Murder Game

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“His friends,” Kadan guessed.
“They’re close but apart. They hide in the shadows. The night is ours.”
His head came up alertly. “What the hell are you saying?” He snatched the game piece from her hand. “What do you mean by that?”
Tansy turned her shimmering eyes on him. Now he knew what those eyes did. They saw inside, where people never were meant to see. She was seeing too much. Where was the ice in his veins? Where was his cool?
“I didn’t mean anything. I saw the words, that’s all. He believes he is invincible at night.” She pulled off the gloves and dropped them on the table as if she couldn’t bear them against her skin.
Kadan shook his head. “I don’t believe it. There aren’t that many of us. Eight? Eight killers? GhostWalkers?” He shook his head again. “I won’t believe that.”
“So the phrase has meaning to you?”
He glanced at her sharply. She’d grown up around detectives, and her question, in that casual voice, sounded just like one.
“You’re my partner,” he said gruffly, staking his claim. “Don’t forget that.” Before she denied it, he shoved up his sleeve.
“Oh my God, how did I not see you were hurt last night?” Tansy asked. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know.”
“It’s nothing. A scratch. I sewed it up. I’m showing you the tattoo.”
There was an expectant silence. At first she didn’t see anything on his arm, but then when he released a little bit of psychic energy, allowing it to swirl close to her, she could see the strange crest.
“The GhostWalker crest. The night is ours. It’s in our creed,” he explained, his expression grim. “I don’t believe in coincidence. But eight . . . That would be an entire team.” He shook his head. “No way, Tansy. I know them all.”
“They’re under a lot of strain. You know it better than anyone, Kadan,” she said softly, watching him carefully. “The headaches, the continual pressure of the outside world, it could drive anyone insane. I ought to know.”
“But you didn’t brutally kill people. And you sure as hell haven’t done it for fun. These bastards are doing it for fun.”
She rubbed at the frown creasing her forehead. “So why are the GhostWalkers under suspicion? I’m not certain I get that part.”
She still had blood at the side of her mouth. He hated the sight of it. Pouring water onto a cloth, he closed the distance between them. “So far we have ten murders. Five on each coast. Each was somewhat similar but very different and each had a game piece left on-site, some game pieces being used more than once.”
“That doesn’t explain the GhostWalker tie-in.”
“You jumped over me, Tansy. Right over the top of me,” Kadan pointed out. “You know we’re genetically enhanced and can do things other people can’t. There are strong indicators that whoever is committing these crimes can do things that would be deemed impossible. Most of the murders on the West Coast have occurred in either Seattle or Tacoma, Washington. The murders in North Carolina are near the base there as well. We believe whoever is committing them is in the service.”
“Where are the GhostWalkers?”
“Scattered around, on missions. They have residences, of course, but they are often on both coasts.”
“Has anyone tried to eliminate them as suspects? If they’re in the military, someone has to know where they are on any given day, don’t they?”
Kadan noted that Tansy was swaying, her hands still unsteady, although she tried to cover it up. He stepped closer to her, ignoring the way she stiffened when he put his arm around her waist to steady her. “The GhostWalkers operate outside ordinary parameters. They don’t answer to anyone but their team leader and either the general or the admiral. Both men run teams. The missions are classified and often involve travel outside the United States without a paper trail. In other words, it is difficult to tell where the truth is because once set loose, they have the ability to travel in and out of the country and even state to state without anyone knowing. Of course we’re checking into that as fast as we can, but it isn’t easy, especially since I can’t reveal the investigation to them or the fact that they’re under suspicion.”
“And they were all out of the country?”
He shook his head. “No one can confirm their whereabouts but other GhostWalkers. The general consensus seems to be that they would alibi one another.”
“Would they?”
He sighed. Would they? Of course they would. Another shiver drew his undivided attention to her. Up close, touching her soft skin was a kind of private hell. He tipped her face back, taking no notice of her flinch, and dabbed away the remaining blood. “Sit down before you fall down.” When she didn’t respond, he took her arm and forcibly led her back to the sleeping bag. Her body was trembling, but it was her eyes that bothered him. She jerked, stared off for a moment, and then came back shivering.
“I’m all right.” The words were mumbled, and twice she pressed her hand to her head.
“The headache’s coming.”
She nodded, swallowing hard. “I’m used to them. I have pills somewhere.” She looked around a little helplessly. Her body jerked again and her eyes stared.
“Damn it, Tansy, you’re having seizures.” He lifted her, cradling her close, holding her there for a moment, dropping his head against hers briefly, before laying her down on the makeshift bed.
“I know. It happens. The headache is worse.” She rolled away from him and curled up in a tight ball. “I have to cover my eyes.”
“Where are your sunglasses?” He was already up and looking for them, rummaging through the bags he’d packed, looking for her prescription.
She didn’t answer, but started to rock, one hand shielding her sensitive eyes.
“This happened every time you chased a killer?”
She mumbled her reply, the words unintelligible, but he felt the assent in his mind.
“And people think I’m crazy.”
Kadan settled down beside her, supporting her head with his palm, pushing the pills into her mouth and then holding the water bottle for her. She groaned softly at the movement, but obediently swallowed the medicine.
You don’t have to stay with me. She wanted him gone, hating to have anyone see her this way. Vulnerable. Mind gone. Nearly insane. Hurting. It hurt so bad.
Kadan stroked back her wild hair, his fingers lingering in the silky strands. “Don’t talk. Don’t use telepathy, it only makes the headache worse. Go to sleep, Tansy.”
She’d done this since she was thirteen. No training. No exercises to help her form barriers between the violent energy and her wide open brain. What possible reason could Whitney have had, allowing her to suffer? Was it another of his insane experiments? He had obviously documented each incident, insisting on examining and debriefing her each time she used her ability to track a serial killer. Had he wanted to see how long it took to break her?
She shivered, her body trembling as the overload fully hit. Swearing, he stretched out beside her, using his body heat to warm her. Her skin was cold, her eyes nearly opaque. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her tight against him, curling so that his body protected hers. She fit. She was made for him. Whitney couldn’t have done that. Kadan chose not to believe it was the pheromones. Pheromones couldn’t make him feel anything but physical attraction, which he had in spades, but there was so much more.
He had long since ceased to be emotional, yet he was now—with her. Alone, with her falling into a fitful sleep, he could allow himself a little emotion. And his mission wasn’t worth destroying her completely. He would find another way. There was always another way.
Her body jerked and she cried out, pressing both hands to her head.
His hands went to her shoulders, massaging gently, then moved to her neck in an attempt to ease the tension out of her. “Shh, baby, just sleep. I’m not going to make you do this. I’ll find a way around all this. Just go to sleep for me.”
She settled a little. He couldn’t be certain if it was his reassurance, or the massage, but she seemed quieter. He moved her hair aside and bent his head to kiss the nape of her neck. “I’m going to tell them you’ve lost your abilities, but then you need to stay out of sight until I wrap this up.” He spoke aloud more for himself than for her.
He felt her body stiffen. Her long, wet lashes fluttered, lifted, and she looked at him, her eyes so light they appeared violet.
“I mean it, Tansy, you’re off the hook. You need to just sleep and not worry about anything anymore.” He stroked his hand through her hair.
She closed her eyes again and relaxed beneath his hands.
Kadan sighed. How was he going to find the strength to give her up? He’d never thought in terms of a woman or a home. He’d been a loner since he was eight years old. His friends were all GhostWalkers, men who understood what it was like to be different. They were warriors, born in the wrong century maybe, men with honor and codes and a way of life that was politically incorrect. Women should never live with men like him, and he had no business staking his claim on one.
His fingers rubbed at the silky hair. He wanted her. Desperately. This woman brought sunlight to his soul. She made him believe again. Hope. Feel there was a chance at a future. Maybe a home and children. He’d been in her mind and he knew her more intimately than a man could know a woman after fifty years of living together. There was strength and determination. Independence. Compassion. She was soft where he was hard.
The sun began to climb higher into the sky, and he let himself doze while he could. He hadn’t gotten that much sleep the night before. Her body had been too tempting, and he’d been starving and addicted after the first taste. Being a soldier meant you slept when you could. He woke with Tansy moaning softly, moving against him, her hand brushing his face.
He could wake up to that touch forever. A million mornings. He caught her hand and pressed a kiss into her palm. “Are you feeling better?”
“Yes. I’m a little afraid to let you out of my head. I’m not good at keeping the voices out.” She brushed his hair from his forehead, her fingers tracing his scar. “I’m going to miss being able to touch you. I never touch anyone.”
She didn’t think she’d ever be able to touch anyone again. He should have felt bad. Instead he wanted to be the only one she could touch. Selfish bastard. He mentally kicked himself.
“I’m going to teach you a few exercises to help you strengthen your defenses against anything invading your mind.”
She frowned and sat up. “What exercises?”
“There are things you can do, practice, to help filter things out. Like meditation.”
“I do that already. It’s never helped.”
Kadan stood up and pulled her with him. “This is going to help. Sit at the table.”
She studied his face for a long time before she complied, taking the seat opposite him.
Kadan turned out to be all military and very serious as he showed her the mental exercise of building a wall in her mind, one brick at a time. It was far different from the simple mental image she employed of a door keeping back the voices and images in her head. The barrier had to be built and become second nature. When she wavered, or got it wrong, Kadan barked orders at her like a drill sergeant.
“You’re giving me a headache,” she finally said, glaring at him. “And I’m not under your stupid command.”
His jaw tightened. “You already have a headache so it doesn’t count. These exercises work and you need to learn them fast. I’m not going to be here to take away the pain.”
She couldn’t very well tell him it wasn’t going to work, because in just an hour she could already tell her mind was calmer. If she did the exercises every day, she could strengthen her filters and barriers and keep the voices at bay.