Luna of Mine
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Eighteen is the age that is considered adulthood for our females. There have been some claimed at seventeen, but the circumstances were different. I do not think Alina is ready to be mated to a male as dominant as myself. I do not want to hinder the woman she is to become. I do not want to stifle her spirit or keep her from discovering who she is without her mate. I think she needs to be confident in herself, rather than seeking my approval for validation. She should seek my approval because she truly wants me to be happy; likewise, I want her approval because I want her to be happy. I am willing to leave her in your care, unmarked, and unbound until the minute she turns eighteen, and then I will come for her. It is my right as her true mate, as it is hers to claim me as well.
Alina looked over to her father and watched as his jaw tensed and his hands clenched until his knuckles were white. Then suddenly he was relaxed. I am very happy that Alina has found her true mate so early in her life. I would never want her to have to wait years or decades or centuries for her to find him. I am just as happy to know that her mate is a dominant because she is very dominant. She would not respect a man that would let her walk on him. I do agree, however, that she is not ready to be your mate. What I do not agree on is the age in which you want to claim her. Petre held up his hands in a peace gesture when Vasile began to growl. Hear me out, Alpha, he implored. I think it would be foolish of us as a society to say that every female is ready at the age of eighteen to be mated because we have decided that is the coming of age for her. Each of us is a unique individual created by the Great Luna for unique purposes. Because of that, life changing decisions should be based on each individual, not on the group as a whole. I know my daughter, Vasile. She is very mature in many ways, and then there are many ways in which she needs to grow. If you were less dominant, if you were not Alpha, I would consider eighteen as an acceptable age, but you are the most dominant wolf I have come across in a very, very long time. You are an Alpha, and I would bargain to say you are one as which the likes of the Canis lupis has never seen before. Your life has just been uprooted. You and our pack are in need of healing. Healing takes time. I want her to be ready to be your mate, but more than that I need to know that you are ready to be hers.
My gut tells me that eighteen is not the age for you to take her. I am asking you to consider her needs above your ownnot her wants but her needs and what is best for her. I have no doubt that if you asked her to come with you now she would go. But we both know that is not what is best for her.
Alina held her breath as she waited for Vasile to respond. She could feel his anger, but she could also feel respect. He admired her father for wanting to protect her, and he respected him for being willing to even stand up to his Alpha to do so.
Breathe, Mina, I am not going to hurt your father, his mind whispered in hers.
I am not worried you will hurt him; I have more faith in you than that.
His thumb ran across the top of her hand in slow sweepingmotions, and she was not entirely sure if it was to reassure her or to sooth him.
Both, he answered her unspoken thought.
Could you please focus on what you are going to say to my father and stay out of my head?
Quit distracting me, female. I am discussing important matters about your future. His voice was serious, but she felt his amusement with her and that helped ease her nerves better than any words could.
I propose a compromise, Petre, Vasile finally said. When Alina turns eighteen I will come to see her and to talk with you and your mate. At that point we can evaluate how she has grown and decide if she is ready to be mated. If she is not then I will agree to wait another year. Then at nineteen we will do the same, and if she is not ready then either, then I will wait until she is twenty.
Alinas irritation level was slowly rising as the two men sat there and discussed her life as if she had no say in the matter.
I will admit, her father nodded at Vasile, that is a fair compromise. I, however, would ask you to consider the fact that your markings have not changed. I do not doubt that you are true mates, but perhaps the fact that your markings havent changed is a sign that taking things slow is the correct path.
She felt Vasile tense next to her and his hand tightened around hers. He obviously did not appreciate her father pointing out that his markings were the same as they had been before she met him. Alina had not even thought about whether the markings that were supposed to appear on her body, which would match his like a puzzle piece, had shown up. And for a second she was curious, until her mate opened his mouth.
Alina, please stand in front of me with your back to me. His voice was gravelly with frustration and his eyes were glowing.
Excuse me? She spoke slowly having decided with that last remark that her mate truly was a moron and needed her to treat him as such.
I am sure you have not had time to check for any markings and typically they are on the females back. I will check for you. He was so matter-of-fact, so sure she would just stand up and let him disrobe her back in front of her father and the stars and moon and the Great Luna who knew else. Had she not been so infuriated she might have laughed, but as it was she was pretty sure if she poured her blood in a bowl it would boil for sure.
She looked from her mate to her father who at least had the good sense to look embarrassed that he had even brought up the mating marks and then back to her mate who, with his dominant air, obviously did not have the good sense God gave a gnat because he was still waiting expectantly. Her mind went over the conversation they had just had in front of her, discussing her life as if she were not sitting right there. Who were they to decide for her what her maturity level was? Who was either of them to tell her when she was ready to be bonded to her true mate? And who in seven hells did Vasile think he was that he could tell her to take off her clothes.
Alina looked over to her father and watched as his jaw tensed and his hands clenched until his knuckles were white. Then suddenly he was relaxed. I am very happy that Alina has found her true mate so early in her life. I would never want her to have to wait years or decades or centuries for her to find him. I am just as happy to know that her mate is a dominant because she is very dominant. She would not respect a man that would let her walk on him. I do agree, however, that she is not ready to be your mate. What I do not agree on is the age in which you want to claim her. Petre held up his hands in a peace gesture when Vasile began to growl. Hear me out, Alpha, he implored. I think it would be foolish of us as a society to say that every female is ready at the age of eighteen to be mated because we have decided that is the coming of age for her. Each of us is a unique individual created by the Great Luna for unique purposes. Because of that, life changing decisions should be based on each individual, not on the group as a whole. I know my daughter, Vasile. She is very mature in many ways, and then there are many ways in which she needs to grow. If you were less dominant, if you were not Alpha, I would consider eighteen as an acceptable age, but you are the most dominant wolf I have come across in a very, very long time. You are an Alpha, and I would bargain to say you are one as which the likes of the Canis lupis has never seen before. Your life has just been uprooted. You and our pack are in need of healing. Healing takes time. I want her to be ready to be your mate, but more than that I need to know that you are ready to be hers.
My gut tells me that eighteen is not the age for you to take her. I am asking you to consider her needs above your ownnot her wants but her needs and what is best for her. I have no doubt that if you asked her to come with you now she would go. But we both know that is not what is best for her.
Alina held her breath as she waited for Vasile to respond. She could feel his anger, but she could also feel respect. He admired her father for wanting to protect her, and he respected him for being willing to even stand up to his Alpha to do so.
Breathe, Mina, I am not going to hurt your father, his mind whispered in hers.
I am not worried you will hurt him; I have more faith in you than that.
His thumb ran across the top of her hand in slow sweepingmotions, and she was not entirely sure if it was to reassure her or to sooth him.
Both, he answered her unspoken thought.
Could you please focus on what you are going to say to my father and stay out of my head?
Quit distracting me, female. I am discussing important matters about your future. His voice was serious, but she felt his amusement with her and that helped ease her nerves better than any words could.
I propose a compromise, Petre, Vasile finally said. When Alina turns eighteen I will come to see her and to talk with you and your mate. At that point we can evaluate how she has grown and decide if she is ready to be mated. If she is not then I will agree to wait another year. Then at nineteen we will do the same, and if she is not ready then either, then I will wait until she is twenty.
Alinas irritation level was slowly rising as the two men sat there and discussed her life as if she had no say in the matter.
I will admit, her father nodded at Vasile, that is a fair compromise. I, however, would ask you to consider the fact that your markings have not changed. I do not doubt that you are true mates, but perhaps the fact that your markings havent changed is a sign that taking things slow is the correct path.
She felt Vasile tense next to her and his hand tightened around hers. He obviously did not appreciate her father pointing out that his markings were the same as they had been before she met him. Alina had not even thought about whether the markings that were supposed to appear on her body, which would match his like a puzzle piece, had shown up. And for a second she was curious, until her mate opened his mouth.
Alina, please stand in front of me with your back to me. His voice was gravelly with frustration and his eyes were glowing.
Excuse me? She spoke slowly having decided with that last remark that her mate truly was a moron and needed her to treat him as such.
I am sure you have not had time to check for any markings and typically they are on the females back. I will check for you. He was so matter-of-fact, so sure she would just stand up and let him disrobe her back in front of her father and the stars and moon and the Great Luna who knew else. Had she not been so infuriated she might have laughed, but as it was she was pretty sure if she poured her blood in a bowl it would boil for sure.
She looked from her mate to her father who at least had the good sense to look embarrassed that he had even brought up the mating marks and then back to her mate who, with his dominant air, obviously did not have the good sense God gave a gnat because he was still waiting expectantly. Her mind went over the conversation they had just had in front of her, discussing her life as if she were not sitting right there. Who were they to decide for her what her maturity level was? Who was either of them to tell her when she was ready to be bonded to her true mate? And who in seven hells did Vasile think he was that he could tell her to take off her clothes.