Prince of Wolves
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Fane continued to eat his lunch, his wolf thoroughly enjoying the protein even though it was cooked. He of course preferred it raw and enjoyed it even more after a hunt. Still, it was excellent.
He took his plate back downstairs and washed out his glass, refilling it with water this time. With no sign of Brian, he headed back up to his room. He wanted to see Jacquelyn, and if he couldnt, he would settle for talking to her.
Once in his room, he shut the door and lay down on his bed, hands behind his head, eyes focused on nothing in particular, and reached out to her.
Have I scared you, my Luna? I promise that has not been my intention.
He found it interesting that he didnt really even know how it worked, he simply would just think of her and he was instantly able to speak to her.
Fane realized it had been several minutes and she had not responded. She was either asleep or ignoring him. He was just about to speak again when she answered.
Cautiously she asked, Who are you? Are you real, or am I just imagining you?
Fane frowned slightly. He didnt like the way his mate sounded strained and a little desperate. He hated that she had to go through this, that she knew nothing of his world. He was going to have to explain it somehow without her thinking he was some nebun stalker.
I am very real, he answered. And you know who I am. Your human mind just does not want to accept it.
Fane was going to push her gently in the direction she needed to go and let her come up with the conclusion. If he told her he was the voice in her head, if he didnt let her decide for herself, then she might not be able to believe it.
He listened as she wrestled with what he told her. Her mind was so interesting and comical at times.
What on earth did it mean by human mind? Was the voice implying that it was not human? Oh, wouldnt that be the icing on the cake. I'm no just hearing a voice, nope, that would still be in the realm of crazy. I passed crazy a few exits back. No, I'm now entering crackpot ville.
Fane couldnt help himself when he let out a small laugh. Where did she come up with phrases like crackpot ville? He just had to ask. He wanted to know her, to understand her. He found himself using a term of endearment my heart without even thinking. It just came naturally, even though he never considered himself to be the type for pet names.
Meu inim, you are not crazy. And where do you get your odd way of speaking? Crackpot ville? What does that mean exactly? Fane asked her.
Without realizing it, in using his native language he had not just given her a little push in the right direction, he'd pretty much shoved her off a cliff. So much for subtle. It never was his strong suit anyway, according to his mother.
He felt her distress rise, could feel her need for disbelief, and yet there was a small sparkofrelief? Didnt see that one coming, Fane thought as he closed his eyes and focused on her, listening to her mind come to terms with this revelation.
Well, there's the clincher, Jacque thought. I mean, really. If youre going to hear a voice, what are the chances it would have a Romanian accent? To Fanes and evidently her surprise, she started to laugh, not just a giggle but a full-out, body shaking laugh. For some reason unbeknownst to Fane, it just suddenly struck her as funny. Of course she now knew it wasnt just a voice, it was Fane. After all she didnt know any other Romanians, and just to put the nail in the proverbial coffin, she asked in a soft, almost shy voice,Fane?
His heart stuttered at the sound of his name. Even though it wasnt from her lips, she'd said it and it sounded so good coming from her. A small amount of triumph settled over him and his wolf growled in contentment knowing his mate was thinking of him. He answered her honestly, wanting her to believe him without a doubt.
Da, meu inim. It is I.
Fane held his breath, waiting for her response, scared that she would continue to try and pass this off as her lack of sanity. What would he do if she refused to take her place at his side? He hadnt even considered the idea of her not accepting him. He growled in response at the thought. Mates were bound to each other; there would never be another for either one of them. To Fanes knowledge there had never been one who had rejected their mate. It would be a devastating action for both and neither would ever be whole again.
That just wasnt acceptable, he decided. He would drag her back to Romania with him where she belonged, if it came to that.
Right, Fane, he told himself. That would really earn her trust. You cant just hit her over the head and drag her around by her hair, even though that would actually be the easier road. No, he was going to have to do this the honorable way and court her. Jacque deserved that, after all. She was his Luna, and would be Queen of the Canis lupus one day she deserved his unwavering love and devotion. And she would get nothing less.
He continued to wait for her response. He thought about reaching out to her to find out what she was thinking, but up til now he had been giving her privacy, only intruding into her thoughts when he spoke to her. It would be a violation to listen to her when she didnt know that he could do so any time he could also see the things she thought in her head. And as a gentleman he would not violate his Lunas privacy, mate or not.
Fane decided to let her be for now. She needed time to process the fact that the guy she met only briefly was somehow able to talk to her through her thoughts. That was a lot to absorb. He would wait to see if she would seek him out. He only hoped that he and his wolf would be patient. The mate bond called to him and demanded an answer.
He took his plate back downstairs and washed out his glass, refilling it with water this time. With no sign of Brian, he headed back up to his room. He wanted to see Jacquelyn, and if he couldnt, he would settle for talking to her.
Once in his room, he shut the door and lay down on his bed, hands behind his head, eyes focused on nothing in particular, and reached out to her.
Have I scared you, my Luna? I promise that has not been my intention.
He found it interesting that he didnt really even know how it worked, he simply would just think of her and he was instantly able to speak to her.
Fane realized it had been several minutes and she had not responded. She was either asleep or ignoring him. He was just about to speak again when she answered.
Cautiously she asked, Who are you? Are you real, or am I just imagining you?
Fane frowned slightly. He didnt like the way his mate sounded strained and a little desperate. He hated that she had to go through this, that she knew nothing of his world. He was going to have to explain it somehow without her thinking he was some nebun stalker.
I am very real, he answered. And you know who I am. Your human mind just does not want to accept it.
Fane was going to push her gently in the direction she needed to go and let her come up with the conclusion. If he told her he was the voice in her head, if he didnt let her decide for herself, then she might not be able to believe it.
He listened as she wrestled with what he told her. Her mind was so interesting and comical at times.
What on earth did it mean by human mind? Was the voice implying that it was not human? Oh, wouldnt that be the icing on the cake. I'm no just hearing a voice, nope, that would still be in the realm of crazy. I passed crazy a few exits back. No, I'm now entering crackpot ville.
Fane couldnt help himself when he let out a small laugh. Where did she come up with phrases like crackpot ville? He just had to ask. He wanted to know her, to understand her. He found himself using a term of endearment my heart without even thinking. It just came naturally, even though he never considered himself to be the type for pet names.
Meu inim, you are not crazy. And where do you get your odd way of speaking? Crackpot ville? What does that mean exactly? Fane asked her.
Without realizing it, in using his native language he had not just given her a little push in the right direction, he'd pretty much shoved her off a cliff. So much for subtle. It never was his strong suit anyway, according to his mother.
He felt her distress rise, could feel her need for disbelief, and yet there was a small sparkofrelief? Didnt see that one coming, Fane thought as he closed his eyes and focused on her, listening to her mind come to terms with this revelation.
Well, there's the clincher, Jacque thought. I mean, really. If youre going to hear a voice, what are the chances it would have a Romanian accent? To Fanes and evidently her surprise, she started to laugh, not just a giggle but a full-out, body shaking laugh. For some reason unbeknownst to Fane, it just suddenly struck her as funny. Of course she now knew it wasnt just a voice, it was Fane. After all she didnt know any other Romanians, and just to put the nail in the proverbial coffin, she asked in a soft, almost shy voice,Fane?
His heart stuttered at the sound of his name. Even though it wasnt from her lips, she'd said it and it sounded so good coming from her. A small amount of triumph settled over him and his wolf growled in contentment knowing his mate was thinking of him. He answered her honestly, wanting her to believe him without a doubt.
Da, meu inim. It is I.
Fane held his breath, waiting for her response, scared that she would continue to try and pass this off as her lack of sanity. What would he do if she refused to take her place at his side? He hadnt even considered the idea of her not accepting him. He growled in response at the thought. Mates were bound to each other; there would never be another for either one of them. To Fanes knowledge there had never been one who had rejected their mate. It would be a devastating action for both and neither would ever be whole again.
That just wasnt acceptable, he decided. He would drag her back to Romania with him where she belonged, if it came to that.
Right, Fane, he told himself. That would really earn her trust. You cant just hit her over the head and drag her around by her hair, even though that would actually be the easier road. No, he was going to have to do this the honorable way and court her. Jacque deserved that, after all. She was his Luna, and would be Queen of the Canis lupus one day she deserved his unwavering love and devotion. And she would get nothing less.
He continued to wait for her response. He thought about reaching out to her to find out what she was thinking, but up til now he had been giving her privacy, only intruding into her thoughts when he spoke to her. It would be a violation to listen to her when she didnt know that he could do so any time he could also see the things she thought in her head. And as a gentleman he would not violate his Lunas privacy, mate or not.
Fane decided to let her be for now. She needed time to process the fact that the guy she met only briefly was somehow able to talk to her through her thoughts. That was a lot to absorb. He would wait to see if she would seek him out. He only hoped that he and his wolf would be patient. The mate bond called to him and demanded an answer.
