Sacrifice of Love
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He laid down on their bed and her scent enveloped him. He rolled to his side and pressed his face into her pillow and memories of her flooded his mind. The first time he saw her he had been captivated by her and his wolf had surged forward with the need to claim her. She brought indescribable joy to him, and though she drove him crazy, there wasnt a thing about her that he would change. She filled the empty places inside of him, and she loved him when he knew he was so undeserving of that love. His heart ached in his chest and his muscles burned from the pain that seemed to be constantly radiating throughout him. His body called out for his mate. The bond was nearly gone and yet man and wolf still felt the intense need to be close to her. If she died, mate bond or not, he would follow her. There was nothing in this life for him without her here to share it. As he continued to breathe her scent deep into his lungs, he felt the exhaustion take over and pull him against his will into a deep sleep. Instinctively, he reached out for her, needing to hear her voice before the unconsciousness took him, and still there was nothing but a black void where she belonged.
Two weeks past and every day the men grew more and more restless. More than once Vasile had insisted they go spar with each other to work off the agitation and adrenaline that coursed through them at incredible levels.
Peri and Wadim rarely left the archives. When they did, it was only so Peri could throw massive fits, cursing everyone within her sight for not doing more and for resting when they should be out there killing things for information. Everyone made sure to stand a safe distance from her, but still some of them wound up in her line of fire and found themselves ducking as things within her grasp were flung across the room. If it wasnt for Adam and Alston using their magic to keep things from breaking, Vasile would have found himself having to replace most of the decorations in his home.
One month to the day after the females had been taken, Fane found himself standing on one of the highest peaks of the mountain. His wolf had tried to force his phase, but Fane refused it. He had to take off at a dead sprint in his human form to keep it at bay, pushing himself as he climbed the mountain. It was all he could give the wolf in an attempt to satisfy the pulsing need to hunt. But Fane didnt know where to begin, none of them did. They had been all over the mountains and still found nothing. They had sought out other supernaturals, hoping for some scrap of information, but no one knew anything. It was as if Reyaz and their mates had dropped off the face of the earth. Alston and Dain had been going into other realms and searching, but they had come back just as empty-handed. It was maddening. But worse was the utter feeling of loss that ripped through him, pushing him to his knees. He knew what it was, but he didnt want to admit it. None of the males did. It was like the elephant in the room that they all tiptoed around, but refused to acknowledge. The mate bonds were breaking. Theywerent just closed off. They were dying, day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. Slowly their mates slipped further and further from their grasps. Soon they wouldnt know if their mates were alive or not because their fates would no longer be tied to each other.
Fane suddenly threw back his head and howled, pushing all of his anguish, all of his desolation, all of his heart stopping fear, into the sound. Seconds later he heard his pack mates answer his call as their howls joined in, every bit as sorrowful as his own. He didnt know how much longer they could control their wolves. The need for blood was a lust that was demanding to be sated. Fane guessed the only thing stopping them from going feral was the knowledge that once they did, without the mate bond, there would be no coming back.
Chapter 17
For the first time in a long time, I just want to sleep. As in, I only want to sleep. Because in my sleep, you are there. During the waking hours, I cant feel you, I cant see you, and I cant smell you. And as time passes, I almost feel as though at any second Im going to forget you ever existed in my life. But you come to me in my dreams. You hold me; you whisper words that knit my broken heart back together. But when I wake, it breaks all over again. ~Sally
I motion that we play Sex I Spy, Jen said from the spot where she laid on her back. We can call it Spex, for short she said with a snort.
Okay, can I just clarify one thing? Are you saying we are supposed to spy something having sex? Sally asked. Lilly and Alina both shook their heads as they listened to the girls outrageous discussions that had become an hourly event.
Jen, Im bored out of my mind, but Im still not that bored, Jacque told her.
Jen laughed. And you guys call me a pervert. What I meant was that if you cant find what the person spies, then you have to give up a detail of your love life.
Uh, Crinas eyes darted from Jacque to Sally, waiting to see what their reactions would be.
Why would we do this? Sally asked.
Because we never got to before our lives turned into The Young and Furry. She pulled her body up into a sitting position and faced the group. Teenage girls are supposed to go on dates, kiss, make out, and then report back to the girlfriends. Its in the freaking handbook.
Theres a handbook? Elle asked.
Of course, I wrote it, Jens face broke into one of those faces that said duh what did you expect?
Of course you did, Crina laughed under her breath.
I have to admit that Jen is right on what teenage girls discuss behind their bedroom doors. However, there are usually not parents present, Lilly pointed out.
Two weeks past and every day the men grew more and more restless. More than once Vasile had insisted they go spar with each other to work off the agitation and adrenaline that coursed through them at incredible levels.
Peri and Wadim rarely left the archives. When they did, it was only so Peri could throw massive fits, cursing everyone within her sight for not doing more and for resting when they should be out there killing things for information. Everyone made sure to stand a safe distance from her, but still some of them wound up in her line of fire and found themselves ducking as things within her grasp were flung across the room. If it wasnt for Adam and Alston using their magic to keep things from breaking, Vasile would have found himself having to replace most of the decorations in his home.
One month to the day after the females had been taken, Fane found himself standing on one of the highest peaks of the mountain. His wolf had tried to force his phase, but Fane refused it. He had to take off at a dead sprint in his human form to keep it at bay, pushing himself as he climbed the mountain. It was all he could give the wolf in an attempt to satisfy the pulsing need to hunt. But Fane didnt know where to begin, none of them did. They had been all over the mountains and still found nothing. They had sought out other supernaturals, hoping for some scrap of information, but no one knew anything. It was as if Reyaz and their mates had dropped off the face of the earth. Alston and Dain had been going into other realms and searching, but they had come back just as empty-handed. It was maddening. But worse was the utter feeling of loss that ripped through him, pushing him to his knees. He knew what it was, but he didnt want to admit it. None of the males did. It was like the elephant in the room that they all tiptoed around, but refused to acknowledge. The mate bonds were breaking. Theywerent just closed off. They were dying, day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. Slowly their mates slipped further and further from their grasps. Soon they wouldnt know if their mates were alive or not because their fates would no longer be tied to each other.
Fane suddenly threw back his head and howled, pushing all of his anguish, all of his desolation, all of his heart stopping fear, into the sound. Seconds later he heard his pack mates answer his call as their howls joined in, every bit as sorrowful as his own. He didnt know how much longer they could control their wolves. The need for blood was a lust that was demanding to be sated. Fane guessed the only thing stopping them from going feral was the knowledge that once they did, without the mate bond, there would be no coming back.
Chapter 17
For the first time in a long time, I just want to sleep. As in, I only want to sleep. Because in my sleep, you are there. During the waking hours, I cant feel you, I cant see you, and I cant smell you. And as time passes, I almost feel as though at any second Im going to forget you ever existed in my life. But you come to me in my dreams. You hold me; you whisper words that knit my broken heart back together. But when I wake, it breaks all over again. ~Sally
I motion that we play Sex I Spy, Jen said from the spot where she laid on her back. We can call it Spex, for short she said with a snort.
Okay, can I just clarify one thing? Are you saying we are supposed to spy something having sex? Sally asked. Lilly and Alina both shook their heads as they listened to the girls outrageous discussions that had become an hourly event.
Jen, Im bored out of my mind, but Im still not that bored, Jacque told her.
Jen laughed. And you guys call me a pervert. What I meant was that if you cant find what the person spies, then you have to give up a detail of your love life.
Uh, Crinas eyes darted from Jacque to Sally, waiting to see what their reactions would be.
Why would we do this? Sally asked.
Because we never got to before our lives turned into The Young and Furry. She pulled her body up into a sitting position and faced the group. Teenage girls are supposed to go on dates, kiss, make out, and then report back to the girlfriends. Its in the freaking handbook.
Theres a handbook? Elle asked.
Of course, I wrote it, Jens face broke into one of those faces that said duh what did you expect?
Of course you did, Crina laughed under her breath.
I have to admit that Jen is right on what teenage girls discuss behind their bedroom doors. However, there are usually not parents present, Lilly pointed out.
