Once Upon a Tower

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His gesture was met not by rippling eagerness, but by a composure that drew him as surely as eagerness would have repelled him. He wanted nothing more than to make those serene eyes light for him, to see admiration, even adoration, in her gaze.
She inclined her head again, and took his hand. Her touch burned through their gloves, as if it warmed some part of him that had been cold until this moment. Rather than flinch, he had the impulse to pull her closer.
Once in the ballroom and in his arms, Edith danced as gracefully as the wave of the sea. And she was quiet.
The dance kept separating them and bringing them back together; they had progressed to the far end of the set before it dawned on Gowan that they had yet to exchange a word. He couldn’t remember the last person who’d been so silent in his presence, yet she seemed to feel no need—nor inclination—to speak to him. Still, it was the most comfortable silence of his life.
He was aware of a feeling of profound surprise.
They turned and began to proceed up the room again. He tried to think of something to say, but nothing came to mind. He had mastered the art of polite conversation; a whole drawing room full of people unsettled by his ducal presence could be put at ease with a few well-chosen words.
But in his experience, young ladies did not need prompting. Generally, they smiled feverishly, their eyes sending sparkling messages while inanities tumbled from their lips.
Gowan was no fool. He recognized that life had just presented him with a fait accompli. Everything about Edith was exquisite: her easy silence; her serenity; her enchanting face; the way she danced, as if her toes scarcely touched the ground.
She would make a perfect Duchess of Kinross. Already he could envision the portraits he would commission: one of the duchess alone, and, later, another of the four of them—or five; he would leave the number of children to her—to hang over the mantelpiece in the great drawing room.
The dance ended, and the strains of a waltz began.
Lady Edith curtsied before him.
“Will you dance with me again?” His voice tumbled out absent its usual measured tones.
She looked up at him and spoke for the first time since they’d begun dancing. “I’m afraid that this dance is promised to Lord Beckwith—”
“No,” he stated, though he’d never done such an impolite thing in this life.
“No?” Her eyes widened slightly.
“Waltz with me.”
He held out his hand. She paused very briefly, and then once again put her hand into his. Carefully, as if he were taming a bird, he placed his other hand on her waist.
Who would have thought that all the romantic tripe about being burned by a lover’s touch was true?
As they danced, Gowan was vaguely aware that the entire assembly was watching them. The Duke of Kinross was dancing twice in a row with Gilchrist’s daughter. The news would be all over London by morning.
He didn’t care. His heart was thudding in time with the music as he studied her minutely, feature by feature. She was utterly delicious. Her lips held a natural curve, as if she had a kiss or a smile in reserve, one that she had never given away.
Her feet and his moved in perfect harmony with the music. Gowan had never danced better in his life. They swept through the waltz like sparks thrown from a fire, neither uttering a word.
It occurred to him that words weren’t necessary. They were speaking through the dance itself.
Another thought came to him: he had never realized that he was lonely. Not until now.
As the final strains of the waltz died, he bowed to his dancing partner, and straightened again to find Lord Beckwith just there, waiting.
“Duke,” Beckwith said, a distinct chill in his voice. “I believe you mistook my dance for yours.” He jutted his elbow toward Lady Edith with the air of a man ill-used.
She turned to Gowan with a polite smile of farewell, and slipped her hand through Beckwith’s arm.
Gowan burned with impatience. He was a Scot: he didn’t trade in that sort of politeness, not between a man and a woman. He wanted to show her what he felt, snatch her behind a pillar, wind her in his arms, and kiss her.
But she wasn’t his wife . . . yet. Until she was, he had to follow the rules. He watched his future wife move into the next dance on the viscount’s arm.
Gowan was wealthier than Beckwith. And he was better-looking than the viscount. Unless Edith preferred slender, twig-like men. He couldn’t honestly say that she had looked at him with desire.
But of course, one wouldn’t want a flagrantly lustful wife. His grandfather had met his grandmother at a formal dinner and had known instantly that she would be the next duchess, even though she had been only fifteen at the time, and shy for her age. One certainly didn’t want one’s future—let alone one’s current—duchess to crave strange men.
Gowan decided he would return in the morning to pay a call. That was part of the courtship rituals in England: visit the house of the intended three or four times, take her for a drive, and then ask the father for his daughter’s hand.
Once that was settled in his mind, he searched out the earl and broached the subject of pound notes. Their work concluded, Gowan said, “I’ll stop by on the morrow to pay a call on your daughter before I continue on to Brighton to discuss our conclusions with Pomfrey’s Bank.”
He saw approval in the earl’s eyes. Obviously the man had invited him to this ball for reasons that had nothing to do with whether the government reimbursed its banknotes with gold sovereigns.
Gowan did not dance with any other women that night. He had no inclination to, and he certainly didn’t want to lounge at the side of the room and watch Edith dance with other men. The very thought made his jaw clench.
Jealousy was the downfall of his countrymen. It was the dark side of their greatest virtue—loyalty. A Scotsman is loyal until death; unlike fickle English husbands, he would never turn from his chosen bride to seek other beds.
Still, Gowan knew he was a damned possessive bastard, who put loyalty above all else. It would eat him alive to watch Edith moving from man to man before he had a ring on her finger that told the world she was his.
Though his imprint on her heart would be even better.
It would be a waste of time to stand about snarling at Edith’s suitors, and Gowan was not a time waster. Instead, he went home and composed a message to his London solicitor, Jelves. In it, he noted that he planned to marry in the near future, and directed Jelves to draw up a suggested settlement and bring it to his door in the early morning.
The task would probably keep the man up all night; Gowan made a mental note to send him a bonus.
He rose at dawn and spent several hours working. A night’s sleep hadn’t changed his mind about Lady Edith—not that he could recall ever changing his mind about something important, once he’d made it up. When a haggard-looking Jelves arrived, he gave a concentrated hour to the question of marital settlements. He and the solicitor drew up a document that Jelves somewhat nervously suggested might be overly generous.
“Lady Edith will be my duchess,” Gowan told him, aware his eyes had gone wintry. “She will be my better half. Why would I stint what she will inherit after my death, or enjoy during my life? We Scots don’t treat our women with the disrespect you do in this country. Even if she and I have naught but a single daughter, that daughter will inherit the majority of my estate.”