My Soul to Steal
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Right. Emma watched me, her eyes wide in sympathy. Besides, we dont even know that shes still interested in him. They were probably just surprised to see each other.
I stilled the broom and raised both brows at her.
Emma shrugged. Okay, shes totally still into him. Sorry, Kay.
It doesnt matter. So long as hes not into her. I resumed sweeping, and accidentally smacked the popcorn machine with the broom handle.
Tod hopped down from the counter and held one blessedly corporeal hand out. Hand over the broom, and no one will get hurt. But I found that hard to believe. Sabine was making me doubt everything Id thought I knew. And Id spent less than fifteen minutes with her.
I gave Tod the broom and he put it back in the closet. He hasnt seen her in more than two years. Give him a chance to get used to her being here, and everything will go back to normal.
Normal. I could hardly even remember what that word meant anymore. You really think so?
Tod shrugged. I give it a fifty-fifty chance.
Doesnt that mean I have a better chance of being struck by lightning at least once before I die?
Em laughed. Knowing your luck? Yeah.
I pulled a plastic-wrapped stack of large cups from under the counter and began restocking the cup dispensers. So, whats the deal? How did they hook up?
I was limited by real-world physics at the time, so I dont know the whole story, Tod said, leaning back with his elbows propped on the counter.
Just tell me what you do know.
The reaper shrugged. Nash was only fifteen when they met, and still coming into his full bean sidhe abilitiesInfluence doesnt come on full-strength until puberty.
Really? Emma said, a kernel of popcorn halfway to her mouth. I didnt know that.
I hadnt, either. But I was tired of sounding ignorant about my own species, so I kept my mouth shut.
Yeah. Otherwise, the terrible twos would turn any little bean sidhe boy into a tyrant. Can you imagine Nash ordering our mom around from the time he could talk?
Actually, I could, having had a taste of what out-of-control Influence looked and felt like.
So, anyway, Nash was coming into his own, but he didnt have our dad around to teach him stuff, like I did, so he was kind of mixed up. Sabine was abandoned as a kid, and shed been through a bunch of foster parents. When they met, she had it pretty rough at home, and shed gotten into some trouble. She had a temper, but nothing too serious. She and Nash just kind of fell into each other. I think he thought he could help her.
Yeah, that sounded like Nash and his hero complex. Wed gotten together the same way.
I stared at the gritty floor, trying not to feel sorry for Sabine. Something told me she wouldnt welcome my sympathy any more than shed welcome my currently undefined presence in Nashs life.
Did Harmony like her? I asked, unable to deny the queasy feeling my question brought on. I didnt want Nashs mother to like any of his exes better than she liked me, but the new fear went beyond that. Harmony and I shared bean sidhe abilities. Wed bonded beyond our mutual interest in Nash, and I wanted her for myself, just like I wanted Nash.
Tod shrugged. Mom likes everyone. The two of them together scared the shit out of her, though, the same way you and Nash being together probably gives your dad nightmares.
So what happened? Em asked, while I was still trying to process the fact that Nash and Sabines bond had been strong enough to worry Harmony.
When Tod didnt answer, I looked up and he shrugged again. I died.
Emma blinked. Youdied? She knew he was dead, of course, but that didnt make his proclamation sound any morenormal.
Yeah. I died, and Mom and Nash didnt know Id be coming back in my current incarnation. He spread his arms to indicate his existence as a reaperand his completely unharmed-by-death physique. So they moved for a fresh start, just like we did after my dad died. Wed lived around here when Nash and I were kids, so this probably felt a little like coming home for my mom. It made everything harder for Nash, though. Because of leaving Sabine.
And he and Sabine never broke up? I moved on to the jumbo plastic cups, fascinated in spite of myself by Tods story.
He couldnt get in touch with her. She was kind ofin state custody at the time. No email. No phone calls, except from family. Which she doesnt have.
Emma stood straight, brown eyes wide. She got arrested?
I told you she got into some trouble.
Yeah, but you didnt mention that she was a criminal. I shoved the cups down harder than was probably necessary. Nashs ex-girlfriendhis former real thingwas a convict? Thats not scary or anything.
Obviously at some point his tastes had changed. Dramatically.
Whatd she do? Emma said, asking the question I most wanted answered, but refused to ask myself.
Tod shrugged. Nash never told me. But she got probation and a halfway house instead of prison, so it couldnt have been too bad.
Im guessing thats a matter of opinion. I twisted the end of the cellophane around the remaining cups and shoved them under the counter. Maybe I should call him after work.
I stilled the broom and raised both brows at her.
Emma shrugged. Okay, shes totally still into him. Sorry, Kay.
It doesnt matter. So long as hes not into her. I resumed sweeping, and accidentally smacked the popcorn machine with the broom handle.
Tod hopped down from the counter and held one blessedly corporeal hand out. Hand over the broom, and no one will get hurt. But I found that hard to believe. Sabine was making me doubt everything Id thought I knew. And Id spent less than fifteen minutes with her.
I gave Tod the broom and he put it back in the closet. He hasnt seen her in more than two years. Give him a chance to get used to her being here, and everything will go back to normal.
Normal. I could hardly even remember what that word meant anymore. You really think so?
Tod shrugged. I give it a fifty-fifty chance.
Doesnt that mean I have a better chance of being struck by lightning at least once before I die?
Em laughed. Knowing your luck? Yeah.
I pulled a plastic-wrapped stack of large cups from under the counter and began restocking the cup dispensers. So, whats the deal? How did they hook up?
I was limited by real-world physics at the time, so I dont know the whole story, Tod said, leaning back with his elbows propped on the counter.
Just tell me what you do know.
The reaper shrugged. Nash was only fifteen when they met, and still coming into his full bean sidhe abilitiesInfluence doesnt come on full-strength until puberty.
Really? Emma said, a kernel of popcorn halfway to her mouth. I didnt know that.
I hadnt, either. But I was tired of sounding ignorant about my own species, so I kept my mouth shut.
Yeah. Otherwise, the terrible twos would turn any little bean sidhe boy into a tyrant. Can you imagine Nash ordering our mom around from the time he could talk?
Actually, I could, having had a taste of what out-of-control Influence looked and felt like.
So, anyway, Nash was coming into his own, but he didnt have our dad around to teach him stuff, like I did, so he was kind of mixed up. Sabine was abandoned as a kid, and shed been through a bunch of foster parents. When they met, she had it pretty rough at home, and shed gotten into some trouble. She had a temper, but nothing too serious. She and Nash just kind of fell into each other. I think he thought he could help her.
Yeah, that sounded like Nash and his hero complex. Wed gotten together the same way.
I stared at the gritty floor, trying not to feel sorry for Sabine. Something told me she wouldnt welcome my sympathy any more than shed welcome my currently undefined presence in Nashs life.
Did Harmony like her? I asked, unable to deny the queasy feeling my question brought on. I didnt want Nashs mother to like any of his exes better than she liked me, but the new fear went beyond that. Harmony and I shared bean sidhe abilities. Wed bonded beyond our mutual interest in Nash, and I wanted her for myself, just like I wanted Nash.
Tod shrugged. Mom likes everyone. The two of them together scared the shit out of her, though, the same way you and Nash being together probably gives your dad nightmares.
So what happened? Em asked, while I was still trying to process the fact that Nash and Sabines bond had been strong enough to worry Harmony.
When Tod didnt answer, I looked up and he shrugged again. I died.
Emma blinked. Youdied? She knew he was dead, of course, but that didnt make his proclamation sound any morenormal.
Yeah. I died, and Mom and Nash didnt know Id be coming back in my current incarnation. He spread his arms to indicate his existence as a reaperand his completely unharmed-by-death physique. So they moved for a fresh start, just like we did after my dad died. Wed lived around here when Nash and I were kids, so this probably felt a little like coming home for my mom. It made everything harder for Nash, though. Because of leaving Sabine.
And he and Sabine never broke up? I moved on to the jumbo plastic cups, fascinated in spite of myself by Tods story.
He couldnt get in touch with her. She was kind ofin state custody at the time. No email. No phone calls, except from family. Which she doesnt have.
Emma stood straight, brown eyes wide. She got arrested?
I told you she got into some trouble.
Yeah, but you didnt mention that she was a criminal. I shoved the cups down harder than was probably necessary. Nashs ex-girlfriendhis former real thingwas a convict? Thats not scary or anything.
Obviously at some point his tastes had changed. Dramatically.
Whatd she do? Emma said, asking the question I most wanted answered, but refused to ask myself.
Tod shrugged. Nash never told me. But she got probation and a halfway house instead of prison, so it couldnt have been too bad.
Im guessing thats a matter of opinion. I twisted the end of the cellophane around the remaining cups and shoved them under the counter. Maybe I should call him after work.
