Fear Us
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“Is that any of your business?”
“Someone had to make her their business since you haven’t been concerned for the last four years.”
“What the fuck do you want from me? An apology letter?”
“I want you to man the fuck up and realize we aren’t kids anymore. My sister doesn’t deserve to bear the brunt of your grudge, and if you even think of hurting her again, I will kill you, motherfucker.”
“Well, then I suggest you kill me now because whether I leave or stay, she will get hurt. It was a mistake bringing me back here, so if you want to blame someone blame the person who started all of this.”
“You’re not making it any better. Why can’t you see that?”
I laughed despite the seriousness of our conversation. “Because I don’t want to make it better. I have no intentions of doing so. I came to collect. So, as I said before—kill me or stay out of my way.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Fifteen years ago
KEENAN
MY DAD HAD just come home with a strange boy who was around my age. At first, I was excited about having someone to play with, but as soon as my dad left us alone, the boy he called Keiran disappeared.
I searched all over the house until the only place left was the basement where I wasn’t allowed to go. My mom had said it was dangerous, but she hadn’t been home for a while, and I doubt my dad would notice. He never noticed me.
Slowly, I ventured down the dark stairs. When I made it all the way down, I realized the basement was cold and creepy.
I looked left and right but couldn’t see anything for the lack of light. Since I’d never been allowed to come down here, I didn’t know where the light switch was.
“Why are you following me?”
The voice seemed ghostly filtering through the dark. How did he know I was here?
“Where are you?” Slowly, I ventured deeper into the dark in the direction his voice came from.
“What do you want?”
“Don’t be afraid,” I said softly. To be honest, he made me afraid.
His laugh was unusual and not at all friendly. It was scary like he was, and I got the feeling that being down here alone with him was dangerous.
When he finally finished laughing, he said, “You shouldn’t be here.”
“Neither should you,” I countered. “We aren’t allowed down here.”
“Says who?”
“My dad. We’ll get in trouble.”
“Will he kill me?”
“What? No! Why do you think that?”
“Because I’ll kill him if he tries to hurt me.”
“He won’t. Please don’t kill him.” I wanted to run away, but I stayed because I wanted to know more. The sound of his voice became louder as I got closer.
“Why do you care?”
“Because he’s my dad. Don’t you have a dad?” I frowned because he acted weird. Kids weren’t supposed to talk about killing.
“Yes, but he isn’t nice. Is your dad nice?”
“He can be, but he’s busy a lot, so I don’t ever really see him. I never have anyone to talk to or play with either, so I was wondering…”
“I don’t know how to play.”
“But you’re a kid. Kids always know how to play.”
“I’m not a kid. I’m a slave.”
“What’s a slave?” I felt foolish talking to the dark, but it was better than not having anyone to talk to at all.
“I don’t really know, but I always have to do what I’m told or they’ll kill me.”
“Who?”
“The trainers.”
“They sound like bad people.”
“They are.”
“Are you bad?”
“Yes. You should stay away from me.”
“Maybe all you need is a friend.”
Suddenly, he was right in front of me. The frown on his face was scary, and before I could run away, he pushed me down.
“Don’t you get it? I’m bad. Bad people don’t play.”
* * * * *
Dash and I drove separate cars to the local jail. John and Mr. Chambers were already there waiting. Shortly after arriving, Keiran walked through the doors and practically ran down the steps. After so many times being locked away, I had become familiar with what happens next. Keiran would be in more of a pissy mood than normal after being locked away like an animal.
“Come here,” he said to Lake as soon as his foot touched the pavement. He completely ignored the rest of us and marched over to where she stood. Even after four years of being together, his obsession with her was as strong as when he hated her. Maybe even stronger.
“Someone had to make her their business since you haven’t been concerned for the last four years.”
“What the fuck do you want from me? An apology letter?”
“I want you to man the fuck up and realize we aren’t kids anymore. My sister doesn’t deserve to bear the brunt of your grudge, and if you even think of hurting her again, I will kill you, motherfucker.”
“Well, then I suggest you kill me now because whether I leave or stay, she will get hurt. It was a mistake bringing me back here, so if you want to blame someone blame the person who started all of this.”
“You’re not making it any better. Why can’t you see that?”
I laughed despite the seriousness of our conversation. “Because I don’t want to make it better. I have no intentions of doing so. I came to collect. So, as I said before—kill me or stay out of my way.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Fifteen years ago
KEENAN
MY DAD HAD just come home with a strange boy who was around my age. At first, I was excited about having someone to play with, but as soon as my dad left us alone, the boy he called Keiran disappeared.
I searched all over the house until the only place left was the basement where I wasn’t allowed to go. My mom had said it was dangerous, but she hadn’t been home for a while, and I doubt my dad would notice. He never noticed me.
Slowly, I ventured down the dark stairs. When I made it all the way down, I realized the basement was cold and creepy.
I looked left and right but couldn’t see anything for the lack of light. Since I’d never been allowed to come down here, I didn’t know where the light switch was.
“Why are you following me?”
The voice seemed ghostly filtering through the dark. How did he know I was here?
“Where are you?” Slowly, I ventured deeper into the dark in the direction his voice came from.
“What do you want?”
“Don’t be afraid,” I said softly. To be honest, he made me afraid.
His laugh was unusual and not at all friendly. It was scary like he was, and I got the feeling that being down here alone with him was dangerous.
When he finally finished laughing, he said, “You shouldn’t be here.”
“Neither should you,” I countered. “We aren’t allowed down here.”
“Says who?”
“My dad. We’ll get in trouble.”
“Will he kill me?”
“What? No! Why do you think that?”
“Because I’ll kill him if he tries to hurt me.”
“He won’t. Please don’t kill him.” I wanted to run away, but I stayed because I wanted to know more. The sound of his voice became louder as I got closer.
“Why do you care?”
“Because he’s my dad. Don’t you have a dad?” I frowned because he acted weird. Kids weren’t supposed to talk about killing.
“Yes, but he isn’t nice. Is your dad nice?”
“He can be, but he’s busy a lot, so I don’t ever really see him. I never have anyone to talk to or play with either, so I was wondering…”
“I don’t know how to play.”
“But you’re a kid. Kids always know how to play.”
“I’m not a kid. I’m a slave.”
“What’s a slave?” I felt foolish talking to the dark, but it was better than not having anyone to talk to at all.
“I don’t really know, but I always have to do what I’m told or they’ll kill me.”
“Who?”
“The trainers.”
“They sound like bad people.”
“They are.”
“Are you bad?”
“Yes. You should stay away from me.”
“Maybe all you need is a friend.”
Suddenly, he was right in front of me. The frown on his face was scary, and before I could run away, he pushed me down.
“Don’t you get it? I’m bad. Bad people don’t play.”
* * * * *
Dash and I drove separate cars to the local jail. John and Mr. Chambers were already there waiting. Shortly after arriving, Keiran walked through the doors and practically ran down the steps. After so many times being locked away, I had become familiar with what happens next. Keiran would be in more of a pissy mood than normal after being locked away like an animal.
“Come here,” he said to Lake as soon as his foot touched the pavement. He completely ignored the rest of us and marched over to where she stood. Even after four years of being together, his obsession with her was as strong as when he hated her. Maybe even stronger.
