Motorcycle Man
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Tack again didn’t care and kept going.
“As for the shit you pulled tonight, you didn’t duck, I’d be in an ER right now hopin’ to f**kin’ Christ that you made it out at all much less you makin’ it out as you. I think you get you mean somethin’ to me so the threat of that is not somethin’ I like either. Do not let that shit happen again, Tyra. You got a situation, you call your man. You do not call in the boys and use your position to pull the shit you pulled tonight.”
“My position?” I asked quietly.
“I’ve got my cut, I’ve got the gavel and you’re my woman. Those were recruits. You call and they don’t haul their asses outta bed in the middle of the f**kin’ night to do your bidding, they might answer to me. They know they don’t wanna answer to me. You gave them zero choice and swung their shit out there a lotta ways. Silver linin’ for you, the boys, even the recruits, save Shy who’s sharper than the rest of them, think that stunt you pulled is the shit. But those brothers do not have the cloud of the possibility of you permanently suckin’ your food through a straw still hangin’ over them. They can think it’s the shit. I do not.”
At that, I strongly suspected it was Shy who called in the boys.
I didn’t ask for confirmation though.
I didn’t say anything.
When I didn’t, Tack asked, “Now, are we clear?”
“We’re clear,” I answered softly.
He held my eyes and he did this a while.
Then the dragon went to sleep and I knew this because the hard went out of his face, it softened, the air lightened all around us and the edge was gone from his voice when he said gently, “All right, baby, now come here.”
“No,” I whispered.
“What?” he whispered back.
“We’re clear,” I repeated then continued. “Very clear, Kane. So right now I’m going to bed and I’m doing it on the couch. Tomorrow, I want to be here in case Tabby’s not still pissed at me so I can look after her. And tomorrow, after I sleep on it, I’ll decide what I’m going to do about you.”
He lifted a hand toward my neck but I jerked my head away and stepped swiftly to the side and out from the wall.
He pivoted with me, his hand dropping.
“Red, baby, what the –?”
“I told you, I needed time,” I whispered. “You’re going to give it to me.”
“I just laid that shit out,” he reminded me.
“Some of it, yes,” I agreed and his head jerked slightly but I kept talking. “And I need to process that. I’ll tell you my decision tomorrow.”
“Babe –”
“Tomorrow, Tack.”
The softness shifted out of his face right before he declared, “You are not sleepin’ under my roof on the f**kin’ couch.”
“Okay, then, I’ll go home.”
“You are also not goin’ home.”
I held his eyes.
Then I whispered, “Fine,” tore my gaze from his and walked to the unmade bed. I flipped off my flip-flops, pulled down my jeans, stepped out of them and shoved my hands under my shirt to yank my bra off with my tee still on.
Then I climbed into his bed, pulled the covers up and settled on my side, my back to him.
I heard nothing for a while then I heard movement. I saw him round the bed and rolled to my other side, away from him. The bed shifted when he sat on it and I heard boots dropping. The bed shifted again when he got up and I heard the whisper of clothes and a belt buckle hit the floor. And last, the bed shifted again when he got in it.
Then the room was plunged into darkness.
About a second after that, just as I expected he’d do, he rolled right into me and pulled me snug and tight to his front, his body curving into mine, forcing mine to curve with his.
I let him do what I expected he’d do anyway and stared through the dark at nothing.
“What else you need laid out, Red?” he asked the back of my hair quietly.
I didn’t reply.
“It is not cool BeeBee got to –”
I cut him off, begging, “Please don’t say her name in this bed.”
“Fuck,” he muttered. “She say somethin’ else to you?”
I again didn’t reply.
“It’s clear she marked you, babe, what else did she say to you?”
“She was bleeding,” I whispered.
“That bitch was bleeding?” Tack asked.
“Tabby,” I pushed out then my breath hitched.
“Fuck,” Tack repeated and his arm got tight as his body pressed closer.
I felt the tears fill my eyes but I took deep breaths through my nose to fight them back and while I did this, Tack’s hand searched and found mine. When it did, he forced his fingers through mine, lacing them and he pressed our hands close to my chest.
“Took care of my girl,” he murmured.
I deep breathed.
“She’s safe, you’re safe, he’s taken care of, baby. It’s all good now.”
I kept deep breathing.
I felt his face in the back of my hair where he whispered, “Tyra, it’s all good now.”
I wasn’t so sure about that.
Still, I whispered back, “It’s all good now.”
“Sleep, we’ll talk more tomorrow.”
Goodie. Something not to look forward to.
Tack’s fingers tensed in mine as his arm gave me a squeeze.
He relaxed both and urged, “Sleep, baby.”
I sighed.
And, surprisingly, I fell asleep before Tack.
But I didn’t have good dreams.
Chapter Twenty-Five
Absolution
I woke draped on Tack, smelling his musk.
I opened my eyes and saw Tabby’s tat under where my cheek was resting on Tack’s shoulder. Somehow in the night we’d repositioned to our usual sleeping arrangement.
And as usual, it felt good.
Then a sharp stab pierced my heart as the day before washed through my brain.
Damn.
Right. One step at a time and my first step was, bathroom. Second, as ever, coffee. And then check on Tabby. And then…
I didn’t know.
But when that step came, I’d figure it out.
Super carefully because I really didn’t want to wake Tack, I lifted my arm that was lying across his flat belly and started to roll.
The problem with that was that Tack started to roll with me. He was bigger, more powerful and his roll took me to my back with him mostly on top of me.
Great. Awake half a minute and already my day wasn’t going according to plan.
“As for the shit you pulled tonight, you didn’t duck, I’d be in an ER right now hopin’ to f**kin’ Christ that you made it out at all much less you makin’ it out as you. I think you get you mean somethin’ to me so the threat of that is not somethin’ I like either. Do not let that shit happen again, Tyra. You got a situation, you call your man. You do not call in the boys and use your position to pull the shit you pulled tonight.”
“My position?” I asked quietly.
“I’ve got my cut, I’ve got the gavel and you’re my woman. Those were recruits. You call and they don’t haul their asses outta bed in the middle of the f**kin’ night to do your bidding, they might answer to me. They know they don’t wanna answer to me. You gave them zero choice and swung their shit out there a lotta ways. Silver linin’ for you, the boys, even the recruits, save Shy who’s sharper than the rest of them, think that stunt you pulled is the shit. But those brothers do not have the cloud of the possibility of you permanently suckin’ your food through a straw still hangin’ over them. They can think it’s the shit. I do not.”
At that, I strongly suspected it was Shy who called in the boys.
I didn’t ask for confirmation though.
I didn’t say anything.
When I didn’t, Tack asked, “Now, are we clear?”
“We’re clear,” I answered softly.
He held my eyes and he did this a while.
Then the dragon went to sleep and I knew this because the hard went out of his face, it softened, the air lightened all around us and the edge was gone from his voice when he said gently, “All right, baby, now come here.”
“No,” I whispered.
“What?” he whispered back.
“We’re clear,” I repeated then continued. “Very clear, Kane. So right now I’m going to bed and I’m doing it on the couch. Tomorrow, I want to be here in case Tabby’s not still pissed at me so I can look after her. And tomorrow, after I sleep on it, I’ll decide what I’m going to do about you.”
He lifted a hand toward my neck but I jerked my head away and stepped swiftly to the side and out from the wall.
He pivoted with me, his hand dropping.
“Red, baby, what the –?”
“I told you, I needed time,” I whispered. “You’re going to give it to me.”
“I just laid that shit out,” he reminded me.
“Some of it, yes,” I agreed and his head jerked slightly but I kept talking. “And I need to process that. I’ll tell you my decision tomorrow.”
“Babe –”
“Tomorrow, Tack.”
The softness shifted out of his face right before he declared, “You are not sleepin’ under my roof on the f**kin’ couch.”
“Okay, then, I’ll go home.”
“You are also not goin’ home.”
I held his eyes.
Then I whispered, “Fine,” tore my gaze from his and walked to the unmade bed. I flipped off my flip-flops, pulled down my jeans, stepped out of them and shoved my hands under my shirt to yank my bra off with my tee still on.
Then I climbed into his bed, pulled the covers up and settled on my side, my back to him.
I heard nothing for a while then I heard movement. I saw him round the bed and rolled to my other side, away from him. The bed shifted when he sat on it and I heard boots dropping. The bed shifted again when he got up and I heard the whisper of clothes and a belt buckle hit the floor. And last, the bed shifted again when he got in it.
Then the room was plunged into darkness.
About a second after that, just as I expected he’d do, he rolled right into me and pulled me snug and tight to his front, his body curving into mine, forcing mine to curve with his.
I let him do what I expected he’d do anyway and stared through the dark at nothing.
“What else you need laid out, Red?” he asked the back of my hair quietly.
I didn’t reply.
“It is not cool BeeBee got to –”
I cut him off, begging, “Please don’t say her name in this bed.”
“Fuck,” he muttered. “She say somethin’ else to you?”
I again didn’t reply.
“It’s clear she marked you, babe, what else did she say to you?”
“She was bleeding,” I whispered.
“That bitch was bleeding?” Tack asked.
“Tabby,” I pushed out then my breath hitched.
“Fuck,” Tack repeated and his arm got tight as his body pressed closer.
I felt the tears fill my eyes but I took deep breaths through my nose to fight them back and while I did this, Tack’s hand searched and found mine. When it did, he forced his fingers through mine, lacing them and he pressed our hands close to my chest.
“Took care of my girl,” he murmured.
I deep breathed.
“She’s safe, you’re safe, he’s taken care of, baby. It’s all good now.”
I kept deep breathing.
I felt his face in the back of my hair where he whispered, “Tyra, it’s all good now.”
I wasn’t so sure about that.
Still, I whispered back, “It’s all good now.”
“Sleep, we’ll talk more tomorrow.”
Goodie. Something not to look forward to.
Tack’s fingers tensed in mine as his arm gave me a squeeze.
He relaxed both and urged, “Sleep, baby.”
I sighed.
And, surprisingly, I fell asleep before Tack.
But I didn’t have good dreams.
Chapter Twenty-Five
Absolution
I woke draped on Tack, smelling his musk.
I opened my eyes and saw Tabby’s tat under where my cheek was resting on Tack’s shoulder. Somehow in the night we’d repositioned to our usual sleeping arrangement.
And as usual, it felt good.
Then a sharp stab pierced my heart as the day before washed through my brain.
Damn.
Right. One step at a time and my first step was, bathroom. Second, as ever, coffee. And then check on Tabby. And then…
I didn’t know.
But when that step came, I’d figure it out.
Super carefully because I really didn’t want to wake Tack, I lifted my arm that was lying across his flat belly and started to roll.
The problem with that was that Tack started to roll with me. He was bigger, more powerful and his roll took me to my back with him mostly on top of me.
Great. Awake half a minute and already my day wasn’t going according to plan.
