Loving Mr. Daniels
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“Except love me,” I giggled nervously. He opened his mouth to object, but I didn’t give him a chance. “Look, you can say no, okay? I know you can lose your job if you do this.”
“I think I’ll lose even more if I don’t.” Daniel headed for the porch and unlocked his front door. “Ryan, there’s a spare room down the hallway to the left. Go to bed.”
Ryan smiled and slugged Daniel in the arm. “I always liked you, Mr. D. No homo…” He paused and laughed at himself. He held his thumb and pointer finger very close to one another. “Well, maybe a little homo.”
With that, Ryan stumbled into the house. Daniel nodded toward the front door. “Come on. It’s freezing out.”
I didn’t move.
Daniel looked back to me, a perplexed look on his face. I looked up to the snow falling down over us. I took one small step in his direction. “This doesn’t mean I don’t hate you still, because I do. I hate you.”
“I know.”
Another small step. “But I like you a little for taking him in tonight.”
By ‘hate’ I’d meant love. And by ‘a little’ I’d meant a lot.
Chapter 27
Find a way to be better.
Or find a way to be okay.
Whatever you choose, I’ll stay out of your way.
~ Romeo’s Quest
Walking into the house, I couldn’t help but smile when Daniel and I checked on Ryan. “He went right instead of left,” Daniel whispered, staring at Ryan sleeping in his bedroom. “You can take the guest room.”
“I’ll sleep on the couch,” I offered.
Of course he refused. He went to get me a few extra blankets and pillows. I sank into the side of the bed for a moment. My whole body was sore, exhausted. I reached for my cell phone and texted Henry. He had already sent me quite a few messages, but this was the first time I really had a chance to reply.
Me: We’re safe. We’re sheltered. We’re okay.
Henry: Thank God. I’ll call you tomorrow. Goodnight, Ash.
Me: Night.
A few minutes later, I looked up to see Daniel reentering the bedroom. He placed the pillows and blankets on the dresser.
“Follow me real fast,” he said, his eyes glowing like blue coals. “I have something for you.”
I narrowed my eyes, but I followed him. He led me down the hallway and we stopped in front of his bathroom. He opened the door and stepped back.
“A bath,” he said, nudging his head inside. “Randy had some weird bubble bath soap in the cabinet. Each week, he tries to draw me a bath with some essential oils to de-stress me.” He snickered but frowned. “I grabbed one of my t-shirts and a pair of my shorts for you to wear to bed. They’re on the sink counter.”
I frowned. “Why are you being so nice to me?”
He didn’t reply right away. His brows lowered as he searched his mind for the right words. “Don’t mistake my distance for my not caring. It’s actually the complete opposite.” He guided me into the bathroom and closed me inside.
My hand rested against the door. My eyes shut. “Still here?” I whispered. A small whimper left my lips when I didn’t hear him.
“Still here.”
I sighed as I stripped out of my clothes. I moved over to the tub to see small daisies floating on top of the bubbles. “Daniel,” I whispered, placing my hand against my chest.
My toes were first to touch the warming water, and then I allowed my whole body to sink down into the bubble bath. It was hot, but not too scorching. Comfortable. Relaxing. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. The water waved back and forth with every small movement I made.
I turned my head toward the bathroom door when I heard the guitar strings being played. My heart jumped into my throat as Daniel’s voice flowed underneath the door.
Forever always scared me because it never came.
I lost all sense of fear when she whispered her name.
The tears didn’t even give me the option of not falling. His voice was so soft, sounding so far away. Yet at the same time, I could feel the words in my heart, my soul.
The world spins faster,
Yet she slows down time.
I don’t know how, but I need her to always be mine.
I lost her due to mistaken roads. I lost her due to secrets untold.
I lost her, and in turn, I lost myself.
So someone please help me on this quest
To find
Finding, finding, finding
My Juliet.
I laid my head against the back of the tub and my body relaxed completely. He continued to strum his guitar strings. A warming feeling of peace crossed over me as I remembered how Gabby would play her guitar for me whenever I was feeling down and stressed.
I wished she could’ve played for Ryan. His poor mind was a mess, and I knew it would be a while before he was okay.
My fingers rubbed against one another, turning into raisins after about an hour. Standing up, I watched as the water dripped down my body. The towel sitting on the counter was wrapped around my wet body. Moving over to the mirror I stared at myself.
“I miss you, Gabby,” I sighed. I still saw her reflection inside my eyes.
My fingers ran through my locks of hair before I took the wet hair tie from my wrist and wrapped all of my locks up into a bun. Using the towel to dry my body off, I started to get dress. Daniel’s shorts were too big for my body, yet at the same time they fit perfectly. When I unfolded the t-shirt, memories rocked my entire being.
I looked at the missing sleeve on the shirt and smiled, remembering that first night when Daniel had cut off the sleeve for me. There were plenty of things he wasn’t telling me. So many secrets he was keeping from me.
But at the end of the day, all drama set aside, he was the boy who’d helped a girl out of the dark.
Opening the bathroom door, I saw Daniel standing. His guitar was leaning against the wall, and he gave me a small smile.
“We should talk,” I said.
He nodded and reached into his pocket. He pulled out his father’s knife and walked over to me. I arched an eyebrow, and he kept smiling. Carefully, he began cutting off the other sleeve of my t-shirt.
“We’ll talk. I promise. But right now…” He took the sleeve and placed it in my hands. “Right now, Ryan needs you.”
I looked down the hallway in the direction of the light sobbing that was heard. My stomach flipped. My head lowered. “What do I say to him?”
“I think I’ll lose even more if I don’t.” Daniel headed for the porch and unlocked his front door. “Ryan, there’s a spare room down the hallway to the left. Go to bed.”
Ryan smiled and slugged Daniel in the arm. “I always liked you, Mr. D. No homo…” He paused and laughed at himself. He held his thumb and pointer finger very close to one another. “Well, maybe a little homo.”
With that, Ryan stumbled into the house. Daniel nodded toward the front door. “Come on. It’s freezing out.”
I didn’t move.
Daniel looked back to me, a perplexed look on his face. I looked up to the snow falling down over us. I took one small step in his direction. “This doesn’t mean I don’t hate you still, because I do. I hate you.”
“I know.”
Another small step. “But I like you a little for taking him in tonight.”
By ‘hate’ I’d meant love. And by ‘a little’ I’d meant a lot.
Chapter 27
Find a way to be better.
Or find a way to be okay.
Whatever you choose, I’ll stay out of your way.
~ Romeo’s Quest
Walking into the house, I couldn’t help but smile when Daniel and I checked on Ryan. “He went right instead of left,” Daniel whispered, staring at Ryan sleeping in his bedroom. “You can take the guest room.”
“I’ll sleep on the couch,” I offered.
Of course he refused. He went to get me a few extra blankets and pillows. I sank into the side of the bed for a moment. My whole body was sore, exhausted. I reached for my cell phone and texted Henry. He had already sent me quite a few messages, but this was the first time I really had a chance to reply.
Me: We’re safe. We’re sheltered. We’re okay.
Henry: Thank God. I’ll call you tomorrow. Goodnight, Ash.
Me: Night.
A few minutes later, I looked up to see Daniel reentering the bedroom. He placed the pillows and blankets on the dresser.
“Follow me real fast,” he said, his eyes glowing like blue coals. “I have something for you.”
I narrowed my eyes, but I followed him. He led me down the hallway and we stopped in front of his bathroom. He opened the door and stepped back.
“A bath,” he said, nudging his head inside. “Randy had some weird bubble bath soap in the cabinet. Each week, he tries to draw me a bath with some essential oils to de-stress me.” He snickered but frowned. “I grabbed one of my t-shirts and a pair of my shorts for you to wear to bed. They’re on the sink counter.”
I frowned. “Why are you being so nice to me?”
He didn’t reply right away. His brows lowered as he searched his mind for the right words. “Don’t mistake my distance for my not caring. It’s actually the complete opposite.” He guided me into the bathroom and closed me inside.
My hand rested against the door. My eyes shut. “Still here?” I whispered. A small whimper left my lips when I didn’t hear him.
“Still here.”
I sighed as I stripped out of my clothes. I moved over to the tub to see small daisies floating on top of the bubbles. “Daniel,” I whispered, placing my hand against my chest.
My toes were first to touch the warming water, and then I allowed my whole body to sink down into the bubble bath. It was hot, but not too scorching. Comfortable. Relaxing. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. The water waved back and forth with every small movement I made.
I turned my head toward the bathroom door when I heard the guitar strings being played. My heart jumped into my throat as Daniel’s voice flowed underneath the door.
Forever always scared me because it never came.
I lost all sense of fear when she whispered her name.
The tears didn’t even give me the option of not falling. His voice was so soft, sounding so far away. Yet at the same time, I could feel the words in my heart, my soul.
The world spins faster,
Yet she slows down time.
I don’t know how, but I need her to always be mine.
I lost her due to mistaken roads. I lost her due to secrets untold.
I lost her, and in turn, I lost myself.
So someone please help me on this quest
To find
Finding, finding, finding
My Juliet.
I laid my head against the back of the tub and my body relaxed completely. He continued to strum his guitar strings. A warming feeling of peace crossed over me as I remembered how Gabby would play her guitar for me whenever I was feeling down and stressed.
I wished she could’ve played for Ryan. His poor mind was a mess, and I knew it would be a while before he was okay.
My fingers rubbed against one another, turning into raisins after about an hour. Standing up, I watched as the water dripped down my body. The towel sitting on the counter was wrapped around my wet body. Moving over to the mirror I stared at myself.
“I miss you, Gabby,” I sighed. I still saw her reflection inside my eyes.
My fingers ran through my locks of hair before I took the wet hair tie from my wrist and wrapped all of my locks up into a bun. Using the towel to dry my body off, I started to get dress. Daniel’s shorts were too big for my body, yet at the same time they fit perfectly. When I unfolded the t-shirt, memories rocked my entire being.
I looked at the missing sleeve on the shirt and smiled, remembering that first night when Daniel had cut off the sleeve for me. There were plenty of things he wasn’t telling me. So many secrets he was keeping from me.
But at the end of the day, all drama set aside, he was the boy who’d helped a girl out of the dark.
Opening the bathroom door, I saw Daniel standing. His guitar was leaning against the wall, and he gave me a small smile.
“We should talk,” I said.
He nodded and reached into his pocket. He pulled out his father’s knife and walked over to me. I arched an eyebrow, and he kept smiling. Carefully, he began cutting off the other sleeve of my t-shirt.
“We’ll talk. I promise. But right now…” He took the sleeve and placed it in my hands. “Right now, Ryan needs you.”
I looked down the hallway in the direction of the light sobbing that was heard. My stomach flipped. My head lowered. “What do I say to him?”
