Murder Game
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Abandoned was an interesting word to use. Kadan studied her face. She looked fragile. She wasn’t. She was strong—incredibly strong, or she couldn’t do the things she did. Bathe in blood to track killers. No one did that unless they were strong, but to him, she looked vulnerable and maybe a little lost.
Don’t make me choose between you and my parents.
Kadan reached down and tugged her to her feet, drawing her into his arms. He wasn’t a man who liked to retreat, but for her, for now, on this, he would. “Of course, they love you, Tansy. How could they not?” He trailed kisses from her temple to the corner of her mouth, until he felt the tension ease from her body and she grew soft and pliant against him.
“Your clothes should be ready.” His voice was gruff. “Get dressed before our company comes.” There was no choice. It was black-and-white. Her parents were either betraying their daughter, in which case they were both f**ked, or something else he didn’t know about was going on and they were going to tell him.
Tansy found her clothes folded neatly on top of the dryer. She pulled on underwear and jeans and a thin tank before wandering back into the dining room to study the game pieces. She considered going into the war room, but she didn’t want the victims’ impressions to override the killers’. She needed to know the killers, to figure them out so she could get one step ahead of them and stop them. And there was something that bothered her . . .
“What?”
She nearly jumped out of her skin, twisting around to find Kadan behind her. She let out her breath. “Don’t sneak up on me like that. Especially not when I’m trying to pick up impressions. You scared me.”
He took her wrist, his finger sliding over her frantic pulse. “I’m sorry, baby, I can’t help the way I walk, but you’re not supposed to be doing this anymore. I thought we agreed.”
She rolled her eyes but didn’t pull her hand away. He was stroking her inner wrist, his touch both soothing and sexy at the same time. “Is that what you call it? I think it was more a decree at the time, but of course, you couldn’t have been serious.”
“I rarely am anything but serious.”
That was probably true. Tansy gave an exaggerated sigh. “I came here to give you information on the killings.”
He tugged her hand to his mouth, his eyes watching hers. “Your mission has changed.”
She took back her hand. “My mission is the same. You can’t find them all by yourself and you know it.” Her frown came back as her gaze flicked to the ivory figurines. They were beautiful, yet each represented a killer. “There’s something important here, really important, that I’m missing. I have to figure it out, Kadan, because without it . . .” She trailed off, looking more distressed than ever.
Kadan touched her mind, trying to make sense of her jumbled thoughts. Her mind was racing, analyzing and discarding data, choosing pieces to put together and then breaking them apart again. Tansy had a high-speed, complex computer for a brain when it came to murder. It was no wonder the police departments who had used her had written such confusing reports. She got the job done, but it was impossible to follow her train of thought, her jumps from one conclusion to the next, or even her uncanny ability to ferret out and identify the threads of the case that really mattered.
Her mind wouldn’t let go once it started. That revelation sent a wave of apprehension through him. She wasn’t going to let go of it, not because she was being stubborn, but because she couldn’t. It didn’t matter how much he ordered her, or even if he took her away from the evidence; she couldn’t back off now until the killers were caught. That had never been mentioned in the reports on her he’d studied. Not that he would have done anything different even if he’d had the information. He hadn’t met her, hadn’t known what she would become to him in such a short time. In some ways, Tansy was a lot like him. Once started on a mission, he found it nearly impossible to back off. Her mind was programmed the same way.
He could feel the pressure tugging at her relentlessly. An escaping thread in a larger tapestry she tried desperately to unravel to find the other end. He took a breath, let it out, breathing for both of them as he rested his chin on top of her head.
“I’m sorry I got you into this, babe.” His hands slid up and down her arms in a soothing motion, but he was soothing himself, not her, and he knew it. Damn, emotions were difficult to deal with.
She waved away his apology. “Let’s just go after another one right now. Maybe I can figure out what’s bothering me. There are two different . . .”
Again she trailed off and he got the same impressions in her mind: a chaotic whirl, too much data triggering her alarm buttons, but nothing tangible she could grab with both hands.
Kadan glanced at his watch. “We’ve only got about two hours and then we’ll have company. You’re going to be hitting the headache just about the time they arrive.”
She shrugged off his warning and reached for another of the ivory pieces.
“Damn it, Tansy.” He caught her wrist and all but yanked her to the table’s edge. “Put on the fuc—” He made an effort to stop himself. “Gloves. Just get them on.”
She pulled on the gloves and, without pause, reached for the snake. The figurine was very detailed, the long body coiled and covered in a pattern of scales, the head up, mouth wide open to show curved fangs. Even the eyes seemed to blaze with defiance and a menacing threat. The tongue was long and forked. When her fingers curled around the game piece, the oil poured into her mind, a fast torrent, carrying malice and glee. This one liked to see pain. Where Frog wanted his victims to acknowledge his existence, his power, this one simply fed off the pain of others. And it mattered little to him if his prey were an animal, a child, a woman or man. He just needed the pain and the screams.
The breath slammed out of her lungs as the thick, bloody mud rushed into her mind, and for a moment she couldn’t remember how to breathe properly. There was the terrifying sensation of being dragged under, of gasping, desperate for air, pulling in filthy, oily muck instead, so that it filled every corner of her mind and packed her lungs so solid there was no hope of breathing. She was drowning—drowning—and she wouldn’t be able to get back. It happened too fast; her quarry was too strong.
She felt a mouth move against hers. Feel me, baby. I’m with you. Warm breath pushed into her lungs. She inhaled, took air in to push out some of the thick goo coating her insides. Another breath. He can’t have you. I’ll breathe for both of us.
She could do this! She accepted another stream of air, shuddering with effort, forcing it into her lungs, concentrating on pushing past that first wave of violent energy that threatened to consume her mind. Snake couldn’t have her because she had her own personal guardian angel. Kadan Montague was the strongest man she’d ever known. And he was on her side—not only on it, but at it, breathing in and out, sharing air with her.
She found him there in her mind, and a tiny part of her held tight to him while she allowed the familiar expansion to push her own spirit out, to make room for the beast pouring into her, threatening to devour her.
He was eager for the kill. Couldn’t wait. He wanted them alive, lasting a long time while he hurt them. The places he’d been where he’d discovered appreciation of his talents were long gone, but now he could have fun again. This cool opportunity brought back memories of the tunnel in Vietnam where he’d trapped the two farmers. They’d lasted two days. Glorious fun. Both were babbling when he ended them—and he almost hadn’t. He’d been so tempted to leave their raw, bloody bodies for the rats to find, but he hadn’t, and he’d thought of that ever since. Maybe this time—and he’d set up a camera where no one would find it just so he could go back later and watch them being devoured alive. Such fun. The pleas were starting, growing stronger, although Tansy tried to keep the victims away for just a little longer.
She needed to escape the snake and look for the other one, the master behind the puppets. All powerful killers, tied to strings. He pulled—they danced. The masculine whisper grew stronger. She found the thread, faint but there. The master. She had him now. She was an elite tracker and he wouldn’t escape no matter how subtle he was. She blocked out the surge of oily sludge that was Snake spilling around her and kept on track. This was what—or who—had been eluding her. Elation filled her as she targeted the thread.
A hint of satisfied amusement. No one would ever know. Genius surrounded him. Psychics, all of them, but they didn’t suspect, didn’t have a clue. It was his orchestra, his play, and he was the maestro conducting his performers to play their instruments with such flair. He fed the egos and raked in the cash. Millions, with millions more to be made. Untraceable millions and all for him.
Tansy struggled to stay on the thread. It was so faint, so subtle alongside Snake’s violent need for pain. The victims grew louder, as they always did, demanding she recognize them. See them. Give them justice. She shook her head in an attempt to dislodge the wailing. The accusations. The oily muck swirled with enjoyment, building to a crescendo. Ah, just give me all night with these three. Not as strong as the ones in the tunnel, but I don’t have as long. He would let the rats feast and he’d come back later to see his handiwork and enjoy the entertainment. Screams. Pleading. Begging. Tansy shook her head again, stretching for that subtle thread. The master didn’t kill, so the violence edged him out, but he was there, imprinted in the ivory. Seeing it. Part of it. That subtle weave of influence feeding the killers at each site. She just had to keep pulling at the thread to unravel the mystery.
She knew him now, knew she’d seen this trail before, so light she’d missed it in the first two murder scenes, but he’d been there. How was it that he was with each one? Had he been on the West Coast too? Was he present? Was he . . .
She felt Kadan’s sudden alertness, his warning system roaring in full-blown alarm. Icy fingers of fear crept down her spine. Something moved—something alive in the midst of all the blood, in the midst of all the victims. Something that was bloated and shadowy like a giant spider at the center of a web. She drew back as the shadow turned, and she knew it was as aware of her as she was of it. Terror poured into her as it—he—blinked his eyes and looked at her. For one instant there was a flicker of astonishment followed by grudging respect, almost camaraderie. He wasn’t afraid. She got the impression of smug amusement.
Hello, beautiful. Who do we have here?
Everything in her froze. She couldn’t move or speak, paralyzed by the knowledge that she was leaving just as many tracks as he was. The puppet master. And he could stalk her just as she pursued him.
You’re a dead man. Kadan’s voice was low, a whip of menace, startling both Tansy and the puppet master.
Tansy felt Kadan’s hand on hers, prying her fingers open, ripping the ivory snake from them and flooding her mind with his ownership, his strength and his resolve. Kadan, the killer, icy cold and without mercy, delivering a fact, not a warning, even as he shielded her.
She felt the startled fear of the carver of the ivory figures, quickly masked. And then all awareness was gone. The puppet master had snapped the thread and was gone from her mind.
Kadan dug his fingers into Tansy’s upper arms. She still had that faraway opaque look. She was pale, icy cold, her body trembling. Fear rolled off her in waves.
“It’s all right, baby. I’m right here. You’re safe.”
She shook her head. “I’m not. He saw me.”
Kadan drew her into his body, his arms tight around her. “We saw him. We can find him, Tansy. No one even knew he existed. Hell, if I hadn’t been there with you, I might not have believed it.”
He spoke aloud in a cool, calm voice, mostly to bring her wholly back to him.
Don’t make me choose between you and my parents.
Kadan reached down and tugged her to her feet, drawing her into his arms. He wasn’t a man who liked to retreat, but for her, for now, on this, he would. “Of course, they love you, Tansy. How could they not?” He trailed kisses from her temple to the corner of her mouth, until he felt the tension ease from her body and she grew soft and pliant against him.
“Your clothes should be ready.” His voice was gruff. “Get dressed before our company comes.” There was no choice. It was black-and-white. Her parents were either betraying their daughter, in which case they were both f**ked, or something else he didn’t know about was going on and they were going to tell him.
Tansy found her clothes folded neatly on top of the dryer. She pulled on underwear and jeans and a thin tank before wandering back into the dining room to study the game pieces. She considered going into the war room, but she didn’t want the victims’ impressions to override the killers’. She needed to know the killers, to figure them out so she could get one step ahead of them and stop them. And there was something that bothered her . . .
“What?”
She nearly jumped out of her skin, twisting around to find Kadan behind her. She let out her breath. “Don’t sneak up on me like that. Especially not when I’m trying to pick up impressions. You scared me.”
He took her wrist, his finger sliding over her frantic pulse. “I’m sorry, baby, I can’t help the way I walk, but you’re not supposed to be doing this anymore. I thought we agreed.”
She rolled her eyes but didn’t pull her hand away. He was stroking her inner wrist, his touch both soothing and sexy at the same time. “Is that what you call it? I think it was more a decree at the time, but of course, you couldn’t have been serious.”
“I rarely am anything but serious.”
That was probably true. Tansy gave an exaggerated sigh. “I came here to give you information on the killings.”
He tugged her hand to his mouth, his eyes watching hers. “Your mission has changed.”
She took back her hand. “My mission is the same. You can’t find them all by yourself and you know it.” Her frown came back as her gaze flicked to the ivory figurines. They were beautiful, yet each represented a killer. “There’s something important here, really important, that I’m missing. I have to figure it out, Kadan, because without it . . .” She trailed off, looking more distressed than ever.
Kadan touched her mind, trying to make sense of her jumbled thoughts. Her mind was racing, analyzing and discarding data, choosing pieces to put together and then breaking them apart again. Tansy had a high-speed, complex computer for a brain when it came to murder. It was no wonder the police departments who had used her had written such confusing reports. She got the job done, but it was impossible to follow her train of thought, her jumps from one conclusion to the next, or even her uncanny ability to ferret out and identify the threads of the case that really mattered.
Her mind wouldn’t let go once it started. That revelation sent a wave of apprehension through him. She wasn’t going to let go of it, not because she was being stubborn, but because she couldn’t. It didn’t matter how much he ordered her, or even if he took her away from the evidence; she couldn’t back off now until the killers were caught. That had never been mentioned in the reports on her he’d studied. Not that he would have done anything different even if he’d had the information. He hadn’t met her, hadn’t known what she would become to him in such a short time. In some ways, Tansy was a lot like him. Once started on a mission, he found it nearly impossible to back off. Her mind was programmed the same way.
He could feel the pressure tugging at her relentlessly. An escaping thread in a larger tapestry she tried desperately to unravel to find the other end. He took a breath, let it out, breathing for both of them as he rested his chin on top of her head.
“I’m sorry I got you into this, babe.” His hands slid up and down her arms in a soothing motion, but he was soothing himself, not her, and he knew it. Damn, emotions were difficult to deal with.
She waved away his apology. “Let’s just go after another one right now. Maybe I can figure out what’s bothering me. There are two different . . .”
Again she trailed off and he got the same impressions in her mind: a chaotic whirl, too much data triggering her alarm buttons, but nothing tangible she could grab with both hands.
Kadan glanced at his watch. “We’ve only got about two hours and then we’ll have company. You’re going to be hitting the headache just about the time they arrive.”
She shrugged off his warning and reached for another of the ivory pieces.
“Damn it, Tansy.” He caught her wrist and all but yanked her to the table’s edge. “Put on the fuc—” He made an effort to stop himself. “Gloves. Just get them on.”
She pulled on the gloves and, without pause, reached for the snake. The figurine was very detailed, the long body coiled and covered in a pattern of scales, the head up, mouth wide open to show curved fangs. Even the eyes seemed to blaze with defiance and a menacing threat. The tongue was long and forked. When her fingers curled around the game piece, the oil poured into her mind, a fast torrent, carrying malice and glee. This one liked to see pain. Where Frog wanted his victims to acknowledge his existence, his power, this one simply fed off the pain of others. And it mattered little to him if his prey were an animal, a child, a woman or man. He just needed the pain and the screams.
The breath slammed out of her lungs as the thick, bloody mud rushed into her mind, and for a moment she couldn’t remember how to breathe properly. There was the terrifying sensation of being dragged under, of gasping, desperate for air, pulling in filthy, oily muck instead, so that it filled every corner of her mind and packed her lungs so solid there was no hope of breathing. She was drowning—drowning—and she wouldn’t be able to get back. It happened too fast; her quarry was too strong.
She felt a mouth move against hers. Feel me, baby. I’m with you. Warm breath pushed into her lungs. She inhaled, took air in to push out some of the thick goo coating her insides. Another breath. He can’t have you. I’ll breathe for both of us.
She could do this! She accepted another stream of air, shuddering with effort, forcing it into her lungs, concentrating on pushing past that first wave of violent energy that threatened to consume her mind. Snake couldn’t have her because she had her own personal guardian angel. Kadan Montague was the strongest man she’d ever known. And he was on her side—not only on it, but at it, breathing in and out, sharing air with her.
She found him there in her mind, and a tiny part of her held tight to him while she allowed the familiar expansion to push her own spirit out, to make room for the beast pouring into her, threatening to devour her.
He was eager for the kill. Couldn’t wait. He wanted them alive, lasting a long time while he hurt them. The places he’d been where he’d discovered appreciation of his talents were long gone, but now he could have fun again. This cool opportunity brought back memories of the tunnel in Vietnam where he’d trapped the two farmers. They’d lasted two days. Glorious fun. Both were babbling when he ended them—and he almost hadn’t. He’d been so tempted to leave their raw, bloody bodies for the rats to find, but he hadn’t, and he’d thought of that ever since. Maybe this time—and he’d set up a camera where no one would find it just so he could go back later and watch them being devoured alive. Such fun. The pleas were starting, growing stronger, although Tansy tried to keep the victims away for just a little longer.
She needed to escape the snake and look for the other one, the master behind the puppets. All powerful killers, tied to strings. He pulled—they danced. The masculine whisper grew stronger. She found the thread, faint but there. The master. She had him now. She was an elite tracker and he wouldn’t escape no matter how subtle he was. She blocked out the surge of oily sludge that was Snake spilling around her and kept on track. This was what—or who—had been eluding her. Elation filled her as she targeted the thread.
A hint of satisfied amusement. No one would ever know. Genius surrounded him. Psychics, all of them, but they didn’t suspect, didn’t have a clue. It was his orchestra, his play, and he was the maestro conducting his performers to play their instruments with such flair. He fed the egos and raked in the cash. Millions, with millions more to be made. Untraceable millions and all for him.
Tansy struggled to stay on the thread. It was so faint, so subtle alongside Snake’s violent need for pain. The victims grew louder, as they always did, demanding she recognize them. See them. Give them justice. She shook her head in an attempt to dislodge the wailing. The accusations. The oily muck swirled with enjoyment, building to a crescendo. Ah, just give me all night with these three. Not as strong as the ones in the tunnel, but I don’t have as long. He would let the rats feast and he’d come back later to see his handiwork and enjoy the entertainment. Screams. Pleading. Begging. Tansy shook her head again, stretching for that subtle thread. The master didn’t kill, so the violence edged him out, but he was there, imprinted in the ivory. Seeing it. Part of it. That subtle weave of influence feeding the killers at each site. She just had to keep pulling at the thread to unravel the mystery.
She knew him now, knew she’d seen this trail before, so light she’d missed it in the first two murder scenes, but he’d been there. How was it that he was with each one? Had he been on the West Coast too? Was he present? Was he . . .
She felt Kadan’s sudden alertness, his warning system roaring in full-blown alarm. Icy fingers of fear crept down her spine. Something moved—something alive in the midst of all the blood, in the midst of all the victims. Something that was bloated and shadowy like a giant spider at the center of a web. She drew back as the shadow turned, and she knew it was as aware of her as she was of it. Terror poured into her as it—he—blinked his eyes and looked at her. For one instant there was a flicker of astonishment followed by grudging respect, almost camaraderie. He wasn’t afraid. She got the impression of smug amusement.
Hello, beautiful. Who do we have here?
Everything in her froze. She couldn’t move or speak, paralyzed by the knowledge that she was leaving just as many tracks as he was. The puppet master. And he could stalk her just as she pursued him.
You’re a dead man. Kadan’s voice was low, a whip of menace, startling both Tansy and the puppet master.
Tansy felt Kadan’s hand on hers, prying her fingers open, ripping the ivory snake from them and flooding her mind with his ownership, his strength and his resolve. Kadan, the killer, icy cold and without mercy, delivering a fact, not a warning, even as he shielded her.
She felt the startled fear of the carver of the ivory figures, quickly masked. And then all awareness was gone. The puppet master had snapped the thread and was gone from her mind.
Kadan dug his fingers into Tansy’s upper arms. She still had that faraway opaque look. She was pale, icy cold, her body trembling. Fear rolled off her in waves.
“It’s all right, baby. I’m right here. You’re safe.”
She shook her head. “I’m not. He saw me.”
Kadan drew her into his body, his arms tight around her. “We saw him. We can find him, Tansy. No one even knew he existed. Hell, if I hadn’t been there with you, I might not have believed it.”
He spoke aloud in a cool, calm voice, mostly to bring her wholly back to him.
