Fate and Fury
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A collective gasp from the females and low snarls from the males filled the stagnant air. To a human, it would seem unimportant and possibly even silly, but to a Canis lupus, touch was vital. Touch between mates was as life giving as the air that filled their lungs. The need to touch and be touched, whether for comfort, encouragement, or desire, was at the core of the wolfs heart.
Vasile took a step towards her, but Alina held up her hand to halt him and took a step back.
I am yours, Vasile, as Rachel has told her mate. I am the other half of your soul and when you are ready to give me the respect I deserve as such, I will give you back your rights to me. I never want you to have to deal with your darkness on your own. I want to help you get through the horror you experienced, but I will not beg. Not even for you. Alina turned and walked across the path, far from her mate. Vasile stared as he tried to see through the red haze that had begun to blur his vision. She was denying him. HIM! He stood utterly dumbfounded and unable to move because of it.
Peri watched in part horror and part awe as the Alpha female put her foot down. She was doing the right thing. The males were too far gone, they hadnt made it in time, and if they continued on this path, their wolves would take over. Words would no longer penetrate the darkness to the mans mind; the only thing that might work would be to take action that the wolf would understand. Though Peri wasnt a wolf, she had learned something about them as she had been around them for more centuries than she could count. She had come to realize that the man was protective, possessive, and utterly devoted to his true mate, and the wolf was even more so. What Alina was doing would result in one of two things, the males pulling their heads out of their asses and allowing their females to be what they were meant to be or the darkness would consume them and they would all die. That would suck, she thought. She stood a little straighter as she watched what was unfolding before her and her mouth dropped open. She began to gather her power knowing that it was a big possibility that she was going to have to use it.
Sally was the first to move after the shock of Alinas words had frozen them all. She looked at Costin and searched for any indication that he would deny Rachel or Alinas words. She saw and felt his shame at hurting her, but she also felt his resolve that it was the only way to protect her. That was enough for her to make her decision, though it nearly made her knees buckle as she turned and walked away from him. Her heart threatened to beat through her chest as it pounded inside her. Despite the cold air, her hands were sweating and she felt sweat trickle down her back. She swallowed against the pain of her choice, but knew deep inside of her that it was the only option. The thought of not touching Costin, of not feeling his touch, took her breath away and as she reached Alinas side the Alpha wrapped an arm around her to help steel her composure.
Sally, Costin growled. Come back.
She could hearthe anger and pain in his words and she nearly ran back to him. She didnt want him to hurt but she wanted her mate back more than she worried about the temporary pain that the separation would cause.
No, she answered defiantly, not even giving him the intimacy of their bond. His eyes narrowed as he caught the subtle defiance in refusing him access to her mind. Your touch is uninvited, she told him with eyes full of unshed tears. Sally finally looked away, not down, as she would not show submission, but away because watching him shake with rage was too much.
Jen was next to move. She didnt say anything as she walked away from her mate, not until he reached out and snagged her arm.
Jen rounded on him and the fury pulsing from her gave her the strength to pull her arm away.
I would repeat everything Alina just said, she snarled, but its just too damn much. So, Ill just say the parts I do remember. You know that youre hurting me, and frankly, that makes me want to stab you with a spoon, and still you just continue on your path to self-destruction, uncaring of how its affecting me. You know that I am what you need to get through all this crap and yet, you deny me that privilege, and you deny me of my right to meet YOUR NEEDS! As a self-declared nympho this is the most painful thing to willingly endure, she took a deep breath and let it out just as Decebel whispered, Dont. She ignored him. Your touch is...
Dont do this, Jennifer, Decebel interrupted and though his words were controlled and quiet, it was scarier than if he had been screaming like a crazed maniac.
Jen let out a low growl as she started again. Your touch...
Again, he interrupted, louder this time. DO. NOT.
Jen threw her arms up in the air in exasperation. Bloody hell, would you shut up! I am not doing this Dec, you are. This is all you babe, so suck it up and deal. Jen knew there must be some formal reason that Alina had been so formal with her words, and so she squared her shoulders and looked into his narrowed, glowing eyes- and spoke quickly. Yourtouchisuninvited. The words ran together as she tried to get them out before he could cut her off again. Decebel took a step back as if he had been slapped. Jens eyes widened slightly at the action and slowly walked backwards keeping her eyes on his shocked face.
Decebels face suddenly was wiped clean of emotion, his stone mask in place. His jaw tensed as he spoke. I warned you from the beginning Jennifer. You are mine. I will not let you go. I will not allow even you to keep yourself from me. His eyes narrowed, dangerously. I consider your actions a direct challenge to me. I will only say this one more time. Dont do this. When she didnt move, or speak, Decebel shook his head in resignation. So be it, he growled, softly.
Vasile took a step towards her, but Alina held up her hand to halt him and took a step back.
I am yours, Vasile, as Rachel has told her mate. I am the other half of your soul and when you are ready to give me the respect I deserve as such, I will give you back your rights to me. I never want you to have to deal with your darkness on your own. I want to help you get through the horror you experienced, but I will not beg. Not even for you. Alina turned and walked across the path, far from her mate. Vasile stared as he tried to see through the red haze that had begun to blur his vision. She was denying him. HIM! He stood utterly dumbfounded and unable to move because of it.
Peri watched in part horror and part awe as the Alpha female put her foot down. She was doing the right thing. The males were too far gone, they hadnt made it in time, and if they continued on this path, their wolves would take over. Words would no longer penetrate the darkness to the mans mind; the only thing that might work would be to take action that the wolf would understand. Though Peri wasnt a wolf, she had learned something about them as she had been around them for more centuries than she could count. She had come to realize that the man was protective, possessive, and utterly devoted to his true mate, and the wolf was even more so. What Alina was doing would result in one of two things, the males pulling their heads out of their asses and allowing their females to be what they were meant to be or the darkness would consume them and they would all die. That would suck, she thought. She stood a little straighter as she watched what was unfolding before her and her mouth dropped open. She began to gather her power knowing that it was a big possibility that she was going to have to use it.
Sally was the first to move after the shock of Alinas words had frozen them all. She looked at Costin and searched for any indication that he would deny Rachel or Alinas words. She saw and felt his shame at hurting her, but she also felt his resolve that it was the only way to protect her. That was enough for her to make her decision, though it nearly made her knees buckle as she turned and walked away from him. Her heart threatened to beat through her chest as it pounded inside her. Despite the cold air, her hands were sweating and she felt sweat trickle down her back. She swallowed against the pain of her choice, but knew deep inside of her that it was the only option. The thought of not touching Costin, of not feeling his touch, took her breath away and as she reached Alinas side the Alpha wrapped an arm around her to help steel her composure.
Sally, Costin growled. Come back.
She could hearthe anger and pain in his words and she nearly ran back to him. She didnt want him to hurt but she wanted her mate back more than she worried about the temporary pain that the separation would cause.
No, she answered defiantly, not even giving him the intimacy of their bond. His eyes narrowed as he caught the subtle defiance in refusing him access to her mind. Your touch is uninvited, she told him with eyes full of unshed tears. Sally finally looked away, not down, as she would not show submission, but away because watching him shake with rage was too much.
Jen was next to move. She didnt say anything as she walked away from her mate, not until he reached out and snagged her arm.
Jen rounded on him and the fury pulsing from her gave her the strength to pull her arm away.
I would repeat everything Alina just said, she snarled, but its just too damn much. So, Ill just say the parts I do remember. You know that youre hurting me, and frankly, that makes me want to stab you with a spoon, and still you just continue on your path to self-destruction, uncaring of how its affecting me. You know that I am what you need to get through all this crap and yet, you deny me that privilege, and you deny me of my right to meet YOUR NEEDS! As a self-declared nympho this is the most painful thing to willingly endure, she took a deep breath and let it out just as Decebel whispered, Dont. She ignored him. Your touch is...
Dont do this, Jennifer, Decebel interrupted and though his words were controlled and quiet, it was scarier than if he had been screaming like a crazed maniac.
Jen let out a low growl as she started again. Your touch...
Again, he interrupted, louder this time. DO. NOT.
Jen threw her arms up in the air in exasperation. Bloody hell, would you shut up! I am not doing this Dec, you are. This is all you babe, so suck it up and deal. Jen knew there must be some formal reason that Alina had been so formal with her words, and so she squared her shoulders and looked into his narrowed, glowing eyes- and spoke quickly. Yourtouchisuninvited. The words ran together as she tried to get them out before he could cut her off again. Decebel took a step back as if he had been slapped. Jens eyes widened slightly at the action and slowly walked backwards keeping her eyes on his shocked face.
Decebels face suddenly was wiped clean of emotion, his stone mask in place. His jaw tensed as he spoke. I warned you from the beginning Jennifer. You are mine. I will not let you go. I will not allow even you to keep yourself from me. His eyes narrowed, dangerously. I consider your actions a direct challenge to me. I will only say this one more time. Dont do this. When she didnt move, or speak, Decebel shook his head in resignation. So be it, he growled, softly.
