Luna of Mine
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Anghel nodded. It was unexpected to say the least. May I ask how it happened?
Vasiles shoulders tensed. This was the part that he dreaded. This was what he did not want anyone to know because he did not want them to think any less of his father or his mother. Do you want the official story or the one my father would have you know because of your friendship?
When Anghel simply gave him a pointed look he continued. You have heard that old wolves can sometimes become crazed?
Anghels brow furrowed and he nodded slowly. But that usually happens to unmated males not ones who have found their true mates.
Vasiles eyes slowly met the Western Romanian pack Alphas. The next words were ones that had not been uttered since his father had spoken them to him nearly eighty years ago and told him never to tell anyone. My mother, Daciana, was not my fathers true mate.
Anghels eyes narrow and his brow furrowed. They were mated for a very long time. How can this be? And what about your fathers markings? They changed; I saw them before he was mated and after. Anghel said as his eyes widened.
Vasile motioned for him to take a seat at the table that dominated the center of the room. He pulled out a chair and sat next to him angling his body so that he was facing him. I need your word that you will never share this with anyone.
Anghel nodded once.
My father had the rare fortune of meeting his true mate when they were very young, too young to fulfill the Blood Rites or the bond. It was a time when humans were superstitious and Canis lupis had to be very careful about who they befriended outside of the pack. My fathers true mate trusted the wrong person and paid for it with her life. Since they were not yet bonded, he survived.
What about your mother? Didnt she worry she would find her true mate and have to leave your father? Anghel asked.
Vasile chuckled. Why do you think my father kept her so close to his side and so close to home all of the time? They loved each other, make no mistake about that. And I believe my mother kept my father sane far longer than ever would have been possible, although I think the guilt he had for keeping her from her true mate ate away at him over time and probably contributed to his madness. He knew the fate to which he was condemning Dacianas true mate, but he loved her and when a wolf decides something belongs to him he does not easily let it go.
As for his markings, you know that he did not announce his mating until after the trip that he took supposedly in search of mate. My mother was already here. The trip was just a guise used to travel to the sea to meet with a band of pirates. He knew of the custom they practiced called tattooing, one that could place permanent markings on the skin. He decided that to keep up the appearance of having found his mate, he would have his marks altered artificially. Since the females marks are never seen by anyone other than her mate, it was not important that Daciana obtain markings.
Anghel shookhis head and closed his eyes as he let Vasiles words sink into him. What he did was proof that he was already showing signs of madness: to take anothers mate as his own, to alter his marks unnaturally, and to bear a child with her?
Vasile nodded. I know but he ruled his pack fairly and none could challenge him and win. For all intents and purposes he did as he was called to as an Alpha. He guided, loved, shepherded, and kept order over his pack. My mother supported him as best she could. Even though she wasnt his true mate, she was an Alpha in her own right. Had she not been a dominant female the farce never would have held up.
Your mother didnt have to die, did she, Vasile? Anghel asked unnecessarily. He knew the answer, but he felt like it needed to be spoken aloud.
Vasiles shoulder hunched forward as he felt the weight of her loss. No, but they wanted to keep up the charade of their status. She was willing to die to protect my place as Alpha, and she truly didnt want to live without my father. She loved him, maybe not in a way possible between true mates, but in her own way, she loved him.
That is so much for one man to carry.
Vasile nodded. Maybe, but it is my burden and one that I cannot share with the packever. They would see my fathers actions as weak and his dishonesty with them about his mate traitorous. And then they would question my integrity and my loyalty to the pack. They might even take it as far as to say that Alphas must bear their markings, even the female, for all the pack to see as proof of their mating, and that would not be wise.
Anghel shifted restlessly in his chair as he considered the quandary Vasile now found himself in. If you are to be Alpha, and be obeyed completely, you must demand their fealty. You must command their submission and the only way to do that is to be present. You will need to go out and visit the villages of pack members. You need to make yourself known, and you need to squelch any rumors about your parents death and reveal the truth. Vasile started to interrupt but Anghel held up his hand to stop him. I do not mean the real truth. I mean the truth that you will tell your top four, and their mates as well. By now, even the furthest pack members will be feeling the loss of their Alphas. They will need reassurance that the pack is safe and intact. They will need contact with you, the heart of their pack, and they will need to see confidence in your eyes. That is where they will find their comfort and stability.
Vasile rubbed his face as he let out a long sigh. Already the difficulties of what was ahead weighed heavily on him. The pack is scattered. My fathers hold was strong enough to keep them united even as they sought out new land and territories. As weve thrived in the absence of war we have grown through matings. There have even been a couple births, and without a healer that is a miracle in and of itself. It will take time to reach them all if I am to visit every village.
Vasiles shoulders tensed. This was the part that he dreaded. This was what he did not want anyone to know because he did not want them to think any less of his father or his mother. Do you want the official story or the one my father would have you know because of your friendship?
When Anghel simply gave him a pointed look he continued. You have heard that old wolves can sometimes become crazed?
Anghels brow furrowed and he nodded slowly. But that usually happens to unmated males not ones who have found their true mates.
Vasiles eyes slowly met the Western Romanian pack Alphas. The next words were ones that had not been uttered since his father had spoken them to him nearly eighty years ago and told him never to tell anyone. My mother, Daciana, was not my fathers true mate.
Anghels eyes narrow and his brow furrowed. They were mated for a very long time. How can this be? And what about your fathers markings? They changed; I saw them before he was mated and after. Anghel said as his eyes widened.
Vasile motioned for him to take a seat at the table that dominated the center of the room. He pulled out a chair and sat next to him angling his body so that he was facing him. I need your word that you will never share this with anyone.
Anghel nodded once.
My father had the rare fortune of meeting his true mate when they were very young, too young to fulfill the Blood Rites or the bond. It was a time when humans were superstitious and Canis lupis had to be very careful about who they befriended outside of the pack. My fathers true mate trusted the wrong person and paid for it with her life. Since they were not yet bonded, he survived.
What about your mother? Didnt she worry she would find her true mate and have to leave your father? Anghel asked.
Vasile chuckled. Why do you think my father kept her so close to his side and so close to home all of the time? They loved each other, make no mistake about that. And I believe my mother kept my father sane far longer than ever would have been possible, although I think the guilt he had for keeping her from her true mate ate away at him over time and probably contributed to his madness. He knew the fate to which he was condemning Dacianas true mate, but he loved her and when a wolf decides something belongs to him he does not easily let it go.
As for his markings, you know that he did not announce his mating until after the trip that he took supposedly in search of mate. My mother was already here. The trip was just a guise used to travel to the sea to meet with a band of pirates. He knew of the custom they practiced called tattooing, one that could place permanent markings on the skin. He decided that to keep up the appearance of having found his mate, he would have his marks altered artificially. Since the females marks are never seen by anyone other than her mate, it was not important that Daciana obtain markings.
Anghel shookhis head and closed his eyes as he let Vasiles words sink into him. What he did was proof that he was already showing signs of madness: to take anothers mate as his own, to alter his marks unnaturally, and to bear a child with her?
Vasile nodded. I know but he ruled his pack fairly and none could challenge him and win. For all intents and purposes he did as he was called to as an Alpha. He guided, loved, shepherded, and kept order over his pack. My mother supported him as best she could. Even though she wasnt his true mate, she was an Alpha in her own right. Had she not been a dominant female the farce never would have held up.
Your mother didnt have to die, did she, Vasile? Anghel asked unnecessarily. He knew the answer, but he felt like it needed to be spoken aloud.
Vasiles shoulder hunched forward as he felt the weight of her loss. No, but they wanted to keep up the charade of their status. She was willing to die to protect my place as Alpha, and she truly didnt want to live without my father. She loved him, maybe not in a way possible between true mates, but in her own way, she loved him.
That is so much for one man to carry.
Vasile nodded. Maybe, but it is my burden and one that I cannot share with the packever. They would see my fathers actions as weak and his dishonesty with them about his mate traitorous. And then they would question my integrity and my loyalty to the pack. They might even take it as far as to say that Alphas must bear their markings, even the female, for all the pack to see as proof of their mating, and that would not be wise.
Anghel shifted restlessly in his chair as he considered the quandary Vasile now found himself in. If you are to be Alpha, and be obeyed completely, you must demand their fealty. You must command their submission and the only way to do that is to be present. You will need to go out and visit the villages of pack members. You need to make yourself known, and you need to squelch any rumors about your parents death and reveal the truth. Vasile started to interrupt but Anghel held up his hand to stop him. I do not mean the real truth. I mean the truth that you will tell your top four, and their mates as well. By now, even the furthest pack members will be feeling the loss of their Alphas. They will need reassurance that the pack is safe and intact. They will need contact with you, the heart of their pack, and they will need to see confidence in your eyes. That is where they will find their comfort and stability.
Vasile rubbed his face as he let out a long sigh. Already the difficulties of what was ahead weighed heavily on him. The pack is scattered. My fathers hold was strong enough to keep them united even as they sought out new land and territories. As weve thrived in the absence of war we have grown through matings. There have even been a couple births, and without a healer that is a miracle in and of itself. It will take time to reach them all if I am to visit every village.
