My Love Lies Bleeding
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Instead of using the water in the jug to wash with, I drank every drop. I was thirsty and hungry enough that my stomach cramped around the apple I ate. I paced a while because I literally had no idea what else to do with myself. This was the last situation I’d ever expected to be in. I was at a complete loss.
“Nicholas,” I called out. He was on his back, still as stone. “Nicholas,” I tried again.
Nothing. Not a flicker of an eyelash. I gave up and went back to pacing. After an hour of pacing, my calves were sore and I was feeling dizzy. I used the chamber pot, while I knew Nicholas was still asleep, and then decided to put the dress on when I realized that if the guards came down and I was still in Solange’s cargos, they’d likely strip me down themselves. A white cotton slip dress went on first, followed by the panniers, which were basically two baskets hanging on a wide leather belt that went around my waist. It felt weird and bulky. The dress went on top and was heavier than it looked.
The fabric was stiff and tight enough that I had no choice but to stand up straight.
There was a blue velvet choker. I wished I still had the Drake family cameo; I’d attach it out of spite.
And it might give me courage.
Because I talked a good game, but the truth was, my knees were weak as water and I felt sick to my stomach. Panic was stealthy and it hunted me on soft, silent feet, not quite closing in but never going away, either.
So when Conan returned, I really thought that I was hallucinating.
Kieran was thrown into Nicholas’s cell, his face bloody and bruised, his left arm hugged to his chest as if it was broken. But what really caught my attention was the body draped over Conan’s huge arms, gently placed on the pallet beside me.
Solange.
CHAPTER 26
Lucy
It was surprisingly difficult to crouch down by Solange’s side, and not just because of the ridiculous dress. Her head lolled to one side as if even her neck was too tired to hold it up. I couldn’t tell if she was breathing, and my hands shook as I leaned closer. I really didn’t want to see a gaping hole in my best friend’s chest. I wouldn’t just dirty Lady Natasha’s dress, I’d throw up all over it.
“It wasn’t her heart,” Kieran groaned from his cell. “It was a deer heart.”
“Shut up,” I shot back. “I don’t know if I’m talking to you yet.” I touched Solange’s shoulder. She was cool and covered in mud. “Solange?”
“It’s the bloodchange.”
“I said shut up,” I tossed over my shoulder. “I know what it is, she’s my best friend, isn’t she?” I narrowed my eyes. “And you look like shit.”
“Arm’s broken,” he agreed. He looked gray, hollowed. “Hope killed my dad.”
“I told you it wasn’t the Drakes.” I wrinkled my nose. I could hear my dad in my head, going on about compassion. “And I’m sorry. Not that I don’t still want to wring your neck.”
“I had to be believable, for all the good it did. Hope’s up there. She gave me away.”
“Want me to break her nose?”
“Hell, yes.”
“I’ll add it to my list.”
“What are you and Nicholas doing here anyway?”
“Hope,” I told him. “She escaped and sent her unit in to take over the farm house.
Nicholas and I made it out. We were hoping to warn his parents off but we couldn’t find them. And they’re still out there looking for Solange.”
“I’m sure they’re here or near enough anyway. They don’t strike me as the type to stay out of the action for long.”
“That’s true,” I said, buoyed. I turned back to Solange. “Thank God, she’s alive.
When she wakes up I’m going to kill her.” I brushed her hair back. “If you can hear me, Sol, you better come through this. I know you can do it. Your namby brothers did it, so you can, too.” I draped my discarded sweater over her. “What the hell was she doing, anyway?” I asked Kieran.
“She was running away.”
“No way.”
“We found Hyacinth.”
My heart dropped. “Is she . . . ?”
“She should survive, if they got her home quickly enough.”
“Assuming there’s still a home, of course. Hope’s got it in her cross hairs.” He shifted, swore when he bumped his arm. I tossed him my belt since I wasn’t sure he’d be able to get his own off. Nicholas was still lying in a heap in the corner.
“Here, set your arm.”
“Thanks.” Sweat beaded his forehead as he worked to wrap the belt around his shoulder. He looked like he knew what he was doing. “Do a lot of battlefield medicine, do you?”
“You’ve met the Drakes.”
“Good point.”
I watched him struggle and sighed irritably. “I guess I don’t hate you after all.”
“I tried to save her.” He pulled the belt tight with his teeth. Lines of pain etched around his mouth. “She was supposed to be safe underground.”
“Everything’s such a mess,” I mumbled.
“It’s worse than you think.”
“Of course it is.” I rubbed my face. “I’m afraid to ask, I really am.” At least my panic seemed to have desensitized itself.
“Lady Natasha wants to watch Solange die as the entertainment for her freakin’
“Nicholas,” I called out. He was on his back, still as stone. “Nicholas,” I tried again.
Nothing. Not a flicker of an eyelash. I gave up and went back to pacing. After an hour of pacing, my calves were sore and I was feeling dizzy. I used the chamber pot, while I knew Nicholas was still asleep, and then decided to put the dress on when I realized that if the guards came down and I was still in Solange’s cargos, they’d likely strip me down themselves. A white cotton slip dress went on first, followed by the panniers, which were basically two baskets hanging on a wide leather belt that went around my waist. It felt weird and bulky. The dress went on top and was heavier than it looked.
The fabric was stiff and tight enough that I had no choice but to stand up straight.
There was a blue velvet choker. I wished I still had the Drake family cameo; I’d attach it out of spite.
And it might give me courage.
Because I talked a good game, but the truth was, my knees were weak as water and I felt sick to my stomach. Panic was stealthy and it hunted me on soft, silent feet, not quite closing in but never going away, either.
So when Conan returned, I really thought that I was hallucinating.
Kieran was thrown into Nicholas’s cell, his face bloody and bruised, his left arm hugged to his chest as if it was broken. But what really caught my attention was the body draped over Conan’s huge arms, gently placed on the pallet beside me.
Solange.
CHAPTER 26
Lucy
It was surprisingly difficult to crouch down by Solange’s side, and not just because of the ridiculous dress. Her head lolled to one side as if even her neck was too tired to hold it up. I couldn’t tell if she was breathing, and my hands shook as I leaned closer. I really didn’t want to see a gaping hole in my best friend’s chest. I wouldn’t just dirty Lady Natasha’s dress, I’d throw up all over it.
“It wasn’t her heart,” Kieran groaned from his cell. “It was a deer heart.”
“Shut up,” I shot back. “I don’t know if I’m talking to you yet.” I touched Solange’s shoulder. She was cool and covered in mud. “Solange?”
“It’s the bloodchange.”
“I said shut up,” I tossed over my shoulder. “I know what it is, she’s my best friend, isn’t she?” I narrowed my eyes. “And you look like shit.”
“Arm’s broken,” he agreed. He looked gray, hollowed. “Hope killed my dad.”
“I told you it wasn’t the Drakes.” I wrinkled my nose. I could hear my dad in my head, going on about compassion. “And I’m sorry. Not that I don’t still want to wring your neck.”
“I had to be believable, for all the good it did. Hope’s up there. She gave me away.”
“Want me to break her nose?”
“Hell, yes.”
“I’ll add it to my list.”
“What are you and Nicholas doing here anyway?”
“Hope,” I told him. “She escaped and sent her unit in to take over the farm house.
Nicholas and I made it out. We were hoping to warn his parents off but we couldn’t find them. And they’re still out there looking for Solange.”
“I’m sure they’re here or near enough anyway. They don’t strike me as the type to stay out of the action for long.”
“That’s true,” I said, buoyed. I turned back to Solange. “Thank God, she’s alive.
When she wakes up I’m going to kill her.” I brushed her hair back. “If you can hear me, Sol, you better come through this. I know you can do it. Your namby brothers did it, so you can, too.” I draped my discarded sweater over her. “What the hell was she doing, anyway?” I asked Kieran.
“She was running away.”
“No way.”
“We found Hyacinth.”
My heart dropped. “Is she . . . ?”
“She should survive, if they got her home quickly enough.”
“Assuming there’s still a home, of course. Hope’s got it in her cross hairs.” He shifted, swore when he bumped his arm. I tossed him my belt since I wasn’t sure he’d be able to get his own off. Nicholas was still lying in a heap in the corner.
“Here, set your arm.”
“Thanks.” Sweat beaded his forehead as he worked to wrap the belt around his shoulder. He looked like he knew what he was doing. “Do a lot of battlefield medicine, do you?”
“You’ve met the Drakes.”
“Good point.”
I watched him struggle and sighed irritably. “I guess I don’t hate you after all.”
“I tried to save her.” He pulled the belt tight with his teeth. Lines of pain etched around his mouth. “She was supposed to be safe underground.”
“Everything’s such a mess,” I mumbled.
“It’s worse than you think.”
“Of course it is.” I rubbed my face. “I’m afraid to ask, I really am.” At least my panic seemed to have desensitized itself.
“Lady Natasha wants to watch Solange die as the entertainment for her freakin’
