Riding the Edge
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He slanted a glance toward her. “No.”
“So you like being alone.”
“I guess so. I never really thought about it. I just do what I do.”
“I wouldn’t enjoy that.”
“What? Riding or being alone?”
“The alone part.”
“It’s not bad. Gives me a lot of time to think.”
Now it was her turn to laugh. “I have too much time to think. I wouldn’t want all that time alone. I’d drive myself crazy.”
He leaned in, slid his finger on the tip of her nose. “It’s good to get to know yourself, learn to be comfortable in your own skin.”
Rick had a point, and he definitely looked at ease with himself. Still, she wondered how much time he’d actually spent riding alone. What made a person crave that kind of solitude? Most people liked being with other people, not isolating themselves.
He was certainly an interesting person. And she’d always liked to be around interesting people.
Speaking of people . . . where the hell had Lacey gone off to? Ava hadn’t seen her since they’d arrived here. Ava searched her out, but the crowd had thickened and she couldn’t find her.
“Looking for your friend?” Rick asked.
“Yes.”
“I saw Bo take her upstairs. Let’s go find them.”
Once again, he took her hand and led her up the stairs, though they had to wind their way through a crowd of people using the stairs as a seating area. They didn’t seem to mind though, in fact, made room for Rick and Ava to find their footing until they made their way to the second floor.
Ava studied the hallway that branched out in two directions and led to lots of doors—closed doors.
“Uh, maybe we shouldn’t be up here.”
Rick cocked his head to the side. “Why not?”
“I think people came up here to find some privacy.”
He grinned. “I’m sure they did. But you wanted to find your friend, didn’t you?”
“Well, yes, but if she and Bo want to be alone . . .”
He shrugged. “It’s just sex. They won’t mind being disturbed. Let’s go.”
Just sex? He was joking, right?
Apparently not. He started down a hallway. Ava ran after him and grabbed his arm before he turned a knob. “Are you serious? Stop that.”
“What?”
“You can’t just barge in on people having sex.”
“Why not?”
“First. It’s rude. And second . . . oh my God. Do I have to spell it out?”
He leaned against the wall and crossed his arms. “Sure. Go ahead.”
“Do you really want to watch people . . . you know.”
“Fucking?”
God. The way he said it. She flushed with heat all over. He made it sound dirty. And exciting. And compelling.
“Yes.”
“I guess if people don’t want to be bothered they’ll lock the door. Unless they forget. Most don’t really care. Watch.”
She took a giant step back as he turned the knob and opened a door that was, as he said, unlocked.
“Anyone in here having sex?”
“Get the f**k out of here!” came a sharp retort from the darkened room.
Rick laughed and closed the door.
“See? They didn’t want guests.”
She shook her head. “I can’t believe you just did that.”
He ignored her, took a few steps down the hall, and opened the next door. “What’s going on in here?”
There was heavy breathing. Then giggling, followed by a male voice that said, “Fucking. Why, do you wanna watch?”
“Maybe. I’ll get back to you.”
He closed the door and turned to her. Ava put her hand over her mouth to smother her laugh. “You’re something.”
He waggled his brows. “You have no idea, honey.”
“You don’t mean to go into every room and do this.”
“Sure I do.”
This time she quickened her step and rushed to cover the next door, putting her hand over the knob in the hopes she could spare another couple some embarrassment. “Really. Stop.”
Undaunted, he leaned into her, and her breath caught when he placed his hand over hers. She felt swallowed up, cornered, and for some reason didn’t mind at all.
He turned the knob and pushed the door open, sending her flying into the room with him.
“Anyone in here?”
No one replied.
“Hey, we’re in luck. Looks like we have this one to ourselves.”
Before she could say a word, he’d closed the door behind him. Ava heard the click of the lock.
“The smart ones lock the door to prevent assholes like me from coming in.”
She was now locked in a dark bedroom with Rick. And yet she wasn’t at all afraid. Intrigued, yes. Excited, definitely.
“Are you there?” he asked, his voice lowering.
“Yes.”
“Keep talking and I’ll find you.”
She licked her lips. “What would you like me to talk about?”
He was drawing closer. She moved farther away, though it wasn’t from fear. She bumped into something with her hip. Dresser, maybe.
“I don’t know. Tell me what you’re thinking.”
“I’m thinking I’m locked in a bedroom with someone I don’t know very well.”
“Do you need to know me well?”
“I don’t know. Maybe.”
“What do you want to know about me, Ava?”
He was getting closer. She inched farther to the right. “Tell me where you’ve been for the past ten years.”
He went silent. When he spoke again, his breath brushed against her cheek. “I was in prison for a while for theft. Then I just rode freelance here and there, ended up in Chicago.”
She found it hard to breathe with him standing so close to her. But at least he’d been honest. “In prison?”
“Yeah.”
“For how long?”
“Three years.”
“How long ago was that?”
“Seven years ago.”
“Not since then?”
“No.”
She inhaled, blew it out, then stopped breathing when he wound his arms around her waist. “Does that bother you?”
“Honestly? I don’t know.” She thought about it. Just because he did time in jail didn’t mean he was a bad person now. People made mistakes. Some people learned from them. She’d seen plenty of that.
He laughed, and took a step back. “Go away, Little Red Riding Hood.”
“What?”
She heard the creak of the bedsprings.
“You can’t handle the Big Bad Wolf.”
Affronted, she moved forward, her knee making contact with the mattress. “Now just a minute. I didn’t say that.”
“You didn’t have to say a word. You’re a scared little rabbit.”
Dammit. “I am not.”
“Aren’t you?”
He sounded so smug. “No, I’m not. I just don’t have indiscriminate sex with strangers.”
He laughed, the sound as dark as the room they were in. “Sorry. I left my resume in my other bike.”
What an asshole. She should leave, march downstairs and . . .
And what? “Do you often bully women into ha**g s*x with you?”
“I’ve never had to beg a woman to have sex with me, Ava.”
She believed that. Women probably fought each other for the right to get in bed with him. And why not? He was gorgeous, oozed sexuality. So what the hell was wrong with her? She wasn’t a virgin. God knows the man got her juices flowing.
“If you have to think that hard about it, you should go. I promise not to chase you.”
“What if I wanted you to?”
“Wanted me to what? Chase you?”
“Yes.”
“I don’t chase women. I like them to be willing.”
She blew out a breath. He had a point.
“Ava.”
“Yes.”
“What’s wrong with letting go and just enjoying yourself?”
She didn’t have an answer to that because she rarely did it. “I don’t know.”
“Want me to show you what it’s like?”
He was challenging her, daring her to let go. Could she? Her life was all planned out, so orderly, so controlled. This moment represented everything that wasn’t her. And everything that was Rick. He didn’t appear to be a threat to her, at least not that she could discern. Then again, what did she really know about him?
What had she really known about any of the guys she’d had sex with in her lifetime?
Not much other than what they’d told her. She hadn’t known them any better than she knew Rick. And she was way more turned on by him than she’d ever been by them. Just standing in this dark bedroom with him, listening to him talk to her, had her wet, her ni**les puckering and begging to be touched, licked, sucked.
The thrill of the forbidden, she supposed. Was that the lure that pulled Lacey in? The bad boy in leather offering the apple in the garden? Tempting, oh so tempting.
Then again, what was so wrong about going a little wild? She was certainly overdue for it.
She sat on the bed. And suddenly, he was right there, his chest against her back.
And when he leaned in and pressed his lips to the side of her neck, she shivered at the contact, tilted her head back, and let him have access. She turned and he pulled her against him, her br**sts pillowed against his chest.
She laid her hands on his arms and felt the corded strength of his biceps flexing, and knew she wanted him na**d, wanted to explore his body with her hands and her mouth.
She wanted something she’d never had before.
The chance to live a little bit on the edge.
FOUR
There were a hundred reasons why Rick shouldn’t be doing this, but one primary reason—Ava was his assignment, not some hot random babe to have a quick lay with.
Yeah, right.
Tell that to his dick, which rocked against his jeans, hard and eager to get things started. Tell that to his senses as he inhaled her clean, sultry scent while his lips were pressed against the soft column of her throat.
He should have never brought her into this room, never closed and locked the door, never started teasing her with this cat-and-mouse game.
But damn, she was fun to play with. And right now she wasn’t saying no. Oh, hell no, she wasn’t. Every sound she made, every movement of her body was screaming yes. Oh, hell yes. And she was touching him, grabbing onto him like a lifeline in the dark.
In the back of his mind, this all spelled epic disaster. Unfortunately his libido had taken over and all logic was gone. He had a sweet-smelling and willing woman in his arms and he intended to take full advantage of that.
He slid his tongue along her throat, felt the wild beat of her pulse in her neck, and he wanted to do anything and everything to drive that pulse up higher. He’d bet Ava could get really out of control, wondered if any man had done that to her before. Because what he’d seen of her so far led him to believe that she was oh so reserved, which made him want to tear away that reserve and find out just how wild she could be.
And maybe he was assuming, but he’d guess that she was just waiting for some guy to strip down the walls around her and release the animal.
He kissed along her neck, then her jaw, heard her inhale, then exhale as he neared her lips.
He cupped her jaw between his fingers and pressed his lips to her mouth. Her lips were soft, trembling, and as he pressed more firmly, she opened for him.
God, she was sweet. She tasted like innocence, something he hadn’t tasted much of in his lifetime. She wasn’t at all the type of woman he usually went for—he liked the wild, knew-exactly-what-they-wanted type. Ava was like forbidden fruit—which only made him want her more. He supposed he’d never quite gotten over wanting what he shouldn’t have, but damned if he was going to care about that right now. He gathered her close and slid his tongue inside to find hers, testing the waters.
She wrapped her tongue around his and whimpered. She was hot, and he was getting hotter, especially when she wriggled her body against his, making his c**k jerk against his jeans, reminding him of just how long it had been since he’d taken the time to be with a woman. Work had occupied him for too damn long.
Now it was time to play. And he intended to play all night long with Ava. He swept one hand inside her open jacket, smoothed it along the curve of her hip and over, letting his fingers press in on the upper part of her ass. She moaned into his mouth and moved closer to him, jacking his pulse up yet another notch. He tilted his head so he could deepen the kiss, used his other hand to slide along her back so he could crush her br**sts against his chest. Oh, yeah.
He slid her jacket off, letting it drop to the floor. He grasped her wrists, held onto her, pulled her closer, and felt her full br**sts bang against his chest. Damn she had nice breasts. He couldn’t wait to touch them, to bare them so he could lick and kiss them. Ava had one incredible body and he wanted to see it all. Maybe he’d turn the lights back on. It was way too dark in here.
None of this was going to happen fast enough—too many clothes between them. It was time to start shedding some leather.
Until someone opened and slammed a door in one of the rooms.
Ava tensed, her whole body going rigid as if she expected someone to bust through the door. Not that they would since he’d locked it. But her response told him a lot of things, the main one that she wasn’t relaxed, wasn’t ready for this. That was enough. Rick knew right then this wasn’t going to happen. He let her slide off his lap and he stood, bending down to retrieve her jacket.
“So you like being alone.”
“I guess so. I never really thought about it. I just do what I do.”
“I wouldn’t enjoy that.”
“What? Riding or being alone?”
“The alone part.”
“It’s not bad. Gives me a lot of time to think.”
Now it was her turn to laugh. “I have too much time to think. I wouldn’t want all that time alone. I’d drive myself crazy.”
He leaned in, slid his finger on the tip of her nose. “It’s good to get to know yourself, learn to be comfortable in your own skin.”
Rick had a point, and he definitely looked at ease with himself. Still, she wondered how much time he’d actually spent riding alone. What made a person crave that kind of solitude? Most people liked being with other people, not isolating themselves.
He was certainly an interesting person. And she’d always liked to be around interesting people.
Speaking of people . . . where the hell had Lacey gone off to? Ava hadn’t seen her since they’d arrived here. Ava searched her out, but the crowd had thickened and she couldn’t find her.
“Looking for your friend?” Rick asked.
“Yes.”
“I saw Bo take her upstairs. Let’s go find them.”
Once again, he took her hand and led her up the stairs, though they had to wind their way through a crowd of people using the stairs as a seating area. They didn’t seem to mind though, in fact, made room for Rick and Ava to find their footing until they made their way to the second floor.
Ava studied the hallway that branched out in two directions and led to lots of doors—closed doors.
“Uh, maybe we shouldn’t be up here.”
Rick cocked his head to the side. “Why not?”
“I think people came up here to find some privacy.”
He grinned. “I’m sure they did. But you wanted to find your friend, didn’t you?”
“Well, yes, but if she and Bo want to be alone . . .”
He shrugged. “It’s just sex. They won’t mind being disturbed. Let’s go.”
Just sex? He was joking, right?
Apparently not. He started down a hallway. Ava ran after him and grabbed his arm before he turned a knob. “Are you serious? Stop that.”
“What?”
“You can’t just barge in on people having sex.”
“Why not?”
“First. It’s rude. And second . . . oh my God. Do I have to spell it out?”
He leaned against the wall and crossed his arms. “Sure. Go ahead.”
“Do you really want to watch people . . . you know.”
“Fucking?”
God. The way he said it. She flushed with heat all over. He made it sound dirty. And exciting. And compelling.
“Yes.”
“I guess if people don’t want to be bothered they’ll lock the door. Unless they forget. Most don’t really care. Watch.”
She took a giant step back as he turned the knob and opened a door that was, as he said, unlocked.
“Anyone in here having sex?”
“Get the f**k out of here!” came a sharp retort from the darkened room.
Rick laughed and closed the door.
“See? They didn’t want guests.”
She shook her head. “I can’t believe you just did that.”
He ignored her, took a few steps down the hall, and opened the next door. “What’s going on in here?”
There was heavy breathing. Then giggling, followed by a male voice that said, “Fucking. Why, do you wanna watch?”
“Maybe. I’ll get back to you.”
He closed the door and turned to her. Ava put her hand over her mouth to smother her laugh. “You’re something.”
He waggled his brows. “You have no idea, honey.”
“You don’t mean to go into every room and do this.”
“Sure I do.”
This time she quickened her step and rushed to cover the next door, putting her hand over the knob in the hopes she could spare another couple some embarrassment. “Really. Stop.”
Undaunted, he leaned into her, and her breath caught when he placed his hand over hers. She felt swallowed up, cornered, and for some reason didn’t mind at all.
He turned the knob and pushed the door open, sending her flying into the room with him.
“Anyone in here?”
No one replied.
“Hey, we’re in luck. Looks like we have this one to ourselves.”
Before she could say a word, he’d closed the door behind him. Ava heard the click of the lock.
“The smart ones lock the door to prevent assholes like me from coming in.”
She was now locked in a dark bedroom with Rick. And yet she wasn’t at all afraid. Intrigued, yes. Excited, definitely.
“Are you there?” he asked, his voice lowering.
“Yes.”
“Keep talking and I’ll find you.”
She licked her lips. “What would you like me to talk about?”
He was drawing closer. She moved farther away, though it wasn’t from fear. She bumped into something with her hip. Dresser, maybe.
“I don’t know. Tell me what you’re thinking.”
“I’m thinking I’m locked in a bedroom with someone I don’t know very well.”
“Do you need to know me well?”
“I don’t know. Maybe.”
“What do you want to know about me, Ava?”
He was getting closer. She inched farther to the right. “Tell me where you’ve been for the past ten years.”
He went silent. When he spoke again, his breath brushed against her cheek. “I was in prison for a while for theft. Then I just rode freelance here and there, ended up in Chicago.”
She found it hard to breathe with him standing so close to her. But at least he’d been honest. “In prison?”
“Yeah.”
“For how long?”
“Three years.”
“How long ago was that?”
“Seven years ago.”
“Not since then?”
“No.”
She inhaled, blew it out, then stopped breathing when he wound his arms around her waist. “Does that bother you?”
“Honestly? I don’t know.” She thought about it. Just because he did time in jail didn’t mean he was a bad person now. People made mistakes. Some people learned from them. She’d seen plenty of that.
He laughed, and took a step back. “Go away, Little Red Riding Hood.”
“What?”
She heard the creak of the bedsprings.
“You can’t handle the Big Bad Wolf.”
Affronted, she moved forward, her knee making contact with the mattress. “Now just a minute. I didn’t say that.”
“You didn’t have to say a word. You’re a scared little rabbit.”
Dammit. “I am not.”
“Aren’t you?”
He sounded so smug. “No, I’m not. I just don’t have indiscriminate sex with strangers.”
He laughed, the sound as dark as the room they were in. “Sorry. I left my resume in my other bike.”
What an asshole. She should leave, march downstairs and . . .
And what? “Do you often bully women into ha**g s*x with you?”
“I’ve never had to beg a woman to have sex with me, Ava.”
She believed that. Women probably fought each other for the right to get in bed with him. And why not? He was gorgeous, oozed sexuality. So what the hell was wrong with her? She wasn’t a virgin. God knows the man got her juices flowing.
“If you have to think that hard about it, you should go. I promise not to chase you.”
“What if I wanted you to?”
“Wanted me to what? Chase you?”
“Yes.”
“I don’t chase women. I like them to be willing.”
She blew out a breath. He had a point.
“Ava.”
“Yes.”
“What’s wrong with letting go and just enjoying yourself?”
She didn’t have an answer to that because she rarely did it. “I don’t know.”
“Want me to show you what it’s like?”
He was challenging her, daring her to let go. Could she? Her life was all planned out, so orderly, so controlled. This moment represented everything that wasn’t her. And everything that was Rick. He didn’t appear to be a threat to her, at least not that she could discern. Then again, what did she really know about him?
What had she really known about any of the guys she’d had sex with in her lifetime?
Not much other than what they’d told her. She hadn’t known them any better than she knew Rick. And she was way more turned on by him than she’d ever been by them. Just standing in this dark bedroom with him, listening to him talk to her, had her wet, her ni**les puckering and begging to be touched, licked, sucked.
The thrill of the forbidden, she supposed. Was that the lure that pulled Lacey in? The bad boy in leather offering the apple in the garden? Tempting, oh so tempting.
Then again, what was so wrong about going a little wild? She was certainly overdue for it.
She sat on the bed. And suddenly, he was right there, his chest against her back.
And when he leaned in and pressed his lips to the side of her neck, she shivered at the contact, tilted her head back, and let him have access. She turned and he pulled her against him, her br**sts pillowed against his chest.
She laid her hands on his arms and felt the corded strength of his biceps flexing, and knew she wanted him na**d, wanted to explore his body with her hands and her mouth.
She wanted something she’d never had before.
The chance to live a little bit on the edge.
FOUR
There were a hundred reasons why Rick shouldn’t be doing this, but one primary reason—Ava was his assignment, not some hot random babe to have a quick lay with.
Yeah, right.
Tell that to his dick, which rocked against his jeans, hard and eager to get things started. Tell that to his senses as he inhaled her clean, sultry scent while his lips were pressed against the soft column of her throat.
He should have never brought her into this room, never closed and locked the door, never started teasing her with this cat-and-mouse game.
But damn, she was fun to play with. And right now she wasn’t saying no. Oh, hell no, she wasn’t. Every sound she made, every movement of her body was screaming yes. Oh, hell yes. And she was touching him, grabbing onto him like a lifeline in the dark.
In the back of his mind, this all spelled epic disaster. Unfortunately his libido had taken over and all logic was gone. He had a sweet-smelling and willing woman in his arms and he intended to take full advantage of that.
He slid his tongue along her throat, felt the wild beat of her pulse in her neck, and he wanted to do anything and everything to drive that pulse up higher. He’d bet Ava could get really out of control, wondered if any man had done that to her before. Because what he’d seen of her so far led him to believe that she was oh so reserved, which made him want to tear away that reserve and find out just how wild she could be.
And maybe he was assuming, but he’d guess that she was just waiting for some guy to strip down the walls around her and release the animal.
He kissed along her neck, then her jaw, heard her inhale, then exhale as he neared her lips.
He cupped her jaw between his fingers and pressed his lips to her mouth. Her lips were soft, trembling, and as he pressed more firmly, she opened for him.
God, she was sweet. She tasted like innocence, something he hadn’t tasted much of in his lifetime. She wasn’t at all the type of woman he usually went for—he liked the wild, knew-exactly-what-they-wanted type. Ava was like forbidden fruit—which only made him want her more. He supposed he’d never quite gotten over wanting what he shouldn’t have, but damned if he was going to care about that right now. He gathered her close and slid his tongue inside to find hers, testing the waters.
She wrapped her tongue around his and whimpered. She was hot, and he was getting hotter, especially when she wriggled her body against his, making his c**k jerk against his jeans, reminding him of just how long it had been since he’d taken the time to be with a woman. Work had occupied him for too damn long.
Now it was time to play. And he intended to play all night long with Ava. He swept one hand inside her open jacket, smoothed it along the curve of her hip and over, letting his fingers press in on the upper part of her ass. She moaned into his mouth and moved closer to him, jacking his pulse up yet another notch. He tilted his head so he could deepen the kiss, used his other hand to slide along her back so he could crush her br**sts against his chest. Oh, yeah.
He slid her jacket off, letting it drop to the floor. He grasped her wrists, held onto her, pulled her closer, and felt her full br**sts bang against his chest. Damn she had nice breasts. He couldn’t wait to touch them, to bare them so he could lick and kiss them. Ava had one incredible body and he wanted to see it all. Maybe he’d turn the lights back on. It was way too dark in here.
None of this was going to happen fast enough—too many clothes between them. It was time to start shedding some leather.
Until someone opened and slammed a door in one of the rooms.
Ava tensed, her whole body going rigid as if she expected someone to bust through the door. Not that they would since he’d locked it. But her response told him a lot of things, the main one that she wasn’t relaxed, wasn’t ready for this. That was enough. Rick knew right then this wasn’t going to happen. He let her slide off his lap and he stood, bending down to retrieve her jacket.