Night Broken
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On the way to Honeys, we decided to drive by the house to check on the cat and grab another change of clothing. Warren had left Medea with a mixing bowl filled with cat food and another with water because theyd spent an hour looking for her everywhere. He figured if he couldnt find her, then neither, probably, could Guayota. There was a cat door in the house, so Medea could come and go as she pleased. If Guayota came and burned the place to the ground, hopefully shed escape.
But I intended to stick her uncooperative rump in a cat carrier and take her with us. I wasnt taking the chance of leaving her vulnerable.
I quit worrying about the cat when I saw the car parked in front of the house. A gray Acura RLX, a luxury sedan with horsepower, was sitting in Adams usual spot.
Adam slowed a little. Do you know that car?
I started to shake my head, then reconsidered. No. But I bet it belongs to Beauclaire. I didnt see what he drove, but I heard it, and the RLX fits what I heard.
The SUV resumed its usual speed. Hes early, and you left the walking stick at Honeys house.
He can follow us to Honeys
I wont take him to Honeys house, Adam said. Weve already exposed her enough by moving the pack there.
Fine. We can meet him at a place of his choice in an hour.
Beauclaire was leaning against the front door, reading a book. A battered old copy of Three Men in a Boat; Id had to read that in college. Twice. Now I couldnt remember if Id liked it or not. Beauclaire looked up when we drove in.
Let me deal with him, Adam said.
This wasnt a John Wayneesque let the men deal with the situation, little lady. There was a bit of sandpaper in Adams voice: he was still unhappy that the fae had invaded his house and made him sleep through it. He wanted to go establish dominance. Over Lughs son. Because that was a really smart idea.
While Id been processing, Adam had already gotten out of the SUV. I shoved open my door and scrambled out, nearly tripping over the walking stick that fell on the ground as if it had been in the SUV and Id kicked it when I hopped out. Which it hadnt been, and I hadnt done.
Adam, I said. Ive got the walking stick.
He stopped halfway between the SUV and the house. He looked at me, and I trotted up to show him.
Beauclaire straightened, tucked the book in his suit-jacket pocket, where it didnt bulge. Either hed used glamour, or the suit was as expensive as it looked.
Adam put a hand on my back as I passed him in an unvoiced request, so I stopped next to him. Beauclaire came down the stairs to us, his movements so graceful I wondered how he had passed for years as human.
He paid almost no attention to Adam and me. His eyes were fixed on the walking stick. I couldnt tell what he felt for it, and I expected to. I expected him to be something more decipherable.
He stopped several feet away and for the first time looked at us. Looked at Adam.
I will not apologize for coming into your home and making her retrieve my fathers walking stick, he said. It was necessary.
If, said Adam, if you had come to my house and knocked on the door, Mercy would still have done everything she could do to find Coyote and get the walking stick back for you. You have, as Lughs son, a just claim on the artifact. If you had done that, matters would have been even between us.
No, said Beauclaire. I would have owed you something for the service you had given me. I will not owe a human for anything. Substitute slimy toad dung for human, and he might have said it the same way.
Neither my mate nor I is, strictly speaking, human, said Adam. But you made your choices. And so the consequences will follow in due time.
Beauclaire bowed without looking down or losing Adams gaze. His bow was almost Japanese in all the things it said and didnt say. I accept that there will be trouble between us, though I will not seek it more than I already have. I disturbed your peace deliberately, and the consequences are upon my head. It was a long conversation for such a simple gesture.
I held out the walking stick. Here. Coyote said he taught it a few things.
Beauclaire looked at me. I dont know Coyote, he said. Maybe I will have to remedy that.
Adams lips curled up in satisfaction. I would pay money, he said.
Beauclaire, who still hadnt reached for the walking stick, narrowed his eyes at my mate.
Oh?
You never get quite what you expect from Coyote, I told him. He was amazingly helpful this time, so I expect that something horrible will happen to us in the near future. I wished I hadnt said that as soon as the words left my mouth. I already knew that something horrible was coming. I wiggled the walking stick. Would you take this already?
Of your free will, he said.
I rolled my eyes as I repeated the phrase. Of my own free will, I give you this walking stickand I kept going, though that was the end of the usual phrase Id spoken every time Id tried to give the walking stick back to a faefashioned by Lugh, woken by the oakman, and changed by blood, changed by death, changed by spirit. Change comes to all things until the greatest change, which is death. This I entrust to your care.
I tried to pretend that Id intended to say all that from the very beginning, tried to ignore the way the walking stick was warmer than it should be in my hands and felt almost eager, as if it wanted to go to Lughs son. Adam knew I was acting, I could tell because the pressure of his hand on my back changed. Other than a sharp look, Beauclaire didnt seem to have heard anything he wasnt expecting.
I wished I knew whether it had been the walking stick or Coyote who had put those words in my mouth. It might even have been Stefan, for all I knew, but he should be asleep, and it hadnt sounded like something hed have said.
Beauclaire took the walking stick, closed his eyes, and frowned at it. This is a fake.
No, I said. Coyote could have passed a fake walking stick to me, though that wasnt quite in his character. But a fake walking stick would have stayed safely at Honeys, tucked inside the locked tack room in the barn, where Id left it.
Anger built in his face, and he tossed the walking stick back at me. He didnt mean to hurt me because he didnt throw it like a weapon. I could probably have caught itbut Adam caught it instead.
Are you implying that we are lying to you? Adam asked gently. He twirled the walking stick like a baton.
I put a hand on his and stilled the stick. Thank you, I told him when he letme stop him. The walking stick has been just a little too happy to hurt people lately.
He sucked in a breath as I took it out of his hands, then he opened and closed them a couple of times. He glanced up at the sky. A few more days until the full moon, he told me.
Werewolves were edgy around moon time. Edgier, anyway. I couldnt help but wonder if the walking stick hadnt helped his anger along just a bit.
Mr. Beauclaire, I said. This is the walking stick that Coyote gave me after he showed it how to hide itself better. I left it this morning in a safe, locked in a place miles away from here. It fell out of my SUV just now.
I handed it to him again, but I thought that it wasnt as happy to go to him as it had been before. It felt rejected. Sulky.
Behave, I told it. Adam looked at me.
Beauclaire turned it around in his hands, felt over the silver knob, then ran his hands over the stick itself. He half closed his eyes and did it again. He gave them another of his indecipherable looks. I told you that I would not apologize, but that was before I rejected the prize I sent you to get. This is my fathers walking stick, though it has changed from the last time I held it a thousand years ago, more or less. I did not expect that it would. His small magics tend to be more stable than the larger ones, which have, up to this point, showed themselves to be more adaptable.
He met my eyes. Mercedes Athena Thompson.
Hauptman, added Adam.
Hauptman. I apologize for my disbelief. I apologize for not recognizing the truth of what you told me. I apologize for not listening. He paused, looked at the walking stick again, and his eyebrow rose, almost as if it had said something to him.
He gave me a faint, ironic smile. My thanks for retrieving this one from thehe pausedsanctuary that you had found for it. I owe you a favor of your choice.
No, I said. No. You dont. I know about favors from the fae.
That, he said austerely, is not for you to accept or reject.
Information, then, I said. Do you know anything about Guayota?
He shook his head. I have heard about your trouble. The fae do not live on the Canary Islands, and I know nothing more than that he is a volcano spirit taking flesh. Zees young one has been asking around without luck, I believe. He hesitated. Gave me a look that said, There is another question to ask me here. But I cant tell you unless you ask. Something about Tad.
If I ask you to help us defeat Guayota?
He smiled grimly. If I were the Dark Smith of Drontheim, I would offer to help and leave you so far in my debt that you would be my puppet until the end of your days.
Thats what I thought, I told him. But I needed to ask.
Information would be a reasonable balance, he told me. You know that the Smiths son has been requested and required to attend the fae court in the reservation. So that would not be new information to you.
That there was a fae court was new information. I wondered if it was a court in the sense of a court of law, or a more traditional fae court. And what the answer to that might mean in the future.
But hed told me the information he was willing to give us. In repayment of the favor you owe me, is Tad being held prisoner?
He smiled as if Id been clever. I was asked not to speak of this to you, but as I owe you a favor, I can disregard the earlier request. Tad is unhappy, and those who hold him are not listening. He is being held against his will, but those who hold him dont know Siebold Adelbertsmiter as I do. He said Zees full name with distaste. I may not like him, but no one can hold such a one as the Dark Smith of Drontheim when he is unwilling. There are too many old fae who forget what they once knew and believe in the old quarrelsome man they see. There will be no need for a rescue attempt, and indeed, such an effort might backfire. You will not be able to contact them, however, until matters play out. He raised an eyebrow at me. I think that there is now balance between us. Though I include this as part of our bargain: if you have not heard from the Smiths son in two months time, you may cry out the name you know me by and I will come and tell you how matters stand. I would not be surprised if it takes at least that long.
Then, walking stick in hand, he gave Adam a respectful nod, got in his car, and drove off.
I took a deep breath. Thats done.
Adam shook his head. Lets hope so.
We collected our clothing, but it took a while to find the cat. Tracking a cat through a field? No problem. Tracking a cat through the house where the cat lived? That was miserableand to add insult to injury, when I looked in our bathroom, I found that Christys shampoo and conditioner were in our shower. She hadnt, however, put her makeup back on the counter. Maybe it was because she took her makeup with her to Honeys house.
Adam found the cat eventually, on top of a bookcase in the living room where shed been watching us look for her. Crouched behind a large copper pot filled with silk flowers, she was nearly invisible.
I gave the flowers, beautiful dusty gray-blue blooms that contrasted and complemented everything else in the room a little too well, a baleful look.
Yes, said Adam, petting my cat as he held her like a baby in his arms. She caught his hands and sank her claws into him just a little before her purring redoubled, and she snuggled deeper against him.
Yes, what? I asked.
Yes, Christy picked out those flowers. The pot, however, was my mothers. Feel free to fill it with something else. If you leave it empty, it collects dust and dead spiders. His voice was so full of patience that I knew he found me funny.
Normally, our bond fluctuated on how much information I got from it, swinging pretty widely during the length of a day. But even within a few minutes there was some variation, like a swing moving up and down. One second, I was getting grumpy because he was laughing at me, and the next, I was flooded with this mix of tenderness, love, and amusement all mixed together in a potent bundle that meant happy.
Hard to get grumpy over that.
His smile grew, and the dimple appeared and and I kissed him. I rested my body against him, at an angle so I didnt squish the cat, and thought, Here is my happiness. Here is my reason to survive. Here is my home.
I never forget, I murmured to him when I could.
Forget?
Forget who you are to me, I said, petting him with my fingertips because I could, because he was mine. Ill be fretting about Christy, worrying about the pack, hoping Christy trips and spills her cardaywatsafanday stew
But I intended to stick her uncooperative rump in a cat carrier and take her with us. I wasnt taking the chance of leaving her vulnerable.
I quit worrying about the cat when I saw the car parked in front of the house. A gray Acura RLX, a luxury sedan with horsepower, was sitting in Adams usual spot.
Adam slowed a little. Do you know that car?
I started to shake my head, then reconsidered. No. But I bet it belongs to Beauclaire. I didnt see what he drove, but I heard it, and the RLX fits what I heard.
The SUV resumed its usual speed. Hes early, and you left the walking stick at Honeys house.
He can follow us to Honeys
I wont take him to Honeys house, Adam said. Weve already exposed her enough by moving the pack there.
Fine. We can meet him at a place of his choice in an hour.
Beauclaire was leaning against the front door, reading a book. A battered old copy of Three Men in a Boat; Id had to read that in college. Twice. Now I couldnt remember if Id liked it or not. Beauclaire looked up when we drove in.
Let me deal with him, Adam said.
This wasnt a John Wayneesque let the men deal with the situation, little lady. There was a bit of sandpaper in Adams voice: he was still unhappy that the fae had invaded his house and made him sleep through it. He wanted to go establish dominance. Over Lughs son. Because that was a really smart idea.
While Id been processing, Adam had already gotten out of the SUV. I shoved open my door and scrambled out, nearly tripping over the walking stick that fell on the ground as if it had been in the SUV and Id kicked it when I hopped out. Which it hadnt been, and I hadnt done.
Adam, I said. Ive got the walking stick.
He stopped halfway between the SUV and the house. He looked at me, and I trotted up to show him.
Beauclaire straightened, tucked the book in his suit-jacket pocket, where it didnt bulge. Either hed used glamour, or the suit was as expensive as it looked.
Adam put a hand on my back as I passed him in an unvoiced request, so I stopped next to him. Beauclaire came down the stairs to us, his movements so graceful I wondered how he had passed for years as human.
He paid almost no attention to Adam and me. His eyes were fixed on the walking stick. I couldnt tell what he felt for it, and I expected to. I expected him to be something more decipherable.
He stopped several feet away and for the first time looked at us. Looked at Adam.
I will not apologize for coming into your home and making her retrieve my fathers walking stick, he said. It was necessary.
If, said Adam, if you had come to my house and knocked on the door, Mercy would still have done everything she could do to find Coyote and get the walking stick back for you. You have, as Lughs son, a just claim on the artifact. If you had done that, matters would have been even between us.
No, said Beauclaire. I would have owed you something for the service you had given me. I will not owe a human for anything. Substitute slimy toad dung for human, and he might have said it the same way.
Neither my mate nor I is, strictly speaking, human, said Adam. But you made your choices. And so the consequences will follow in due time.
Beauclaire bowed without looking down or losing Adams gaze. His bow was almost Japanese in all the things it said and didnt say. I accept that there will be trouble between us, though I will not seek it more than I already have. I disturbed your peace deliberately, and the consequences are upon my head. It was a long conversation for such a simple gesture.
I held out the walking stick. Here. Coyote said he taught it a few things.
Beauclaire looked at me. I dont know Coyote, he said. Maybe I will have to remedy that.
Adams lips curled up in satisfaction. I would pay money, he said.
Beauclaire, who still hadnt reached for the walking stick, narrowed his eyes at my mate.
Oh?
You never get quite what you expect from Coyote, I told him. He was amazingly helpful this time, so I expect that something horrible will happen to us in the near future. I wished I hadnt said that as soon as the words left my mouth. I already knew that something horrible was coming. I wiggled the walking stick. Would you take this already?
Of your free will, he said.
I rolled my eyes as I repeated the phrase. Of my own free will, I give you this walking stickand I kept going, though that was the end of the usual phrase Id spoken every time Id tried to give the walking stick back to a faefashioned by Lugh, woken by the oakman, and changed by blood, changed by death, changed by spirit. Change comes to all things until the greatest change, which is death. This I entrust to your care.
I tried to pretend that Id intended to say all that from the very beginning, tried to ignore the way the walking stick was warmer than it should be in my hands and felt almost eager, as if it wanted to go to Lughs son. Adam knew I was acting, I could tell because the pressure of his hand on my back changed. Other than a sharp look, Beauclaire didnt seem to have heard anything he wasnt expecting.
I wished I knew whether it had been the walking stick or Coyote who had put those words in my mouth. It might even have been Stefan, for all I knew, but he should be asleep, and it hadnt sounded like something hed have said.
Beauclaire took the walking stick, closed his eyes, and frowned at it. This is a fake.
No, I said. Coyote could have passed a fake walking stick to me, though that wasnt quite in his character. But a fake walking stick would have stayed safely at Honeys, tucked inside the locked tack room in the barn, where Id left it.
Anger built in his face, and he tossed the walking stick back at me. He didnt mean to hurt me because he didnt throw it like a weapon. I could probably have caught itbut Adam caught it instead.
Are you implying that we are lying to you? Adam asked gently. He twirled the walking stick like a baton.
I put a hand on his and stilled the stick. Thank you, I told him when he letme stop him. The walking stick has been just a little too happy to hurt people lately.
He sucked in a breath as I took it out of his hands, then he opened and closed them a couple of times. He glanced up at the sky. A few more days until the full moon, he told me.
Werewolves were edgy around moon time. Edgier, anyway. I couldnt help but wonder if the walking stick hadnt helped his anger along just a bit.
Mr. Beauclaire, I said. This is the walking stick that Coyote gave me after he showed it how to hide itself better. I left it this morning in a safe, locked in a place miles away from here. It fell out of my SUV just now.
I handed it to him again, but I thought that it wasnt as happy to go to him as it had been before. It felt rejected. Sulky.
Behave, I told it. Adam looked at me.
Beauclaire turned it around in his hands, felt over the silver knob, then ran his hands over the stick itself. He half closed his eyes and did it again. He gave them another of his indecipherable looks. I told you that I would not apologize, but that was before I rejected the prize I sent you to get. This is my fathers walking stick, though it has changed from the last time I held it a thousand years ago, more or less. I did not expect that it would. His small magics tend to be more stable than the larger ones, which have, up to this point, showed themselves to be more adaptable.
He met my eyes. Mercedes Athena Thompson.
Hauptman, added Adam.
Hauptman. I apologize for my disbelief. I apologize for not recognizing the truth of what you told me. I apologize for not listening. He paused, looked at the walking stick again, and his eyebrow rose, almost as if it had said something to him.
He gave me a faint, ironic smile. My thanks for retrieving this one from thehe pausedsanctuary that you had found for it. I owe you a favor of your choice.
No, I said. No. You dont. I know about favors from the fae.
That, he said austerely, is not for you to accept or reject.
Information, then, I said. Do you know anything about Guayota?
He shook his head. I have heard about your trouble. The fae do not live on the Canary Islands, and I know nothing more than that he is a volcano spirit taking flesh. Zees young one has been asking around without luck, I believe. He hesitated. Gave me a look that said, There is another question to ask me here. But I cant tell you unless you ask. Something about Tad.
If I ask you to help us defeat Guayota?
He smiled grimly. If I were the Dark Smith of Drontheim, I would offer to help and leave you so far in my debt that you would be my puppet until the end of your days.
Thats what I thought, I told him. But I needed to ask.
Information would be a reasonable balance, he told me. You know that the Smiths son has been requested and required to attend the fae court in the reservation. So that would not be new information to you.
That there was a fae court was new information. I wondered if it was a court in the sense of a court of law, or a more traditional fae court. And what the answer to that might mean in the future.
But hed told me the information he was willing to give us. In repayment of the favor you owe me, is Tad being held prisoner?
He smiled as if Id been clever. I was asked not to speak of this to you, but as I owe you a favor, I can disregard the earlier request. Tad is unhappy, and those who hold him are not listening. He is being held against his will, but those who hold him dont know Siebold Adelbertsmiter as I do. He said Zees full name with distaste. I may not like him, but no one can hold such a one as the Dark Smith of Drontheim when he is unwilling. There are too many old fae who forget what they once knew and believe in the old quarrelsome man they see. There will be no need for a rescue attempt, and indeed, such an effort might backfire. You will not be able to contact them, however, until matters play out. He raised an eyebrow at me. I think that there is now balance between us. Though I include this as part of our bargain: if you have not heard from the Smiths son in two months time, you may cry out the name you know me by and I will come and tell you how matters stand. I would not be surprised if it takes at least that long.
Then, walking stick in hand, he gave Adam a respectful nod, got in his car, and drove off.
I took a deep breath. Thats done.
Adam shook his head. Lets hope so.
We collected our clothing, but it took a while to find the cat. Tracking a cat through a field? No problem. Tracking a cat through the house where the cat lived? That was miserableand to add insult to injury, when I looked in our bathroom, I found that Christys shampoo and conditioner were in our shower. She hadnt, however, put her makeup back on the counter. Maybe it was because she took her makeup with her to Honeys house.
Adam found the cat eventually, on top of a bookcase in the living room where shed been watching us look for her. Crouched behind a large copper pot filled with silk flowers, she was nearly invisible.
I gave the flowers, beautiful dusty gray-blue blooms that contrasted and complemented everything else in the room a little too well, a baleful look.
Yes, said Adam, petting my cat as he held her like a baby in his arms. She caught his hands and sank her claws into him just a little before her purring redoubled, and she snuggled deeper against him.
Yes, what? I asked.
Yes, Christy picked out those flowers. The pot, however, was my mothers. Feel free to fill it with something else. If you leave it empty, it collects dust and dead spiders. His voice was so full of patience that I knew he found me funny.
Normally, our bond fluctuated on how much information I got from it, swinging pretty widely during the length of a day. But even within a few minutes there was some variation, like a swing moving up and down. One second, I was getting grumpy because he was laughing at me, and the next, I was flooded with this mix of tenderness, love, and amusement all mixed together in a potent bundle that meant happy.
Hard to get grumpy over that.
His smile grew, and the dimple appeared and and I kissed him. I rested my body against him, at an angle so I didnt squish the cat, and thought, Here is my happiness. Here is my reason to survive. Here is my home.
I never forget, I murmured to him when I could.
Forget?
Forget who you are to me, I said, petting him with my fingertips because I could, because he was mine. Ill be fretting about Christy, worrying about the pack, hoping Christy trips and spills her cardaywatsafanday stew
