Maybe Now
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It’s one thing when you’re mean and you lie. But it’s a lot more endearing when you’re just brutally honest.
Bridgette doesn’t seem like the type to waste time on lying, and for that reason, her comment doesn’t offend me. And if I’m going to dissect her words, I have to acknowledge that her sentence was past tense. She used to hate me. That’s probably the best compliment I’ll ever get from her.
“You’re starting to grow on me, too, Bridgette.”
She rolls her eyes, then walks past me to the cabinet below the sink. She reaches for the Pine-Sol and then grabs two shot glasses. The wine isn’t enough?
She pours the shots, and as she hands me one, she says, “That wine isn’t strong enough. I get really awkward when people are nice to me. I’m gonna need liquor for this.”
I laugh and take the shot glass from her. We raise them at the same time, and I make a toast. “Cheers to women who don’t need their boyfriends in order to have a good time.” We clink our shot glasses together before downing the liquor. I don’t even know what it is. Whiskey, maybe? Whatever. As long as it does the job.
She pours us another shot. “That toast was way too cheerful, Sydney.” We hold up our glasses again, and she clears her throat before speaking. “Cheers to Maggie and her mad skills at remaining friends with both of her ex-boyfriends, to the point that they are somehow still at her beck and call, even when sex isn’t involved.”
I’m dumbfounded as she clinks her glass against mine and then downs her shot. I don’t move my shot glass. When she sees her words made me speechless, she pushes my shot glass toward my mouth and uses her fingers to tilt it up. I finally down it.
“Good girl,” she says. She takes the shot glass from me and hands me my wine glass. She pulls herself up onto the bar and sits cross-legged. “So,” she says. “What do girls do when they hang out like this?”
She is so unlike anyone I’ve ever spent time with as an adult. She’s like an entirely different class of animal. There are amphibians, reptiles, mammals, birds, fish—and then there’s Bridgette. I shrug and laugh a little, then pull myself up onto the kitchen bar across from her. “It’s been a long time since I’ve had a girl’s night, but I think we’re supposed to bitch about our boyfriends while we talk about Jason Momoa.”
She cocks her head. “Who is Jason Momoa?”
I laugh, but she looks at me like she’s clueless. Oh, my God. She’s serious? She doesn’t know who Jason Momoa is? “Oh, Bridgette,” I say with pity. “Really?”
She still has no clue who I’m talking about. I grab my phone, but don’t feel like jumping off the bar to enlighten her. “I’ll text you his picture.”
I find a picture of him and text it to her. I’ve only ever sent her one text in the history of knowing her. Sending her a second one practically makes us best friends now.
When I hit send, I go back to my messages and open up a missed text from Ridge. He sent it five minutes ago.
Ridge: Just letting you know that Maggie didn’t want to stay at the hospital tonight so she talked Warren into helping her sneak out. We’re taking her home and we’ll probably stay there just to make sure she’s fine. Are you okay with that? Also, are you having fun with Bridgette?
I read his text twice. I want to be casual about it all, despite my warring emotions, but I’m scared if I’m too casual, he’ll run to her anytime she misses him. But if I’m not casual enough, I’ll be disappointed in my inability to empathize with Maggie’s situation. I don’t know how to respond, so I do the unthinkable and look up at Bridgette.
“Ridge says they’re taking Maggie home. She left before she was discharged. Now he and Warren are probably staying the night at her house.”
Bridgette is staring at her phone. “That’s shitty.”
I agree. But I don’t know which part she thinks is shitty. Maggie asking them to come when it doesn’t seem like a medical emergency? Ridge saying they might stay the night? Or the entire situation as a whole?
“Does it ever bother you that she and Warren are so close?”
Bridgette immediately lifts her head. “Fuck yeah, it bothers me. Warren flirted with her every time she was here. But he also flirts with you and every other woman he comes across. So, I don’t know. For the most part, I trust him. Besides, my Hooters uniform would slide right off that shapeless figure of hers, and that uniform is Warren’s favorite part about me.”
That explanation was going in such a good direction before it took a nosedive. I don’t even know why I asked how she reacts to their situation, because theirs is so different from ours. Warren dating Maggie for a few weeks when she was seventeen hardly compares to Ridge spending six years of his life with her up until a few months ago.
Bridgette must see the worry in my expression while I stare back down at the text. “I really don’t think you should stress about it,” she says. “I’ve seen how Ridge is with Maggie and I’ve seen how Ridge is with you. It’s like comparing chopsticks and computers.”
I look at her, confused. “Chopsticks and computers? How is that—”
“Exactly,” she says. “You can’t compare them because they’re incomparable.”
That…somehow…makes complete sense. And makes me feel so much better. I think about the glitter bomb and how Bridgette smiled at me and Ridge when we were laughing together on the floor. I can’t believe I’ve never hung out with this girl before. She’s actually not so mean when you peel back all the layers of…mean.
“Holy. Shit.” Bridgette is staring at her phone, and based on how she says those two words, it can only mean one thing. She opened the pic I just sent. “Who is this exemplary specimen of man that has somehow never been introduced into my life?”
I laugh. “That is Jason Momoa.”
Bridgette brings her phone up to her face and licks her phone screen.
I cringe and laugh at the same time. “You’re as gross as Warren.”
She holds up her hand. “Please don’t mention his name while I stare at this man. It’s ruining my moment.”
I give her a moment to Google image search him while I finish off my glass of wine and reopen my text from Ridge. I type out a response to him and try to avoid the elephant in the room. Or would it be elephant in the phone, since Ridge and I aren’t in the same room?
Yeah, okay, I think I might be a little buzzed.
Sydney: Glad Maggie is feeling okay. And Bridgette is not so bad, actually. It’s weird. Like we’re in another dimension.
Ridge: Wow. Is she having a legitimate conversation with you like a normal human?
Sydney: Normal is a stretch. But yeah. She’s mostly giving me advice about you. ;)
Ridge: That’s unsettling.
Sydney: Good. I want you to feel unsettled until I see you tomorrow.
Ridge: Don’t worry, I do feel unsettled. I feel a lot of things. I feel guilty because I left you alone. Worried that you’re sad. Lonely because I’m here and not with you. But mostly I feel grateful because you make difficult situations so much easier for everyone involved.
I bring my hand to my mouth and trace my smile. I love that he says exactly what I need to hear.
Sydney: I love you.
Bridgette: Tell Ridge goodbye. This is my time.
I glance up at Bridgette, who is looking at me with severe boredom. I laugh.
Sydney: Bridgette says I can’t talk to you anymore.
Ridge: Better do what she says. No telling what the consequences are. I love you. Goodnight. I love you. Goodnight.
Sydney: You said that twice.
Ridge: I mean it even more than that.
I close out the texts, still smiling, and then place my phone face down on the bar. Bridgette is pouring herself another glass of wine.
“Can I ask you a personal question?” she says.
“Sure.” I hop off the bar and grab the wine from her, then turn and refill my glass.
“Does he…moan?”
I spin around at that question. “Excuse me?”
Bridgette waves her hand, dismissing my shock. “Just tell me. I’ve always wondered if he makes noises during sex since he can’t hear anything.”
Bridgette doesn’t seem like the type to waste time on lying, and for that reason, her comment doesn’t offend me. And if I’m going to dissect her words, I have to acknowledge that her sentence was past tense. She used to hate me. That’s probably the best compliment I’ll ever get from her.
“You’re starting to grow on me, too, Bridgette.”
She rolls her eyes, then walks past me to the cabinet below the sink. She reaches for the Pine-Sol and then grabs two shot glasses. The wine isn’t enough?
She pours the shots, and as she hands me one, she says, “That wine isn’t strong enough. I get really awkward when people are nice to me. I’m gonna need liquor for this.”
I laugh and take the shot glass from her. We raise them at the same time, and I make a toast. “Cheers to women who don’t need their boyfriends in order to have a good time.” We clink our shot glasses together before downing the liquor. I don’t even know what it is. Whiskey, maybe? Whatever. As long as it does the job.
She pours us another shot. “That toast was way too cheerful, Sydney.” We hold up our glasses again, and she clears her throat before speaking. “Cheers to Maggie and her mad skills at remaining friends with both of her ex-boyfriends, to the point that they are somehow still at her beck and call, even when sex isn’t involved.”
I’m dumbfounded as she clinks her glass against mine and then downs her shot. I don’t move my shot glass. When she sees her words made me speechless, she pushes my shot glass toward my mouth and uses her fingers to tilt it up. I finally down it.
“Good girl,” she says. She takes the shot glass from me and hands me my wine glass. She pulls herself up onto the bar and sits cross-legged. “So,” she says. “What do girls do when they hang out like this?”
She is so unlike anyone I’ve ever spent time with as an adult. She’s like an entirely different class of animal. There are amphibians, reptiles, mammals, birds, fish—and then there’s Bridgette. I shrug and laugh a little, then pull myself up onto the kitchen bar across from her. “It’s been a long time since I’ve had a girl’s night, but I think we’re supposed to bitch about our boyfriends while we talk about Jason Momoa.”
She cocks her head. “Who is Jason Momoa?”
I laugh, but she looks at me like she’s clueless. Oh, my God. She’s serious? She doesn’t know who Jason Momoa is? “Oh, Bridgette,” I say with pity. “Really?”
She still has no clue who I’m talking about. I grab my phone, but don’t feel like jumping off the bar to enlighten her. “I’ll text you his picture.”
I find a picture of him and text it to her. I’ve only ever sent her one text in the history of knowing her. Sending her a second one practically makes us best friends now.
When I hit send, I go back to my messages and open up a missed text from Ridge. He sent it five minutes ago.
Ridge: Just letting you know that Maggie didn’t want to stay at the hospital tonight so she talked Warren into helping her sneak out. We’re taking her home and we’ll probably stay there just to make sure she’s fine. Are you okay with that? Also, are you having fun with Bridgette?
I read his text twice. I want to be casual about it all, despite my warring emotions, but I’m scared if I’m too casual, he’ll run to her anytime she misses him. But if I’m not casual enough, I’ll be disappointed in my inability to empathize with Maggie’s situation. I don’t know how to respond, so I do the unthinkable and look up at Bridgette.
“Ridge says they’re taking Maggie home. She left before she was discharged. Now he and Warren are probably staying the night at her house.”
Bridgette is staring at her phone. “That’s shitty.”
I agree. But I don’t know which part she thinks is shitty. Maggie asking them to come when it doesn’t seem like a medical emergency? Ridge saying they might stay the night? Or the entire situation as a whole?
“Does it ever bother you that she and Warren are so close?”
Bridgette immediately lifts her head. “Fuck yeah, it bothers me. Warren flirted with her every time she was here. But he also flirts with you and every other woman he comes across. So, I don’t know. For the most part, I trust him. Besides, my Hooters uniform would slide right off that shapeless figure of hers, and that uniform is Warren’s favorite part about me.”
That explanation was going in such a good direction before it took a nosedive. I don’t even know why I asked how she reacts to their situation, because theirs is so different from ours. Warren dating Maggie for a few weeks when she was seventeen hardly compares to Ridge spending six years of his life with her up until a few months ago.
Bridgette must see the worry in my expression while I stare back down at the text. “I really don’t think you should stress about it,” she says. “I’ve seen how Ridge is with Maggie and I’ve seen how Ridge is with you. It’s like comparing chopsticks and computers.”
I look at her, confused. “Chopsticks and computers? How is that—”
“Exactly,” she says. “You can’t compare them because they’re incomparable.”
That…somehow…makes complete sense. And makes me feel so much better. I think about the glitter bomb and how Bridgette smiled at me and Ridge when we were laughing together on the floor. I can’t believe I’ve never hung out with this girl before. She’s actually not so mean when you peel back all the layers of…mean.
“Holy. Shit.” Bridgette is staring at her phone, and based on how she says those two words, it can only mean one thing. She opened the pic I just sent. “Who is this exemplary specimen of man that has somehow never been introduced into my life?”
I laugh. “That is Jason Momoa.”
Bridgette brings her phone up to her face and licks her phone screen.
I cringe and laugh at the same time. “You’re as gross as Warren.”
She holds up her hand. “Please don’t mention his name while I stare at this man. It’s ruining my moment.”
I give her a moment to Google image search him while I finish off my glass of wine and reopen my text from Ridge. I type out a response to him and try to avoid the elephant in the room. Or would it be elephant in the phone, since Ridge and I aren’t in the same room?
Yeah, okay, I think I might be a little buzzed.
Sydney: Glad Maggie is feeling okay. And Bridgette is not so bad, actually. It’s weird. Like we’re in another dimension.
Ridge: Wow. Is she having a legitimate conversation with you like a normal human?
Sydney: Normal is a stretch. But yeah. She’s mostly giving me advice about you. ;)
Ridge: That’s unsettling.
Sydney: Good. I want you to feel unsettled until I see you tomorrow.
Ridge: Don’t worry, I do feel unsettled. I feel a lot of things. I feel guilty because I left you alone. Worried that you’re sad. Lonely because I’m here and not with you. But mostly I feel grateful because you make difficult situations so much easier for everyone involved.
I bring my hand to my mouth and trace my smile. I love that he says exactly what I need to hear.
Sydney: I love you.
Bridgette: Tell Ridge goodbye. This is my time.
I glance up at Bridgette, who is looking at me with severe boredom. I laugh.
Sydney: Bridgette says I can’t talk to you anymore.
Ridge: Better do what she says. No telling what the consequences are. I love you. Goodnight. I love you. Goodnight.
Sydney: You said that twice.
Ridge: I mean it even more than that.
I close out the texts, still smiling, and then place my phone face down on the bar. Bridgette is pouring herself another glass of wine.
“Can I ask you a personal question?” she says.
“Sure.” I hop off the bar and grab the wine from her, then turn and refill my glass.
“Does he…moan?”
I spin around at that question. “Excuse me?”
Bridgette waves her hand, dismissing my shock. “Just tell me. I’ve always wondered if he makes noises during sex since he can’t hear anything.”
