Her Last Word
Page 68
“Consider it done.”
Kaitlin had spent most of the day trying to find out more about Derek but hit a brick wall. When she heard the buzz from the call button, she checked the monitor and saw Adler. Without a word of greeting she buzzed him up. She opened the door, tense, anxious, and glad he was the one answering the question that had stalked her for fourteen years.
When he rounded the corridor, she asked, “Was it Gina?”
“Yes.”
The relief she’d sought for so many years was nonexistent. Instead, defeat filled her voice. On the heels of sweet victory came bitterness. She stepped aside, allowing him into her apartment. “Thank you.” She could barely get out the words.
He studied her face a long moment. “I’m sorry.”
“Deep down, I never held out hope we’d find her alive. She’s gone, but at least we know the truth.”
“Kaitlin, there’s more.”
“What do you mean?”
“We found another body buried near the first discovery. This victim is female and young. We think she’s been there a couple of years longer than Gina.”
“Oh God.” The news slashed through her as she thought of another family enduring the same agony. She lowered slowly to a seat. “Who is she?”
“We don’t know for sure. We’ve requested medical records on a missing person’s case from Charlottesville. This girl Maria vanished in the spring of ’02.”
“How did Gina and the other girl die?”
He studied her a beat. “They were both stabbed.”
Her knife wound had been so painful. “Did Randy kill that Maria girl, too?”
“I think he did it. It might also explain why he dropped out of college so suddenly his sophomore year.”
“What about Blackstone and Crowley. Did they help him?”
“I have no evidence yet. But every instinct in me says that they must have. I’m having Gina’s clothes retested. There was foreign blood found on them. If it matches Blackstone or Crowley, we’ll have them, but if not I’d need Hayward to turn on them.”
She sighed. “If Randy is good at anything, it is self-preservation.”
He rubbed his eyes. “I’m counting on it.”
The first time she’d seen him in the police station, he’d been annoyed and rushed, and he’d fed into her image of the uncaring cop. But she’d come to see him differently. He cared very much about the victims, and he fought like hell to find them justice.
Now it was her turn to take care of him. “You look exhausted. Let me make you some coffee.”
A half smile tipped the edge of his lips. “Sounds good.”
Kaitlin moved into the kitchen and set up a pot. Here alone with him, she could admit to herself that she found him attractive. And she’d seen the way he looked at her when he didn’t think she could see. He liked what he saw.
She raised her gaze to Adler. The overhead light cut across his face. There’d been so much death and loss in her life, and for right now she was tired of thinking about it. Later, she’d think about it again, and again feel the pull to make injustice right, but right now she just wanted to feel good, hopeful even.
She’d kept to herself for the last couple of years, reasoning the solitude would help her get back on more solid footing emotionally. But as she stood here, the weight of loneliness settled on her shoulders. Adler was definitely a shot to the loins, he was a good man, and if there was any man she’d bother to figure out again, she wanted it to be him.
Nerves bunched in her stomach, and she felt as giddy as she had when she was a teenager. She would have wished for better timing, but the perfect time might not ever come. She came around the breakfast bar and moved toward him.
He didn’t flinch, but the way he regarded her turned careful and focused. Inches separated them. She reached out and took his hand in hers. She rubbed her fingers against the rough texture of the scars on his palm.
Challenge sparked in his eyes. “I wasn’t expecting this.”
“You’ve never thought about it?”
“Oh, I’ve thought about it. Too many times.”
In a few unguarded moments she’d allowed herself to imagine his arms around her. “I like you,” she said. “I shouldn’t. But I do.”
His eyes looked more blue than gray now. “Why shouldn’t you like me?”
“You’re a cop. You’d turn the tables on me in a heartbeat to solve a case.”
He didn’t respond. “I’d like to think I’d do my job no matter what.”
“Honest. And refreshing.”
He shook his head slowly. “But I’m not sure if I could do my job when it comes to you.”
“Really?”
“I like you. Very much.” His voice sounded rusted and a little unsure.
But no lies. No promises. And that was okay. She rose up on her toes and kissed him. He didn’t touch her. Didn’t move.
“Am I your weakness?” she asked.
No answer. But he didn’t draw away, and those blue eyes sharpened.
Good. She’d take that as a yes.
She kissed him again, this time cupping his shoulder as she pressed her lips against his. His hand came up to her waist.
The rough edges of his touch sent electricity shooting through her body as he moved his fingertips back and forth along her shoulder.
His fingertips moved to her jaw, tracing the sharp line. Her heartbeat kicked up, and breathing evenly became a challenge. When he ran his fingers over her lips, she parted them and gently bit his finger as she teased the tip with her tongue.
He cupped her face, and she leaned into the touch, absorbing his energy. He leaned forward, and tilting his head, pressed his lips to hers. The kiss was tentative, as if he were handling crystal. His lips hovered over hers.
“I won’t break,” she murmured against his lips. To prove it, she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him into a deeper kiss. His hand went to her waist, and his fingertips slid just below the waistband of her jeans. She opened her mouth, allowing him to slide his tongue inside. She leaned into the kiss, pressing her breasts against his chest. Her body pulsed.
His other hand cupped her breast, and his fingertips captured her nipple, pinching gently. When he drew his head up, his eyes were as black as coal. A muscle pulsed in his jaw.
Urgency swept over her. She needed to feel his touch, to feel him moving inside of her.
He dropped his head to her breast and lightly kissed. His other hand slid lower over her moist mound. The twin sensations took her breath away. She was hungry for more.
He sucked the top of her breast and then moved to her nipple. He circled his tongue around the stiff peak. She arched against him.
“Please,” she whispered.
“Please what?” he said.
She ran her hand over the firm, flat muscles of his belly, her fingers inching toward his belt buckle. He captured her hand and held it close to his heart as he kissed her hard. She pulled free, pushed his jacket off his shoulders, and laid it on the sofa. He loosened his tie and pulled it free.
Slowly she unbuttoned his shirt. He took it off and tossed it on the jacket. She gripped the edges of his T-shirt and tugged. He flinched, seemed to hesitate, and then allowed her to lift the shirt up. He watched her face closely as she pulled off the shirt.
She dropped her gaze to the scars that marred his shoulders. She gently traced them with her fingers. He flinched but didn’t pull away as she explored. Instead of being repulsed, she saw a man who had sacrificed to save his friend.
Kaitlin had spent most of the day trying to find out more about Derek but hit a brick wall. When she heard the buzz from the call button, she checked the monitor and saw Adler. Without a word of greeting she buzzed him up. She opened the door, tense, anxious, and glad he was the one answering the question that had stalked her for fourteen years.
When he rounded the corridor, she asked, “Was it Gina?”
“Yes.”
The relief she’d sought for so many years was nonexistent. Instead, defeat filled her voice. On the heels of sweet victory came bitterness. She stepped aside, allowing him into her apartment. “Thank you.” She could barely get out the words.
He studied her face a long moment. “I’m sorry.”
“Deep down, I never held out hope we’d find her alive. She’s gone, but at least we know the truth.”
“Kaitlin, there’s more.”
“What do you mean?”
“We found another body buried near the first discovery. This victim is female and young. We think she’s been there a couple of years longer than Gina.”
“Oh God.” The news slashed through her as she thought of another family enduring the same agony. She lowered slowly to a seat. “Who is she?”
“We don’t know for sure. We’ve requested medical records on a missing person’s case from Charlottesville. This girl Maria vanished in the spring of ’02.”
“How did Gina and the other girl die?”
He studied her a beat. “They were both stabbed.”
Her knife wound had been so painful. “Did Randy kill that Maria girl, too?”
“I think he did it. It might also explain why he dropped out of college so suddenly his sophomore year.”
“What about Blackstone and Crowley. Did they help him?”
“I have no evidence yet. But every instinct in me says that they must have. I’m having Gina’s clothes retested. There was foreign blood found on them. If it matches Blackstone or Crowley, we’ll have them, but if not I’d need Hayward to turn on them.”
She sighed. “If Randy is good at anything, it is self-preservation.”
He rubbed his eyes. “I’m counting on it.”
The first time she’d seen him in the police station, he’d been annoyed and rushed, and he’d fed into her image of the uncaring cop. But she’d come to see him differently. He cared very much about the victims, and he fought like hell to find them justice.
Now it was her turn to take care of him. “You look exhausted. Let me make you some coffee.”
A half smile tipped the edge of his lips. “Sounds good.”
Kaitlin moved into the kitchen and set up a pot. Here alone with him, she could admit to herself that she found him attractive. And she’d seen the way he looked at her when he didn’t think she could see. He liked what he saw.
She raised her gaze to Adler. The overhead light cut across his face. There’d been so much death and loss in her life, and for right now she was tired of thinking about it. Later, she’d think about it again, and again feel the pull to make injustice right, but right now she just wanted to feel good, hopeful even.
She’d kept to herself for the last couple of years, reasoning the solitude would help her get back on more solid footing emotionally. But as she stood here, the weight of loneliness settled on her shoulders. Adler was definitely a shot to the loins, he was a good man, and if there was any man she’d bother to figure out again, she wanted it to be him.
Nerves bunched in her stomach, and she felt as giddy as she had when she was a teenager. She would have wished for better timing, but the perfect time might not ever come. She came around the breakfast bar and moved toward him.
He didn’t flinch, but the way he regarded her turned careful and focused. Inches separated them. She reached out and took his hand in hers. She rubbed her fingers against the rough texture of the scars on his palm.
Challenge sparked in his eyes. “I wasn’t expecting this.”
“You’ve never thought about it?”
“Oh, I’ve thought about it. Too many times.”
In a few unguarded moments she’d allowed herself to imagine his arms around her. “I like you,” she said. “I shouldn’t. But I do.”
His eyes looked more blue than gray now. “Why shouldn’t you like me?”
“You’re a cop. You’d turn the tables on me in a heartbeat to solve a case.”
He didn’t respond. “I’d like to think I’d do my job no matter what.”
“Honest. And refreshing.”
He shook his head slowly. “But I’m not sure if I could do my job when it comes to you.”
“Really?”
“I like you. Very much.” His voice sounded rusted and a little unsure.
But no lies. No promises. And that was okay. She rose up on her toes and kissed him. He didn’t touch her. Didn’t move.
“Am I your weakness?” she asked.
No answer. But he didn’t draw away, and those blue eyes sharpened.
Good. She’d take that as a yes.
She kissed him again, this time cupping his shoulder as she pressed her lips against his. His hand came up to her waist.
The rough edges of his touch sent electricity shooting through her body as he moved his fingertips back and forth along her shoulder.
His fingertips moved to her jaw, tracing the sharp line. Her heartbeat kicked up, and breathing evenly became a challenge. When he ran his fingers over her lips, she parted them and gently bit his finger as she teased the tip with her tongue.
He cupped her face, and she leaned into the touch, absorbing his energy. He leaned forward, and tilting his head, pressed his lips to hers. The kiss was tentative, as if he were handling crystal. His lips hovered over hers.
“I won’t break,” she murmured against his lips. To prove it, she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him into a deeper kiss. His hand went to her waist, and his fingertips slid just below the waistband of her jeans. She opened her mouth, allowing him to slide his tongue inside. She leaned into the kiss, pressing her breasts against his chest. Her body pulsed.
His other hand cupped her breast, and his fingertips captured her nipple, pinching gently. When he drew his head up, his eyes were as black as coal. A muscle pulsed in his jaw.
Urgency swept over her. She needed to feel his touch, to feel him moving inside of her.
He dropped his head to her breast and lightly kissed. His other hand slid lower over her moist mound. The twin sensations took her breath away. She was hungry for more.
He sucked the top of her breast and then moved to her nipple. He circled his tongue around the stiff peak. She arched against him.
“Please,” she whispered.
“Please what?” he said.
She ran her hand over the firm, flat muscles of his belly, her fingers inching toward his belt buckle. He captured her hand and held it close to his heart as he kissed her hard. She pulled free, pushed his jacket off his shoulders, and laid it on the sofa. He loosened his tie and pulled it free.
Slowly she unbuttoned his shirt. He took it off and tossed it on the jacket. She gripped the edges of his T-shirt and tugged. He flinched, seemed to hesitate, and then allowed her to lift the shirt up. He watched her face closely as she pulled off the shirt.
She dropped her gaze to the scars that marred his shoulders. She gently traced them with her fingers. He flinched but didn’t pull away as she explored. Instead of being repulsed, she saw a man who had sacrificed to save his friend.
