Fragile Eternity
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Do you threaten me?
If I must. Niall shrugged. I can bring my court here. I can take him back. Being the Dark King gives me the right to rule equally in Faerie.
It would be foolish. Ishe took a small breath and the world around them shiftedwould crush you if you stood against me. You are a babe.
There are people worth fighting for.
We are partway in accord there: Seth is worth much. Fighting me is not the right answer. She gestured around them. They stood in an austere temple. Nialls obsidian mirror was flanked by ornate pillars. In the space behind her an altar heaped with carnage stood large. She didnt need to look to know it was there. Is that what youll offer Bananach? Your foolhardy compliance? You come here and behave impudently. Why do you think she brought him to me? He was a sacrifice to start her war.
Seth is not a sacrifice to startor avoid war. He is not disposable.
I know, Sorcha whispered, not in fear but because sharing truths wasnt something she did lightly. I will keep him safe, as you would realize if you were thinking clearly. Should Bananachoranyone strike him, they strike me.
Niall paused at that declaration. The anger fled from his face. AshAislinndoes not know where he is. Yet. If she learns that youve taken him, shell come here.
Her king will not tell her. Sorcha knew that Keenan, that all of the faeries who were thinking clearly, knew precisely where Seth was. It is not my responsibilityor of interestto tell her. Nor is it yours, else youd have done so.
Sorcha held out her hand.
Niall, still the gentleman, took her hand and directed it to the fold of his arm. What game are you playing, Sorcha?
The same one Ive been playing my whole life, Gancanagh.
For a few moments, Niall said nothing. Finally, he turned to face her and said, I want to see Seth. I need to hear from him that he is well.
As you will. He has been resting for the past several days. When I think him ready, you may see him, but not before. He is mine to protect.
What did you do?
What needed done, Niall. Thats what I always do, she said. Their courts might exist to oppose each other, but that didnt make them true enemies. It was about balance. Everything was. On occasion she might have even tipped the scales to assure that the Dark Court was nourished enough to stay healthynever too healthy, of course, but strong enough to serve its function. That was what Faerie required, and although she was not their monarch while they were in the mortal realm, she still was the Unchanging Queen.
Was his oath freely given?
There was such hope in his voice that she almost wished she could lie to Niall. She couldnt, though. It was. I do not tempt and misdirect, not like you.
Ive never tried to tempt you, Sorcha. Even when I thought you might be the answer I sought.
Mores the pity, she murmured as she left him to find his way to his room. He was a worthy king, one who could bring the Dark Court back to what it could be, but he wasnt a threat to her court, not today, not yet. In time he would be, but Niall wasnt truly there as the Dark King. He was there as Seths friend, which meant hed not abuse her court or her good will on this visit.
When Seth woke to find his queen standing in his room, his first reaction was gratitude: shed saved him from mortality, given him a gift beyond words. Nothing he could do would be too much to repay her. She was stretching as she stared at the garden outside the window. It looked like the move of someone who had slept uncomfortably.Which is nonsense. The High Queen had no reason to be staying near him in any uncomfortable position, but Seth still looked at the muted green chair that sat near the window.
Sorcha didnt turn to face him. Instead she pushed open the windows and reached outside to twist several blossoms off. Youve been unaware for six days, she said by way of greeting. Your body had changes to accept. This was easier for you.
He stretched. He felt almost as bad as when he woke in the hospital after the last Winter Queen had almost killed him. He was sore, weak, and surprised that hed sleptor been unconsciousfor the worst of it.
But Im not just a mortal now?
Sorcha smiled. You were never just a mortal, Seth. Youre an anomaly.
He quirked a brow, which made him increasingly aware of a screaming headache that was growing worse by the moment. I was a mortal.
Yes, but you matter in ways that you dont see.
Which are?
She walked over and handed him a washcloth from a basin beside the bed. At first, it looked like she was going to wipe his face, but she held it out. The cold will help your head.
He laid it over his eyes for a moment. It smelled minty. Will I feel miserable the entire month Im mortal?
No. Her voice was soft. But your body is trying to understand the extra energy thats coiled inside you. Your senses will be different as a faery. Your gifts will be startling. The knowledge that most faeries are born possessing is being woven into your unconscious mind. If you were just to stay here, it wouldnt feel like this. The process could go more slowly.
Woven?
With a few threads from Olivias starlight. It makes things quicker, but it stings a bit.
He lifted the edge of the cloth from over his eyes to glance at her. A bit?
She had moved back to the window and was tearing up the blossoms shed collected. And the faerys essence that you received is stronger than most. That too makes the change more challenging. Ive done what I could to ease the pain.
The tone of her voice was very different from what it had been when shed spoken to him before. Her expression was sculpture-stiff, but she was vulnerable.Fragile.
If I must. Niall shrugged. I can bring my court here. I can take him back. Being the Dark King gives me the right to rule equally in Faerie.
It would be foolish. Ishe took a small breath and the world around them shiftedwould crush you if you stood against me. You are a babe.
There are people worth fighting for.
We are partway in accord there: Seth is worth much. Fighting me is not the right answer. She gestured around them. They stood in an austere temple. Nialls obsidian mirror was flanked by ornate pillars. In the space behind her an altar heaped with carnage stood large. She didnt need to look to know it was there. Is that what youll offer Bananach? Your foolhardy compliance? You come here and behave impudently. Why do you think she brought him to me? He was a sacrifice to start her war.
Seth is not a sacrifice to startor avoid war. He is not disposable.
I know, Sorcha whispered, not in fear but because sharing truths wasnt something she did lightly. I will keep him safe, as you would realize if you were thinking clearly. Should Bananachoranyone strike him, they strike me.
Niall paused at that declaration. The anger fled from his face. AshAislinndoes not know where he is. Yet. If she learns that youve taken him, shell come here.
Her king will not tell her. Sorcha knew that Keenan, that all of the faeries who were thinking clearly, knew precisely where Seth was. It is not my responsibilityor of interestto tell her. Nor is it yours, else youd have done so.
Sorcha held out her hand.
Niall, still the gentleman, took her hand and directed it to the fold of his arm. What game are you playing, Sorcha?
The same one Ive been playing my whole life, Gancanagh.
For a few moments, Niall said nothing. Finally, he turned to face her and said, I want to see Seth. I need to hear from him that he is well.
As you will. He has been resting for the past several days. When I think him ready, you may see him, but not before. He is mine to protect.
What did you do?
What needed done, Niall. Thats what I always do, she said. Their courts might exist to oppose each other, but that didnt make them true enemies. It was about balance. Everything was. On occasion she might have even tipped the scales to assure that the Dark Court was nourished enough to stay healthynever too healthy, of course, but strong enough to serve its function. That was what Faerie required, and although she was not their monarch while they were in the mortal realm, she still was the Unchanging Queen.
Was his oath freely given?
There was such hope in his voice that she almost wished she could lie to Niall. She couldnt, though. It was. I do not tempt and misdirect, not like you.
Ive never tried to tempt you, Sorcha. Even when I thought you might be the answer I sought.
Mores the pity, she murmured as she left him to find his way to his room. He was a worthy king, one who could bring the Dark Court back to what it could be, but he wasnt a threat to her court, not today, not yet. In time he would be, but Niall wasnt truly there as the Dark King. He was there as Seths friend, which meant hed not abuse her court or her good will on this visit.
When Seth woke to find his queen standing in his room, his first reaction was gratitude: shed saved him from mortality, given him a gift beyond words. Nothing he could do would be too much to repay her. She was stretching as she stared at the garden outside the window. It looked like the move of someone who had slept uncomfortably.Which is nonsense. The High Queen had no reason to be staying near him in any uncomfortable position, but Seth still looked at the muted green chair that sat near the window.
Sorcha didnt turn to face him. Instead she pushed open the windows and reached outside to twist several blossoms off. Youve been unaware for six days, she said by way of greeting. Your body had changes to accept. This was easier for you.
He stretched. He felt almost as bad as when he woke in the hospital after the last Winter Queen had almost killed him. He was sore, weak, and surprised that hed sleptor been unconsciousfor the worst of it.
But Im not just a mortal now?
Sorcha smiled. You were never just a mortal, Seth. Youre an anomaly.
He quirked a brow, which made him increasingly aware of a screaming headache that was growing worse by the moment. I was a mortal.
Yes, but you matter in ways that you dont see.
Which are?
She walked over and handed him a washcloth from a basin beside the bed. At first, it looked like she was going to wipe his face, but she held it out. The cold will help your head.
He laid it over his eyes for a moment. It smelled minty. Will I feel miserable the entire month Im mortal?
No. Her voice was soft. But your body is trying to understand the extra energy thats coiled inside you. Your senses will be different as a faery. Your gifts will be startling. The knowledge that most faeries are born possessing is being woven into your unconscious mind. If you were just to stay here, it wouldnt feel like this. The process could go more slowly.
Woven?
With a few threads from Olivias starlight. It makes things quicker, but it stings a bit.
He lifted the edge of the cloth from over his eyes to glance at her. A bit?
She had moved back to the window and was tearing up the blossoms shed collected. And the faerys essence that you received is stronger than most. That too makes the change more challenging. Ive done what I could to ease the pain.
The tone of her voice was very different from what it had been when shed spoken to him before. Her expression was sculpture-stiff, but she was vulnerable.Fragile.
