Practice Makes Perfect
Page 77
“Oh?”
“Don’t give me that look—in fact, it’s probably better if you don’t say or do anything. I need to get through this.”
J.D. watched as Payton took a deep breath.
“This situation between us is totally messed up,” she began. “Frankly, I haven’t changed my mind in thinking that whatever decision the firm makes tomorrow is going be a problem for us. A big problem.”
She took a step closer to him. “But here’s the thing—the alternative means not being with you. And I’ve been not with you for years, J.D. I don’t want that anymore.” Payton peered up at him, her blue eyes dark and expressive. “I think we can get past this partnership thing if we go into it together.” She paused, then blushed and laughed nervously. “Now would be a really good time for you to say something.”
J.D.’s mind raced with the thousand things he wanted to say to her. Was it time? He thought maybe, finally, it was.
“Payton, I—”
But he stopped when he saw something—or someone, rather—over her shoulder. “Shit.”
Payton cocked her head. “ ‘Payton, I shit,’ ” she repeated. “That’s good to know. I’m glad we cleared that up.”
J.D. had to bite his tongue not to laugh. “No, it’s Ben,” he told her under his breath. “He just got off the elevator.”
Payton’s smile turned into a frown. “Crap. I don’t want to deal with him right now.”
“He’s walking straight for us.”
“You know what? Since you two are such good buddies, you deal with him. Just figure out some way to get rid of him. Quickly.”
J.D. watched as Payton hurried off, careful to never look in Ben’s direction, and headed over to a stairwell just a few feet away.
“Jameson!” Ben called out to him from across the parking garage.
As J.D. waited while Ben approached, he was struck by a sudden fear: What if Ben—either purposefully or accidentally—said something about the one of them the firm had decided to make partner? And in that moment, whether J.D. wanted to admit it or not, he began to wonder if Payton was right in thinking the two of them could get past the firm’s decision.
Pushing this aside, J.D. smiled as Ben walked up to him, hoping to play it casual and innocent-like. “Ben, hello.”
“Where did Payton run off to?” Ben asked.
“Payton?”
“Yes, Payton. She was standing here, talking to you, just a second ago.”
So much for casual innocence.
“Oh, Payton,” J.D. said. Bad dinner theater threatened to rear its ugly head again. “She forgot her key card upstairs. She saw me and asked to borrow mine so that she could go back up and get it.” Not bad, J.D. thought. That actually sounded plausible.
Ben nodded. “Right, right, her key card.” Then he cocked his head. “You don’t really think I’m that stupid, do you?”
“What do you mean?”
“I saw how close you two were standing, the way she was leaning into you.” Ben winked. “I guess you decided to go back to that well one last time, huh?”
J.D. felt his heart stop.
“I’m not sure what you’re talking about, Ben.”
The partner grinned slyly. “You can drop the charade, Jameson. It’s just the two of us here. It’s not like I’m going to call Human Resources and tell them that you’re banging Payton again.” He lowered his voice. “Did you two at least make it out of your office this time?” Chuckling, he gave J.D. a little slap on the shoulder.
J.D. closed his eyes.
Five f**king minutes.
If he had left his office just five minutes later, he would’ve been in the clear.
“All right, fine,” Ben was saying. “You keep the dirty details to yourself this time. It’s probably better that I don’t know.” With a wink, he told J.D. to have a good evening, then headed off in the direction of his car.
J.D. waited, watching as Ben rounded the corner and finally disappeared out of sight. Then he waited some more, trying to decide if there was any chance Payton hadn’t overheard their conversation. He walked slowly to the stairwell where she had hid to avoid Ben. As soon as he turned the corner, he knew there was zero chance she hadn’t overheard absolutely everything.
Payton’s mouth was set in a grim line. “Tell me I misunderstood.”
More than anything, J.D. wished he could tell her that. “It was a long time ago, Payton,” he said quietly.
Her eyes darkened with anger. “It was a long time ago that you—what?—lied and told Ben that we slept together?”
“Yes.”
She pulled back in surprise, and J.D. knew that part of her had hoped there was some other explanation for what she had overheard. She looked him over with an expression of betrayal. “Tell me what you told him.”
“It’s not important,” J.D. told her, even though he knew that wasn’t true.
“I heard Ben ask if we at least made it out of your office this time. Whatever lie you told him, I want know. I think you owe me that at least,” Payton said coldly.
J.D. had to look away, unable to meet her gaze. When he hesitated, he heard the panic creep into Payton’s voice.
“Oh, god, J.D. He’s my boss. What did you say to him?”
J.D. turned to face her. She was right; she should know exactly what had been said. And he needed to own up to his mistakes. So he steeled himself for the inevitable.
“Don’t give me that look—in fact, it’s probably better if you don’t say or do anything. I need to get through this.”
J.D. watched as Payton took a deep breath.
“This situation between us is totally messed up,” she began. “Frankly, I haven’t changed my mind in thinking that whatever decision the firm makes tomorrow is going be a problem for us. A big problem.”
She took a step closer to him. “But here’s the thing—the alternative means not being with you. And I’ve been not with you for years, J.D. I don’t want that anymore.” Payton peered up at him, her blue eyes dark and expressive. “I think we can get past this partnership thing if we go into it together.” She paused, then blushed and laughed nervously. “Now would be a really good time for you to say something.”
J.D.’s mind raced with the thousand things he wanted to say to her. Was it time? He thought maybe, finally, it was.
“Payton, I—”
But he stopped when he saw something—or someone, rather—over her shoulder. “Shit.”
Payton cocked her head. “ ‘Payton, I shit,’ ” she repeated. “That’s good to know. I’m glad we cleared that up.”
J.D. had to bite his tongue not to laugh. “No, it’s Ben,” he told her under his breath. “He just got off the elevator.”
Payton’s smile turned into a frown. “Crap. I don’t want to deal with him right now.”
“He’s walking straight for us.”
“You know what? Since you two are such good buddies, you deal with him. Just figure out some way to get rid of him. Quickly.”
J.D. watched as Payton hurried off, careful to never look in Ben’s direction, and headed over to a stairwell just a few feet away.
“Jameson!” Ben called out to him from across the parking garage.
As J.D. waited while Ben approached, he was struck by a sudden fear: What if Ben—either purposefully or accidentally—said something about the one of them the firm had decided to make partner? And in that moment, whether J.D. wanted to admit it or not, he began to wonder if Payton was right in thinking the two of them could get past the firm’s decision.
Pushing this aside, J.D. smiled as Ben walked up to him, hoping to play it casual and innocent-like. “Ben, hello.”
“Where did Payton run off to?” Ben asked.
“Payton?”
“Yes, Payton. She was standing here, talking to you, just a second ago.”
So much for casual innocence.
“Oh, Payton,” J.D. said. Bad dinner theater threatened to rear its ugly head again. “She forgot her key card upstairs. She saw me and asked to borrow mine so that she could go back up and get it.” Not bad, J.D. thought. That actually sounded plausible.
Ben nodded. “Right, right, her key card.” Then he cocked his head. “You don’t really think I’m that stupid, do you?”
“What do you mean?”
“I saw how close you two were standing, the way she was leaning into you.” Ben winked. “I guess you decided to go back to that well one last time, huh?”
J.D. felt his heart stop.
“I’m not sure what you’re talking about, Ben.”
The partner grinned slyly. “You can drop the charade, Jameson. It’s just the two of us here. It’s not like I’m going to call Human Resources and tell them that you’re banging Payton again.” He lowered his voice. “Did you two at least make it out of your office this time?” Chuckling, he gave J.D. a little slap on the shoulder.
J.D. closed his eyes.
Five f**king minutes.
If he had left his office just five minutes later, he would’ve been in the clear.
“All right, fine,” Ben was saying. “You keep the dirty details to yourself this time. It’s probably better that I don’t know.” With a wink, he told J.D. to have a good evening, then headed off in the direction of his car.
J.D. waited, watching as Ben rounded the corner and finally disappeared out of sight. Then he waited some more, trying to decide if there was any chance Payton hadn’t overheard their conversation. He walked slowly to the stairwell where she had hid to avoid Ben. As soon as he turned the corner, he knew there was zero chance she hadn’t overheard absolutely everything.
Payton’s mouth was set in a grim line. “Tell me I misunderstood.”
More than anything, J.D. wished he could tell her that. “It was a long time ago, Payton,” he said quietly.
Her eyes darkened with anger. “It was a long time ago that you—what?—lied and told Ben that we slept together?”
“Yes.”
She pulled back in surprise, and J.D. knew that part of her had hoped there was some other explanation for what she had overheard. She looked him over with an expression of betrayal. “Tell me what you told him.”
“It’s not important,” J.D. told her, even though he knew that wasn’t true.
“I heard Ben ask if we at least made it out of your office this time. Whatever lie you told him, I want know. I think you owe me that at least,” Payton said coldly.
J.D. had to look away, unable to meet her gaze. When he hesitated, he heard the panic creep into Payton’s voice.
“Oh, god, J.D. He’s my boss. What did you say to him?”
J.D. turned to face her. She was right; she should know exactly what had been said. And he needed to own up to his mistakes. So he steeled himself for the inevitable.
