Fire Study
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A place of my own. I couldn’t claim any room, cell or dwelling as my own. It would be the first time. My excitement grew.
I trudged up three floors of the tower to my bedroom. The sparse furnishings and layer of dust made for an unwelcoming sight, although the bedding was fresh.
I opened the shutters to let in clean air and felt a presence behind me. Without turning, I demanded, “What took you so long?”
Valek pressed against my back. His arms wrapped around my stomach. “I could ask you the same thing.” He spun me to face him. “I didn’t want to share you, love. We have a lot of catching up to do.”
He leaned in and kissed me. I drank in his essence, it soothed my soul.
Eventually, I pulled away, and laid my head on his chest, content to just feel his heartbeat against my cheek.
“That’s the second time I lost you,” he said. “You would think it would be easier, but I couldn’t douse the burning pain. I felt like my heart had been pierced by a spit and was cooking over a fire.”
His arms tightened around me as if he worried I would slip from his grip. “I would beg you to promise never to disappear again, but I know you won’t.”
“I can’t. Just like you can’t promise to stop being loyal to the Commander. We both have other duties.”
He huffed with amusement. “We could retire.”
“From being a Liaison, but not a Soulfinder. There are many lost souls to guide.”
Ever the analyst, Valek drew back enough to study me. “How many? It’s been a hundred-and-twenty-five years since Sitia crisped the last Soulfinder. Hundreds?”
“I don’t know. The Soulfinders documented in the history books were really Soulstealers. Guyan could have been the only one in the last two thousand years. Bain would delight in helping me with that assignment. But I will need to travel around Sitia and Ixia to help them all. Do you want to come? It could be fun.”
“You, me and a couple thousand ghosts? Sounds crowded,” he teased. “At least you already found one soul, love.”
“Moon Man’s?”
“Mine. And I trust you not to lose it.”
“The only magic to affect the infamous Valek.” It reminded me of a question I had. While in the shadow world, I had had plenty of time to contemplate every single facet of him. “How old were you when the King’s men killed your brothers?”
I ignored his questioning look. “How old?”
“Thirteen.” An old sorrow pulled at the corners of his mouth.
“That explains it!”
“Explains what?”
“Why you’re resistant to magic. Thirteen is around the age when people can access the power source. The trauma of seeing your brothers killed probably caused you to pull so much power you formed a null shield. A shield so impenetrable you can no longer access magic.”
“After a season in the underworld, you’re now an expert in all things magical?”
Although he was quick to dismiss the notion, the shock of the revelation was evident in his wide eyes.
“I’m an expert in all things Valek.”
“Analyze this, love.” He drew me in and kissed me.
When his hands pulled at the fabric of my shirt, I stopped him. “Valek, as much as I want you to stay, I need you to do a favor for me.”
“Anything, love.”
I smiled at his loyalty. He agreed without hesitation, without knowing what I needed. “I want you to steal those glass prisons. Hide them in a safe place where no one will find them. Don’t tell me or anyone else where you put them.”
“You don’t want to know. Are you sure?”
“Yes. I can still be corrupted by magic. And if I ever ask you for their location you are not to tell me. No matter what. Promise.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good.” I felt relieved.
“It may take me a few days or weeks. Where will you be?”
I told him about staying on as the Liaison. “I plan to commandeer a certain cottage in the Featherstone lands and declare that parcel of land neutral territory.”
“Commandeer?” He smiled.
“Yes. Having safe houses for Ixian spies in Sitia is not very friendly. Spying on each other is not conducive to the type of open dialogue I want between the two nations.”
“You’ll need to rebuild the stable. Hire a lad,” Valek teased.
“Don’t worry. I already have a houseboy in mind. A loyal and handsome fellow, who will be at my beck and call.”
Valek raised an eyebrow as desire danced in his eyes. “Indeed. I’m sure the boy is most anxious to attend to his duties.”
He slid a hand under my shirt and along my skin. Warmth spread across my stomach and chest. I tried to move away, but his other arm snaked behind my back. “You need to finish one job before you begin another,” I said.
“The night has just begun.” He pulled my shirt off. “Plenty of time to take care of my lady before I run her errand.”
His lips found mine, then he nuzzled my neck. “I must.” He paused to place a line of kisses down my chest. “Help my lady.” He picked me up and laid me down. “To bed.”
Then he removed the rest of my garments and all concerns about the glass prisons disappeared as Valek’s caress took control of my senses. My entire being focused on the musky smell and smooth feel of him. My lungs filled with Valek’s breath. My heart pumped Valek’s blood. I thought his thoughts and shared his pleasure.
I trudged up three floors of the tower to my bedroom. The sparse furnishings and layer of dust made for an unwelcoming sight, although the bedding was fresh.
I opened the shutters to let in clean air and felt a presence behind me. Without turning, I demanded, “What took you so long?”
Valek pressed against my back. His arms wrapped around my stomach. “I could ask you the same thing.” He spun me to face him. “I didn’t want to share you, love. We have a lot of catching up to do.”
He leaned in and kissed me. I drank in his essence, it soothed my soul.
Eventually, I pulled away, and laid my head on his chest, content to just feel his heartbeat against my cheek.
“That’s the second time I lost you,” he said. “You would think it would be easier, but I couldn’t douse the burning pain. I felt like my heart had been pierced by a spit and was cooking over a fire.”
His arms tightened around me as if he worried I would slip from his grip. “I would beg you to promise never to disappear again, but I know you won’t.”
“I can’t. Just like you can’t promise to stop being loyal to the Commander. We both have other duties.”
He huffed with amusement. “We could retire.”
“From being a Liaison, but not a Soulfinder. There are many lost souls to guide.”
Ever the analyst, Valek drew back enough to study me. “How many? It’s been a hundred-and-twenty-five years since Sitia crisped the last Soulfinder. Hundreds?”
“I don’t know. The Soulfinders documented in the history books were really Soulstealers. Guyan could have been the only one in the last two thousand years. Bain would delight in helping me with that assignment. But I will need to travel around Sitia and Ixia to help them all. Do you want to come? It could be fun.”
“You, me and a couple thousand ghosts? Sounds crowded,” he teased. “At least you already found one soul, love.”
“Moon Man’s?”
“Mine. And I trust you not to lose it.”
“The only magic to affect the infamous Valek.” It reminded me of a question I had. While in the shadow world, I had had plenty of time to contemplate every single facet of him. “How old were you when the King’s men killed your brothers?”
I ignored his questioning look. “How old?”
“Thirteen.” An old sorrow pulled at the corners of his mouth.
“That explains it!”
“Explains what?”
“Why you’re resistant to magic. Thirteen is around the age when people can access the power source. The trauma of seeing your brothers killed probably caused you to pull so much power you formed a null shield. A shield so impenetrable you can no longer access magic.”
“After a season in the underworld, you’re now an expert in all things magical?”
Although he was quick to dismiss the notion, the shock of the revelation was evident in his wide eyes.
“I’m an expert in all things Valek.”
“Analyze this, love.” He drew me in and kissed me.
When his hands pulled at the fabric of my shirt, I stopped him. “Valek, as much as I want you to stay, I need you to do a favor for me.”
“Anything, love.”
I smiled at his loyalty. He agreed without hesitation, without knowing what I needed. “I want you to steal those glass prisons. Hide them in a safe place where no one will find them. Don’t tell me or anyone else where you put them.”
“You don’t want to know. Are you sure?”
“Yes. I can still be corrupted by magic. And if I ever ask you for their location you are not to tell me. No matter what. Promise.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good.” I felt relieved.
“It may take me a few days or weeks. Where will you be?”
I told him about staying on as the Liaison. “I plan to commandeer a certain cottage in the Featherstone lands and declare that parcel of land neutral territory.”
“Commandeer?” He smiled.
“Yes. Having safe houses for Ixian spies in Sitia is not very friendly. Spying on each other is not conducive to the type of open dialogue I want between the two nations.”
“You’ll need to rebuild the stable. Hire a lad,” Valek teased.
“Don’t worry. I already have a houseboy in mind. A loyal and handsome fellow, who will be at my beck and call.”
Valek raised an eyebrow as desire danced in his eyes. “Indeed. I’m sure the boy is most anxious to attend to his duties.”
He slid a hand under my shirt and along my skin. Warmth spread across my stomach and chest. I tried to move away, but his other arm snaked behind my back. “You need to finish one job before you begin another,” I said.
“The night has just begun.” He pulled my shirt off. “Plenty of time to take care of my lady before I run her errand.”
His lips found mine, then he nuzzled my neck. “I must.” He paused to place a line of kisses down my chest. “Help my lady.” He picked me up and laid me down. “To bed.”
Then he removed the rest of my garments and all concerns about the glass prisons disappeared as Valek’s caress took control of my senses. My entire being focused on the musky smell and smooth feel of him. My lungs filled with Valek’s breath. My heart pumped Valek’s blood. I thought his thoughts and shared his pleasure.
