Hope Flames
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Yeah, no way Emma was going to fade into the background. She was on his mind all the time and it didn’t look like she was going anywhere.
He thought about the other women he knew, and he knew a lot of them.
There wasn’t a single one he thought about calling. Except Emma.
Not good.
His radar beeped and he caught sight of a truck blasting down the highway. A quick glance at his radar showed the truck doing a good fifteen miles over the speed limit. He hit the lights and sirens and pulled out, hitting the gas hard.
Oblivious to Luke coming up behind him, the truck kept speeding, barreling through what were fortunately green lights.
Someone was in a damn hurry.
He pulled up behind the truck, which looked vaguely familiar, and finally the driver grabbed a clue, slowed down, and pulled over. That’s when recognition set in and Luke’s lips curved into a smile. He got out, grabbing his ticket clipboard, and sauntered over to the driver’s side of the vehicle.
Emma rolled down her window, though she didn’t look sheepish or embarrassed. She looked damned annoyed.
“Luke.”
“Emma.
Seventy-five in a sixty.”
“I know. I have a heifer with birth complications, and I need to get there in a hurry.”
He leaned against the windowsill. “If I had a dollar for every time I heard that one.”
That at least got her to tilt her lips up a little. “I’m seriously sorry. I know I shouldn’t have been speeding, but if I don’t get there in a hurry, she’s going to die.”
He nodded, picking up on her distress. “Whose farm?”
“The Millers over on Route 45.”
He knew the Millers, had gone to school with their son, Jeremy. They lived just outside city limits.
Since he was getting off duty shortly anyway, he asked, “Do you know where it is?”
She waved a piece of paper at him. “I have directions.”
“It’s kind of complicated. I’ll show you. Follow me.”
“Great. Thanks.”
He headed back to his cruiser and led her the few miles out of town, right past the water tower and down the dirt road that led to the Miller’s farm. They pulled up in front of Fred and Abigail Miller’s place. Abigail was there waiting for them, worry etched across her face.
“Thanks for coming, Dr. Emma. Hi, Luke.”
“Mrs. Miller.”
“Abigail, please. I’m just so glad you’re here.”
She started moving away, so he followed behind Abigail and Emma, who were talking and walking at a brisk pace to the barn.
When they got there, one of the heifers was in obvious pain—indicated by the sounds she made. Fred was there with her. Emma put on her gloves and knelt down beside the cow.
“Looks like a uterine prolapse,” Emma said. “When did she calf?”
“A couple of hours ago. There’s been some bleeding. More so than would be usual,” Fred said.
Emma nodded, taking out tools. “We’ll need to turn her over. First I need to clean the uterus, then figure out where this bleeding is coming from.” She looked up at both Luke and Fred. “I’m going to need both of you to help, unless you need to leave?”
That she asked of Luke. “I’m off duty in thirty minutes. Unless I get a call, I can stay.”
It took a few hours for Emma to repair the tear in the cow’s uterus and fix it back in place. Cattle weren’t the easiest animals to hold, especially when you couldn’t knock them out. It required Luke and Fred to keep her in place. By the time she was finished, they were all covered in gunk that Luke didn’t even want to think about. He’d likely just toss this uniform.
Emma gave the cow antibiotics and vitamins, then checked out the calf.
“Mom and calf are going to be fine,” Emma said, removing her large-animal gloves. She went to the barn sink to wash up.
So did Luke.
Both Abigail and Fred shook Emma’s hand.
“Thank you,” Fred said. “We really didn’t want to lose this one.”
“Well, it doesn’t look like you’re going to, but call me if anything changes. Keep an eye on her tonight, though I’m sure she’s tired and she’ll rest.”
They walked out to the house. “Thanks, Dr. Emma. You, too, Luke. We appreciate you lending a helping hand,” Abigail said. “Since both the other clinic docs were unavailable, we didn’t know what to do.”
“It’s no problem. Call me anytime.”
Fred and Abigail went back to the barn. Luke turned to her with a satisfied grin.
She was obviously as pleased as he was with how well everything had turned out. “Thanks for staying. You were a big help.” Emma looked like she wanted to hug him, but they were both a mess, covered in mud and other animal grime.
“It’s no problem.”
She put her supplies back in her truck, then turned to him and offered a smile. “I promise to drive the speed limit all the way home, officer.”
“Yeah, about that. I know you get called out on emergencies sometimes, but if it hadn’t been me today, you might have been facing one hell of a speeding ticket.”
Her smile faded. “You’re right. In the future I’ll be more mindful of that. I was only thinking about the cow.”
He tipped her nose with his fingertip. “Think about your safety first.”
“Oooh, I get all tingly when you talk cop stuff and the law.”
He stepped closer. “Don’t tease me, Emma. I have handcuffs.”
Her eyes went dark. “Yeah? And you know what to do with them?”
In an instant, he’d jerked her against him. “If we weren’t standing in front of the Miller’s house right now, both of us covered in cow—whatever—I’d show you exactly what I could do with handcuffs.”
She swallowed. “Right. And I smell really bad, so don’t you think I should take a shower first?”
He laughed. “You’re right about that. We both need a shower.”
“And I owe you at least dinner for helping me out. And for not giving me a ticket.”
“I’ll take you up on that.”
“Meet me at my place in about an hour?”
“Sure.” He let go of her and climbed back in his cruiser. She followed behind him until they got on the main highway, where he noticed she drove the speed limit. He smiled at that. She turned off on the road leading to her house, and he went home and took a quick shower. After dumping his uniform in the trash, he changed into jeans and a T-shirt, then grabbed Boomer and headed out to Emma’s place.
On the way, he stopped at the liquor store for a bottle of wine.
She met him at the door wearing jeans and a button-down shirt. Her hair was still damp.
“Oh. Wine? You didn’t have to do that.”
“I figured after the whole cow crisis, you might need it.”
“You might be right about that. Come on in.” She let him inside, and he followed her into the kitchen.
“Something smells good.”
“Yeah, about that. It’s Italian food from the restaurant down the road. Sorry. No home-cooked meal for you tonight.”
“Any food tonight sounds good to me, even takeout.”
“I’m so glad you think so, since my plan tonight was going to be something microwaved from the freezer. This is a much better option.”
She handed him the corkscrew while she pulled plates from the cabinet. He opened the wine, then helped her set the table.
“Come on, Boomer,” she said. “You can run out back with the other dogs.”
“Thanks for inviting me over. Though I’m not sure if it was gratitude, or if you’re interested in my prowess with handcuffs.”
She laughed as they sat at the table. “Well, I guess we’ll see, won’t we?”
The food was good, and Luke was starving. The wine was decent, too, and he was glad he’d picked up the bottle. Emma seemed relaxed, especially after the first glass.
“Rough day?” he asked.
“Busy day. Though they all seem to be busy lately.”
“That’s a good thing, right?”
“Yes, it is. I’m not complaining at all. Though I hadn’t expected the cow thing. That’s not really my area of expertise, since my focus is on small animals. But I was happy to be able to help out.”
“There are large-animal vets in the area.”
She took a sip of wine and nodded. “True, but they’re not always available. And I can deal with it in an emergency.”
“Kind of like a cop delivering a baby? Not exactly what we’re trained for, but if it comes up . . .”
She lifted her gaze to his. “Have you ever had to do that?”
“What? Deliver a baby?”
“Yes.”
He shook his head. “It hasn’t come up. Yet.”
She laughed. “I’m guessing you hope it doesn’t.”
“No. I’m hoping every set of expectant parents on my stretch of road gets to the hospital to have their babies.”
“It’s a good wish. But as we know, emergencies happen and sometimes events occur that you can’t foresee.”
“That’s true.”
She took another long swallow of wine, her gaze distant as she spoke. “Sometimes, life doesn’t turn out as you plan it at all.”
Somehow, he got the idea she was talking about more than just cattle emergencies and babies being born in the car.
“Emma?”
She jerked her attention back on him. “Yes?”
“Is there something on your mind?”
“No. Not at all. Why do you ask?”
“Because I don’t think you were referring to cattle or babies.”
“Oh. Sure I was.”
“You know, you really haven’t told me about your past. Or the guy who left you heartbroken and wary of relationships.”
“Did I say there was a guy?”
“You mentioned it in passing.”
“Oh. Well. Not much to tell.”
“Yeah, you keep saying that, but I think there’s a lot more to the story. And sometimes it helps to talk. I told you about Rebecca and the disaster that was my first marriage.”
“You did, didn’t you?”
“So . . .”
Emma took a deep breath, and another long swallow of wine. He could tell she was pondering whether or not to tell him something. Obviously it was a big thing to her, so he waited patiently.
“It’s an ugly story, Luke. And it makes me look bad.”
He reached for her hand and gave it a squeeze. “I find that hard to believe. But it obviously bothers you. I think you should tell me about it.”
She nodded. “I met Vaughn my freshman year of college. He was one of my professors. I was enamored of him. He was so smart, and sharp and funny, and oh, I had such a crush on him. It was like our eyes met in the classroom, and that was it for me. He encouraged it, would meet with me in his office to go over my papers and my lab notes. One thing led to another, and we got involved in this very heavy relationship, which of course could have cost him his job.
“The fact that he didn’t seem to care made it all the more thrilling for me. We were madly in love—or at least I was. He helped me with all my classes. He’d help me study, and I was doing so well in school. Of course I couldn’t move in with him, because the school couldn’t know about our relationship. I think the clandestine nature of it was what made it so exciting.”
She paused, took another couple of sips, staring at the glass, not looking at him. Luke knew she was reliving that time, and maybe she needed to in order to get it all out. He didn’t want to say anything, because he realized this was important for her. He also realized she probably didn’t talk about this time in her life very often.
“By my senior year, I was convinced that after graduation we’d move in together. I could be seen with him as a graduate student because he wouldn’t be involved with me once I started vet school. I applied and got into vet school. I was so thrilled.
“That’s when everything started to change, when his hold on me turned from encouraging to dominating. He told me he wanted me to live with him, but as a vet student I’d be immersed in my studies and we’d never see each other anymore, that I wouldn’t be able to help him with his school projects anymore. It would be like we were strangers, so we should probably end it.
“I was crushed. For four years we’d been everything to each other—or at least he’d been everything to me. And he was ready to walk away from it all because I would have to focus on my studies?”
Luke frowned. “He forced you to choose between him and vet school.”
“I didn’t realize it at the time. I was so in love with him, I’d have done anything for him. But yes, that’s exactly what he did.”
“And you chose him.”
She looked down at the wine. “I chose him. I dropped out of vet school and I moved in with him. And then I became his research assistant, helping him with his papers and his research. I’d do his laundry and clean his house, and whatever else he wanted me to do for him, whenever he wanted me to do it. He monitored where I was every moment of the day. If I was going to the grocery store, I had to call him before I left, and call when I got back. It got to the point where I was a prisoner in his home. I had no friends. I had lost them all years before because he wanted all my focus on him. He even cut my family off. So when he was teaching, I had to either be working on his papers or staying at the house.”
He thought about the other women he knew, and he knew a lot of them.
There wasn’t a single one he thought about calling. Except Emma.
Not good.
His radar beeped and he caught sight of a truck blasting down the highway. A quick glance at his radar showed the truck doing a good fifteen miles over the speed limit. He hit the lights and sirens and pulled out, hitting the gas hard.
Oblivious to Luke coming up behind him, the truck kept speeding, barreling through what were fortunately green lights.
Someone was in a damn hurry.
He pulled up behind the truck, which looked vaguely familiar, and finally the driver grabbed a clue, slowed down, and pulled over. That’s when recognition set in and Luke’s lips curved into a smile. He got out, grabbing his ticket clipboard, and sauntered over to the driver’s side of the vehicle.
Emma rolled down her window, though she didn’t look sheepish or embarrassed. She looked damned annoyed.
“Luke.”
“Emma.
Seventy-five in a sixty.”
“I know. I have a heifer with birth complications, and I need to get there in a hurry.”
He leaned against the windowsill. “If I had a dollar for every time I heard that one.”
That at least got her to tilt her lips up a little. “I’m seriously sorry. I know I shouldn’t have been speeding, but if I don’t get there in a hurry, she’s going to die.”
He nodded, picking up on her distress. “Whose farm?”
“The Millers over on Route 45.”
He knew the Millers, had gone to school with their son, Jeremy. They lived just outside city limits.
Since he was getting off duty shortly anyway, he asked, “Do you know where it is?”
She waved a piece of paper at him. “I have directions.”
“It’s kind of complicated. I’ll show you. Follow me.”
“Great. Thanks.”
He headed back to his cruiser and led her the few miles out of town, right past the water tower and down the dirt road that led to the Miller’s farm. They pulled up in front of Fred and Abigail Miller’s place. Abigail was there waiting for them, worry etched across her face.
“Thanks for coming, Dr. Emma. Hi, Luke.”
“Mrs. Miller.”
“Abigail, please. I’m just so glad you’re here.”
She started moving away, so he followed behind Abigail and Emma, who were talking and walking at a brisk pace to the barn.
When they got there, one of the heifers was in obvious pain—indicated by the sounds she made. Fred was there with her. Emma put on her gloves and knelt down beside the cow.
“Looks like a uterine prolapse,” Emma said. “When did she calf?”
“A couple of hours ago. There’s been some bleeding. More so than would be usual,” Fred said.
Emma nodded, taking out tools. “We’ll need to turn her over. First I need to clean the uterus, then figure out where this bleeding is coming from.” She looked up at both Luke and Fred. “I’m going to need both of you to help, unless you need to leave?”
That she asked of Luke. “I’m off duty in thirty minutes. Unless I get a call, I can stay.”
It took a few hours for Emma to repair the tear in the cow’s uterus and fix it back in place. Cattle weren’t the easiest animals to hold, especially when you couldn’t knock them out. It required Luke and Fred to keep her in place. By the time she was finished, they were all covered in gunk that Luke didn’t even want to think about. He’d likely just toss this uniform.
Emma gave the cow antibiotics and vitamins, then checked out the calf.
“Mom and calf are going to be fine,” Emma said, removing her large-animal gloves. She went to the barn sink to wash up.
So did Luke.
Both Abigail and Fred shook Emma’s hand.
“Thank you,” Fred said. “We really didn’t want to lose this one.”
“Well, it doesn’t look like you’re going to, but call me if anything changes. Keep an eye on her tonight, though I’m sure she’s tired and she’ll rest.”
They walked out to the house. “Thanks, Dr. Emma. You, too, Luke. We appreciate you lending a helping hand,” Abigail said. “Since both the other clinic docs were unavailable, we didn’t know what to do.”
“It’s no problem. Call me anytime.”
Fred and Abigail went back to the barn. Luke turned to her with a satisfied grin.
She was obviously as pleased as he was with how well everything had turned out. “Thanks for staying. You were a big help.” Emma looked like she wanted to hug him, but they were both a mess, covered in mud and other animal grime.
“It’s no problem.”
She put her supplies back in her truck, then turned to him and offered a smile. “I promise to drive the speed limit all the way home, officer.”
“Yeah, about that. I know you get called out on emergencies sometimes, but if it hadn’t been me today, you might have been facing one hell of a speeding ticket.”
Her smile faded. “You’re right. In the future I’ll be more mindful of that. I was only thinking about the cow.”
He tipped her nose with his fingertip. “Think about your safety first.”
“Oooh, I get all tingly when you talk cop stuff and the law.”
He stepped closer. “Don’t tease me, Emma. I have handcuffs.”
Her eyes went dark. “Yeah? And you know what to do with them?”
In an instant, he’d jerked her against him. “If we weren’t standing in front of the Miller’s house right now, both of us covered in cow—whatever—I’d show you exactly what I could do with handcuffs.”
She swallowed. “Right. And I smell really bad, so don’t you think I should take a shower first?”
He laughed. “You’re right about that. We both need a shower.”
“And I owe you at least dinner for helping me out. And for not giving me a ticket.”
“I’ll take you up on that.”
“Meet me at my place in about an hour?”
“Sure.” He let go of her and climbed back in his cruiser. She followed behind him until they got on the main highway, where he noticed she drove the speed limit. He smiled at that. She turned off on the road leading to her house, and he went home and took a quick shower. After dumping his uniform in the trash, he changed into jeans and a T-shirt, then grabbed Boomer and headed out to Emma’s place.
On the way, he stopped at the liquor store for a bottle of wine.
She met him at the door wearing jeans and a button-down shirt. Her hair was still damp.
“Oh. Wine? You didn’t have to do that.”
“I figured after the whole cow crisis, you might need it.”
“You might be right about that. Come on in.” She let him inside, and he followed her into the kitchen.
“Something smells good.”
“Yeah, about that. It’s Italian food from the restaurant down the road. Sorry. No home-cooked meal for you tonight.”
“Any food tonight sounds good to me, even takeout.”
“I’m so glad you think so, since my plan tonight was going to be something microwaved from the freezer. This is a much better option.”
She handed him the corkscrew while she pulled plates from the cabinet. He opened the wine, then helped her set the table.
“Come on, Boomer,” she said. “You can run out back with the other dogs.”
“Thanks for inviting me over. Though I’m not sure if it was gratitude, or if you’re interested in my prowess with handcuffs.”
She laughed as they sat at the table. “Well, I guess we’ll see, won’t we?”
The food was good, and Luke was starving. The wine was decent, too, and he was glad he’d picked up the bottle. Emma seemed relaxed, especially after the first glass.
“Rough day?” he asked.
“Busy day. Though they all seem to be busy lately.”
“That’s a good thing, right?”
“Yes, it is. I’m not complaining at all. Though I hadn’t expected the cow thing. That’s not really my area of expertise, since my focus is on small animals. But I was happy to be able to help out.”
“There are large-animal vets in the area.”
She took a sip of wine and nodded. “True, but they’re not always available. And I can deal with it in an emergency.”
“Kind of like a cop delivering a baby? Not exactly what we’re trained for, but if it comes up . . .”
She lifted her gaze to his. “Have you ever had to do that?”
“What? Deliver a baby?”
“Yes.”
He shook his head. “It hasn’t come up. Yet.”
She laughed. “I’m guessing you hope it doesn’t.”
“No. I’m hoping every set of expectant parents on my stretch of road gets to the hospital to have their babies.”
“It’s a good wish. But as we know, emergencies happen and sometimes events occur that you can’t foresee.”
“That’s true.”
She took another long swallow of wine, her gaze distant as she spoke. “Sometimes, life doesn’t turn out as you plan it at all.”
Somehow, he got the idea she was talking about more than just cattle emergencies and babies being born in the car.
“Emma?”
She jerked her attention back on him. “Yes?”
“Is there something on your mind?”
“No. Not at all. Why do you ask?”
“Because I don’t think you were referring to cattle or babies.”
“Oh. Sure I was.”
“You know, you really haven’t told me about your past. Or the guy who left you heartbroken and wary of relationships.”
“Did I say there was a guy?”
“You mentioned it in passing.”
“Oh. Well. Not much to tell.”
“Yeah, you keep saying that, but I think there’s a lot more to the story. And sometimes it helps to talk. I told you about Rebecca and the disaster that was my first marriage.”
“You did, didn’t you?”
“So . . .”
Emma took a deep breath, and another long swallow of wine. He could tell she was pondering whether or not to tell him something. Obviously it was a big thing to her, so he waited patiently.
“It’s an ugly story, Luke. And it makes me look bad.”
He reached for her hand and gave it a squeeze. “I find that hard to believe. But it obviously bothers you. I think you should tell me about it.”
She nodded. “I met Vaughn my freshman year of college. He was one of my professors. I was enamored of him. He was so smart, and sharp and funny, and oh, I had such a crush on him. It was like our eyes met in the classroom, and that was it for me. He encouraged it, would meet with me in his office to go over my papers and my lab notes. One thing led to another, and we got involved in this very heavy relationship, which of course could have cost him his job.
“The fact that he didn’t seem to care made it all the more thrilling for me. We were madly in love—or at least I was. He helped me with all my classes. He’d help me study, and I was doing so well in school. Of course I couldn’t move in with him, because the school couldn’t know about our relationship. I think the clandestine nature of it was what made it so exciting.”
She paused, took another couple of sips, staring at the glass, not looking at him. Luke knew she was reliving that time, and maybe she needed to in order to get it all out. He didn’t want to say anything, because he realized this was important for her. He also realized she probably didn’t talk about this time in her life very often.
“By my senior year, I was convinced that after graduation we’d move in together. I could be seen with him as a graduate student because he wouldn’t be involved with me once I started vet school. I applied and got into vet school. I was so thrilled.
“That’s when everything started to change, when his hold on me turned from encouraging to dominating. He told me he wanted me to live with him, but as a vet student I’d be immersed in my studies and we’d never see each other anymore, that I wouldn’t be able to help him with his school projects anymore. It would be like we were strangers, so we should probably end it.
“I was crushed. For four years we’d been everything to each other—or at least he’d been everything to me. And he was ready to walk away from it all because I would have to focus on my studies?”
Luke frowned. “He forced you to choose between him and vet school.”
“I didn’t realize it at the time. I was so in love with him, I’d have done anything for him. But yes, that’s exactly what he did.”
“And you chose him.”
She looked down at the wine. “I chose him. I dropped out of vet school and I moved in with him. And then I became his research assistant, helping him with his papers and his research. I’d do his laundry and clean his house, and whatever else he wanted me to do for him, whenever he wanted me to do it. He monitored where I was every moment of the day. If I was going to the grocery store, I had to call him before I left, and call when I got back. It got to the point where I was a prisoner in his home. I had no friends. I had lost them all years before because he wanted all my focus on him. He even cut my family off. So when he was teaching, I had to either be working on his papers or staying at the house.”
