Lorn
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“I’m going to take charge of our clan.”
“Your father wants to lead.”
“I know, but he’d be just as bad as Decker. I’m done.” Lorn hugged her tight. “I’m not losing you. Fuck that. I’ll take the clan and make my own laws. I’m going to make it possible to claim you as my mate regardless of anything else, Kira. We’ve lived under to Decker’s tyranny for long enough. Our clan won’t voluntarily change its ways—so I’m going to force it to happen.”
“Lorn…” She wasn’t sure what to say at first. She did know how she felt. Frightened. “You’d have to challenge Nabby and anyone who backs Decker still. That will be a lot of the first-generation elders. Hell, most of the clan, for that matter.” Another person popped into her thoughts. “And your father.”
“I’ll probably have to kill him. He won’t leave me with any other choice.” Lorn grimly regarded her. “I’ve let them keep us apart for long enough. No more.”
Tears filled her eyes. “Lorn, the odds are impossible. You’re one man.”
His entire body grew rigid. “You don’t have faith in me?”
“I do.” She grabbed his face, staring deeply into his eyes. “I love you. Let’s just run away together and go far from here. That’s better than taking on the clan.”
His expression softened. “We’d always be looking over our shoulder. What if we were to have children? Do you want that kind of life for them? Worried that enforcers will show up with orders to kill us? Dodging Vampire nests and Lycan packs trying to take us out because we’re considered outcasts and enemies? You deserve all the things you’ve been denied, Kira. That’s a clan that accepts you. Living in a place where we’re surrounded by people willing to help us maintain a safe environment. I want to give you that.
“Some may be like Decker, but there are a lot in our clan who are fed up. We all deserve a chance to be happy. Your father and Lavos will have my back. Davis will fight for you and my brother will fight for me. Garson and Kar are with Lavos, so they’ll help. I’m not going to do this alone.”
“You’ve always been so stubborn and honorable.” It was part of the reason she had fallen in love with him. He cared about others and protected the people who needed it most. It’s what had brought him into her life. He’d rescued her and won her heart.
“We’re going to get you stronger—and then I’m going to start a war I plan to win.”
“I’m going to fight at your side.”
That made him growl, and he shook head.
Kira went nose to nose with him, gripping his face tighter. “I’m not letting you do this alone.”
“Damn it,” he rasped. “I won’t risk you. I want you to stay here, locked inside the den until it’s over.”
“Do you really think that’s going to happen?”
He closed his eyes and tilted his head, pressing his cheek against hers. “I can’t lose you.”
“I can’t lose you either. You want to take the clan? Fine. I get it. I see the big picture. Your war is my war. We’re in this together. I’m not letting you go, either.”
“Fine.”
He’d agreed too fast. It reminded her of when they were kids and had argued. He’d say that same word in that exact tone. Then he’d do the opposite.
Lorn could be sneaky…but she could be too.
Chapter Nine
Lorn knew he needed to get out of bed. But he loved having Kira in his arms. She felt right and perfect, snuggled against his body. Life wouldn’t allow him to ignore his responsibilities, though. He eased off the mattress. She didn’t stir so he figured the sun hadn’t gone down yet, but it had to be late in the day.
He took a fast shower then used his emergency phone to text Lavos. He noted the time. He’d slept for longer than he’d thought.
What’s going on?
Call.
That one word had Lorn moving fast, unlocking the door and heading topside to get a better signal. He called his brother as soon as he got more bars. “What’s wrong?”
“Nabby is worried some of the families will flee our clan to join the others. Our father suggested he separate the mated couples.”
“Son of a bitch,” Lorn snarled.
“Yeah. The idiot and his elder friends came up with the plan to assemble all the women and children inside the lodge, while the men are to remain at their homes. It’s caused friction since this morning. No one wants to leave their families unprotected after the Vampire attack. Who the hell could blame them? I tried to talk to Dad but he said it’s only going to affect the families that he doesn’t trust. As if that makes a difference. The bastard wouldn’t even listen to reason.”
“He never does.”
“Fights will break out when Nabby and his moron crew try to force the issue at sunset. Garson, Kar, and I are attempting to keep the peace but it’s just the three of us. I really need you, Lorn. You’re the only one who might be able to change our father’s mind. He’s the one giving Nabby orders, and he’s convinced the elder members to compel their children to comply.”
“Ladius has gone way too far.”
“No shit. It’s fucked up. Disrespect your parents, or go against your instincts to protect your mate and kids. Dad doesn’t see a problem with it since he’s never cared about family harmony. Selfish prick.”
Lorn agreed. “Do you think he’s getting his orders directly from Decker?”
“Does it matter? They both probably fear losing numbers. There’s no clan to rule if most of our people flee.”
“Where’s Davis?”
“Nabby sent him on a supply and mail run before he informed the mated males what he expected of them. He’ll be back in an hour or so.”
“How much do you trust Kar?”
“With my life.”
“Are you certain?”
“Yes. He’d do anything for me. Why?”
Lorn hated to say the words. “Send him to me. Privately tell him about Kira. I’ll come, but I won’t leave her unprotected. I’ll fucking kill your friend if he tries to get inside my den, Lavos. He can protect the area but don’t give him the exact location of the opening. Will that be a problem for him?”
“Your father wants to lead.”
“I know, but he’d be just as bad as Decker. I’m done.” Lorn hugged her tight. “I’m not losing you. Fuck that. I’ll take the clan and make my own laws. I’m going to make it possible to claim you as my mate regardless of anything else, Kira. We’ve lived under to Decker’s tyranny for long enough. Our clan won’t voluntarily change its ways—so I’m going to force it to happen.”
“Lorn…” She wasn’t sure what to say at first. She did know how she felt. Frightened. “You’d have to challenge Nabby and anyone who backs Decker still. That will be a lot of the first-generation elders. Hell, most of the clan, for that matter.” Another person popped into her thoughts. “And your father.”
“I’ll probably have to kill him. He won’t leave me with any other choice.” Lorn grimly regarded her. “I’ve let them keep us apart for long enough. No more.”
Tears filled her eyes. “Lorn, the odds are impossible. You’re one man.”
His entire body grew rigid. “You don’t have faith in me?”
“I do.” She grabbed his face, staring deeply into his eyes. “I love you. Let’s just run away together and go far from here. That’s better than taking on the clan.”
His expression softened. “We’d always be looking over our shoulder. What if we were to have children? Do you want that kind of life for them? Worried that enforcers will show up with orders to kill us? Dodging Vampire nests and Lycan packs trying to take us out because we’re considered outcasts and enemies? You deserve all the things you’ve been denied, Kira. That’s a clan that accepts you. Living in a place where we’re surrounded by people willing to help us maintain a safe environment. I want to give you that.
“Some may be like Decker, but there are a lot in our clan who are fed up. We all deserve a chance to be happy. Your father and Lavos will have my back. Davis will fight for you and my brother will fight for me. Garson and Kar are with Lavos, so they’ll help. I’m not going to do this alone.”
“You’ve always been so stubborn and honorable.” It was part of the reason she had fallen in love with him. He cared about others and protected the people who needed it most. It’s what had brought him into her life. He’d rescued her and won her heart.
“We’re going to get you stronger—and then I’m going to start a war I plan to win.”
“I’m going to fight at your side.”
That made him growl, and he shook head.
Kira went nose to nose with him, gripping his face tighter. “I’m not letting you do this alone.”
“Damn it,” he rasped. “I won’t risk you. I want you to stay here, locked inside the den until it’s over.”
“Do you really think that’s going to happen?”
He closed his eyes and tilted his head, pressing his cheek against hers. “I can’t lose you.”
“I can’t lose you either. You want to take the clan? Fine. I get it. I see the big picture. Your war is my war. We’re in this together. I’m not letting you go, either.”
“Fine.”
He’d agreed too fast. It reminded her of when they were kids and had argued. He’d say that same word in that exact tone. Then he’d do the opposite.
Lorn could be sneaky…but she could be too.
Chapter Nine
Lorn knew he needed to get out of bed. But he loved having Kira in his arms. She felt right and perfect, snuggled against his body. Life wouldn’t allow him to ignore his responsibilities, though. He eased off the mattress. She didn’t stir so he figured the sun hadn’t gone down yet, but it had to be late in the day.
He took a fast shower then used his emergency phone to text Lavos. He noted the time. He’d slept for longer than he’d thought.
What’s going on?
Call.
That one word had Lorn moving fast, unlocking the door and heading topside to get a better signal. He called his brother as soon as he got more bars. “What’s wrong?”
“Nabby is worried some of the families will flee our clan to join the others. Our father suggested he separate the mated couples.”
“Son of a bitch,” Lorn snarled.
“Yeah. The idiot and his elder friends came up with the plan to assemble all the women and children inside the lodge, while the men are to remain at their homes. It’s caused friction since this morning. No one wants to leave their families unprotected after the Vampire attack. Who the hell could blame them? I tried to talk to Dad but he said it’s only going to affect the families that he doesn’t trust. As if that makes a difference. The bastard wouldn’t even listen to reason.”
“He never does.”
“Fights will break out when Nabby and his moron crew try to force the issue at sunset. Garson, Kar, and I are attempting to keep the peace but it’s just the three of us. I really need you, Lorn. You’re the only one who might be able to change our father’s mind. He’s the one giving Nabby orders, and he’s convinced the elder members to compel their children to comply.”
“Ladius has gone way too far.”
“No shit. It’s fucked up. Disrespect your parents, or go against your instincts to protect your mate and kids. Dad doesn’t see a problem with it since he’s never cared about family harmony. Selfish prick.”
Lorn agreed. “Do you think he’s getting his orders directly from Decker?”
“Does it matter? They both probably fear losing numbers. There’s no clan to rule if most of our people flee.”
“Where’s Davis?”
“Nabby sent him on a supply and mail run before he informed the mated males what he expected of them. He’ll be back in an hour or so.”
“How much do you trust Kar?”
“With my life.”
“Are you certain?”
“Yes. He’d do anything for me. Why?”
Lorn hated to say the words. “Send him to me. Privately tell him about Kira. I’ll come, but I won’t leave her unprotected. I’ll fucking kill your friend if he tries to get inside my den, Lavos. He can protect the area but don’t give him the exact location of the opening. Will that be a problem for him?”
