Lady Isabella's Scandalous Marriage
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Mac gathered her against him as they quieted, both trying to catch their breath. They lay without talking for a long time, while the sun rose higher outside the long windows.
“Mac,” Isabella murmured. “What happened to us?”
Mac smoothed her hair with his palm. “You married a Mackenzie. You must have been mad to do that.”
“But I wasn’t.” Isabella raised her head, looked down at his strong face. “I knew it was the right thing to do. I’ve never doubted that.”
“It was a damn fool thing for me to do. I couldn’t resist teasing the little debutante in white, but should have left you the hell alone.”
“But I am glad you did not. I knew what sort of man my parents wanted me to marry—my father had picked out three likely gentlemen already. They thought I didn’t know, but I did. When you whispered to me on the terrace that you didn’t think I’d have the courage to elope with you, I saw my escape, and I took it.”
“Escape?” Mac’s brows drew together. “I was your escape? Isabella, you wound me.”
“I chose you, Mac. Not for your riches—Miss Pringle emphasized that money is no reason for a lady to marry; the richest husband can be stingy and make you miserable.”
Mac’s scowl deepened. “Miss Pringle ought to have been a preacher.”
“She did sermonize, rather. But she wasn’t wrong.”
“Were you thinking of the moral Miss Pringle when you decided to run away from your family and live in scandal with me?”
“We didn’t live in scandal; we married.” Isabella traced his lips. “If a bit improperly.”
“Nothing improper about it. I made damn sure it was a legal marriage, because I knew your father would come sniffing around, trying to annul it.”
“Poor Papa. I dashed all his hopes. It made me unhappy to do it, but if I had to choose all over again . . .” She looked straight into Mac’s eyes. “I would do the same.”
Isabella saw his confusion, his hope, his sadness. “I ruined your life.”
“Do not be such a martyr. Do you know why I agreed to marry you, Mac Mackenzie? I’d never met you, but I did know about you—everyone talks about your family. I’d heard all about Ian in that horrid asylum and about Cam and Hart and their unhappy marriages, and about you painting naked women in Paris.”
Mac’s eyes widened, copper outlined with black. “Gracious, such scandal to touch a maiden’s ears.”
“I’d have to have been buried in a hole to not hear the gossip, scandalous or no.”
“Hart’s and Cam’s marriages were unfortunate, I grant, but why on earth would that make you want to marry their brother?”
“Because their wives were cared for. Elizabeth was cruel to Cameron, I know she was, but he never says a word against her. And Sarah frustrated Hart by being so timid, but he, too, never said a word. He gave up his longtime mistress to be faithful to her, no matter that Sarah was clearly afraid of him. But he took care of her to the end. Not just to hide the dirty linen, but because he cared. I saw Hart when she and the child died. He was grief-stricken, not relieved as some malicious people put about. Mrs. Palmer’s death was the last nail in the coffin. Hart is so lonely.”
Mac groaned. “Isabella, if you start making Hart barley tea and knitting him slippers, I will become ill.”
“Selfish of you. He needs looking after.”
“He is the great Duke of Kilmorgan. I need looking after.” Mac closed strong arms around her. “I am the man who had all the happiness he could handle before he went and lost it. You need to knit me slippers.”
“Don’t be so ridiculous.” Isabella kissed the tip of his nose. He caught her by the back of her neck and pulled her down for a serious, long kiss. The discussion, she realized, was over.
Mac had rolled her over onto the fallen curtain, his body positioned between her legs, when someone thumped on the door. Bellamy’s gruff voice sounded through it.
“My lord?”
“Bloody hell,” Mac growled. “Go away.”
“Ye said if it were urgent . . .”
“Is the building falling down?”
“Not yet, my lord. His Grace wishes to see you.”
“Tell His Grace to lose himself, Bellamy. In a land far, far away.”
Bellamy paused, clearly unhappy. “I think ye should speak to him, my lord.”
“Blast you, man, you work for me, not my interfering brother.”
“In that case, my lord, I wish to give notice.”
Mac heaved an exasperated sigh. The brothers were used to Hart summoning them peremptorily, but Isabella saw that this time, Hart might have gone too far.
“It’s all right,” she said. She ran her fingertip down Mac’s nose to his lips. “It might be important. I won’t run away.”
Mac gave her a long, intense kiss. The heat of it made her close her arms around him and nestle against him. She somehow knew that when this moment was gone, she’d never have another like it. She wasn’t certain how she knew, but the feeling gripped her and made her hold hard to Mac.
Mac himself would have stayed there, she knew, but Bellamy knocked on the door again and coughed.
“This had better be damned important,” Mac muttered as he rose from Isabella, snatched up his kilt, and made his way to the door, giving Isabella a fine view of his still-trim derriere.
“Mac,” Isabella murmured. “What happened to us?”
Mac smoothed her hair with his palm. “You married a Mackenzie. You must have been mad to do that.”
“But I wasn’t.” Isabella raised her head, looked down at his strong face. “I knew it was the right thing to do. I’ve never doubted that.”
“It was a damn fool thing for me to do. I couldn’t resist teasing the little debutante in white, but should have left you the hell alone.”
“But I am glad you did not. I knew what sort of man my parents wanted me to marry—my father had picked out three likely gentlemen already. They thought I didn’t know, but I did. When you whispered to me on the terrace that you didn’t think I’d have the courage to elope with you, I saw my escape, and I took it.”
“Escape?” Mac’s brows drew together. “I was your escape? Isabella, you wound me.”
“I chose you, Mac. Not for your riches—Miss Pringle emphasized that money is no reason for a lady to marry; the richest husband can be stingy and make you miserable.”
Mac’s scowl deepened. “Miss Pringle ought to have been a preacher.”
“She did sermonize, rather. But she wasn’t wrong.”
“Were you thinking of the moral Miss Pringle when you decided to run away from your family and live in scandal with me?”
“We didn’t live in scandal; we married.” Isabella traced his lips. “If a bit improperly.”
“Nothing improper about it. I made damn sure it was a legal marriage, because I knew your father would come sniffing around, trying to annul it.”
“Poor Papa. I dashed all his hopes. It made me unhappy to do it, but if I had to choose all over again . . .” She looked straight into Mac’s eyes. “I would do the same.”
Isabella saw his confusion, his hope, his sadness. “I ruined your life.”
“Do not be such a martyr. Do you know why I agreed to marry you, Mac Mackenzie? I’d never met you, but I did know about you—everyone talks about your family. I’d heard all about Ian in that horrid asylum and about Cam and Hart and their unhappy marriages, and about you painting naked women in Paris.”
Mac’s eyes widened, copper outlined with black. “Gracious, such scandal to touch a maiden’s ears.”
“I’d have to have been buried in a hole to not hear the gossip, scandalous or no.”
“Hart’s and Cam’s marriages were unfortunate, I grant, but why on earth would that make you want to marry their brother?”
“Because their wives were cared for. Elizabeth was cruel to Cameron, I know she was, but he never says a word against her. And Sarah frustrated Hart by being so timid, but he, too, never said a word. He gave up his longtime mistress to be faithful to her, no matter that Sarah was clearly afraid of him. But he took care of her to the end. Not just to hide the dirty linen, but because he cared. I saw Hart when she and the child died. He was grief-stricken, not relieved as some malicious people put about. Mrs. Palmer’s death was the last nail in the coffin. Hart is so lonely.”
Mac groaned. “Isabella, if you start making Hart barley tea and knitting him slippers, I will become ill.”
“Selfish of you. He needs looking after.”
“He is the great Duke of Kilmorgan. I need looking after.” Mac closed strong arms around her. “I am the man who had all the happiness he could handle before he went and lost it. You need to knit me slippers.”
“Don’t be so ridiculous.” Isabella kissed the tip of his nose. He caught her by the back of her neck and pulled her down for a serious, long kiss. The discussion, she realized, was over.
Mac had rolled her over onto the fallen curtain, his body positioned between her legs, when someone thumped on the door. Bellamy’s gruff voice sounded through it.
“My lord?”
“Bloody hell,” Mac growled. “Go away.”
“Ye said if it were urgent . . .”
“Is the building falling down?”
“Not yet, my lord. His Grace wishes to see you.”
“Tell His Grace to lose himself, Bellamy. In a land far, far away.”
Bellamy paused, clearly unhappy. “I think ye should speak to him, my lord.”
“Blast you, man, you work for me, not my interfering brother.”
“In that case, my lord, I wish to give notice.”
Mac heaved an exasperated sigh. The brothers were used to Hart summoning them peremptorily, but Isabella saw that this time, Hart might have gone too far.
“It’s all right,” she said. She ran her fingertip down Mac’s nose to his lips. “It might be important. I won’t run away.”
Mac gave her a long, intense kiss. The heat of it made her close her arms around him and nestle against him. She somehow knew that when this moment was gone, she’d never have another like it. She wasn’t certain how she knew, but the feeling gripped her and made her hold hard to Mac.
Mac himself would have stayed there, she knew, but Bellamy knocked on the door again and coughed.
“This had better be damned important,” Mac muttered as he rose from Isabella, snatched up his kilt, and made his way to the door, giving Isabella a fine view of his still-trim derriere.
