Final Debt
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I moaned in torture as he rolled me onto my back. “You’re not going anywhere, whore. Not this time.”
The tent turned fuzzy as the drugs made everything so hot. My muscles were weak from lack of food. I wouldn’t be able to win the fight.
You can win.
I growled, aiming for his nose.
He deflected my hand as if it were nothing more than pollen.
I can’t.
I tried again, slapping his cheek, connecting with his hot flesh.
I can!
Daniel snarled, his fingers fumbling with his belt. “That’s the last time you’ll hit me.” His head came forward, cracking his forehead on mine.
The mutual pain crested through my skull, rendering me numb and lost. Swimming through it, I did my best to scramble backward, kicking him. “Leave me alone!” Somehow, I got free of his putrid embrace, crying in fleeting triumph.
“Fuck!” He grabbed my ankle.
“No!” My skin tingled, awoken by the drugs from the fire. I moaned as another flush of heat and hatred became bedfellows in my heart. Every inch of me was swollen and wet with desire. I’d never wanted sex so much but fought so hard to avoid it.
The awful contradiction stole every last dreg of energy.
He yanked me back, a morbid chuckle on his lips. “Getting tired yet?”
“Never.”
Yes, so much yes.
Tears torrented down my cheeks even though I didn’t permit myself to cry. My body bypassed synapses, defending, slipping into preservation. “I’ll kill you. You’re nothing. Nothing.”
“I’m nothing? I’ll show you fucking nothing.” Rearing upright, Daniel cocked his fist and ploughed it straight into my cheek.
Stars.
Galaxies.
Lions and tigers and bears.
I lost consciousness.
How long, I didn’t know. I floated in an ocean of affliction, vaguely aware as cold air licked around my hipbones, then arse, then thighs, then toes.
Lucidity slammed back as the rotten feel of his fingers on my pussy jerked me awake.
I came to with my jeans ripped away and my knickers wrenched to my knees.
The room spun as my cheekbone shrieked in pain. “No…”
“Yes.” Daniel grinned. “I’m going to show you punishment. I’m going to teach you a lesson you’ll never forget.”
The sound of belt buckles and zippers rapidly gathered my wits.
Fight, Nila.
Time had run out.
Daniel would rape me on the floor of a tent in the middle of their diamond empire. I was alone. If I didn’t win, Cut would take me next, and I would crave the day I paid the Final Debt as I wouldn’t be able to live with myself.
Please…
Sobs wanted to take over rather than fight. I’d burned through everything I had.
How can I win when I have nothing left?
Daniel shifted, jerking down his trousers, freeing his red-angry cock. “We’re in fucking Africa.” Daniel breathed hard, his breath reeking of liquor. “Know what happens in Africa?”
I didn’t respond. I never liked his answers. I hated his answers. Instead, I wriggled, trying to get free.
I’m done.
It was over.
It’s not over!
Memories of altered garments and sewn weapons flooded my mind. How could I forget?
My vision narrowed, searching, flying around the tent.
My jeans.
They rested an arm’s stretch away. In the leg, I’d hidden a scalpel.
The scalpel!
My heart catapulted in my chest with joy. The hidden blade would be my guardian. My saviour. Grunting, I stretched my arm out, fingers fumbling with the denim.
Daniel didn’t care about my attempt to grab discarded clothes. His fingers latched around my collar, shaking me with frustration. “You know, this would be a lot more fun if you played along. Answer me. What happens in Africa, Weaver?”
Spit welled in my mouth—partly from grey sickness and partly from vile disgust. My fingers stretched harder.
I can’t reach.
“Fuck, answer me!”
“I’ll answer you.” Turning my head, I spat in his demonic face. “Shut up! There? That make you happy, arsehole?”
His features contorted, but he didn’t move away. “That’s the last fucking straw. You pushed too far. Gonna do what I’ve wanted for months.” His breathing turned sporadic. “I’m going to break my promise.”
My heart stopped.
What?
I was torn between straining to reach my jeans and paying attention.
Get them. Before it’s too late.
“I promised Cut I’d leave you alive for him. But after that—” He chuckled coldly, his eyes darkening into golden blackness. “After that blatant disregard, I’m going to fuck you dead, you hear me? I’m going to make you scream and cry and beg and pray for motherfucking death.”
He smiled, showing perfect teeth that only childhood braces could deliver. “Get on your knees, bitch.”
Before I could respond, he hooked his fingers tighter in my collar. The thick filigree and impenetrable diamonds were the perfect lasso to jerk me up and flip me over.
No!
My jeans were no longer in reaching distance.
The moment I was on my knees, Daniel spread my legs and grabbed my hips. “Shit, yes.”
I screamed as he dug fingernails into my skin so hard he drew blood.
I gave up trying to reach for help. I gave up trying to remain human. The drugs buzzed in my blood, twisting me with horror and desire. But the desire was no longer for sex or pleasure. Oh, no. This desire was for murder. To rip out his entrails and stuff them in his bleeding mouth. To slice off his cock and present it to Cut as my trophy. This desire was my ignition.
The tent turned fuzzy as the drugs made everything so hot. My muscles were weak from lack of food. I wouldn’t be able to win the fight.
You can win.
I growled, aiming for his nose.
He deflected my hand as if it were nothing more than pollen.
I can’t.
I tried again, slapping his cheek, connecting with his hot flesh.
I can!
Daniel snarled, his fingers fumbling with his belt. “That’s the last time you’ll hit me.” His head came forward, cracking his forehead on mine.
The mutual pain crested through my skull, rendering me numb and lost. Swimming through it, I did my best to scramble backward, kicking him. “Leave me alone!” Somehow, I got free of his putrid embrace, crying in fleeting triumph.
“Fuck!” He grabbed my ankle.
“No!” My skin tingled, awoken by the drugs from the fire. I moaned as another flush of heat and hatred became bedfellows in my heart. Every inch of me was swollen and wet with desire. I’d never wanted sex so much but fought so hard to avoid it.
The awful contradiction stole every last dreg of energy.
He yanked me back, a morbid chuckle on his lips. “Getting tired yet?”
“Never.”
Yes, so much yes.
Tears torrented down my cheeks even though I didn’t permit myself to cry. My body bypassed synapses, defending, slipping into preservation. “I’ll kill you. You’re nothing. Nothing.”
“I’m nothing? I’ll show you fucking nothing.” Rearing upright, Daniel cocked his fist and ploughed it straight into my cheek.
Stars.
Galaxies.
Lions and tigers and bears.
I lost consciousness.
How long, I didn’t know. I floated in an ocean of affliction, vaguely aware as cold air licked around my hipbones, then arse, then thighs, then toes.
Lucidity slammed back as the rotten feel of his fingers on my pussy jerked me awake.
I came to with my jeans ripped away and my knickers wrenched to my knees.
The room spun as my cheekbone shrieked in pain. “No…”
“Yes.” Daniel grinned. “I’m going to show you punishment. I’m going to teach you a lesson you’ll never forget.”
The sound of belt buckles and zippers rapidly gathered my wits.
Fight, Nila.
Time had run out.
Daniel would rape me on the floor of a tent in the middle of their diamond empire. I was alone. If I didn’t win, Cut would take me next, and I would crave the day I paid the Final Debt as I wouldn’t be able to live with myself.
Please…
Sobs wanted to take over rather than fight. I’d burned through everything I had.
How can I win when I have nothing left?
Daniel shifted, jerking down his trousers, freeing his red-angry cock. “We’re in fucking Africa.” Daniel breathed hard, his breath reeking of liquor. “Know what happens in Africa?”
I didn’t respond. I never liked his answers. I hated his answers. Instead, I wriggled, trying to get free.
I’m done.
It was over.
It’s not over!
Memories of altered garments and sewn weapons flooded my mind. How could I forget?
My vision narrowed, searching, flying around the tent.
My jeans.
They rested an arm’s stretch away. In the leg, I’d hidden a scalpel.
The scalpel!
My heart catapulted in my chest with joy. The hidden blade would be my guardian. My saviour. Grunting, I stretched my arm out, fingers fumbling with the denim.
Daniel didn’t care about my attempt to grab discarded clothes. His fingers latched around my collar, shaking me with frustration. “You know, this would be a lot more fun if you played along. Answer me. What happens in Africa, Weaver?”
Spit welled in my mouth—partly from grey sickness and partly from vile disgust. My fingers stretched harder.
I can’t reach.
“Fuck, answer me!”
“I’ll answer you.” Turning my head, I spat in his demonic face. “Shut up! There? That make you happy, arsehole?”
His features contorted, but he didn’t move away. “That’s the last fucking straw. You pushed too far. Gonna do what I’ve wanted for months.” His breathing turned sporadic. “I’m going to break my promise.”
My heart stopped.
What?
I was torn between straining to reach my jeans and paying attention.
Get them. Before it’s too late.
“I promised Cut I’d leave you alive for him. But after that—” He chuckled coldly, his eyes darkening into golden blackness. “After that blatant disregard, I’m going to fuck you dead, you hear me? I’m going to make you scream and cry and beg and pray for motherfucking death.”
He smiled, showing perfect teeth that only childhood braces could deliver. “Get on your knees, bitch.”
Before I could respond, he hooked his fingers tighter in my collar. The thick filigree and impenetrable diamonds were the perfect lasso to jerk me up and flip me over.
No!
My jeans were no longer in reaching distance.
The moment I was on my knees, Daniel spread my legs and grabbed my hips. “Shit, yes.”
I screamed as he dug fingernails into my skin so hard he drew blood.
I gave up trying to reach for help. I gave up trying to remain human. The drugs buzzed in my blood, twisting me with horror and desire. But the desire was no longer for sex or pleasure. Oh, no. This desire was for murder. To rip out his entrails and stuff them in his bleeding mouth. To slice off his cock and present it to Cut as my trophy. This desire was my ignition.
