Pawn
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We reached the elevator a few minutes later, and as it rose, I watched Celia in the mirrored wall. What if it was a trap? What if Celia or Daxton saw my not giving an answer as a sign that I could turn?
I already knew what it was going to be anyway. There was no point in waiting to tell her.
“Celia?” I said, steeling myself against her anger.
“What happened to your daughter is terrible, and I don’t blame you for wanting to do—whatever it is you want to do to Daxton. But I can’t help you. I’m sorry.”
Instead of getting upset, Celia met my gaze in the mirror, her expression impassive. “All right. If you change your mind, you know where I’ll be.”
“I’m not going to,” I said. No matter how bad I felt for her, staying alive for Benjy was much more important. “Can I ask you something?”
“If you must.”
I hesitated. “Why didn’t you kill Daxton when you found out what he’d done to Lila?”
For a long moment, she said nothing. At last she met my eyes, and to my surprise, she wore a small smile.
“Who says I didn’t try?”
I didn’t respond. Whether she’d tried or not, I didn’t see how she could sit across a table from the people who had murdered her daughter and act like nothing had happened. I had a hard enough time looking Daxton in the eye, knowing he’d had Tabs killed.
The elevator door opened to reveal the rooftop, and a blast of cold air hit my face. It was still so early that the sky was painted a warm rainbow of colors, and something tugged inside me. On clear mornings, Benjy and I would climb onto the roof of our group home to watch the sunrise, and it made each day a little more bearable.
Now all it did was remind me of what I would never have again.
Daxton was waiting for us in front of the jet, wearing his usual winning smile. “I’ll have her back by sunset,” he promised, taking my arm from Celia. She scowled, and before I could say goodbye, Daxton ushered me up a narrow flight of steps and into the interior of the jet.
I’d never been on a plane before, and my stomach flip-flopped nervously. It was larger than I’d imagined from the outside. White leather armchairs were scattered throughout the cabin, and three of them faced a fireplace dancing with colorful flames that almost looked real.
Other seats surrounded a table firmly attached to the floor, and a huge television screen covered a wall halfway down the length of the plane. Beside it was a narrow passageway that led to another door.
“What’s that?” I said, peering down the corridor.
“A bedroom,” said Daxton offhandedly, as if having a place to sleep in the middle of the sky was no big deal.
It probably wasn’t to him, since he’d grown up with this kind of luxury. Never mind the fact that it could undoubtedly have kept the entire population of the Heights in food and clothing meant for VIs for the rest of their lives.
No, I couldn’t think like that—the way Celia wanted me to, the way Lila had before she’d been killed. I wasn’t them. I hadn’t been born into endless privilege, and I was making the right decision. Sticking with Daxton would buy me enough time to contact Benjy and come up with a plan to get out of this mess. At the first hint that Daxton was done with me, I would disappear, and all of this would be nothing more than a bad memory.
Daxton settled into an armchair and focused on a glowing screen embedded into the table, pointedly ignoring me. As the jet took off, I gazed out the window, enchanted. I’d never seen this kind of sky before—endless and blue, stretching on for miles over mountaintops.
For a moment, I couldn’t wait to tell Benjy about it. Until I remembered I’d be lucky if I ever spoke to him again.
I fell asleep an hour into the flight, and by the time I woke up, we’d landed. I refused Daxton’s arm as we descended the stairs and stepped out onto the runway, and after my eyes adjusted to the bright sunlight, I saw red and orange trees in every direction.
“Where are we?” I said. There was a small cluster of buildings nearby, but otherwise it looked like we’d landed in the middle of a clearing in the woods.
Daxton beamed and spread his arms open wide. “Welcome to the best hunting grounds in the entire country.”
What made hunting grounds good or bad, I had no idea, but I didn’t ask. Beckoning for me to follow, Daxton stepped forward to meet a group of uniformed guards heading our way. Each carried a pistol, and my pulse quickened.
This place was different from the market, I reminded myself. I was Lila now, and none of the guards would dare point one of those at a Hart. The only person I had to worry about was the one standing beside me.
“Your Excellency. Miss Hart,” said the man I assumed was the head guard. He wore a white uniform to the others’ black, and he bowed deeply when he reached me and Daxton. “We have arranged for your visit, and your usual vehicle is ready. Your requested game has been herded into Zone Four, as well.”
“Fantastic, Mercer,” said Daxton, clapping the head guard on the back. “Is there anyone else here today?”
“Minister Bradley, sir,” he said. “He is in the lodge.”
The name Bradley stirred up a memory, and it took me a few seconds to remember he was the mustached man who’d lost the auction. No doubt I wouldn’t have wound up a Hart if he’d won.
“Come, Lila,” said Daxton, taking me by the elbow.
Instead of heading to the nearest building, we walked through the crisp autumn air toward a smaller structure across the asphalt.
Once I was sure the guards weren’t close enough to hear us, I said quietly, “Do all the ministers come here to hunt?”
“Yes,” said Daxton, not bothering to keep his voice down. “You remember from our visit last year, of course, when Minister Creed hunted with us.”
Minister Creed. Knox’s father. “Of course,” I said as we entered the second building. So Lila had hunted with him before. If she’d survived it, maybe I would, too.
The building was full of circular metal platforms with railings, and connected to them were vehicles that looked like cars with the top half missing. As I tried to figure out what it was for, Daxton greeted another man dressed in a uniform with different shades of green splashed across the fabric. Everyone knew who Daxton was, naturally, but the stunning part was that he seemed to know who they were, too.
“Your weapon, sir. Fully loaded,” said the man dressed in green, and he handed Daxton a rifle. He didn’t bother to offer me one.
“Ah, perfect. Lila, after you,” said Daxton, gesturing for me to step up onto the circular platform. He followed, closing the gate behind us. With one hand he held his rifle, and with the other he gripped the railing. I hung on as well, and the platform hummed to life and floated off the ground.
My eyes widened, and I had to bite my tongue to stop myself from commenting. Lila would have known what to expect, and Daxton stood calmly beside me, as if nothing strange were happening. I clung to the metal bar so tightly that my knuckles turned white, but even though we were floating in midair, the platform didn’t wobble.
“Ready?” called the driver, and Daxton nodded. I resisted the urge to squeeze my eyes shut, and instead I watched as he steered us out of the building, past the clearing, and into the forest.
The faster we went, the higher the platform floated, giving me a view of the surrounding forest. We had plenty of run-down parks in the Heights, but they were nothing like this. Thick with autumn foliage, the trees were colorful and the moss on the ground was the most vivid green I’d ever seen. The air here was cleaner, too, and everything seemed brighter.
The driver weaved between the trees expertly, and the bitter wind made me grateful Celia had bundled me up. Once I was positive I wasn’t going to fall off or lose my balance, I loosened my grip on the railing. I could see why Daxton enjoyed it so much. Besides the chill, it was almost fun.
After nearly fifteen minutes, we reached a massive chain-link fence guarded by dozens of Shields with guns that looked even more deadly than the one Daxton held.
The gate opened for us, and I frowned.
“To sort the game I requested,” said Daxton, answering my unspoken question. “Wouldn’t want anyone to get hurt, would we?”
He flashed me a dazzling smile, and I looked away, keeping my eyes peeled for any signs of movement on the ground.
A minute later, Daxton raised his rifle and aimed. As I craned my neck to see what it was, he pulled the trigger, and the sound was deafening. I clamped my hands over my ears, but the noise didn’t seem to bother Daxton.
Cursing to himself, he lowered his rifle and instructed the driver to slow down.
Shortly after, he raised his rifle again, and this time I was ready. I covered my ears as something pale flashed in the distance. A rabbit, maybe, or a light-colored deer.
I couldn’t see well enough to be sure.
“You should watch,” said Daxton, his eyes shining.
“You’ll like this.”
I obediently leaned against the rail to get a better look.
He held his gun at the ready, his finger on the trigger as he waited, but nothing appeared.
“What—” I said, but Daxton shook his head, and I fell silent. We’d all but stopped now, and the hum of the platform was barely audible. I noticed something out of the corner of my eye, but by the time I turned my head, it was gone.
“Aha,” said Daxton. “There!”
The driver pulled the platform around, and finally I saw what had caused the flash of something pale.
Crouched in the bushes, her face dirty and her clothes torn, was a woman.
I blinked. Was that— It couldn’t be.
“Nina?”
Without thinking, I sprang forward. I was halfway over the railing when Daxton grabbed my wrist and pulled me back onto the platform. “Don’t move.”
I struggled against his bruising grip, and when he let go, cold metal bit into my skin. He’d handcuffed me to the railing.
“Nina!” I shouted, yanking against the chain. “Over here!”
Instead of running toward us, she froze in fear, her eyes wide as she stared at us. As she stared at me.
“Please don’t,” she cried as tears streamed down her face. “I’ll do anything.”
For a moment our eyes locked, and all the air left my lungs. Desperation and fear were written all over her face, and she clung to the tree beside her as if it would protect her.
I didn’t understand. Why wasn’t she coming toward us?
“Lila,” she choked. “Please.”
“Nina,” I said, stretching my free hand out toward her.
“It’s safe up here, come on—”
“Keep watching, Lila,” said Daxton as he aimed. “I want you to remember this moment.”
“But—”
And then it dawned on me.
I launched myself toward Daxton, but the cuff bit into my skin and nearly wrenched my shoulder out of place.
“Stop!” I cried. “She’s—”
Bang.
The tree behind her splattered red with blood, and Nina crumpled to the ground.
She was dead.
“Got it,” he said, smirking as he started to reload. The world spun around me, and I leaned over the railing and retched.
“Welcome,” said Daxton, “to Elsewhere.”
Chapter 7
Time seemed to slow down as the platform raced through the forest, away from Nina’s dead body.
She was gone. Nina was gone, and it was my fault. Her being here today, Daxton killing her— I couldn’t breathe. The trees felt as if they were closing in around us, slowly suffocating me as reality set in.
Nina was dead. She was really dead.
The only thing that kept me from kicking the life out of Daxton was what Celia had told me that morning. If I upset him, I would become one of them for sure, no matter who I looked like. And it wouldn’t change anything anyway.
I buried my face in my free hand and sobbed. Celia had known this was going to happen. Maybe she’d even known about Nina. She’d known, and she hadn’t warned me. She really was no better than Daxton.
For the rest of the afternoon I sat on the edge of the platform, closed my eyes, and tried to ignore the shots from the rifle and the howls of joy that followed. I tried not to picture their faces. I tried to forget watching Nina die and not think about what she could’ve possibly done to wind up here—what any of them could have done.
Steal an orange, maybe, except they hadn’t been lucky enough to have Lila’s eyes and get away with it.
Daxton unshackled me before we returned to the lodge, a rustic building full of overstuffed armchairs and trophies in cases. I didn’t wait for him to show me around. The moment I spotted the door, I headed outside and back to the plane. Daxton didn’t stop me, and as soon as I was alone in the jet, I went into the bathroom and was sick.
This was Elsewhere. All those elderly people, all the criminals, all the people who weren’t smart enough to meet the standards of the government—this was their fate, to be sent Elsewhere and hunted like animals.
Lying there on the cool tile floor, I wondered how many people knew about this place and had never said anything. Lila had been here, and Celia knew, as well.
This was why she’d wanted me to go, I realized. This was why she’d wanted me to think about her offer before I answered—so I would see this and understand exactly how twisted Daxton was.
It wasn’t only Daxton, though. It was Minister Bradley, too, and Minister Creed. Every minister, as far as I knew—would Knox one day stand on the same platform and hunt people whose only crime had been to speak their mind or steal a pair of shoes when theirs fell apart?
I already knew what it was going to be anyway. There was no point in waiting to tell her.
“Celia?” I said, steeling myself against her anger.
“What happened to your daughter is terrible, and I don’t blame you for wanting to do—whatever it is you want to do to Daxton. But I can’t help you. I’m sorry.”
Instead of getting upset, Celia met my gaze in the mirror, her expression impassive. “All right. If you change your mind, you know where I’ll be.”
“I’m not going to,” I said. No matter how bad I felt for her, staying alive for Benjy was much more important. “Can I ask you something?”
“If you must.”
I hesitated. “Why didn’t you kill Daxton when you found out what he’d done to Lila?”
For a long moment, she said nothing. At last she met my eyes, and to my surprise, she wore a small smile.
“Who says I didn’t try?”
I didn’t respond. Whether she’d tried or not, I didn’t see how she could sit across a table from the people who had murdered her daughter and act like nothing had happened. I had a hard enough time looking Daxton in the eye, knowing he’d had Tabs killed.
The elevator door opened to reveal the rooftop, and a blast of cold air hit my face. It was still so early that the sky was painted a warm rainbow of colors, and something tugged inside me. On clear mornings, Benjy and I would climb onto the roof of our group home to watch the sunrise, and it made each day a little more bearable.
Now all it did was remind me of what I would never have again.
Daxton was waiting for us in front of the jet, wearing his usual winning smile. “I’ll have her back by sunset,” he promised, taking my arm from Celia. She scowled, and before I could say goodbye, Daxton ushered me up a narrow flight of steps and into the interior of the jet.
I’d never been on a plane before, and my stomach flip-flopped nervously. It was larger than I’d imagined from the outside. White leather armchairs were scattered throughout the cabin, and three of them faced a fireplace dancing with colorful flames that almost looked real.
Other seats surrounded a table firmly attached to the floor, and a huge television screen covered a wall halfway down the length of the plane. Beside it was a narrow passageway that led to another door.
“What’s that?” I said, peering down the corridor.
“A bedroom,” said Daxton offhandedly, as if having a place to sleep in the middle of the sky was no big deal.
It probably wasn’t to him, since he’d grown up with this kind of luxury. Never mind the fact that it could undoubtedly have kept the entire population of the Heights in food and clothing meant for VIs for the rest of their lives.
No, I couldn’t think like that—the way Celia wanted me to, the way Lila had before she’d been killed. I wasn’t them. I hadn’t been born into endless privilege, and I was making the right decision. Sticking with Daxton would buy me enough time to contact Benjy and come up with a plan to get out of this mess. At the first hint that Daxton was done with me, I would disappear, and all of this would be nothing more than a bad memory.
Daxton settled into an armchair and focused on a glowing screen embedded into the table, pointedly ignoring me. As the jet took off, I gazed out the window, enchanted. I’d never seen this kind of sky before—endless and blue, stretching on for miles over mountaintops.
For a moment, I couldn’t wait to tell Benjy about it. Until I remembered I’d be lucky if I ever spoke to him again.
I fell asleep an hour into the flight, and by the time I woke up, we’d landed. I refused Daxton’s arm as we descended the stairs and stepped out onto the runway, and after my eyes adjusted to the bright sunlight, I saw red and orange trees in every direction.
“Where are we?” I said. There was a small cluster of buildings nearby, but otherwise it looked like we’d landed in the middle of a clearing in the woods.
Daxton beamed and spread his arms open wide. “Welcome to the best hunting grounds in the entire country.”
What made hunting grounds good or bad, I had no idea, but I didn’t ask. Beckoning for me to follow, Daxton stepped forward to meet a group of uniformed guards heading our way. Each carried a pistol, and my pulse quickened.
This place was different from the market, I reminded myself. I was Lila now, and none of the guards would dare point one of those at a Hart. The only person I had to worry about was the one standing beside me.
“Your Excellency. Miss Hart,” said the man I assumed was the head guard. He wore a white uniform to the others’ black, and he bowed deeply when he reached me and Daxton. “We have arranged for your visit, and your usual vehicle is ready. Your requested game has been herded into Zone Four, as well.”
“Fantastic, Mercer,” said Daxton, clapping the head guard on the back. “Is there anyone else here today?”
“Minister Bradley, sir,” he said. “He is in the lodge.”
The name Bradley stirred up a memory, and it took me a few seconds to remember he was the mustached man who’d lost the auction. No doubt I wouldn’t have wound up a Hart if he’d won.
“Come, Lila,” said Daxton, taking me by the elbow.
Instead of heading to the nearest building, we walked through the crisp autumn air toward a smaller structure across the asphalt.
Once I was sure the guards weren’t close enough to hear us, I said quietly, “Do all the ministers come here to hunt?”
“Yes,” said Daxton, not bothering to keep his voice down. “You remember from our visit last year, of course, when Minister Creed hunted with us.”
Minister Creed. Knox’s father. “Of course,” I said as we entered the second building. So Lila had hunted with him before. If she’d survived it, maybe I would, too.
The building was full of circular metal platforms with railings, and connected to them were vehicles that looked like cars with the top half missing. As I tried to figure out what it was for, Daxton greeted another man dressed in a uniform with different shades of green splashed across the fabric. Everyone knew who Daxton was, naturally, but the stunning part was that he seemed to know who they were, too.
“Your weapon, sir. Fully loaded,” said the man dressed in green, and he handed Daxton a rifle. He didn’t bother to offer me one.
“Ah, perfect. Lila, after you,” said Daxton, gesturing for me to step up onto the circular platform. He followed, closing the gate behind us. With one hand he held his rifle, and with the other he gripped the railing. I hung on as well, and the platform hummed to life and floated off the ground.
My eyes widened, and I had to bite my tongue to stop myself from commenting. Lila would have known what to expect, and Daxton stood calmly beside me, as if nothing strange were happening. I clung to the metal bar so tightly that my knuckles turned white, but even though we were floating in midair, the platform didn’t wobble.
“Ready?” called the driver, and Daxton nodded. I resisted the urge to squeeze my eyes shut, and instead I watched as he steered us out of the building, past the clearing, and into the forest.
The faster we went, the higher the platform floated, giving me a view of the surrounding forest. We had plenty of run-down parks in the Heights, but they were nothing like this. Thick with autumn foliage, the trees were colorful and the moss on the ground was the most vivid green I’d ever seen. The air here was cleaner, too, and everything seemed brighter.
The driver weaved between the trees expertly, and the bitter wind made me grateful Celia had bundled me up. Once I was positive I wasn’t going to fall off or lose my balance, I loosened my grip on the railing. I could see why Daxton enjoyed it so much. Besides the chill, it was almost fun.
After nearly fifteen minutes, we reached a massive chain-link fence guarded by dozens of Shields with guns that looked even more deadly than the one Daxton held.
The gate opened for us, and I frowned.
“To sort the game I requested,” said Daxton, answering my unspoken question. “Wouldn’t want anyone to get hurt, would we?”
He flashed me a dazzling smile, and I looked away, keeping my eyes peeled for any signs of movement on the ground.
A minute later, Daxton raised his rifle and aimed. As I craned my neck to see what it was, he pulled the trigger, and the sound was deafening. I clamped my hands over my ears, but the noise didn’t seem to bother Daxton.
Cursing to himself, he lowered his rifle and instructed the driver to slow down.
Shortly after, he raised his rifle again, and this time I was ready. I covered my ears as something pale flashed in the distance. A rabbit, maybe, or a light-colored deer.
I couldn’t see well enough to be sure.
“You should watch,” said Daxton, his eyes shining.
“You’ll like this.”
I obediently leaned against the rail to get a better look.
He held his gun at the ready, his finger on the trigger as he waited, but nothing appeared.
“What—” I said, but Daxton shook his head, and I fell silent. We’d all but stopped now, and the hum of the platform was barely audible. I noticed something out of the corner of my eye, but by the time I turned my head, it was gone.
“Aha,” said Daxton. “There!”
The driver pulled the platform around, and finally I saw what had caused the flash of something pale.
Crouched in the bushes, her face dirty and her clothes torn, was a woman.
I blinked. Was that— It couldn’t be.
“Nina?”
Without thinking, I sprang forward. I was halfway over the railing when Daxton grabbed my wrist and pulled me back onto the platform. “Don’t move.”
I struggled against his bruising grip, and when he let go, cold metal bit into my skin. He’d handcuffed me to the railing.
“Nina!” I shouted, yanking against the chain. “Over here!”
Instead of running toward us, she froze in fear, her eyes wide as she stared at us. As she stared at me.
“Please don’t,” she cried as tears streamed down her face. “I’ll do anything.”
For a moment our eyes locked, and all the air left my lungs. Desperation and fear were written all over her face, and she clung to the tree beside her as if it would protect her.
I didn’t understand. Why wasn’t she coming toward us?
“Lila,” she choked. “Please.”
“Nina,” I said, stretching my free hand out toward her.
“It’s safe up here, come on—”
“Keep watching, Lila,” said Daxton as he aimed. “I want you to remember this moment.”
“But—”
And then it dawned on me.
I launched myself toward Daxton, but the cuff bit into my skin and nearly wrenched my shoulder out of place.
“Stop!” I cried. “She’s—”
Bang.
The tree behind her splattered red with blood, and Nina crumpled to the ground.
She was dead.
“Got it,” he said, smirking as he started to reload. The world spun around me, and I leaned over the railing and retched.
“Welcome,” said Daxton, “to Elsewhere.”
Chapter 7
Time seemed to slow down as the platform raced through the forest, away from Nina’s dead body.
She was gone. Nina was gone, and it was my fault. Her being here today, Daxton killing her— I couldn’t breathe. The trees felt as if they were closing in around us, slowly suffocating me as reality set in.
Nina was dead. She was really dead.
The only thing that kept me from kicking the life out of Daxton was what Celia had told me that morning. If I upset him, I would become one of them for sure, no matter who I looked like. And it wouldn’t change anything anyway.
I buried my face in my free hand and sobbed. Celia had known this was going to happen. Maybe she’d even known about Nina. She’d known, and she hadn’t warned me. She really was no better than Daxton.
For the rest of the afternoon I sat on the edge of the platform, closed my eyes, and tried to ignore the shots from the rifle and the howls of joy that followed. I tried not to picture their faces. I tried to forget watching Nina die and not think about what she could’ve possibly done to wind up here—what any of them could have done.
Steal an orange, maybe, except they hadn’t been lucky enough to have Lila’s eyes and get away with it.
Daxton unshackled me before we returned to the lodge, a rustic building full of overstuffed armchairs and trophies in cases. I didn’t wait for him to show me around. The moment I spotted the door, I headed outside and back to the plane. Daxton didn’t stop me, and as soon as I was alone in the jet, I went into the bathroom and was sick.
This was Elsewhere. All those elderly people, all the criminals, all the people who weren’t smart enough to meet the standards of the government—this was their fate, to be sent Elsewhere and hunted like animals.
Lying there on the cool tile floor, I wondered how many people knew about this place and had never said anything. Lila had been here, and Celia knew, as well.
This was why she’d wanted me to go, I realized. This was why she’d wanted me to think about her offer before I answered—so I would see this and understand exactly how twisted Daxton was.
It wasn’t only Daxton, though. It was Minister Bradley, too, and Minister Creed. Every minister, as far as I knew—would Knox one day stand on the same platform and hunt people whose only crime had been to speak their mind or steal a pair of shoes when theirs fell apart?
