Fragile Eternity
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The wall of shadows grew and enclosed the two of them in a bubble. She pushed against it; the texture was simultaneously feathery and slick.New moon. Hunger. Fear. The touch of it made her shiver.Need. Drowning under black waves of need. Teeth.
She jerked her hand away and forced herself to focus on the conversation. Why are you doing this?
Protecting the mortalyou love? Niall shook his head. I wont have Keenan break him too, and youve proven that you wont defend your friends from him. Youre good for your court, but your mortals
Yourcourt did that to Leslie.
And you couldve saved her. If youd offered her your courts protection before he took her He broke the sentence off with a growl. You failed her just as youll fail Seth.
I made mistakes, but I wouldnever hurt Seth. I love him. Aislinn felt her own temper getting less stable. Niall had trapped her, struck her king, and intimated that Seth was vulnerable because of her. Earlier shed hurt Niall by accident, lack of control, but nownow, she wanted to hurt him.Severely. Her temper was flaring, and in that moment, she saw no reason to try to control it. The air inside the shadow bubble was growing blisteringly hot. She could taste acrid desert air, sand against her lips.
Strike me, Ash. Go ahead. Give me leave to let my court loose on yours. Convince me that I should let them torture your frail Summer Girls. Invite me to permit them to draw rowan blood, he whispered in a tone meant for bedrooms and candlelight. That was the nature of the Dark Court, thoughviolence and sex, fear and lust, anger and passion. He reached out and caressed her cheek as he added, Allow me to give in to their desires.
Irial was less dangerous to us.That was Nialls weak spotIrial.Stop treating him like a friend. Dont think of him like a mortal. Her mind tangled trying to figure what move made sense here. So much shed learned about faeries was no longer useful. Shed long since surrendered the ability to live by most of the rules Grams had taught her. One rule was still helpful though:If I run, theyll chase.
She came closer, advancing on him. The last Dark King thought to tempt me. Here. In this same place
Niall laughed, looking almost joyous for a brief flash, but that pleasure was gone as quickly as it had arrived. If hed truly tried, he wouldve had you. He didnt try you, Ashyou were a momentary distraction, a quick flirt. Irials just that way.
Keenan says youre like IrialaGancanagh . He didnt explain that to me before, she admitted, not proud of her kings deceits or the results, but willing to be honest. Are you still? Are you addictive?
Why? You want a taste?
Something feral waited. She saw it under the thin veneer of civility that was still Niall. It wasnt a surface she wanted to crack. Logic warned her away, but she didnt heed it. So we really should start treating You like Irial.
NoNiall put his hand on her shoulders and pushed her until she was crushed between the wall of shadows and himyou should remember that Irial didnt really want to hurt Keenan. I do. I only need an excuse. Will you give me one, Ash?
The feel of that wall behind her body was overwhelming. Dangerous temptations whispered on her skin; things she would rather not consider came rushing to her mind.Keenan under my hands. Mine. Not just a taste, but drowning in him. It wasnt a Dark Court faery she wanted, but it was Dark Court energy that made her mind go places it really shouldnt. Dark Court temptations made her think of the faery she wanted, not the mortal she loved. Her heart felt too fast in her chest as the shadows pulled her under her fears and lust.
I want She bit down on her lip, not speaking those words, not admitting that she thought of Keenan in that instant.
I know what you want, Ash. WhatI want is to wound him. Niall looked through the shadows at Keenan. I want him to cross lines that would justify attacking him.
Justify? She tried to push away from the shadows that were cradling her.
To myself. To Donia. To Seth.
But
My court wants it. Its a big part of why they embrace me as their king. Its why Bananach flaunts herself in my chambers every moment she can. She comes to me, bloodied and hungry for whatever anger I have. Niall looked at Seth, who pushed futilely against the shadow barrier. Seth wants you. He loves you. Keep him safe from Keenanor Ill have more than reason to let loose the perversions and cruelty of my court.
She looked through the barrier. Seth was saying something, but his words were blocked by the smoky wall. His expression, however, wasnt. He was livid. Her very calm Seth was anything but peaceful.
IfSeth would forgive me, Ash, I would use you as my excuse to provoke your king. He squeezed her shoulders. You hurt Leslie by your stupidity. You hurt me.
He pushed her into the shadow wall until she thought her heart would fail. Terror surged through her, sliding into her stillest corners and prodding all her fears and doubts to fruition.Alone. Not good enough. Weak. Stupid. Destroying Seth. Wounding my court. Failing my king.
Im sorry. I never wanted Leslie to be hurt. You know that. She forced her mind to focus, calling on the warmth inside of her, the peace of summer sun that was her own strength. It wasnt enoughnot against a faery king who knew what he was doing. I know you arent really this cruel. Youre a good person.
Youre wrong. Nialls gaze darted to Gabriel and the other Hounds, who were shadowy outlines outside the cage Niall had erected around the two of them. Then, finally, he pulled her away from the wall of darkness. Ask your Summer Girls if I am a white hat. Ask Keenan when he rouses. Ask yourself if your fears of me are well founded. Youre all alone with a monster, Aislinnand your lusts, your fears, your angers are like blood-lures.
She jerked her hand away and forced herself to focus on the conversation. Why are you doing this?
Protecting the mortalyou love? Niall shook his head. I wont have Keenan break him too, and youve proven that you wont defend your friends from him. Youre good for your court, but your mortals
Yourcourt did that to Leslie.
And you couldve saved her. If youd offered her your courts protection before he took her He broke the sentence off with a growl. You failed her just as youll fail Seth.
I made mistakes, but I wouldnever hurt Seth. I love him. Aislinn felt her own temper getting less stable. Niall had trapped her, struck her king, and intimated that Seth was vulnerable because of her. Earlier shed hurt Niall by accident, lack of control, but nownow, she wanted to hurt him.Severely. Her temper was flaring, and in that moment, she saw no reason to try to control it. The air inside the shadow bubble was growing blisteringly hot. She could taste acrid desert air, sand against her lips.
Strike me, Ash. Go ahead. Give me leave to let my court loose on yours. Convince me that I should let them torture your frail Summer Girls. Invite me to permit them to draw rowan blood, he whispered in a tone meant for bedrooms and candlelight. That was the nature of the Dark Court, thoughviolence and sex, fear and lust, anger and passion. He reached out and caressed her cheek as he added, Allow me to give in to their desires.
Irial was less dangerous to us.That was Nialls weak spotIrial.Stop treating him like a friend. Dont think of him like a mortal. Her mind tangled trying to figure what move made sense here. So much shed learned about faeries was no longer useful. Shed long since surrendered the ability to live by most of the rules Grams had taught her. One rule was still helpful though:If I run, theyll chase.
She came closer, advancing on him. The last Dark King thought to tempt me. Here. In this same place
Niall laughed, looking almost joyous for a brief flash, but that pleasure was gone as quickly as it had arrived. If hed truly tried, he wouldve had you. He didnt try you, Ashyou were a momentary distraction, a quick flirt. Irials just that way.
Keenan says youre like IrialaGancanagh . He didnt explain that to me before, she admitted, not proud of her kings deceits or the results, but willing to be honest. Are you still? Are you addictive?
Why? You want a taste?
Something feral waited. She saw it under the thin veneer of civility that was still Niall. It wasnt a surface she wanted to crack. Logic warned her away, but she didnt heed it. So we really should start treating You like Irial.
NoNiall put his hand on her shoulders and pushed her until she was crushed between the wall of shadows and himyou should remember that Irial didnt really want to hurt Keenan. I do. I only need an excuse. Will you give me one, Ash?
The feel of that wall behind her body was overwhelming. Dangerous temptations whispered on her skin; things she would rather not consider came rushing to her mind.Keenan under my hands. Mine. Not just a taste, but drowning in him. It wasnt a Dark Court faery she wanted, but it was Dark Court energy that made her mind go places it really shouldnt. Dark Court temptations made her think of the faery she wanted, not the mortal she loved. Her heart felt too fast in her chest as the shadows pulled her under her fears and lust.
I want She bit down on her lip, not speaking those words, not admitting that she thought of Keenan in that instant.
I know what you want, Ash. WhatI want is to wound him. Niall looked through the shadows at Keenan. I want him to cross lines that would justify attacking him.
Justify? She tried to push away from the shadows that were cradling her.
To myself. To Donia. To Seth.
But
My court wants it. Its a big part of why they embrace me as their king. Its why Bananach flaunts herself in my chambers every moment she can. She comes to me, bloodied and hungry for whatever anger I have. Niall looked at Seth, who pushed futilely against the shadow barrier. Seth wants you. He loves you. Keep him safe from Keenanor Ill have more than reason to let loose the perversions and cruelty of my court.
She looked through the barrier. Seth was saying something, but his words were blocked by the smoky wall. His expression, however, wasnt. He was livid. Her very calm Seth was anything but peaceful.
IfSeth would forgive me, Ash, I would use you as my excuse to provoke your king. He squeezed her shoulders. You hurt Leslie by your stupidity. You hurt me.
He pushed her into the shadow wall until she thought her heart would fail. Terror surged through her, sliding into her stillest corners and prodding all her fears and doubts to fruition.Alone. Not good enough. Weak. Stupid. Destroying Seth. Wounding my court. Failing my king.
Im sorry. I never wanted Leslie to be hurt. You know that. She forced her mind to focus, calling on the warmth inside of her, the peace of summer sun that was her own strength. It wasnt enoughnot against a faery king who knew what he was doing. I know you arent really this cruel. Youre a good person.
Youre wrong. Nialls gaze darted to Gabriel and the other Hounds, who were shadowy outlines outside the cage Niall had erected around the two of them. Then, finally, he pulled her away from the wall of darkness. Ask your Summer Girls if I am a white hat. Ask Keenan when he rouses. Ask yourself if your fears of me are well founded. Youre all alone with a monster, Aislinnand your lusts, your fears, your angers are like blood-lures.
