Hard to Love You
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Lily lets out an evil laugh. “I don’t recall seeing you at any of his away games. Mason got me a room every time they were away so we could spend some time together. He’s a wild one in bed.”
She’s lying. She’s f**king lying.
“Looks like Blondie here doesn’t know, Lil. I thought Mason was going to tell her right after the wedding.” Brittany says as she twirls her blonde hair around her finger.
Lily looks over to Brittany, “He hasn’t had a chance yet.”
“So that night at the bar wasn’t your first time?” I barely get out.
“Oh no honey, we’ve been at it for months. You just caught us at the bar. Mason couldn’t help himself.” Lily explains.
Mason wouldn’t do something like this. He told me just last night that he loved me. He made love to me yesterday, twice.
“He’s been sending me flowers for the last two weeks, Lily. If he’s f**king you why is he still trying to get me back?” I ask through my teeth.
Brittany doesn’t miss a beat and answers for Lily, “He was just trying to smooth things over before the wedding. He didn’t want to cause anymore drama.”
I’m going to be sick. I leave the shopping cart in the middle of the aisle and run to the exit. I barely make it to the car before I empty my stomach on the pavement.
“Hailey?” I heave again. “Hailey, are you alright?”
I’ve gotten everything out I think. My stomach feels all twisted, I’m clammy and sweating. When I look up Cole is standing beside me, holding my hair.
“Are you ok?” Cole asks with concern.
I wipe the sweat off my forehead with the back of my hand. “I’m fine. Just not feeling well.”
I hear the evil bitch and her twin walk out of the store, laughing. Cole goes stone solid next to me when he sees Lily and Brittany. As luck would have it, I’m parked right next to Lily’s car. They walk over and Lily eyes Cole. “Hey Cole.”
What the hell is going on? Please let this be some f**ked up dream. How in the hell does she know Cole?
Cole puts his arm around my shoulder, “Come on, Hailey. Let’s get you in the store and find something for your stomach.”
We leave Lily and Brittany laughing as we walk away.
After I ensure Cole that I’m fine I drive back to MacKenzie’s house. I never question Cole about how he knows Lily because I’m not sure I can handle anything he might tell me right now.
I leave the car running when I pull into the driveway. I run in and hand Jaylinn the Orajel.
“Hailey what’s wrong?” Jaylinn asks as she takes the bag from me.
Ryder is sitting in his highchair. “I’ll be fine. Can you keep an eye on Ryder until I get back?” I tell her. “There is an emergency that came up and I have to figure out what’s going on.”
Jaylinn’s eyebrows burrow but she doesn’t question me. “Yeah, sure.”
I kiss Ryder on his head. “I’ll text you as soon as I figure out what’s going on.”
“Alright.”
I don’t look back at her as I leave. I get back in the car and text Mason.
Me 12:11p.m.: Meet me at your house. We need to talk.
I go over to Mason’s house and let myself in with the key that he gave me months ago. I go into his room and let all my anger out on it. I tear his clothes out of the closet and throw them all over the room. Tears are streaming down my face. I open his drawers in his dresser and dump everything out. How could I have been so stupid? How did I fall for his lies? I pick a signed baseball that is on his dresser and throw it at his closet door. There is a picture of him and me from this past summer, we’re lying together on the beach, I heave it at the wall. I run my arm across the top of his dresser knocking everything else that was on there off. I go over to his desk and do the same thing; papers go everywhere, his laptop crashes on the floor. I stomp on it and the screen cracks.
I storm out of Mason’s room and grab a knife from the kitchen then go into the living room. I go to work on cutting all the wires for his x-box, cable box and his TV. I knock his DVD stand over and all the DVDs fall to the floor. I pick up another picture of us both at one of his games. I have my legs wrapped around Mason and he’s kissing me. It’s one of my favorite pictures. He looks so hot in his baseball uniform. I fall onto the couch where I cry and cry and cry. Sobs rock me so hard I can’t breathe and I beg the next breath not to come. I don’t want to feel the pain, the betrayal, the heartache.
Once I’m all cried out, I sit in complete silence in the rocking chair, rocking back and forth until Mason comes home.
18
Practice drags at a snail’s pace today. Come to think of it Mondays just suck in general. I just want to go home to Hailey and finish what we started last night. When it is finally over I take a quick shower, wrap a towel around my waist and head to my locker. I pick up my phone before getting dressed to see if I missed any calls or texts. I see one from Hailey telling me to meet her at my house. Strange.
“What’s up with you?” Cooper asks as he roots through his locker for his clothes.
I tap out a quick text to Hailey.
Me 4:15 p.m.: Heading out in 15 mins. See u soon.
“I got a text from Hailey asking me to meet her at our house.” I answer him. I set my phone on the shelf and start to get dressed.
Cooper pulls a shirt over his head. “Hmm, I got one from Jay asking if everything was ok.”
I look to Cooper and give him a ‘what the f**k’ look; he shrugs.
Fifteen minutes later we manage to get out of there with no one wanting to talk about the upcoming away game on Wednesday.
Cooper calls Jaylinn when we are in the car. “Hey.” Cooper drums his fingers on his leg. “She didn’t say what the emergency was?” Cooper looks over to me. “Alright. I’ll see you soon.” Cooper ends the call. “All Jay said was that Hailey ran out to the store to grab something for Ryder and when she came back she said there was an emergency and she would text Jay as soon as she found out what was going on.”
I’m worried, what the hell could have happened? “Where’s Jay now?”
“At Kenzie’s. Drop me off there and then go home and see what’s up with Hailey.”
Whatever is happening with Hailey I know it can’t be good. This makes me shudder at the thought of the last time Hailey said there was an emergency. She never used the word emergency unless it truly was one. We set a rule years ago that if something really bad ever happened at home that she would just text emergency and I would come running.
She’s lying. She’s f**king lying.
“Looks like Blondie here doesn’t know, Lil. I thought Mason was going to tell her right after the wedding.” Brittany says as she twirls her blonde hair around her finger.
Lily looks over to Brittany, “He hasn’t had a chance yet.”
“So that night at the bar wasn’t your first time?” I barely get out.
“Oh no honey, we’ve been at it for months. You just caught us at the bar. Mason couldn’t help himself.” Lily explains.
Mason wouldn’t do something like this. He told me just last night that he loved me. He made love to me yesterday, twice.
“He’s been sending me flowers for the last two weeks, Lily. If he’s f**king you why is he still trying to get me back?” I ask through my teeth.
Brittany doesn’t miss a beat and answers for Lily, “He was just trying to smooth things over before the wedding. He didn’t want to cause anymore drama.”
I’m going to be sick. I leave the shopping cart in the middle of the aisle and run to the exit. I barely make it to the car before I empty my stomach on the pavement.
“Hailey?” I heave again. “Hailey, are you alright?”
I’ve gotten everything out I think. My stomach feels all twisted, I’m clammy and sweating. When I look up Cole is standing beside me, holding my hair.
“Are you ok?” Cole asks with concern.
I wipe the sweat off my forehead with the back of my hand. “I’m fine. Just not feeling well.”
I hear the evil bitch and her twin walk out of the store, laughing. Cole goes stone solid next to me when he sees Lily and Brittany. As luck would have it, I’m parked right next to Lily’s car. They walk over and Lily eyes Cole. “Hey Cole.”
What the hell is going on? Please let this be some f**ked up dream. How in the hell does she know Cole?
Cole puts his arm around my shoulder, “Come on, Hailey. Let’s get you in the store and find something for your stomach.”
We leave Lily and Brittany laughing as we walk away.
After I ensure Cole that I’m fine I drive back to MacKenzie’s house. I never question Cole about how he knows Lily because I’m not sure I can handle anything he might tell me right now.
I leave the car running when I pull into the driveway. I run in and hand Jaylinn the Orajel.
“Hailey what’s wrong?” Jaylinn asks as she takes the bag from me.
Ryder is sitting in his highchair. “I’ll be fine. Can you keep an eye on Ryder until I get back?” I tell her. “There is an emergency that came up and I have to figure out what’s going on.”
Jaylinn’s eyebrows burrow but she doesn’t question me. “Yeah, sure.”
I kiss Ryder on his head. “I’ll text you as soon as I figure out what’s going on.”
“Alright.”
I don’t look back at her as I leave. I get back in the car and text Mason.
Me 12:11p.m.: Meet me at your house. We need to talk.
I go over to Mason’s house and let myself in with the key that he gave me months ago. I go into his room and let all my anger out on it. I tear his clothes out of the closet and throw them all over the room. Tears are streaming down my face. I open his drawers in his dresser and dump everything out. How could I have been so stupid? How did I fall for his lies? I pick a signed baseball that is on his dresser and throw it at his closet door. There is a picture of him and me from this past summer, we’re lying together on the beach, I heave it at the wall. I run my arm across the top of his dresser knocking everything else that was on there off. I go over to his desk and do the same thing; papers go everywhere, his laptop crashes on the floor. I stomp on it and the screen cracks.
I storm out of Mason’s room and grab a knife from the kitchen then go into the living room. I go to work on cutting all the wires for his x-box, cable box and his TV. I knock his DVD stand over and all the DVDs fall to the floor. I pick up another picture of us both at one of his games. I have my legs wrapped around Mason and he’s kissing me. It’s one of my favorite pictures. He looks so hot in his baseball uniform. I fall onto the couch where I cry and cry and cry. Sobs rock me so hard I can’t breathe and I beg the next breath not to come. I don’t want to feel the pain, the betrayal, the heartache.
Once I’m all cried out, I sit in complete silence in the rocking chair, rocking back and forth until Mason comes home.
18
Practice drags at a snail’s pace today. Come to think of it Mondays just suck in general. I just want to go home to Hailey and finish what we started last night. When it is finally over I take a quick shower, wrap a towel around my waist and head to my locker. I pick up my phone before getting dressed to see if I missed any calls or texts. I see one from Hailey telling me to meet her at my house. Strange.
“What’s up with you?” Cooper asks as he roots through his locker for his clothes.
I tap out a quick text to Hailey.
Me 4:15 p.m.: Heading out in 15 mins. See u soon.
“I got a text from Hailey asking me to meet her at our house.” I answer him. I set my phone on the shelf and start to get dressed.
Cooper pulls a shirt over his head. “Hmm, I got one from Jay asking if everything was ok.”
I look to Cooper and give him a ‘what the f**k’ look; he shrugs.
Fifteen minutes later we manage to get out of there with no one wanting to talk about the upcoming away game on Wednesday.
Cooper calls Jaylinn when we are in the car. “Hey.” Cooper drums his fingers on his leg. “She didn’t say what the emergency was?” Cooper looks over to me. “Alright. I’ll see you soon.” Cooper ends the call. “All Jay said was that Hailey ran out to the store to grab something for Ryder and when she came back she said there was an emergency and she would text Jay as soon as she found out what was going on.”
I’m worried, what the hell could have happened? “Where’s Jay now?”
“At Kenzie’s. Drop me off there and then go home and see what’s up with Hailey.”
Whatever is happening with Hailey I know it can’t be good. This makes me shudder at the thought of the last time Hailey said there was an emergency. She never used the word emergency unless it truly was one. We set a rule years ago that if something really bad ever happened at home that she would just text emergency and I would come running.
