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"Yeah, but I'm telling you that it sucks and that the people who make it are creeps. You're not going to just toss it in the trash because I say so, right?"
"Damn straight."
"But if I gave you a new choice, if I told you about this Super Bubble Blow--"
"Super Bubble Blow? Man, you slay me."
"Shut up. SBB, it's better. It lasts longer, costs less. Chewing it'll make you and your friends, your family, your neighbors happier, stronger. SBB is the gum of the future, of your future. SBB is right!" Phillip added, putting a ring in his voice. "Bubblicious is wrong. With SBB you'll find personal and religious freedom, and no one will ever tell you that you can only have one piece."
"Cool." Phillip was weird all right, Seth thought with a grin, but he was fun. "Where do I sign up?"
With a half laugh, Phillip tossed the gum back on the desk. "You get the picture. These guys were the brains and the blood, and it was their job to get the people excited."
The brains and the blood, Seth thought. He liked it, and figured he could work it into his report. "Okay, maybe I'll pick Patrick Henry. He doesn't look as dorky as some of the other guys."
"Good. You can access information on him on the computer. When you hit the bibliography of books on him, print it out. The library in Baltimore's bound to have more of a selection than the one at school."
"Okay."
"And your composition for English is ready to turn in tomorrow?"
"Man, you never let up."
"Let's see what you've got."
"Jeez." Grumbling all the way, Seth dug into his binder and tugged out the single sheet.
It was titled "A Dog's Life" and described a typical day through the eyes of Foolish. Phillip felt his lips twitch as the canine narrator told of his delight in chasing rabbits, his irritation with bees, the thrill of hanging out with his good and wise friend Simon.
Christ, the kid was clever, he mused.
As Foolish ended his long, demanding day curled up on his bed, which he generously shared with his boy, Phillip handed the page back. "It's great. I guess we now know how you come by your storytelling talent naturally."
Seth's lashes lowered as he carefully slipped the composition back into place. "Ray was pretty smart and all, being a college professor."
"He was pretty smart. If he'd known about you, Seth, he'd have done something about it a lot sooner."
"Yeah, well…" Seth gave that Quinn shoulder jerk.
"I'm going to talk to the lawyer tomorrow. We may be able to speed things up a little, with Sybill's help."
Seth picked up his pencil to doodle on his blotter. Just shapes, circles, triangles, squares. "Maybe she'll change her mind."
"No, she won't"
"People do, all the time." He'd waited for weeks, ready to run if the Quinns had changed theirs. When they hadn't, he'd started to believe. But he was always ready to run.
"Some people keep their promises, no matter what. Ray did."
"She's not Ray. She came here to spy on me."
"She came to see if you were all right."
"Well, I am. So she can go."
"It's harder to stay," Phillip said quietly. "It takes more guts to stay. People are already talking about her. You know what that's like, when people look at you out of the corners of their eyes and whisper."
"Yeah. They're just jerks."
"Maybe, but it still stings."
He knew it did, but he gripped his pencil more tightly, added pressure to his doodling. "You've just got a case on her."
"I might. She sure is a looker. But if I do have a case on her, that doesn't change the basic facts. Kid, you haven't had that many people give a good damn about you in your life."
He waited until Seth's eyes slid over to his, held. "It took me a while, maybe too long, to give a good damn myself. I did what Ray asked me to, because I loved him."
"But you didn't want to do it."
"No, I didn't want to do it. It was a pain in the ass. You were a pain in the ass. But that started to change, little by little. I still didn't want to do it, it was still a pain in the ass, but somewhere along the way I was doing it for you as much as for Ray."
"You thought maybe I was his kid, and that pissed you off."
So much, Phillip thought, for adults believing they kept their secrets and sins from children. "Yeah. That was one little angle I couldn't get rid of until yesterday. I couldn't accept the idea that he might have cheated on my mother, or that you might be his son."
"But you put my name on the sign anyway."
Phillip stared a moment, then let out a half laugh. Sometimes, he realized, you do what's right without really thinking about it, and it makes a difference. "It belonged there, just like you belong here. And Sybill already gave a good damn about you, and now we know why. When somebody cares, it's just plain stupid to push them away."
"You think I should see her and talk to her and stuff." He'd thought about it himself. "I don't know what to say."
"You saw her and talked to her before you knew. You could try it that way."
"Maybe."
"You know how Grace and Anna are all wired up about this birthday dinner of yours next week?"
"Yeah." He lowered his head a little more so the huge grin didn't show. He couldn't believe it, not really. A birthday dinner and he got to pick the food, then like a party with pals the next day. Not that he was going to call it a party, because that was really lame when you were turning eleven.
"What do you think of asking her if she'd like to come over for that?
The family dinner deal."
The grin vanished. "I don't know. I guess. She probably wouldn't want to come anyway."
"Why don't I ask her? You could cop another present out of it."
"Yeah?" A smile came back, sly and slow. "She'd have to make it a good one, too."
"That's the spirit."
Chapter Fifteen
the ninety-minute appointment with the Baltimore lawyer had left Sybill jittery and exhausted. She thought she'd been prepared for it; after all, she'd had two and a half days to get ready, since she'd called first thing Monday morning and had been squeezed into his schedule on Wednesday afternoon.
"Damn straight."
"But if I gave you a new choice, if I told you about this Super Bubble Blow--"
"Super Bubble Blow? Man, you slay me."
"Shut up. SBB, it's better. It lasts longer, costs less. Chewing it'll make you and your friends, your family, your neighbors happier, stronger. SBB is the gum of the future, of your future. SBB is right!" Phillip added, putting a ring in his voice. "Bubblicious is wrong. With SBB you'll find personal and religious freedom, and no one will ever tell you that you can only have one piece."
"Cool." Phillip was weird all right, Seth thought with a grin, but he was fun. "Where do I sign up?"
With a half laugh, Phillip tossed the gum back on the desk. "You get the picture. These guys were the brains and the blood, and it was their job to get the people excited."
The brains and the blood, Seth thought. He liked it, and figured he could work it into his report. "Okay, maybe I'll pick Patrick Henry. He doesn't look as dorky as some of the other guys."
"Good. You can access information on him on the computer. When you hit the bibliography of books on him, print it out. The library in Baltimore's bound to have more of a selection than the one at school."
"Okay."
"And your composition for English is ready to turn in tomorrow?"
"Man, you never let up."
"Let's see what you've got."
"Jeez." Grumbling all the way, Seth dug into his binder and tugged out the single sheet.
It was titled "A Dog's Life" and described a typical day through the eyes of Foolish. Phillip felt his lips twitch as the canine narrator told of his delight in chasing rabbits, his irritation with bees, the thrill of hanging out with his good and wise friend Simon.
Christ, the kid was clever, he mused.
As Foolish ended his long, demanding day curled up on his bed, which he generously shared with his boy, Phillip handed the page back. "It's great. I guess we now know how you come by your storytelling talent naturally."
Seth's lashes lowered as he carefully slipped the composition back into place. "Ray was pretty smart and all, being a college professor."
"He was pretty smart. If he'd known about you, Seth, he'd have done something about it a lot sooner."
"Yeah, well…" Seth gave that Quinn shoulder jerk.
"I'm going to talk to the lawyer tomorrow. We may be able to speed things up a little, with Sybill's help."
Seth picked up his pencil to doodle on his blotter. Just shapes, circles, triangles, squares. "Maybe she'll change her mind."
"No, she won't"
"People do, all the time." He'd waited for weeks, ready to run if the Quinns had changed theirs. When they hadn't, he'd started to believe. But he was always ready to run.
"Some people keep their promises, no matter what. Ray did."
"She's not Ray. She came here to spy on me."
"She came to see if you were all right."
"Well, I am. So she can go."
"It's harder to stay," Phillip said quietly. "It takes more guts to stay. People are already talking about her. You know what that's like, when people look at you out of the corners of their eyes and whisper."
"Yeah. They're just jerks."
"Maybe, but it still stings."
He knew it did, but he gripped his pencil more tightly, added pressure to his doodling. "You've just got a case on her."
"I might. She sure is a looker. But if I do have a case on her, that doesn't change the basic facts. Kid, you haven't had that many people give a good damn about you in your life."
He waited until Seth's eyes slid over to his, held. "It took me a while, maybe too long, to give a good damn myself. I did what Ray asked me to, because I loved him."
"But you didn't want to do it."
"No, I didn't want to do it. It was a pain in the ass. You were a pain in the ass. But that started to change, little by little. I still didn't want to do it, it was still a pain in the ass, but somewhere along the way I was doing it for you as much as for Ray."
"You thought maybe I was his kid, and that pissed you off."
So much, Phillip thought, for adults believing they kept their secrets and sins from children. "Yeah. That was one little angle I couldn't get rid of until yesterday. I couldn't accept the idea that he might have cheated on my mother, or that you might be his son."
"But you put my name on the sign anyway."
Phillip stared a moment, then let out a half laugh. Sometimes, he realized, you do what's right without really thinking about it, and it makes a difference. "It belonged there, just like you belong here. And Sybill already gave a good damn about you, and now we know why. When somebody cares, it's just plain stupid to push them away."
"You think I should see her and talk to her and stuff." He'd thought about it himself. "I don't know what to say."
"You saw her and talked to her before you knew. You could try it that way."
"Maybe."
"You know how Grace and Anna are all wired up about this birthday dinner of yours next week?"
"Yeah." He lowered his head a little more so the huge grin didn't show. He couldn't believe it, not really. A birthday dinner and he got to pick the food, then like a party with pals the next day. Not that he was going to call it a party, because that was really lame when you were turning eleven.
"What do you think of asking her if she'd like to come over for that?
The family dinner deal."
The grin vanished. "I don't know. I guess. She probably wouldn't want to come anyway."
"Why don't I ask her? You could cop another present out of it."
"Yeah?" A smile came back, sly and slow. "She'd have to make it a good one, too."
"That's the spirit."
Chapter Fifteen
the ninety-minute appointment with the Baltimore lawyer had left Sybill jittery and exhausted. She thought she'd been prepared for it; after all, she'd had two and a half days to get ready, since she'd called first thing Monday morning and had been squeezed into his schedule on Wednesday afternoon.
