Practice Makes Perfect
Page 56
“Because you’re letting me,” he said softly.
And in that moment, Payton knew.
The Perfect Chase was doomed.
And not because of a maraschino cherry. The Perfect Chase had been doomed from the very start and the reason—and, in fact, Payton was beginning to suspect, the reason pretty much all of her relationships over the past eight years had been doomed from the very start—was sitting in the chair right across from her, staring her in the eyes.
Realizing that, Payton had only one thing to say. “Oh . . . no,” she gasped.
Except she hadn’t exactly meant to say it out loud.
J.D. cocked his head. “Interesting response.”
Payton couldn’t tell if he was amused or angry. She opened her mouth to explain, but was interrupted by a knock at her door.
Brandon strolled into her office, oblivious to everything. “So I found a couple more cases you might want to take a look at—oh, hey, J.D.—I didn’t realize you were here.”
Payton and J.D. bolted up from their chairs at the same time.
“Actually, I was just leaving,” J.D. said hurriedly. “Payton, I don’t think you need my help anymore; the two of you should be able to finish off the rest of those cases. It was good seeing you again, Brendan.”
“It’s Brandon.”
“Of course.”
Payton watched as J.D. left her office and strode across the hall to his own.
“I hope I wasn’t interrupting anything,” Brandon said.
“No, not at all,” Payton assured him. That’s all she needed right now, to be the target of tawdry office gossip. That kind of stuff could kill a career. “J.D. was just helping me get through some of this research.” She took a seat at her desk. “So, what did you find?”
Brandon sat down in one of the chairs in front of her desk. And as he began to explain—as eager junior associates always did—the big break in the trial he believed he had just discovered, Payton paid vigorous attention. In between stolen glances across the hall, that is. She wondered what J.D. was thinking, if this was going to be another one of those moments between them that neither of them acknowledged, or if he was angry even, thinking she meant something by the “oh . . . no” that she didn’t actually mean, or maybe she did mean it, she didn’t know anymore; her mind was a mess of a thousand dangling thoughts and she couldn’t seem to grasp any of them except for the fact that she knew she should be focusing on her trial and—
Next to her, on her computer screen, the alert box suddenly popped up, indicating she had just received a new email message. Still nodding as she listened to Brandon, Payton clicked her mouse and saw she had a message from J.D. Nothing in the subject line, so she clicked again and read:
I’d like to drive you home tonight.
Without breaking stride, Payton simultaneously asked Brandon a follow-up question regarding his research and fired off a quick reply to J.D.’s email.
Twenty minutes.
“WELL, AT LEAST now I can say that I’ve ridden in the infamous Bentley.”
As they walked along the sidewalk, approaching her two-flat, Payton saw J.D. grin and check his watch.
“What? What was that?” she asked.
“I’ve been timing how long it would take you to make a comment about the car. I’m actually surprised you made it the whole ride here without saying anything.”
“I’m hardly that predictable,” Payton said, starting to fling her hair back over her shoulders, but catching herself.
J.D. noticed and laughed. “Yes, really, you are. In eight years, I don’t think I’ve ever known you to refrain from commenting on anything.”
They had reached her front door. Payton turned around to face J.D. “That’s not true.”
“It’s not, huh?” He raised an eyebrow.
Payton looked him over. “I didn’t comment on the fact that you parked your car down the street instead of dropping me off out front. Because if I did comment on that, I would’ve said that you appear to think you’re coming inside.”
J.D. took a step closer and peered down at her. “And if that thought had occurred to me, would I have been wrong?”
“Hmm . . . no comment.” Payton unlocked the front door, and J.D. held it open for her.
“Maybe I’m just making sure you get inside safely,” he said as they walked up the stairs to her apartment. “Call me old-fashioned.” Then he sprang ahead of Payton, walking backward up the steps and facing her. “Or wait—is it uptight, pony-owning, trickle-down-economics-loving, Scotch-on-the-rocks-drinking, my-wife-better-take-my-last-name sexist jerk? Somehow, I always get those two mixed up.”
They had reached the door to Payton’s apartment.
“I don’t know . . .” she said, “remind me—was that before or after you called me a stubborn, button-pushing, Prius-driving, chip-on-your-shoulder-holding, ‘stay-at-home-mom’-is-the-eighth-dirty-word-thinking feminazi?”
She unlocked the door and stepped into her apartment. She tossed her briefcase and purse onto the living room couch.
J.D. followed her inside, shutting the door behind them. He grinned hearing his words thrown back at him. “After, definitely after. That’s how it’s been since the beginning—you fire the first shot, and I merely react.”
He said it lightly, teasingly, but Payton caught something in his choice of words.
“What do you mean, that’s how it’s been since the beginning?”
And in that moment, Payton knew.
The Perfect Chase was doomed.
And not because of a maraschino cherry. The Perfect Chase had been doomed from the very start and the reason—and, in fact, Payton was beginning to suspect, the reason pretty much all of her relationships over the past eight years had been doomed from the very start—was sitting in the chair right across from her, staring her in the eyes.
Realizing that, Payton had only one thing to say. “Oh . . . no,” she gasped.
Except she hadn’t exactly meant to say it out loud.
J.D. cocked his head. “Interesting response.”
Payton couldn’t tell if he was amused or angry. She opened her mouth to explain, but was interrupted by a knock at her door.
Brandon strolled into her office, oblivious to everything. “So I found a couple more cases you might want to take a look at—oh, hey, J.D.—I didn’t realize you were here.”
Payton and J.D. bolted up from their chairs at the same time.
“Actually, I was just leaving,” J.D. said hurriedly. “Payton, I don’t think you need my help anymore; the two of you should be able to finish off the rest of those cases. It was good seeing you again, Brendan.”
“It’s Brandon.”
“Of course.”
Payton watched as J.D. left her office and strode across the hall to his own.
“I hope I wasn’t interrupting anything,” Brandon said.
“No, not at all,” Payton assured him. That’s all she needed right now, to be the target of tawdry office gossip. That kind of stuff could kill a career. “J.D. was just helping me get through some of this research.” She took a seat at her desk. “So, what did you find?”
Brandon sat down in one of the chairs in front of her desk. And as he began to explain—as eager junior associates always did—the big break in the trial he believed he had just discovered, Payton paid vigorous attention. In between stolen glances across the hall, that is. She wondered what J.D. was thinking, if this was going to be another one of those moments between them that neither of them acknowledged, or if he was angry even, thinking she meant something by the “oh . . . no” that she didn’t actually mean, or maybe she did mean it, she didn’t know anymore; her mind was a mess of a thousand dangling thoughts and she couldn’t seem to grasp any of them except for the fact that she knew she should be focusing on her trial and—
Next to her, on her computer screen, the alert box suddenly popped up, indicating she had just received a new email message. Still nodding as she listened to Brandon, Payton clicked her mouse and saw she had a message from J.D. Nothing in the subject line, so she clicked again and read:
I’d like to drive you home tonight.
Without breaking stride, Payton simultaneously asked Brandon a follow-up question regarding his research and fired off a quick reply to J.D.’s email.
Twenty minutes.
“WELL, AT LEAST now I can say that I’ve ridden in the infamous Bentley.”
As they walked along the sidewalk, approaching her two-flat, Payton saw J.D. grin and check his watch.
“What? What was that?” she asked.
“I’ve been timing how long it would take you to make a comment about the car. I’m actually surprised you made it the whole ride here without saying anything.”
“I’m hardly that predictable,” Payton said, starting to fling her hair back over her shoulders, but catching herself.
J.D. noticed and laughed. “Yes, really, you are. In eight years, I don’t think I’ve ever known you to refrain from commenting on anything.”
They had reached her front door. Payton turned around to face J.D. “That’s not true.”
“It’s not, huh?” He raised an eyebrow.
Payton looked him over. “I didn’t comment on the fact that you parked your car down the street instead of dropping me off out front. Because if I did comment on that, I would’ve said that you appear to think you’re coming inside.”
J.D. took a step closer and peered down at her. “And if that thought had occurred to me, would I have been wrong?”
“Hmm . . . no comment.” Payton unlocked the front door, and J.D. held it open for her.
“Maybe I’m just making sure you get inside safely,” he said as they walked up the stairs to her apartment. “Call me old-fashioned.” Then he sprang ahead of Payton, walking backward up the steps and facing her. “Or wait—is it uptight, pony-owning, trickle-down-economics-loving, Scotch-on-the-rocks-drinking, my-wife-better-take-my-last-name sexist jerk? Somehow, I always get those two mixed up.”
They had reached the door to Payton’s apartment.
“I don’t know . . .” she said, “remind me—was that before or after you called me a stubborn, button-pushing, Prius-driving, chip-on-your-shoulder-holding, ‘stay-at-home-mom’-is-the-eighth-dirty-word-thinking feminazi?”
She unlocked the door and stepped into her apartment. She tossed her briefcase and purse onto the living room couch.
J.D. followed her inside, shutting the door behind them. He grinned hearing his words thrown back at him. “After, definitely after. That’s how it’s been since the beginning—you fire the first shot, and I merely react.”
He said it lightly, teasingly, but Payton caught something in his choice of words.
“What do you mean, that’s how it’s been since the beginning?”
