Midnight's Kiss
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They had arranged to meet in Carmel, a charming coastal town in Monterey County. As she had spent the afternoon driving the scenic route through Big Sur, she had actually been daydreaming about leaving her life for him and living in that great, hulking pile of Machiavellian politics the Vampyres called Evenfall.
She had been amused by the idea, and optimistic, and not fifteen minutes later, he had accused her of cheating.
It had literally been a breathtaking experience. She had felt gut shot and utterly bereft. The confrontation devolved into a massive fight, while they hurled hurtful accusations at each other.
Funny. Looking back at it now, she couldn’t even remember most of what they had said to each other.
Blah blah stop lying to me, he had said. Blah blah, I can’t believe you won’t believe me! she had said.
Along with more stuff along those lines. Now whenever she recalled that night, her memory was blanketed in a haze of shock and pain, although shards of clarity still stabbed at her, like the memory of how he had looked at her as if he hated her, and the cold, clipped tone of his voice.
Months later, she approached Xavier. Her pain had turned to outraged fury, and she had long since decided she didn’t want to have anything to do with Julian. Anyone who could demonstrate such a lack of faith in her wasn’t anybody she wanted to be with. By that point, all she wanted were some answers.
How had Julian become so convinced she had cheated on him? Somebody had to have told him so. But if so, who – and why? Whoever it was, it had to be somebody Julian had trusted a hell of a lot more than he had trusted her…
If he had ever really trusted her.
Their liaison had only lasted a couple of months, but it had been unpopular to a lot of people. The Nightkind King together with the Light Fae heir heralded the possibility of a major shift in the balance in power in the North American Elder Races demesnes.
At the end of the day, what Melly really wanted was a name. She wanted to face her enemies, not have them in a position where they might be able to stab her in the back again.
But not even Xavier knew where Julian had gotten his information, and after that last terrible fight, she sure as hell wasn’t about to go to Julian and ask, because she deserved so much better than what he had thrown at her, so really, screw him.
Justine was right, Melly thought. Sadistic and crazy, but right. Julian’s dictatorial and arrogant, and inflexible doesn’t even begin to cover it. He’s the most infuriating son of a bitch I’ve ever known, and I don’t even know why I’m fighting so hard to free him.
At that, she caught herself up. It was one thing to be angry at him – and she was extremely angry at him. But it was another thing entirely to indulge in such vindictive thoughts, especially when she didn’t even believe them herself, anyway.
TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO, AND I’LL DO IT! he had roared.
He might still look and act like he hated her, but when Justine turned the screws on him, he hadn’t even hesitated.
More than anything, she wanted to sniffle and lean against his jeans-clad leg. She wanted a hug.
She really did want to haul off and clip him as hard as she could with her best right hook.
Gritting her teeth, she thought, I’ve got to hand it to you, soldier. There isn’t anybody else in the world who can tie me into such knots.
Meanwhile, her sense of urgency escalated. Justine might not be back for a day or two, and they had a long time to go until then, but Julian was right – it wouldn’t take Anthony long to hunt down some prey and to pick up food and water.
The pieces of her pick slipped again. No matter how she tried, she couldn’t get the damn pieces in the damn lock. Her core overheated, and she started to melt down.
“Julian,” she said very low as she fought back tears. “I – I don’t think I can get this. The lock is too small, and I can’t hold the pick at the right angle and still get the other piece inside to trip the tumbler. I need thinner pieces of metal, and I don’t have any.”
Silence spun out. When he spoke, he sounded entirely calm. “That’s all right. Melly, look at me.”
All the antagonism was gone. This was the Julian who had looked into the camera and told her she would be okay.
Damn it, the bastard Julian didn’t bring her to tears anymore, but the nice Julian did. Blinking the wetness out of her eyes, she sat back on her heels and looked up at him.
He regarded her with an expression that was every bit as calm as he sounded, that wolflike gaze of his trained on her face. He even gave her a small smile. “It’s all right,” he repeated. We’re going to go to plan B.”
“I didn’t know we had a plan B,” she said raggedly as she swiped at her nose with the back of one hand.
“We’re going to make one up right now,” he told her. “Along with a plan C if we have to.”
Rising to her feet, she frowned. “What do you have in mind?”
“You need to get out of here,” he said. “And Vampyre Guy is the way to do that.”
“No.” She started shaking her head and decided not to stop for a while. “I’m not leaving you.”
“You have to. He knows the way out, and when he shows up here again, he’ll have brought in enough prey to keep the ferals satisfied until he can get out again. Meanwhile, Justine is busy doing other things. We don’t know if we’ll ever get another chance like this again.”
“I couldn’t convince him to make one lousy phone call,” she pointed out.
“You almost did,” he told her. “You have him half-seduced already, and you didn’t even put the full weight of those gorgeous green eyes of yours into the effort. If he walks away, he’ll have time to talk himself out of calling Tatiana, but if you talk him into taking you with him, you can make the phone call yourself.”
A small, feminine part of her perked up. He still thought her eyes were gorgeous?
Well, now she was just being pathetic.
Ducking her head to hide her expression, she rubbed the back of her neck. After a moment, she muttered, “I don’t know; it sounds really risky.”
“Can you take him, if you had to?”
The question brought her gaze back to his face. His expression remained calm and steady. This was the man who had become a Roman emperor’s most successful and celebrated general, and he was assessing her, not judging, maybe for the first time in twenty years.
She had been amused by the idea, and optimistic, and not fifteen minutes later, he had accused her of cheating.
It had literally been a breathtaking experience. She had felt gut shot and utterly bereft. The confrontation devolved into a massive fight, while they hurled hurtful accusations at each other.
Funny. Looking back at it now, she couldn’t even remember most of what they had said to each other.
Blah blah stop lying to me, he had said. Blah blah, I can’t believe you won’t believe me! she had said.
Along with more stuff along those lines. Now whenever she recalled that night, her memory was blanketed in a haze of shock and pain, although shards of clarity still stabbed at her, like the memory of how he had looked at her as if he hated her, and the cold, clipped tone of his voice.
Months later, she approached Xavier. Her pain had turned to outraged fury, and she had long since decided she didn’t want to have anything to do with Julian. Anyone who could demonstrate such a lack of faith in her wasn’t anybody she wanted to be with. By that point, all she wanted were some answers.
How had Julian become so convinced she had cheated on him? Somebody had to have told him so. But if so, who – and why? Whoever it was, it had to be somebody Julian had trusted a hell of a lot more than he had trusted her…
If he had ever really trusted her.
Their liaison had only lasted a couple of months, but it had been unpopular to a lot of people. The Nightkind King together with the Light Fae heir heralded the possibility of a major shift in the balance in power in the North American Elder Races demesnes.
At the end of the day, what Melly really wanted was a name. She wanted to face her enemies, not have them in a position where they might be able to stab her in the back again.
But not even Xavier knew where Julian had gotten his information, and after that last terrible fight, she sure as hell wasn’t about to go to Julian and ask, because she deserved so much better than what he had thrown at her, so really, screw him.
Justine was right, Melly thought. Sadistic and crazy, but right. Julian’s dictatorial and arrogant, and inflexible doesn’t even begin to cover it. He’s the most infuriating son of a bitch I’ve ever known, and I don’t even know why I’m fighting so hard to free him.
At that, she caught herself up. It was one thing to be angry at him – and she was extremely angry at him. But it was another thing entirely to indulge in such vindictive thoughts, especially when she didn’t even believe them herself, anyway.
TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO, AND I’LL DO IT! he had roared.
He might still look and act like he hated her, but when Justine turned the screws on him, he hadn’t even hesitated.
More than anything, she wanted to sniffle and lean against his jeans-clad leg. She wanted a hug.
She really did want to haul off and clip him as hard as she could with her best right hook.
Gritting her teeth, she thought, I’ve got to hand it to you, soldier. There isn’t anybody else in the world who can tie me into such knots.
Meanwhile, her sense of urgency escalated. Justine might not be back for a day or two, and they had a long time to go until then, but Julian was right – it wouldn’t take Anthony long to hunt down some prey and to pick up food and water.
The pieces of her pick slipped again. No matter how she tried, she couldn’t get the damn pieces in the damn lock. Her core overheated, and she started to melt down.
“Julian,” she said very low as she fought back tears. “I – I don’t think I can get this. The lock is too small, and I can’t hold the pick at the right angle and still get the other piece inside to trip the tumbler. I need thinner pieces of metal, and I don’t have any.”
Silence spun out. When he spoke, he sounded entirely calm. “That’s all right. Melly, look at me.”
All the antagonism was gone. This was the Julian who had looked into the camera and told her she would be okay.
Damn it, the bastard Julian didn’t bring her to tears anymore, but the nice Julian did. Blinking the wetness out of her eyes, she sat back on her heels and looked up at him.
He regarded her with an expression that was every bit as calm as he sounded, that wolflike gaze of his trained on her face. He even gave her a small smile. “It’s all right,” he repeated. We’re going to go to plan B.”
“I didn’t know we had a plan B,” she said raggedly as she swiped at her nose with the back of one hand.
“We’re going to make one up right now,” he told her. “Along with a plan C if we have to.”
Rising to her feet, she frowned. “What do you have in mind?”
“You need to get out of here,” he said. “And Vampyre Guy is the way to do that.”
“No.” She started shaking her head and decided not to stop for a while. “I’m not leaving you.”
“You have to. He knows the way out, and when he shows up here again, he’ll have brought in enough prey to keep the ferals satisfied until he can get out again. Meanwhile, Justine is busy doing other things. We don’t know if we’ll ever get another chance like this again.”
“I couldn’t convince him to make one lousy phone call,” she pointed out.
“You almost did,” he told her. “You have him half-seduced already, and you didn’t even put the full weight of those gorgeous green eyes of yours into the effort. If he walks away, he’ll have time to talk himself out of calling Tatiana, but if you talk him into taking you with him, you can make the phone call yourself.”
A small, feminine part of her perked up. He still thought her eyes were gorgeous?
Well, now she was just being pathetic.
Ducking her head to hide her expression, she rubbed the back of her neck. After a moment, she muttered, “I don’t know; it sounds really risky.”
“Can you take him, if you had to?”
The question brought her gaze back to his face. His expression remained calm and steady. This was the man who had become a Roman emperor’s most successful and celebrated general, and he was assessing her, not judging, maybe for the first time in twenty years.
