Grey
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“Hello, Christian,” she purrs.
“Good evening, Elena. You’re looking great, as usual.” I kiss her cheek. She tosses her sleek platinum hair to one side, which she does when she’s feeling playful.
“Sit,” she says. “What would you like to drink?” Her fingers and her trademark scarlet fingernails are wrapped around a champagne flute.
“I see you’ve started on the Cristal.”
“Well, I think we’ve got something to celebrate, don’t you?”
“We do?”
“Christian. This girl. Spill the beans.”
“I’ll have a glass of the Mendocino sauvignon blanc,” I tell the hovering waiter. He nods and hurries off.
“So, not a cause for celebration?” Elena takes a sip of her champagne, eyebrows raised.
“I don’t know why you’re making such a big deal of this.”
“I’m not making a big deal. I’m curious. How old is she? What does she do?”
“She’s just graduated.”
“Oh. A little young for you?”
I arch a brow. “Really? You’re going to go there?”
Elena laughs.
“How is Isaac?” I ask with a smirk.
She laughs again. “Behaving.” Her eyes sparkle with mischief.
“How boring for you.” My voice is dry.
She smiles, resigned. “He’s a good pet. Shall we order?”
HALFWAY THROUGH THE CRAB chowder I put Elena out of her misery.
“Her name is Anastasia, she studied literature at WSU, and I met her when she came to interview me for the student newspaper. I gave the commencement address this year.”
“Is she in the lifestyle?”
“Not yet. But I’m hopeful.”
“Wow.”
“Yeah. She’s escaped to Georgia to think it through.”
“That’s a long way to go.”
“I know.” I look down at my chowder, wondering how Ana is and what she’s doing; sleeping, I hope…alone. When I raise my head Elena is studying me. Intently.
“I haven’t seen you like this,” she says.
“What do you mean?”
“You’re distracted. That’s not like you.”
“Is it that obvious?”
She nods, her eyes softening. “Obvious to me. I think she’s turned your world upside down.”
I inhale sharply but hide the fact by raising my glass to my lips.
Perceptive, Mrs. Lincoln.
“You think?” I murmur after my sip.
“I think,” she says, her eyes searching mine.
“She’s very disarming.”
“I’m sure that’s novel. And I bet you’re worrying about what she’s doing in Georgia, what she’s thinking. I know how you are.”
“Yes. I want her to make the right decision.”
“You should go and see her.”
“What?”
“Get on a plane.”
“Really?”
“If she’s undecided. Go use your considerable charm.”
My snort is derisive.
“Christian,” she scolds, “when you want something badly enough, you go after it and you always win. You know that. You’re so negative about yourself. Drives me crazy.”
I sigh. “I’m not sure.”
“The poor girl is probably bored to tears down there. Go. You’ll get your answer. If it’s no, you can move on, if it’s yes, you can enjoy being yourself with her.”
“She’s back Friday.”
“Seize the day, my dear.”
“She did say she missed me.”
“There you go.” Her eyes flash with certainty.
“I’ll think about it. More champagne?”
“Please,” she says, and gives me a girlish grin.
DRIVING BACK TO ESCALA, I contemplate Elena’s advice. I could go to see Ana. She said she’s missed me…the jet’s available.
Back home I read her latest e-mail.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Suitable Dinner Companions
Date: May 31 2011 23:58 EST
To: Christian Grey
I hope you and your friend had a very pleasant dinner.
Ana
P.S. Was it Mrs. Robinson?
Shit.
This is the perfect excuse. This is going to need an answer in person.
I buzz Taylor and tell him I’m going to need Stephan and the Gulfstream in the morning.
“Very good, Mr. Grey. Where are you going?”
“We’re going to Savannah.”
“Yes, sir.” And there’s a hint of amusement in his voice.
WEDNESDAY, JUNE 1, 2011
It’s been an interesting morning. We left Boeing Field at 11:30 PST; Stephan is flying with his first officer, Jill Beighley, and we’re due to arrive in Georgia at 19:30 EST.
Bill has managed to arrange a meeting with the Savannah Brownfield Redevelopment Authority tomorrow, and I might be meeting them for a drink this evening. So if Anastasia is otherwise occupied, or doesn’t want to see me, the journey won’t be a complete waste of time.
Yeah, yeah. Tell yourself that, Grey.
Taylor has joined me for a light lunch and is now sorting through some paperwork, and I have a whole lot of reading to do.
The only part of the equation I’ve yet to solve is arranging to see Ana. I’ll see how that goes once I arrive in Savannah; I’m hoping some inspiration will come to me on the flight.
I run my hand through my hair, and for the first time in a long while I lie back and doze as the G550 cruises at thirty thousand feet, bound for Savannah/Hilton Head International. The drone of the engines is soothing, and I’m tired. So tired.
That would be the nightmares, Grey.
I don’t know why they are worse at the moment. I close my eyes.
“This is how you will be with me. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Ma’am.”
She runs a scarlet fingernail across my chest.
I flinch and pull against the restraints as the darkness surfaces, burning my skin in the wake of her touch. But I don’t make a sound.
I don’t dare.
“If you behave, I’ll let you come. In my mouth.”
Fuck.
“But not yet. We’ve got a long way to go before then.”
Her fingernail blazes down my skin, from the top of my sternum to my navel.
“Good evening, Elena. You’re looking great, as usual.” I kiss her cheek. She tosses her sleek platinum hair to one side, which she does when she’s feeling playful.
“Sit,” she says. “What would you like to drink?” Her fingers and her trademark scarlet fingernails are wrapped around a champagne flute.
“I see you’ve started on the Cristal.”
“Well, I think we’ve got something to celebrate, don’t you?”
“We do?”
“Christian. This girl. Spill the beans.”
“I’ll have a glass of the Mendocino sauvignon blanc,” I tell the hovering waiter. He nods and hurries off.
“So, not a cause for celebration?” Elena takes a sip of her champagne, eyebrows raised.
“I don’t know why you’re making such a big deal of this.”
“I’m not making a big deal. I’m curious. How old is she? What does she do?”
“She’s just graduated.”
“Oh. A little young for you?”
I arch a brow. “Really? You’re going to go there?”
Elena laughs.
“How is Isaac?” I ask with a smirk.
She laughs again. “Behaving.” Her eyes sparkle with mischief.
“How boring for you.” My voice is dry.
She smiles, resigned. “He’s a good pet. Shall we order?”
HALFWAY THROUGH THE CRAB chowder I put Elena out of her misery.
“Her name is Anastasia, she studied literature at WSU, and I met her when she came to interview me for the student newspaper. I gave the commencement address this year.”
“Is she in the lifestyle?”
“Not yet. But I’m hopeful.”
“Wow.”
“Yeah. She’s escaped to Georgia to think it through.”
“That’s a long way to go.”
“I know.” I look down at my chowder, wondering how Ana is and what she’s doing; sleeping, I hope…alone. When I raise my head Elena is studying me. Intently.
“I haven’t seen you like this,” she says.
“What do you mean?”
“You’re distracted. That’s not like you.”
“Is it that obvious?”
She nods, her eyes softening. “Obvious to me. I think she’s turned your world upside down.”
I inhale sharply but hide the fact by raising my glass to my lips.
Perceptive, Mrs. Lincoln.
“You think?” I murmur after my sip.
“I think,” she says, her eyes searching mine.
“She’s very disarming.”
“I’m sure that’s novel. And I bet you’re worrying about what she’s doing in Georgia, what she’s thinking. I know how you are.”
“Yes. I want her to make the right decision.”
“You should go and see her.”
“What?”
“Get on a plane.”
“Really?”
“If she’s undecided. Go use your considerable charm.”
My snort is derisive.
“Christian,” she scolds, “when you want something badly enough, you go after it and you always win. You know that. You’re so negative about yourself. Drives me crazy.”
I sigh. “I’m not sure.”
“The poor girl is probably bored to tears down there. Go. You’ll get your answer. If it’s no, you can move on, if it’s yes, you can enjoy being yourself with her.”
“She’s back Friday.”
“Seize the day, my dear.”
“She did say she missed me.”
“There you go.” Her eyes flash with certainty.
“I’ll think about it. More champagne?”
“Please,” she says, and gives me a girlish grin.
DRIVING BACK TO ESCALA, I contemplate Elena’s advice. I could go to see Ana. She said she’s missed me…the jet’s available.
Back home I read her latest e-mail.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Suitable Dinner Companions
Date: May 31 2011 23:58 EST
To: Christian Grey
I hope you and your friend had a very pleasant dinner.
Ana
P.S. Was it Mrs. Robinson?
Shit.
This is the perfect excuse. This is going to need an answer in person.
I buzz Taylor and tell him I’m going to need Stephan and the Gulfstream in the morning.
“Very good, Mr. Grey. Where are you going?”
“We’re going to Savannah.”
“Yes, sir.” And there’s a hint of amusement in his voice.
WEDNESDAY, JUNE 1, 2011
It’s been an interesting morning. We left Boeing Field at 11:30 PST; Stephan is flying with his first officer, Jill Beighley, and we’re due to arrive in Georgia at 19:30 EST.
Bill has managed to arrange a meeting with the Savannah Brownfield Redevelopment Authority tomorrow, and I might be meeting them for a drink this evening. So if Anastasia is otherwise occupied, or doesn’t want to see me, the journey won’t be a complete waste of time.
Yeah, yeah. Tell yourself that, Grey.
Taylor has joined me for a light lunch and is now sorting through some paperwork, and I have a whole lot of reading to do.
The only part of the equation I’ve yet to solve is arranging to see Ana. I’ll see how that goes once I arrive in Savannah; I’m hoping some inspiration will come to me on the flight.
I run my hand through my hair, and for the first time in a long while I lie back and doze as the G550 cruises at thirty thousand feet, bound for Savannah/Hilton Head International. The drone of the engines is soothing, and I’m tired. So tired.
That would be the nightmares, Grey.
I don’t know why they are worse at the moment. I close my eyes.
“This is how you will be with me. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Ma’am.”
She runs a scarlet fingernail across my chest.
I flinch and pull against the restraints as the darkness surfaces, burning my skin in the wake of her touch. But I don’t make a sound.
I don’t dare.
“If you behave, I’ll let you come. In my mouth.”
Fuck.
“But not yet. We’ve got a long way to go before then.”
Her fingernail blazes down my skin, from the top of my sternum to my navel.
