Heir to the Shadows
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"The Queen of Scelt is Morghann's grandmother?"
Khary stuffed his hands into his pockets. "Mmm."
Saetan placed his glasses carefully on the table. "Let's skip the hunt and just tree the prey. Do all these letters say the same thing?"
"What's that, High Lord?" Khary asked innocently.
"All of these letters give permission for an extended visit?"
"So I gathered."
"Define 'extended visit.'"
"Not long. Just the rest of the summer."
Saetan couldn't speak. Wasn't sure what he'd say if he could.
"Everything is being taken care of," Khary said soothingly. "Lord Beale and Lady Helene are taking care of the room assignments right now, so there's nothing for you to worry about."
"Noth—" Saetan's voice cracked.
"And it is a reasonable compromise, High Lord. You get to spend time with her and we get to spend time with her. Besides, the Hall is the only place big enough for all of us. And, as my uncle pointed out, having all of us in one place would surely drive a man to drink, and that being the case, he'd rather it be you than him."
Saetan made a weak gesture of dismissal and waited until the door was safely closed before bracing his head in his hands. "Mother Night."
Chapter seven
1 / Kaeleer
Saetan steepled his fingers and stared at Sylvia. "I beg your pardon?"
"You have to talk to Tersa," Sylvia said again.
Damn her. Why was she being so insistent?
With difficulty, he leashed his temper. It wasn't Sylvia's fault. She had no way of knowing how he and Tersa were connected.
"Would you like some wine?" he finally asked, his deep voice betraying too much of his heart.
Sylvia eyed the decanter on the corner of his desk. "If that's brandy, why don't you pour yourself a glass and hand me the decanter."
Saetan filled two brandy snifters and floated one to her.
Sylvia took a generous swallow and choked a little.
"That's not exactly the way to drink good brandy," he said dryly, but he slugged back a good portion of his own glass, despite the headache he knew it would give him. "All right. Tell me about Tersa."
Sylvia leaned forward, her arms braced on the chair, both hands cupped around the snifter. "I'm not a child, Saetan. I understand that some people slip into the Twisted Kingdom and some people are shoved—and a very brave few make a deliberate choice. And I know most Black Widows who become lost in the Twisted Kingdom aren't harmful to others. In their own way, they're extraordinarily wise."
"But?"
Sylvia pressed her lips together. "Mikal, my youngest son, spends quite a bit of time with her. He thinks she's wonderful." She finished the brandy and held out her glass for a refill. "Lately she's been calling him Daemon."
Her voice was so low, so husky he had to strain to hear her. He wished, bitterly, that he hadn't heard.
"Mikal shrugs it off," Sylvia continued after taking another large swallow of brandy. "He says anyone stuffed that full of interesting things to say could easily get confused about everyday things, and she'd probably known a boy named Daemon and used to tell him the same kind of interesting stuff."
She never got the chance. He was already lost, to both of us, by the time he was Mikal's age."But?"
"The last couple of times Mikal's gone to see her, she keeps telling him to be careful." Sylvia closed her eyes and frowned in concentration. "She says the bridge is very fragile, and she'll keep sending the sticks." She opened her eyes and poured herself another brandy. "Sometimes she just holds Mikal and cries. She keeps sticks she's collected from every yard in the village in a big basket in her kitchen and panics if anyone goes near them. But she can't, or won't, tell Mikal or me why the sticks are important. I've had every bridge around Halaway checked and they're all sound, even the smallest footbridge. I thought maybe she'd tell you."
Would she tell him? Would she let him broach the one subject she refused to discuss with him? When he went to see her, one hour each week, Tersa talked about her garden; she told him what she'd had for dinner; she showed him a piece of needlepoint she was working on; she talked about Jaenelle. But she wouldn't talk about their son.
"I'll try," he said quietly.
Sylvia put her empty glass on the desk and stood up, swaying.
Saetan went around the desk, cupped his hand under her elbow, and led her to the door. "You should go home and take a nap."
"I never take naps."
"After that much brandy, I doubt you'll have a choice."
"My metabolism will burn it up fast enough." Sylvia hiccupped.
"Uh-huh. Did you realize you called me Saetan?"
She turned so fast she fell against him. He liked the feel of her. It disturbed him that he liked the feel of her.
"I'm sorry, High Lord. I'm sorry."
"Are you?" he asked softly. "I'm not sure I am."
Sylvia stared at him. She hesitated. She said nothing.
He let her go.
"You're going out?"
Jaenelle leaned against the wall opposite his bedroom door, her finger tucked between the pages of a Craft book to hold her place.
Amused, Saetan raised an eyebrow. It was usually the parent who insisted on knowing his offspring's whereabouts, not the other way around. "I'm going to see Tersa."
"Why? This isn't your usual evening to see her."
He caught the slight edge in her voice, the subtle warning. "Am I that predictable?" he asked, smiling.
Jaenelle didn't smile back.
Before her own catastrophic plunge into the abyss or wherever she'd spent those two years, Jaenelle had gone into the Twisted Kingdom and had led Tersa back to the blurred boundary that separated madness and sanity. That was as far as Tersa could go—or was willing to go.
Jaenelle had helped her regain a little of the real world. Now that they were living near each other, Jaenelle continued to help Tersa fill in the pieces that made up the physical world. Small things. Simple things. Trees and flowers. The feel of loam between strong fingers. The pleasure of a bowl of soup and a thick slice of fresh-baked bread.
"Sylvia came to see me this afternoon," he said slowly, trying to understand the chill emanating from Jaenelle. "She thinks Tersa's upset about something, so I wanted to look in on her."
Jaenelle's sapphire eyes were as deep and still as a bottomless lake. "Don't push where you're not welcome, High Lord," Witch said.
He wondered if she knew how much her eyes revealed. "You'd prefer I not see her?" he asked respectfully.
Her eyes changed. "See her if you like," his daughter replied. "But don't invade her privacy."
"There's no wine." Tersa opened and closed cupboards, looking more and more confused. "The woman didn't buy the wine. She always buys a bottle of wine on fourth-day so it will be here for you. She didn't buy the wine, and tomorrow I was going to draw a picture of my garden and show it to you, but third-day's gone and I don't know where I put it."
Saetan sat at the pine kitchen table, his body saturated with sorrow until it felt too heavy to move. He'd joked about being predictable. He hadn't realized that his predictability was one of Tersa's touchstones, a means by which she separated the days. Jaenelle had known and had let him come to learn the lesson for himself.
With his hands braced on the table, he pushed himself up from the chair. Every movement was an effort, but he reached Tersa, who was still opening cupboards and muttering, seated her at the table, put a kettle on the stove, and, after a little exploring in the cupboards, made them both a cup of chamomile tea.
As he put the cup in front of her, he brushed the tangled black hair away from her face. He couldn't remember a time when Tersa's hair didn't look as if she'd washed it and let it dry in the wind, as if her fingers were the only comb it had ever known. He suspected it wasn't madness but intensity that made her indifferent. And he wondered if that wasn't one of the reasons, when he'd finally agreed to that contract with the Hayllian Hourglass to sire a child, that he'd chosen Tersa, who wa's already broken, already teetering on the edge of madness. He'd spent over an hour brushing her hair that first night. He'd brushed her hair every night of the week he'd bedded her, enjoying the feel of it between his fingers, the gentle pull of the brush.
Now, sitting across from her, his hands around the mug, he said, "I came early, Tersa. You didn't lose third-day. This is second-day."
Tersa frowned. "Second-day? You don't come on second-day."
"I wanted to talk to you. I didn't want to wait until fourth-day. I'll come back on fourth-day to see your drawing."
Some of the confusion left her gold eyes. She sipped her tea.
The pine table was empty except for a small azure vase holding three red roses.
Tersa gently touched the petals. "The boy picked these for me."
"Which boy is that?" Saetan said quietly.
"Mikal. Sylvia's boy. He comes to visit. Did she tell you?"
"I thought you might mean Daemon."
Tersa snorted. "Daemon's not a boy now. Besides, he's far away." Her eyes became clouded, farseeing. "And the island has no flowers."
"But you call Mikal Daemon."
Tersa shrugged. "Sometimes it's nice to pretend that I'm telling him stories. Jaenelle says it's all right to pretend."
A cold finger whispered down his spine. "You've told Jaenelle about Daemon?"
"Of course not," Tersa said irritably. "She's not ready to know about him. All the threads are not yet in place."
"What threads—"
"The lover is the father's mirror. The brother stands between. The mirror spins, spins, spins. Blood. So much blood. He clings to the island of maybe. The bridge will have to rise from the sea. The threads are not yet in place."
Khary stuffed his hands into his pockets. "Mmm."
Saetan placed his glasses carefully on the table. "Let's skip the hunt and just tree the prey. Do all these letters say the same thing?"
"What's that, High Lord?" Khary asked innocently.
"All of these letters give permission for an extended visit?"
"So I gathered."
"Define 'extended visit.'"
"Not long. Just the rest of the summer."
Saetan couldn't speak. Wasn't sure what he'd say if he could.
"Everything is being taken care of," Khary said soothingly. "Lord Beale and Lady Helene are taking care of the room assignments right now, so there's nothing for you to worry about."
"Noth—" Saetan's voice cracked.
"And it is a reasonable compromise, High Lord. You get to spend time with her and we get to spend time with her. Besides, the Hall is the only place big enough for all of us. And, as my uncle pointed out, having all of us in one place would surely drive a man to drink, and that being the case, he'd rather it be you than him."
Saetan made a weak gesture of dismissal and waited until the door was safely closed before bracing his head in his hands. "Mother Night."
Chapter seven
1 / Kaeleer
Saetan steepled his fingers and stared at Sylvia. "I beg your pardon?"
"You have to talk to Tersa," Sylvia said again.
Damn her. Why was she being so insistent?
With difficulty, he leashed his temper. It wasn't Sylvia's fault. She had no way of knowing how he and Tersa were connected.
"Would you like some wine?" he finally asked, his deep voice betraying too much of his heart.
Sylvia eyed the decanter on the corner of his desk. "If that's brandy, why don't you pour yourself a glass and hand me the decanter."
Saetan filled two brandy snifters and floated one to her.
Sylvia took a generous swallow and choked a little.
"That's not exactly the way to drink good brandy," he said dryly, but he slugged back a good portion of his own glass, despite the headache he knew it would give him. "All right. Tell me about Tersa."
Sylvia leaned forward, her arms braced on the chair, both hands cupped around the snifter. "I'm not a child, Saetan. I understand that some people slip into the Twisted Kingdom and some people are shoved—and a very brave few make a deliberate choice. And I know most Black Widows who become lost in the Twisted Kingdom aren't harmful to others. In their own way, they're extraordinarily wise."
"But?"
Sylvia pressed her lips together. "Mikal, my youngest son, spends quite a bit of time with her. He thinks she's wonderful." She finished the brandy and held out her glass for a refill. "Lately she's been calling him Daemon."
Her voice was so low, so husky he had to strain to hear her. He wished, bitterly, that he hadn't heard.
"Mikal shrugs it off," Sylvia continued after taking another large swallow of brandy. "He says anyone stuffed that full of interesting things to say could easily get confused about everyday things, and she'd probably known a boy named Daemon and used to tell him the same kind of interesting stuff."
She never got the chance. He was already lost, to both of us, by the time he was Mikal's age."But?"
"The last couple of times Mikal's gone to see her, she keeps telling him to be careful." Sylvia closed her eyes and frowned in concentration. "She says the bridge is very fragile, and she'll keep sending the sticks." She opened her eyes and poured herself another brandy. "Sometimes she just holds Mikal and cries. She keeps sticks she's collected from every yard in the village in a big basket in her kitchen and panics if anyone goes near them. But she can't, or won't, tell Mikal or me why the sticks are important. I've had every bridge around Halaway checked and they're all sound, even the smallest footbridge. I thought maybe she'd tell you."
Would she tell him? Would she let him broach the one subject she refused to discuss with him? When he went to see her, one hour each week, Tersa talked about her garden; she told him what she'd had for dinner; she showed him a piece of needlepoint she was working on; she talked about Jaenelle. But she wouldn't talk about their son.
"I'll try," he said quietly.
Sylvia put her empty glass on the desk and stood up, swaying.
Saetan went around the desk, cupped his hand under her elbow, and led her to the door. "You should go home and take a nap."
"I never take naps."
"After that much brandy, I doubt you'll have a choice."
"My metabolism will burn it up fast enough." Sylvia hiccupped.
"Uh-huh. Did you realize you called me Saetan?"
She turned so fast she fell against him. He liked the feel of her. It disturbed him that he liked the feel of her.
"I'm sorry, High Lord. I'm sorry."
"Are you?" he asked softly. "I'm not sure I am."
Sylvia stared at him. She hesitated. She said nothing.
He let her go.
"You're going out?"
Jaenelle leaned against the wall opposite his bedroom door, her finger tucked between the pages of a Craft book to hold her place.
Amused, Saetan raised an eyebrow. It was usually the parent who insisted on knowing his offspring's whereabouts, not the other way around. "I'm going to see Tersa."
"Why? This isn't your usual evening to see her."
He caught the slight edge in her voice, the subtle warning. "Am I that predictable?" he asked, smiling.
Jaenelle didn't smile back.
Before her own catastrophic plunge into the abyss or wherever she'd spent those two years, Jaenelle had gone into the Twisted Kingdom and had led Tersa back to the blurred boundary that separated madness and sanity. That was as far as Tersa could go—or was willing to go.
Jaenelle had helped her regain a little of the real world. Now that they were living near each other, Jaenelle continued to help Tersa fill in the pieces that made up the physical world. Small things. Simple things. Trees and flowers. The feel of loam between strong fingers. The pleasure of a bowl of soup and a thick slice of fresh-baked bread.
"Sylvia came to see me this afternoon," he said slowly, trying to understand the chill emanating from Jaenelle. "She thinks Tersa's upset about something, so I wanted to look in on her."
Jaenelle's sapphire eyes were as deep and still as a bottomless lake. "Don't push where you're not welcome, High Lord," Witch said.
He wondered if she knew how much her eyes revealed. "You'd prefer I not see her?" he asked respectfully.
Her eyes changed. "See her if you like," his daughter replied. "But don't invade her privacy."
"There's no wine." Tersa opened and closed cupboards, looking more and more confused. "The woman didn't buy the wine. She always buys a bottle of wine on fourth-day so it will be here for you. She didn't buy the wine, and tomorrow I was going to draw a picture of my garden and show it to you, but third-day's gone and I don't know where I put it."
Saetan sat at the pine kitchen table, his body saturated with sorrow until it felt too heavy to move. He'd joked about being predictable. He hadn't realized that his predictability was one of Tersa's touchstones, a means by which she separated the days. Jaenelle had known and had let him come to learn the lesson for himself.
With his hands braced on the table, he pushed himself up from the chair. Every movement was an effort, but he reached Tersa, who was still opening cupboards and muttering, seated her at the table, put a kettle on the stove, and, after a little exploring in the cupboards, made them both a cup of chamomile tea.
As he put the cup in front of her, he brushed the tangled black hair away from her face. He couldn't remember a time when Tersa's hair didn't look as if she'd washed it and let it dry in the wind, as if her fingers were the only comb it had ever known. He suspected it wasn't madness but intensity that made her indifferent. And he wondered if that wasn't one of the reasons, when he'd finally agreed to that contract with the Hayllian Hourglass to sire a child, that he'd chosen Tersa, who wa's already broken, already teetering on the edge of madness. He'd spent over an hour brushing her hair that first night. He'd brushed her hair every night of the week he'd bedded her, enjoying the feel of it between his fingers, the gentle pull of the brush.
Now, sitting across from her, his hands around the mug, he said, "I came early, Tersa. You didn't lose third-day. This is second-day."
Tersa frowned. "Second-day? You don't come on second-day."
"I wanted to talk to you. I didn't want to wait until fourth-day. I'll come back on fourth-day to see your drawing."
Some of the confusion left her gold eyes. She sipped her tea.
The pine table was empty except for a small azure vase holding three red roses.
Tersa gently touched the petals. "The boy picked these for me."
"Which boy is that?" Saetan said quietly.
"Mikal. Sylvia's boy. He comes to visit. Did she tell you?"
"I thought you might mean Daemon."
Tersa snorted. "Daemon's not a boy now. Besides, he's far away." Her eyes became clouded, farseeing. "And the island has no flowers."
"But you call Mikal Daemon."
Tersa shrugged. "Sometimes it's nice to pretend that I'm telling him stories. Jaenelle says it's all right to pretend."
A cold finger whispered down his spine. "You've told Jaenelle about Daemon?"
"Of course not," Tersa said irritably. "She's not ready to know about him. All the threads are not yet in place."
"What threads—"
"The lover is the father's mirror. The brother stands between. The mirror spins, spins, spins. Blood. So much blood. He clings to the island of maybe. The bridge will have to rise from the sea. The threads are not yet in place."
