee warmed her insides almost as much as Soap’s embrace, but left her feeling less euphoric. She finished her cup and tossed it into the sink while looking out the kitchen window. Shade spotted Benton in the back yard chatting with Anna. Anna was enthralled with his new abilities, and was watching him light candles that she had lined up on the picnic table that they used for afternoon lunches in the summer and spring.
Shade scowled, wondering if it was their mother who told Benton he could show off his magic to their siblings. James was watching too, but sat hypnotized on the bench as the candles flickered on and off with every wave of Benton’s hand. They giggled and laughed, enjoying his little tricks in the cool morning. Shade didn’t think it was a good idea. Anna and James were young and very impressionable. Well, maybe James more than Anna. Anna was almost sixteen. James was just six.
Shade looked away, rummaging through the cupboards for breakfast. She grabbed some cereal and milk from the fridge. As she ate, she wondered what her mother had in mind for them to do since the war was definitely going to come their way. She knew that they would be making a trip to gather supplies like water, food, batteries, and other stuff. Faery War Survival 101 was now in session.
Yay, thought Shade, hope we live through this one.
Soap waltzed in just then and plopped down in front of her. A big toothy smile met her eyes. She laughed, finding it funny that he could always find a way to make her smile.
“What’s up?” Shade said, stuffing another spoonful of cereal into her mouth. She watched his face turn serious, concern bubbling beneath the emerald sea of his eyes. She stopped chewing. A slight panic welled up in her as she continued to stare at him. “Soap? What’s wrong?”
“Do you think Evangeline really cares what happens to you, or us for that matter? I don’t trust her. She gave me a real bad feeling last night. Didn’t you feel it Shade?” He shook his head as he took a deep breath. “I don’t know. I think that she might set a trap for you Shade. You must be very vigilant from now on. She could strike in any way possible.” His hands slid across the table to envelope hers. Her cereal lay mushy in her long forgotten bowl. She stared down at their hands and thought about his words.
“Yeah. I don’t think I can trust her just yet,” Shade said. “She seemed genuine enough, but who knows. I just want my family safe. Whatever her agenda may be, I want to be ready.” Rinsing her bowl in the sink, she leaned on the counter and watched Soap as he poured himself a cup of coffee.
“When we go to the store today, I think it’s a good idea for you to stay here. I can go with Jade to get the supplies.” His eyes avoided her as he fetched the milk and sugar to stir into his drink.
“What? But I’m supposed to go with her today. Who decided this?”
“I did.” Jade walked in and stood before her. Her face serious but her eyes betraying her exhaustion. “I agree with Soap, you need to stay here where it is safe. We’ll get everything. You can watch your brothers and sister while we’re gone.”
“But..,” Shade stammered.
“No buts. I mean it Shade. You stay put.” Jade nodded towards Soap, who chugged down the last of his coffee and followed her out of the kitchen. He glanced back, winking at Shade before disappearing around the corner.
Shade’s fury filled her inside as she bit her lip. Darn! This is so unfair! She stomped her foot but sighed, realizing how futile it all was. She knew they were right; she just couldn’t stand being cooped up in the house anymore. Not after running around in Faerie and trekking across its vast lands. Staying indoors seemed to make her more restless than ever before. She headed out the back door to see what Benton was teaching her siblings. She might as well make sure he wasn’t corrupting the younger ones.
