Love Unrehearsed
Page 119
“I think we need to go there and check it out, even if it’s just for dinner. Brings us back to freeing up your responsibilities, though, Tar.”
“I know. And I think I have a solution.” Ryan raised a brow. “You do?” After I told him my idea, he was more than happy. He was downright relieved.
Going to Italy was easier said than done.
After spending another few days with Ryan in Vancouver, I flew back to Rhode Island by myself. The month of June was almost over, Marie was slightly miserable, Tammy wasn’t really speaking to either of us, and Pete was drowning in debt, his days of climbing ladders and doing manual labor for a living on hold indefinitely.
To say I was looking forward to returning to all of this would be a lie. At least the paparazzi and gossip rags were being somewhat nice, printing photos of our happiness when they caught Ryan and me out shopping a few days ago.
Ryan and I had a nice time wandering around, taking in some sights and spending some money on stuff we didn’t need but could afford. I was sporting a gorgeous an-tique diamond bracelet that Ryan spent a small fortune on and he bought himself a nice platinum chain with a stainless steel dog tag that had a tribal design on one side and my name engraved on the other.
But now I was sitting in the passenger seat of my car, Marie behind the wheel, since she picked me up at the airport, and the amazing time I had with Ryan sadly becoming another memory.
I watched the landscape zoom by once again, feeling a sense of déjà vu, and wondering if things would settle.
Going back to Mitchell’s Pub was starting to feel like a burden, and that was not good.
“Did you book your flight?” I asked, wondering when the other shoe was going to drop.
Marie glanced over quickly. “Yeah. Class starts July ninth.”
My mind flipped through the calendar, knowing I already had a problem, but I wasn’t about to let it halt her plans.
“You’re going to miss Ryan’s wrap party because of me.”
I felt my shoulders tense as I glanced over at her. “Mike needs to keep his big mouth shut.”
Marie barked out a laugh, “I know you’re supposed to be in Pittsburg at his parents’ on the twenty-second as well, which you failed to tell me about.”
“I wasn’t keeping it a secret.” Well, I was, but I wasn’t going to tell her until after she’d left.
She passed a slow-moving camper in the center lane. “Liar. You said you didn’t have anything firm until the Teen Choice Awards on August seventh.”
And therein was my problem, right in a nutshell. Since cloning wasn’t possible, something had to give, just like Ryan had said. “You need to worry about your schedule and leave me to worry about mine,” I growled, teasingly of course.
“I thought you were trying to go to Italy the week before that?”
“No. Ryan’s not sure if he’ll have to go to ll.A. earlier. He’s waiting to hear.” I dug around in my purse for my calendar.
“When are you coming back then?”
“July twenty-eighth.” Her voice did an excited upswing, making it sound like a question. I could tell she was treading lightly. She also knew that I had no one to fall back on.
“You’ll come back a lean, mean fighting machine,” I joked, trying to let her know I was totally supporting her decisions.
Marie gave me a weak smile. “I don’t have to go for this session, Taryn. I could put it off. Give it a year, maybe. I dunno. I know I’m putting you in a tight spot.” I adjusted my ring. “No. Definitely not.”
“Taryn, I’m rushing this. I don’t even know if Mike wants a relationship with me.
I’m fighting with Gary over who gets to keep the damn toaster and shit. I shouldn’t be making any big moves.”
“If this is what you want then you go for it now. Time to do what you want to do for once.”
“But—”
“But what? Are you going to doubt your desires because you’re unsure of Mike’s intentions? You want to be a bodyguard, knowing what it entails, then do it. And no buts. I haven’t
seen
you
this
excited about
something in years. You want to forge a new career path, then now is the time. You’re wasting your education and talents being stuck behind the bar.”
“I’m not stuck . . .”
“Yes, you are. We both are. It’s time for the next chapter.”
“I need an income, Taryn,” she countered.
“I can’t go without a job.”
“I know. And I think I have a solution.” Ryan raised a brow. “You do?” After I told him my idea, he was more than happy. He was downright relieved.
Going to Italy was easier said than done.
After spending another few days with Ryan in Vancouver, I flew back to Rhode Island by myself. The month of June was almost over, Marie was slightly miserable, Tammy wasn’t really speaking to either of us, and Pete was drowning in debt, his days of climbing ladders and doing manual labor for a living on hold indefinitely.
To say I was looking forward to returning to all of this would be a lie. At least the paparazzi and gossip rags were being somewhat nice, printing photos of our happiness when they caught Ryan and me out shopping a few days ago.
Ryan and I had a nice time wandering around, taking in some sights and spending some money on stuff we didn’t need but could afford. I was sporting a gorgeous an-tique diamond bracelet that Ryan spent a small fortune on and he bought himself a nice platinum chain with a stainless steel dog tag that had a tribal design on one side and my name engraved on the other.
But now I was sitting in the passenger seat of my car, Marie behind the wheel, since she picked me up at the airport, and the amazing time I had with Ryan sadly becoming another memory.
I watched the landscape zoom by once again, feeling a sense of déjà vu, and wondering if things would settle.
Going back to Mitchell’s Pub was starting to feel like a burden, and that was not good.
“Did you book your flight?” I asked, wondering when the other shoe was going to drop.
Marie glanced over quickly. “Yeah. Class starts July ninth.”
My mind flipped through the calendar, knowing I already had a problem, but I wasn’t about to let it halt her plans.
“You’re going to miss Ryan’s wrap party because of me.”
I felt my shoulders tense as I glanced over at her. “Mike needs to keep his big mouth shut.”
Marie barked out a laugh, “I know you’re supposed to be in Pittsburg at his parents’ on the twenty-second as well, which you failed to tell me about.”
“I wasn’t keeping it a secret.” Well, I was, but I wasn’t going to tell her until after she’d left.
She passed a slow-moving camper in the center lane. “Liar. You said you didn’t have anything firm until the Teen Choice Awards on August seventh.”
And therein was my problem, right in a nutshell. Since cloning wasn’t possible, something had to give, just like Ryan had said. “You need to worry about your schedule and leave me to worry about mine,” I growled, teasingly of course.
“I thought you were trying to go to Italy the week before that?”
“No. Ryan’s not sure if he’ll have to go to ll.A. earlier. He’s waiting to hear.” I dug around in my purse for my calendar.
“When are you coming back then?”
“July twenty-eighth.” Her voice did an excited upswing, making it sound like a question. I could tell she was treading lightly. She also knew that I had no one to fall back on.
“You’ll come back a lean, mean fighting machine,” I joked, trying to let her know I was totally supporting her decisions.
Marie gave me a weak smile. “I don’t have to go for this session, Taryn. I could put it off. Give it a year, maybe. I dunno. I know I’m putting you in a tight spot.” I adjusted my ring. “No. Definitely not.”
“Taryn, I’m rushing this. I don’t even know if Mike wants a relationship with me.
I’m fighting with Gary over who gets to keep the damn toaster and shit. I shouldn’t be making any big moves.”
“If this is what you want then you go for it now. Time to do what you want to do for once.”
“But—”
“But what? Are you going to doubt your desires because you’re unsure of Mike’s intentions? You want to be a bodyguard, knowing what it entails, then do it. And no buts. I haven’t
seen
you
this
excited about
something in years. You want to forge a new career path, then now is the time. You’re wasting your education and talents being stuck behind the bar.”
“I’m not stuck . . .”
“Yes, you are. We both are. It’s time for the next chapter.”
“I need an income, Taryn,” she countered.
“I can’t go without a job.”
