Inner Harbor
Page 63
"Trust has to be earned. You have to want to earn it."
She rose, walked to the dark window and looked out on the city lights that wavered behind the rain. "When you came to live with Ray and Stella Quinn, when they were helping you change your life, remake yourself, did you maintain contact with your mother, with your friends in Baltimore?"
"My mother was a part-time whore who resented every breath I took, and my friends were dealers, junkies, and thieves. I didn't want contact with them any more than they wanted it with me."
"Regardless." She turned back to face him. "You understand my point."
"I understand it, but I don't agree with it."
"I imagine Seth does."
He set his glass aside as he rose. "He wants you there on his birthday Friday."
"You want me there," she corrected. "And I very much appreciate you for persuading Seth to allow it."
"Sybill--"
"Speaking of which," she said quickly. "I found your art store." She gestured toward the bags he'd set by the door.
"That?" He stared at the bags. "All of that?"
Immediately she began to nibble on her thumbnail. "It's too much, isn't it? I knew it. I got caught up. I can take some of it back or just keep it for myself. I don't take enough time to draw anymore."
He'd walked over to examine the bags, the boxes inside. "All of this?" With a laugh, he straightened, shook his head. "He'll love it. He'll go nuts."
"I don't want him to think of it as a bribe, like I'm trying to buy his affection. I don't know what got into me. Once I started, I couldn't seem to stop."
"If I were you, I'd stop questioning my motives for doing something nice, something impulsive, and just a bit over the top." Gently he tugged at her hand. "And stop biting your nails."
"I'm not biting my nails. I never…" Insulted, she looked down at her hand, saw the ragged thumbnail. "Oh, God, I'm biting my nails. I haven't done that since I was fifteen. Where's my nail file?"
Phillip edged closer to her as she grabbed her handbag and took out a small manicure set. "Were you a nervous kid?"
"Hmm?"
"A nail-biter."
"It was a bad habit, that's all." Smoothly, efficiently, she began to repair the damage.
"A nervous habit, wouldn't you say, Dr. Griffin?"
"Perhaps. But I broke it."
"Not entirely. Nail biting," he murmured, moving toward her.
"Migraines."
"Only occasionally."
"Skipping meals," he continued. "Don't bother to tell me you've eaten tonight. I know better. It seems to me that your breathing and concentrating isn't quite doing the job on stress. Let's try my way again."
"I really have to go." She was already being drawn into his arms.
"Before it gets too late."
"It's already too late." He brushed his lips over hers once, twice. "You really have to stay. It's dark, it's cold, it's raining," he murmured, nibbling on, toying with her lips. "And you're a terrible driver."
"I'm just…" The nail file slipped out of her fingers. "Out of practice."
"I want to take you to bed. I want to take you to my bed." The next kiss was deeper, longer, wetter. "I want to slip you out of that lovely little suit, piece by piece, and see what's going on under it."
"I don't know how you do this." Her breath was already coming too fast, her body going too soft. "I can't keep my thoughts aligned when you're touching me."
"I like them scattered." He slid his hands under her trim jacket until his thumbs skimmed the sides of her br**sts. "I like you scattered. And trembling. It makes me want to do all sorts of things to you when you tremble."
Quick flares of heat, sharp stabs of ice were already racing over her.
"What sorts of… things?"
He made a low, delighted sound against the side of her throat. "I'll show you," he offered, and picked her up.
"I don't do this." She pushed back her hair, staring at him as he carried her into the bedroom.
"Do what?"
"Go to a man's apartment, let him carry me to bed. I don't do this."
"We'll just consider it a change in behavioral patterns then." He kissed her thoroughly before laying her down on the bed. "Caused by…" He paused to light a trio of candles on an iron stand in the corner.
"Direct stimulation."
"That could work." The candlelight did wonders for an already impossibly handsome face. "It's just that you're so attractive."
He chuckled and slid onto the big bed to nip at her chin. "And you're so weak."
"Not usually. Actually, my sexual appetites are slightly below average, ordinarily."
"Is that so?" He lifted her just enough to slip the jacket away.
"Yes. I've found, for myself… oh… that while a sexual interlude can be pleasant…" Her breath caught as his fingers slowly released the buttons of her blouse.
"Pleasant?" he prompted.
"It rarely, if ever, has more than a momentary impact. Of course, that's due to my hormonal makeup."
"Of course." He lowered his mouth to the soft swell of her br**sts that rose temptingly above the cups of her bra. And licked.
"But--but--" She clenched her fists at her sides as his tongue swept under the fabric and shot off shock waves.
"You're trying to think."
"I'm trying to see if I can."
"How's it going?"
"Not very well."
"You were telling me about your hormonal makeup," he reminded her, watching her face as he tugged her skirt down over her hips.
"I was? Oh, well… I had a point." Somewhere, she thought vaguely, a shiver going through her as he traced a fingertip over her midriff.
He saw with delight that she wore those sexy thigh-hugging stockings again, this time in sheer smoky-black. He imagined she'd considered that the black bra and panties were proper coordinates.
She rose, walked to the dark window and looked out on the city lights that wavered behind the rain. "When you came to live with Ray and Stella Quinn, when they were helping you change your life, remake yourself, did you maintain contact with your mother, with your friends in Baltimore?"
"My mother was a part-time whore who resented every breath I took, and my friends were dealers, junkies, and thieves. I didn't want contact with them any more than they wanted it with me."
"Regardless." She turned back to face him. "You understand my point."
"I understand it, but I don't agree with it."
"I imagine Seth does."
He set his glass aside as he rose. "He wants you there on his birthday Friday."
"You want me there," she corrected. "And I very much appreciate you for persuading Seth to allow it."
"Sybill--"
"Speaking of which," she said quickly. "I found your art store." She gestured toward the bags he'd set by the door.
"That?" He stared at the bags. "All of that?"
Immediately she began to nibble on her thumbnail. "It's too much, isn't it? I knew it. I got caught up. I can take some of it back or just keep it for myself. I don't take enough time to draw anymore."
He'd walked over to examine the bags, the boxes inside. "All of this?" With a laugh, he straightened, shook his head. "He'll love it. He'll go nuts."
"I don't want him to think of it as a bribe, like I'm trying to buy his affection. I don't know what got into me. Once I started, I couldn't seem to stop."
"If I were you, I'd stop questioning my motives for doing something nice, something impulsive, and just a bit over the top." Gently he tugged at her hand. "And stop biting your nails."
"I'm not biting my nails. I never…" Insulted, she looked down at her hand, saw the ragged thumbnail. "Oh, God, I'm biting my nails. I haven't done that since I was fifteen. Where's my nail file?"
Phillip edged closer to her as she grabbed her handbag and took out a small manicure set. "Were you a nervous kid?"
"Hmm?"
"A nail-biter."
"It was a bad habit, that's all." Smoothly, efficiently, she began to repair the damage.
"A nervous habit, wouldn't you say, Dr. Griffin?"
"Perhaps. But I broke it."
"Not entirely. Nail biting," he murmured, moving toward her.
"Migraines."
"Only occasionally."
"Skipping meals," he continued. "Don't bother to tell me you've eaten tonight. I know better. It seems to me that your breathing and concentrating isn't quite doing the job on stress. Let's try my way again."
"I really have to go." She was already being drawn into his arms.
"Before it gets too late."
"It's already too late." He brushed his lips over hers once, twice. "You really have to stay. It's dark, it's cold, it's raining," he murmured, nibbling on, toying with her lips. "And you're a terrible driver."
"I'm just…" The nail file slipped out of her fingers. "Out of practice."
"I want to take you to bed. I want to take you to my bed." The next kiss was deeper, longer, wetter. "I want to slip you out of that lovely little suit, piece by piece, and see what's going on under it."
"I don't know how you do this." Her breath was already coming too fast, her body going too soft. "I can't keep my thoughts aligned when you're touching me."
"I like them scattered." He slid his hands under her trim jacket until his thumbs skimmed the sides of her br**sts. "I like you scattered. And trembling. It makes me want to do all sorts of things to you when you tremble."
Quick flares of heat, sharp stabs of ice were already racing over her.
"What sorts of… things?"
He made a low, delighted sound against the side of her throat. "I'll show you," he offered, and picked her up.
"I don't do this." She pushed back her hair, staring at him as he carried her into the bedroom.
"Do what?"
"Go to a man's apartment, let him carry me to bed. I don't do this."
"We'll just consider it a change in behavioral patterns then." He kissed her thoroughly before laying her down on the bed. "Caused by…" He paused to light a trio of candles on an iron stand in the corner.
"Direct stimulation."
"That could work." The candlelight did wonders for an already impossibly handsome face. "It's just that you're so attractive."
He chuckled and slid onto the big bed to nip at her chin. "And you're so weak."
"Not usually. Actually, my sexual appetites are slightly below average, ordinarily."
"Is that so?" He lifted her just enough to slip the jacket away.
"Yes. I've found, for myself… oh… that while a sexual interlude can be pleasant…" Her breath caught as his fingers slowly released the buttons of her blouse.
"Pleasant?" he prompted.
"It rarely, if ever, has more than a momentary impact. Of course, that's due to my hormonal makeup."
"Of course." He lowered his mouth to the soft swell of her br**sts that rose temptingly above the cups of her bra. And licked.
"But--but--" She clenched her fists at her sides as his tongue swept under the fabric and shot off shock waves.
"You're trying to think."
"I'm trying to see if I can."
"How's it going?"
"Not very well."
"You were telling me about your hormonal makeup," he reminded her, watching her face as he tugged her skirt down over her hips.
"I was? Oh, well… I had a point." Somewhere, she thought vaguely, a shiver going through her as he traced a fingertip over her midriff.
He saw with delight that she wore those sexy thigh-hugging stockings again, this time in sheer smoky-black. He imagined she'd considered that the black bra and panties were proper coordinates.
