If Only
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This doctor was nicer.
With a gauze pad, the nurse started to wipe the blood away from the horrible rents in Galen’s skin. All over his beautiful chest. The white gauze turned red. The nurse picked up another. So many long, gaping slashes.
Black shimmered around the edges of Sally’s vision. Blood kept trickling down his side. Her mouth tasted like tin and—
“Christ!” Galen’s voice danced through the mist. Someone cursed. Metal clanged as it hit the floor.
Hard hands caught her as her legs went soft and black clouds filled her head.
“Down you go, baby girl.” Somehow on his feet, Galen backed her up, sat her in a chair, and relentlessly pressed her head down until her forehead rested on her knees.
She actually felt blood surge back into her brain. After a minute, she muttered, “Enough.” He released her and set a hand on her shoulder, helping her sit up. “I’m okay.” Aside from being really embarrassed.
His dark eyes held amusement. “You’re far, far better than just okay, imp,” he said softly. “But I want you out of here. I’ll find you after I’m stitched up.” He turned to the nurse, and even shirtless with blood streaking his chest, he was a force to be reckoned with. “Please get her something to drink, miss. And help her to the waiting room.”
“Of course.”
A few minutes later, she was tucked into the corner of the ugly sitting area. Plastic chairs ringed the room. A television on the wall displayed a sitcom. A woman held a towel to a cut on her face. Children were coughing. Crying.
Trying to not think about the past hours, Sally stewed about something less…traumatic. Like her future. Just look how she’d frozen up when Vance got shot. Because of the blood. She’d almost passed out seeing Galen bleed.
And I want to work in law enforcement?
Sally shook her head. Even if she concentrated on computers, she’d still come face-to-face with blood and death, whether in the hallways or picking up equipment.
Did she really want a job like that? No. With a sigh of both regret and relief, she mentally crossed off law enforcement from her list of potential employers. She’d find job where she wouldn’t see dead people. Or blood.
But…
But what if Galen or Vance came home looking like they did today? Coldness took root in her belly, spreading outward. This was what they did. Day after day. How could she let them leave the house, knowing what they might face?
More chills ran over her body as she saw again the splattering blood, the pained grunt Vance had made at the bullet’s impact. He’d been hurt, and she hadn’t been able to help him. What if she wasn’t even there next time? With a moan, she buried her head in her hands.
“Sally.”
Master Z’s smooth, deep voice pulled her from the dark places.
Shaking herself back to reality, Sally inhaled the scent of cleaners overlying the foulness of excrement and infection. She rubbed her fingers together, feeling the tackiness of old blood on her hands. The television was blaring. But she was back in the present. She looked up.
Master Z stood in the door of the waiting room, holding a brown paper grocery sack.
She frowned. “What are you doing here?”
“Dan called.” After putting his sack on a chair, he lifted Sally to her feet, holding her steady as her legs wobbled. “Galen has hospital paperwork to fill out before he can leave. But Vance has been admitted for the night. Shall we go see him?”
“Please.” And as if she had the right, she burrowed into his arms. He tucked her in closer, holding her firmly—anchoring her—and she knew that no matter what would go wrong, she had a refuge. A place of safety her father had never given her.
When she finally stepped back, her legs felt as if they belonged to her body again. “Thank you,” she whispered.
His gray eyes softened. “You’re one of mine, little one. Don’t forget it again.”
As tears pooled in her eyes, he touched her cheek gently, picked up his sack, and led her from the room.
Endless corridors later, he opened a hospital door and guided her inside.
Vance lay in the bed. Under his dark tan, his color was almost gray.
Her feet froze in place on the ugly linoleum floor. But after an eternity, his chest rose and fell. He was sleeping. She clenched her hands as she fought the need to wake him, to know—know—that he was alive.
“Sit there,” Master Z murmured and gently pushed her down in a chair by the bed. “Galen should be up in a minute.”
“He’s coming.” Dan and Kari walked into the room. “He wouldn’t let them admit him,” Dan grumbled. “Wouldn’t even accept the loan of a wheelchair. Stubborn bastard.”
Finally Galen came in, leaning heavily on an ugly metal cane, and Sally rushed to his side. She started to grab him, remembered the stitches, and—ever so carefully—put her arms around him.
He snorted. “I’m not as fragile as all that, pet.” After leaning his cane against the foot of the bed, he pulled her into him. His arms were the same iron bars she remembered, his chest muscular, his body ever so solid. Z might be a refuge, but here was her home. “Sally?”
She was unable to release him, unable to talk. Every word thickened in her throat and clogged it. Her shaking returned, starting in her belly and moving outward. He could have died.
“Shhh.” His cheek rested on the top of her head.
“Want to sit?” Dan asked him.
Galen’s arms tightened. “No. I just need to hold her. Came too close to losing her. To losing them both.”
Oh, she knew. She knew. He smelled of antiseptic, of sweat and blood, of danger and death and life, and she fully intended to relax her grip—in a year or two.
“If you’re going to have a party in my room, I expect alcohol.” Vance’s voice sounded as if he’d dragged it over the gravel road to their house.
“I believe I have that covered,” Z said. Everyone in the room looked at him. “Dan mentioned your aversion to pain meds, so I brought a different kind of a sedative. Although, I have to say, the pills are more effective.”
Galen shrugged. “I’m not hurt that bad, and I have reports to fill out and imps to hold.”
“Better be only one imp you’re hugging, Sir,” Sally muttered into his chest and heard his huff of a laugh.
“I don’t like being blurry after action,” Vance said to Master Z, sounding so irritable that he might win the Master Grumpy Pants title from Galen. “They always give me too much.”
Galen kissed her head. “Someone else needs a hug, pet,” he said under his breath.
Just what she’d longed to do…if she could find an uninjured place on his body. “Only if you’ll sit down,” Sally answered and got a nod in return.
She moved to the bed, put down the railing, and slid her hip next to Vance’s. Then she waited for permission.
“God, yes,” he muttered and reached for her.
His big hands closed on her shoulders, and he pulled her down onto his chest. When his arm wrapped around her as if he’d never let her go, she nestled her head in the hollow of his shoulder and sighed in contentment.
She could hear the almost inaudible sound of his matching sigh.
Galen limped over to the chair, shoved it closer to the bed, and sank into it. “You all right, bro?” he asked Vance.
“Hurts like a son of a bitch, but any gunfight you walk away from is a good one.”
“Ayuh.”
Sally wanted to smack them both. Her voice came out tight as she said, “How about you stay out of gunfights in the future, okay?”
There was silence, not the instant agreement she was hoping for. Instead, Vance asked, “The woman Somerfeld had with him—she going to be all right?”
“Eventually.”
Sally lifted her head and saw Galen’s jaw tighten as he continued, “A long eventually. But her husband and parents are on their way here.”
Sally remembered the woman’s blank stare and sent off a prayer. Please, help her heal.
“Hand me that, please?” Master Z said to someone. A second later came the distinctive sound of a champagne cork. “Galen. Vance. Since your doctors said you both refused pain meds, you can substitute this…if we can keep the nurses from finding out. Kitten, can you locate the glasses?”
Jessica was here? Sally lifted her head and saw more Shadowlands people had entered. Dressed in pale green slacks and top that brought color to the ugly room, Jessica was handing Z something from a sack. Master Cullen occupied one wall, and Andrea leaned against him. Marcus and Gabi must have come from the tournament. Nolan had an arm slung around Beth, who pressed into his side. Kari stood in front of Dan with his arm crossing her chest, keeping her back against his chest.
And they were all smiling and accepting drinks.
When Z handed a glass to Vance, Sally sat up and accepted one from Jessica. “What’s the celebration?” she asked.
Master Z held up his plastic stemmed glass. “To the end of the Harvest Association. Well done, gentlemen.”
As the hearty chorus of agreement echoed around the room, Vance stared at them.
Galen’s face held the same stunned look. “Yes.” His lips tilted up. “You’re right. That really was the last one.” He lifted his glass in the toast and took a sip. Blinked. “Now that’s champagne.” He took another sip and took the bottle from Z’s hand to examine the label. “Blanc des Millenaires? You do us proud.”
With a gauze pad, the nurse started to wipe the blood away from the horrible rents in Galen’s skin. All over his beautiful chest. The white gauze turned red. The nurse picked up another. So many long, gaping slashes.
Black shimmered around the edges of Sally’s vision. Blood kept trickling down his side. Her mouth tasted like tin and—
“Christ!” Galen’s voice danced through the mist. Someone cursed. Metal clanged as it hit the floor.
Hard hands caught her as her legs went soft and black clouds filled her head.
“Down you go, baby girl.” Somehow on his feet, Galen backed her up, sat her in a chair, and relentlessly pressed her head down until her forehead rested on her knees.
She actually felt blood surge back into her brain. After a minute, she muttered, “Enough.” He released her and set a hand on her shoulder, helping her sit up. “I’m okay.” Aside from being really embarrassed.
His dark eyes held amusement. “You’re far, far better than just okay, imp,” he said softly. “But I want you out of here. I’ll find you after I’m stitched up.” He turned to the nurse, and even shirtless with blood streaking his chest, he was a force to be reckoned with. “Please get her something to drink, miss. And help her to the waiting room.”
“Of course.”
A few minutes later, she was tucked into the corner of the ugly sitting area. Plastic chairs ringed the room. A television on the wall displayed a sitcom. A woman held a towel to a cut on her face. Children were coughing. Crying.
Trying to not think about the past hours, Sally stewed about something less…traumatic. Like her future. Just look how she’d frozen up when Vance got shot. Because of the blood. She’d almost passed out seeing Galen bleed.
And I want to work in law enforcement?
Sally shook her head. Even if she concentrated on computers, she’d still come face-to-face with blood and death, whether in the hallways or picking up equipment.
Did she really want a job like that? No. With a sigh of both regret and relief, she mentally crossed off law enforcement from her list of potential employers. She’d find job where she wouldn’t see dead people. Or blood.
But…
But what if Galen or Vance came home looking like they did today? Coldness took root in her belly, spreading outward. This was what they did. Day after day. How could she let them leave the house, knowing what they might face?
More chills ran over her body as she saw again the splattering blood, the pained grunt Vance had made at the bullet’s impact. He’d been hurt, and she hadn’t been able to help him. What if she wasn’t even there next time? With a moan, she buried her head in her hands.
“Sally.”
Master Z’s smooth, deep voice pulled her from the dark places.
Shaking herself back to reality, Sally inhaled the scent of cleaners overlying the foulness of excrement and infection. She rubbed her fingers together, feeling the tackiness of old blood on her hands. The television was blaring. But she was back in the present. She looked up.
Master Z stood in the door of the waiting room, holding a brown paper grocery sack.
She frowned. “What are you doing here?”
“Dan called.” After putting his sack on a chair, he lifted Sally to her feet, holding her steady as her legs wobbled. “Galen has hospital paperwork to fill out before he can leave. But Vance has been admitted for the night. Shall we go see him?”
“Please.” And as if she had the right, she burrowed into his arms. He tucked her in closer, holding her firmly—anchoring her—and she knew that no matter what would go wrong, she had a refuge. A place of safety her father had never given her.
When she finally stepped back, her legs felt as if they belonged to her body again. “Thank you,” she whispered.
His gray eyes softened. “You’re one of mine, little one. Don’t forget it again.”
As tears pooled in her eyes, he touched her cheek gently, picked up his sack, and led her from the room.
Endless corridors later, he opened a hospital door and guided her inside.
Vance lay in the bed. Under his dark tan, his color was almost gray.
Her feet froze in place on the ugly linoleum floor. But after an eternity, his chest rose and fell. He was sleeping. She clenched her hands as she fought the need to wake him, to know—know—that he was alive.
“Sit there,” Master Z murmured and gently pushed her down in a chair by the bed. “Galen should be up in a minute.”
“He’s coming.” Dan and Kari walked into the room. “He wouldn’t let them admit him,” Dan grumbled. “Wouldn’t even accept the loan of a wheelchair. Stubborn bastard.”
Finally Galen came in, leaning heavily on an ugly metal cane, and Sally rushed to his side. She started to grab him, remembered the stitches, and—ever so carefully—put her arms around him.
He snorted. “I’m not as fragile as all that, pet.” After leaning his cane against the foot of the bed, he pulled her into him. His arms were the same iron bars she remembered, his chest muscular, his body ever so solid. Z might be a refuge, but here was her home. “Sally?”
She was unable to release him, unable to talk. Every word thickened in her throat and clogged it. Her shaking returned, starting in her belly and moving outward. He could have died.
“Shhh.” His cheek rested on the top of her head.
“Want to sit?” Dan asked him.
Galen’s arms tightened. “No. I just need to hold her. Came too close to losing her. To losing them both.”
Oh, she knew. She knew. He smelled of antiseptic, of sweat and blood, of danger and death and life, and she fully intended to relax her grip—in a year or two.
“If you’re going to have a party in my room, I expect alcohol.” Vance’s voice sounded as if he’d dragged it over the gravel road to their house.
“I believe I have that covered,” Z said. Everyone in the room looked at him. “Dan mentioned your aversion to pain meds, so I brought a different kind of a sedative. Although, I have to say, the pills are more effective.”
Galen shrugged. “I’m not hurt that bad, and I have reports to fill out and imps to hold.”
“Better be only one imp you’re hugging, Sir,” Sally muttered into his chest and heard his huff of a laugh.
“I don’t like being blurry after action,” Vance said to Master Z, sounding so irritable that he might win the Master Grumpy Pants title from Galen. “They always give me too much.”
Galen kissed her head. “Someone else needs a hug, pet,” he said under his breath.
Just what she’d longed to do…if she could find an uninjured place on his body. “Only if you’ll sit down,” Sally answered and got a nod in return.
She moved to the bed, put down the railing, and slid her hip next to Vance’s. Then she waited for permission.
“God, yes,” he muttered and reached for her.
His big hands closed on her shoulders, and he pulled her down onto his chest. When his arm wrapped around her as if he’d never let her go, she nestled her head in the hollow of his shoulder and sighed in contentment.
She could hear the almost inaudible sound of his matching sigh.
Galen limped over to the chair, shoved it closer to the bed, and sank into it. “You all right, bro?” he asked Vance.
“Hurts like a son of a bitch, but any gunfight you walk away from is a good one.”
“Ayuh.”
Sally wanted to smack them both. Her voice came out tight as she said, “How about you stay out of gunfights in the future, okay?”
There was silence, not the instant agreement she was hoping for. Instead, Vance asked, “The woman Somerfeld had with him—she going to be all right?”
“Eventually.”
Sally lifted her head and saw Galen’s jaw tighten as he continued, “A long eventually. But her husband and parents are on their way here.”
Sally remembered the woman’s blank stare and sent off a prayer. Please, help her heal.
“Hand me that, please?” Master Z said to someone. A second later came the distinctive sound of a champagne cork. “Galen. Vance. Since your doctors said you both refused pain meds, you can substitute this…if we can keep the nurses from finding out. Kitten, can you locate the glasses?”
Jessica was here? Sally lifted her head and saw more Shadowlands people had entered. Dressed in pale green slacks and top that brought color to the ugly room, Jessica was handing Z something from a sack. Master Cullen occupied one wall, and Andrea leaned against him. Marcus and Gabi must have come from the tournament. Nolan had an arm slung around Beth, who pressed into his side. Kari stood in front of Dan with his arm crossing her chest, keeping her back against his chest.
And they were all smiling and accepting drinks.
When Z handed a glass to Vance, Sally sat up and accepted one from Jessica. “What’s the celebration?” she asked.
Master Z held up his plastic stemmed glass. “To the end of the Harvest Association. Well done, gentlemen.”
As the hearty chorus of agreement echoed around the room, Vance stared at them.
Galen’s face held the same stunned look. “Yes.” His lips tilted up. “You’re right. That really was the last one.” He lifted his glass in the toast and took a sip. Blinked. “Now that’s champagne.” He took another sip and took the bottle from Z’s hand to examine the label. “Blanc des Millenaires? You do us proud.”
